doar magicforest I called her it first, and I want some goddamn credit. 031026 ... hello Doar is a man, and a middle aged one at that. 031026 ... magicforest I know, I refer to all skites as her. Just ask oldephebe. With the exception of Daf. Daf is definitely male. 031026 ... pipedream gives me flowers. i love him. 031026 ... Freak a shy yet corrupted man 031026 ... not calling himself doar or magic gets angry Odour.....don't worry....this is definitely not a corrupted old man. 031027 ... magicforest random_blather_sex_changes 031027 ... Death of a Rose holy leaping frogs legs batman where did the operation room come from? 031027 ... oldephebe doar has got mad skillz!! and let's not even ponder the whole issue of a percied gender dysphasia thing.. *oldephebe quickly chugs a glas of chocolate malted ovaltine, smirks michieviously and then saunters off* ... 031027 ... relentless inner critic percieved dammit!! 031027 ... oldephebe oh uh..thanx..*does a double take and sheepishly sloshes off* 031027 ... Death of a Rose I don't know....I kinda liked the Percie bit. Quite sublime. I'm going to dig a pit and cover it with pages of blather....then hide in the camo outfit......and wait for that elusive oE 031027 ... pipedream odour....hee hee hee 031027 ... nootme the jar is adoar 031027 ... oldephebe yo' Doar - loved your last post to this has probably never been done before like i said i haven't got a thing on you..your writing is heartbreaking and yet manages to transcend the insularity of a mind masticating endlessly on misery..or maybe that's what i am trying to aspire to..hmm..anyway sometimes i hold off on posting to that page because how the hell does one follow some of the things you write..death moth's dirge singing so brilliantly.. like i said..you got the real thing.. later man.. 031028 ... Doar thanks oE, and of course you can follow it, that's what I wanted the blathe to be about. Peace to you friend. 031028 ... oldephebe yeah i'll fill it with my sepulcral effulgence as soon as i have sumpin' ta say..now where's that tomb of The misanthropic mixed with apostacies gliding off a sandpaper soul? ah here it is..*reclines in black leather EZ chair and fulminates silently to himslef* 031028 ... pipedream agh, too many multi-syllables *reels* lol 031029 ... Death of a Rose well, here's some lemon tea for pipers, and a sniffer of brandy for oE. and I'm putting the solvent away and bringing out the crazy glue. 031030 ... oldephebe nah i'll take the lemon tea..pretty much a teetotaler (sp) alchohol wreaks havoc with a rigorously balanced rectitude..oh would you happen to have any chilled milk for my malt flavored ovaltine?... 031030 ... oldephebe pd - "too many syllables.." ah but can you not hear the music of complexity,,the one note richocheting off another and another into it's own distinct archipelago of sound..and meaning..the clarity of intricasy and qualification..that is bequeathed out of these byzantine breaths..the world of darkness flooded with light..luminous cyrylic characters writhing out of the old world into the new..but then you can acquire all opaque and eclectic verbiage you want and still feel empty..or you can round off the blunt edges of well meaning verse and etch upon the eyes canvas every inch of your inner cosmos..to teach the reader too see as you see..with one wave of the baton you inaugerate the inner score made manifest..imagine being able to percieve the music of bartok not just on an auditory level but sensing..feeling each striation..vibration of wave amplitude..as the notes shimmer out of the aether and then back into it.. ... i have lived my life in words..even my music that i compose starts out as this inchoate breath..and then it aches into clarity..into the phrase..and then the strings..piano..french horns..the golden tone of so many horns..the wistful asides of woodwinds..the english horn.. 031030 ... Doar yeah....