nihilistic_ecstasy grendel [a quick tip of the proverbial hat to Oldephebe for the turn of phrase] sheer joy in abandoning dream and delusion of plan or purpose, connection or reason seeing more with the lights out than with the high-beams of delusion searing the retina of my mind's_eye i am i have been i persist 050928 ... oldephebe man i dig i dig i dig! ....... puts on some jazz flout and just trips out on that ... 050928 ... zeke experiential_bliss 050929 ... z see: A SONGALONGADONGABONGA TO ALLABALLABALLABALL THOSEDFIBIGUYAKANANANANA GAAGGAGA IF YOU WANT PUUMISH U WANT U KOMOONINGIGI U ASSASSSUUUU JINGAHANGIDI AMANIMONOLOMITH HAMMAMADAMAKARAMITH TUYUMUDUMULUMUNUTH DIMINIMINIMITH! 070601 ... z i did not post the above blathe. 070604 ... tessa what beauty there is to behold in darkness and nonsense 070917 what's it to you? who go blather from