pipedream misstree keeps me buoyant. i always think of her as carrying relaxed smiles, spare ones, in her back pocket. and when she said that when she leans on trees, she thinks of me, it made my entire day. :D 031006 ... mon :) pipedream is rockness rockness is my word_of_the_day pardon my sillyousnousmess . 031006 ... pipedream reduced to warm puddle o sentimental flu i haven't slept properly for the past two days. i have had a mid-term every day since yesterday. i spent most of my very (very) early morning throwing up my dinner and midnight study-snack. i just took a pre-cal midterm. i am running slight fever and feel like i've been steamrollered and my brain turned into mashed potatoes. and then, this wonderful little one-word page happens to catch my scrolling-down eye and the world is pretty again, the sunshine is warm and the breeze cool, and my stomach stops feeling green and seasick, but smiley and snuggly inside. i love you guys. thank you for the joy you bring to blather, the sparkles of your souls, the intelligence of your minds and the thoughtfulness that tempers the quirky and the goofy; both so essential...i love the sillyousness, it makes my heart smile real big :) and trees, yups indeedy i always think of you when i lean against one, or sit under one..you're like that. indelible once you've arrived. and incidentally, mon/nom- i've been clicking on SO many blather titles that have last been blathed on by you that i was going to tell you on a mon/nom page! coinky-densh, no? happy one, nonetheless. i shall now go work at my CS 101 assignment, but in such a different mood. thank you; you've put the spring back into my step. 031006 ... oldephebe spring! and don't forget about the bling bling ..you know diamonds in your eyes and all that gurl..shimmering soul streams ..ye-up..for shizzle! pd! so ineffably rocks!! okay so the eloqence and oracular have abandoned me today..still though..I can't count the times when your thoughtfulness and your oh so generous spirit have been that tiny tinkling bright sound amidst all the brown sound rolling in my head.. i come stumbling into my duplex like a whiskey preach from the edge of his world to the edge of his fallen life..and many times it is your word of encouragement that really sends a shard of light..to go rummaging into the dark..helping me to find purchase on these cobbbled streets that roll and heave under my feet..I'm not the hugging type..but if i were i'd project one your way.. later, ... 031007 ... mon :) i'm so sleepy i can only smile (: 031007 ... realistic optimist wonderful moon whispers of articulately delicate beauty rumble and flow from the pipe that dreams are made in. thank you for shedding shadows of hidden light upon our aching yearning maws, and anyway, who wouldn't want to lay some dreampipe? 031007 ... pipedream you think so, phebes? i hoped i could be encouraging in some way; sometimes finding yourself again when one's dangerously close to losing oneself in the murky bog of thinking too much can be real difficult unless someone holds out a pole to pull you out with. im glad, im terribly glad i could be pole-bearer :)) wow, realistic. wow. im bowled over, totally. *goes red* 031007 ... pipedream y'know i was thinking- realistic has this way with words that reminds me of phebes here sometimes. not the same because everyone's sparkles shine differently, but similar appreciation of words, sensitive usage to create a rich tapestry of image and sound. 031007 ... oldephebe yeah i get that.. brah has definately got skillz yeah pd when twilight is growing tall within my chest it is sometimes just serendipitously stumbling over your beatific pulses..don't know if i can be redeemed by the light in anothers eyes but..when blight bursts from...Black orchid blooming within me..your words help to thread the thatch bridge back to the little things i hold so dearly.. and ah RO is bad..but as in the words of Run DMC..not bad meaning bad but bad meaning good!! yeah let me just mercurially lacquer on the levity.. am i for real? *pneumatic discharge between pursed lips..and then a long repose* ... 031007 ... realistic optimist although with my lay some dream pipe comment i was trying to be bad meaning bad. kind of a lascivious flirtatious come on ya know? i couldnt resist the pun... 031007 ... pipedream ah, reality...i personally think russell's got reality down pre-t-ty fine. but yup, you're as real as anything else. alternatively, you're as real as your words on a screen are which means you're quite real anyhoo. um. i think im babbling circuituously (i spelt it right, woo hoo), must be the high i get from this page...or the fact that technically speaking, i haven't eaten since yesterday (Thank You Rampaging Stomach-Bowel Mutiny). no, must be the good karma this page generates. *grin* 031007 ... oldephebe pd please take care of yourself..trying not to nag..i'm always cramming food down my kids throat to fortify him for his day..what with his high metabolism and all. well not really cramming more likegenle reminders to eat, and handing the old brown bag plus money for the daily sugar cravings he gets..he won't drink fruit juices so..i gave up on that yeah and realistic optimist, yeah i got the whole lascivious thing..but still wanted to acknowledge your ah skillz so ah pd ggod luck on the rest of your finals, and i hope your feeling better 031008 ... pipedream hahahhaha i *didn't* get the lascivious thing!!! im rather thick at these things hahaaha *me winks at RO to make up for lost time anyhoo* lol i discovered i've lost five pounds yesterday, no WONDER i've been feeling kind of bony...birdlike about the..um..bones :D but i'm all right, just a little tired and feeling like a raisin, that's all, but im eating okay and sleeping properly so i s'pose t'will all be fine in a few more days, thank you for your concern, lovie :) your kid sounds like a spunky little thing, probably likes rolling down grassy hills and chasing butterflies and climbing trees..tell me about him/her, 'phebes, if it's all right with you :) 031008 ... stork daddy what i wouldn't give to lose five pounds right now ! 031008 ... pipedream not like this you wouldn't, this feels like ruddy dysentry *grins* and yet, i'm as cheerful as ever, as good friend remarked yesterday.. 'you think SOMEthing would dampen it, but nooooo' hahahahhaa and its a him, its a him. i knew that. 'phebes jr. tee hee. 031008 ... oldephebe uh...heh heh...she said jr...yeah..heh heh..yeah that's right jr...heh heh 031009 ... realistic optimist youngephebe, eh? i imagine he'll have some great words to wield, and will be great at cracking encryption ;) 031009 ... misstree pd, make sure you're drinking enough water. carry on. 031009 ... pipedream water? gotcha..i've been drinking a lot of apple juice though, if that counts...im really tired of rice, bananas and apple juice now, i keep dreaming of pizza, and chicken karahi, and lasagna with my best friend's special secret sauce :`( forgive me, im whiny today *scowls at her stomach* 031009 ... blah-ze take my word for it... eat coffee! you don't need to sleep for at least 100 hours! and take a camera for when it gets really weird and its fun for later as well! but no. that would probably kill you. anyway... as the First Person on Blather to have Ever Really Talked to me, you are officially Great. there will be a pipedream shrine next to the endless desire shrine. anyway, now you are Great, you may revel in your Greatness, even if noone else understands you. 031009 ... pipedream reveling in her newfound greatness but 'tis quite swankilicious , talking to you- *grin* 031011 ... oE uh..Yo pd..'sup? 031011 ... blah-ze indeed, does smack of the swanki. the shrine is up and functioning. it has everything short of a neon sign and walk in restarant. for those i have to get council approval. i slept from twelve yesterday (which was fourteen hours ago now) until twelve this morning, and could not believe it. messed up my *study timetable* no end, plus i missed the rugby match between france and new zealand. maybe my system just instigated the great coffee purge...or maybe i just passed out from lack of blood (gave blood on thursday and had four blood noses since). either way, there is too much blood in my caffeine stream and i must replenish it. 031011 ... blah-ze mess that, it was 26 hours ago. and three minutes, counting. 031011 ... pipedream how sweet, you're taking the HSC? i did that a year ago, only we call it the A-levels here..what subs? and if caffiene is giving you a bloody nose...that's just...spooky :S why are you studying like a madman, generally? there's plenty of time..unless you're taking the december ones..ohhhhhhh *ting* -- lightbulb *pats your shoulder in sympathy* sally forth, my child *nods sagely* 2 As, 2 Bs. muahahaha. 031012 ... blah-ze my exams start in one week, as of five hours ago. english, straight up monday morning at 9:15. i am worried lots, see why? i am doing 4 units of english (2 unit advanced, 1 unit extension and a forth unit for a major work, i did a short story), two of ancient history, two of maths, two of IPT (computer theory stuff), two of chemistry, and because i am in a catholic school and have to do religious studies as a compulsary subject, so i do the bludger unit of 'catholic studies', which i barely ever turned up for. god, i can't believe school is already over. and caffeine is your friend. good point, though, my blood noses do seem to start again when i hit the caffeine. pity, i have a cube of coke i have to go through... maybe i'll quit after then. 031013 ... realistic optimist what are you going as for halloween, dreamy? 031013 ... pipedream hmmm...that's a good question! we don't do halloween as such here but i'll just pretend :) i would like to be a butterfly, or the cookie monster... *grin* what 'bout you? 031013 ... realistic optimist aww you don't? it is my favoretest holiday in many ways. and i havent decided as of yet. so far the best idea i have is to go as a skeleton. if i choose this costume, i will wear a black thong, and paint my limbs silvery and try to accentuate their thinness and length. however, it gets cold here by halloween, so perhaps a more practical costume would be prudent. 031014 ... pipedream hmm..how about a black jumpsuit with bones painted on it? kinda hokey, but at least you'll be warm...or you can just wear the thong and go as a corpse with rigor mortis (hee hee geddit? from the cold and all? hee hee) naah, we don't have halloween, but we DO have basant, which is a festival that marks the coming of the spring...everyone flies kites and wears yellow, because that's the colour of spinach flowers -spinach blooms in spring. its SO much fun, its in february and i love it best of all :) 031014 ... Death of a Rose just dropped by to deliver this package. Please sign here and here, over here and once upon my chest. Thank you for being blue pipedream. blows some lips your way. 031018 ... realistic optimist mehehehe he said deliver a package... meheheheehehee 031019 ... oldephebe heh heh ..i think this page is beginning to skirt the edge of male ribaldry .. um..hey pd ... 031019 ... pipedream *giggles with R.O* hi 'phebes, jigar *grins* you realise that you have been given a nickname of pure lahori slang, you being miles n' miles away in a little corner of the yoo-nited states and all...welcome to the wonders of modern technology. yay! i wonder what was in the package (perversions entirely aside) i LOVE surprises *rips open box* awright! pause for suspense! WHAT'S IN THE BOX? *drumroll* (ideas, ideas, folks) 031019 ... pipedream i can stand on my head sometimes. just so you know. and yes yes! before i forget! i would like everyone to contribute a jar to pd's_special_sparkles :D hehehe 031020 ... realistic optimist can you jump to a handstand, pd? and here are my moonsprinkles. i didn't have a jar, so i brought them over in a kangaroo pouch. 031021 ... Little Lost Riding Hood Am I the only one who reads this excellent site from the United Kingdom? Are there any more Britishers as it seems predominantly American? ;) Be interesting to find out... 031021 ... oE i think neesh and U-24 are british and bla-ze hails from australian - that's all i know of - oh yeah there are a few canadians here as well - 031021 ... Death of a Rose What's in the package? No perversions, naughty man r.o. Well, I was going to say the obvious, 12 long stemmed white roses, but then