(rooting around in the fridge) here's some chilled milk for that there drink o yours. well, can't let this brandy go to waste.......swirl swirl....bottoms down. 031031 ... pipedream of course i can see all that, 'phebes. what d'ye take me for, some kind of word plebian? *huff* :D thankyew, lemon tea will do nicely *puts it in fridge for later* superrrr gluuuue, awaaaay! *hums spuerman theme song* 031031 ... Death of a Rose i can never help to smile whenever pipedream deigns to grace us with her sunshiny people persona. (and she's dead saxxy in the superwoman outfit) 031101 ... pipedream why thank you, doar duckie, me gran'ma made me this here outfit...*swishes spangly cloak around, looks around and does the moonwalk* 031102 ... oldephebe i've never actually had brandy..what does it taste like?..what colors does it paint in you.. 031108 ... endless desire love love and more love floats away 031108 ... Deathoutgrows oE - brandy...hmmm....the stuff I usually drink was cherry brandy or apricot (they were both syrupy, sorta like watered down maple syrup)....I've had some 25 year old napolean brandy once...but I'll be damned if I can remember how it tasted (that was an expensive night....think I also bought a couple of 300dollar bottles of champagne...damn....) 031110 ... Road e.d. - floating love ghost 031110 ... pipedream what does a)champagne and b)white wine taste like? i've always been curious... 031110 ... oldephebe it tastes like exploding pockets of joy..an effevescense that tingles the tongue and immediatly leaves you feeling buoyed..light..a little ecstatic..like the dance of sprites is being done on your tongue, in your tummy and in your head..champaigne.. ... 031110 ... pipedream hmm..kind of like really gassy sprite, then. hehe. 031111 ... oldephebe pd - heh heh doar - what were you celebrating? 031111 ... Doar i don't think we were celebrating anything....it was an anticelebration of sorts. just decided to blow some money....don't even think it got me anywhere though..... back when young and stupid ruled this kingdom....now it's middle aged and stupid. 031111 ... oE time teaches temperance eh? 031111 ... pipedream im still young, i plan to be stupid forever so i'm happy :D white wine! white wine! whaddit taste like? 031112 ... oldephebe well i'm no expert..been about 10 years since i've sipped from the ol' variegated chalice..they range from the reserved, dry and austere gastronomic compliment to the saacharine, impolitic swill wrapped in pretty pink packages..in the veneer of sophistication and discriminating tastes of the faux epicurean..pretty broad spectra..the aesthetic and gastronomic dictates provide an oppurtunity for white wine to enhance the experience of eating fish, chicken and other assorted game fowl and or denizen of deep seas and and not so fresh water shallows.. blech..i am certainly no epicurean or culinary/wine expert.. 031112 ... Death of a Rose oE is right widefunneledcloud, there is such variety to white wines, some are aromatically fruity (no gay jokes please) and dry some are bitter tasting wooden barrel with hints of exotic spices. and of course the multitude of other variations inbetween. you'll have to find out for yourself, unless as a practicing muslim you can't drink alcohol...let me know... 031112 ... pipedream nope, teetotal forever :) curious, but not *that* curious. 031113 ... Doar pvcpillow, i had the sneaky suspicion that you were on the bandwagon, so to speak. i don't know if you ever have visited somebody_has_probably_already_done_this_before but if you haven't could you and maybe add some 'meaningful' blather? thanks little mad giggler and keeper of the sacred sparkles (to hades with the purists, last i heard, they didn't own the rights to drop by and just chat) thppppppttttt acccckkkk! 031114 ... pipedream hee hee no, i've never been on the bandwagon. i am innocent of most vice. well, except a temper. and mad dark chocolate cravings, but oh well- we all have our skeletons ;) 031116 ... oldephebe is reeling from the hilarity "jesus, mary and the psychic donkey" now that was funny..i read some of your verse again today..doar..heh heh every time i repeat to myself i have to chuckle..very well done.. ... 031116 ... Death of a Rose *applause*....hmmm...i think i've answered the question of 'one hand clapping'..... *takes a bow anyway* glad i could make you chuckle heartbrother... peace and smiles to you oE 031116 ... oldephebe at least you didn't say feces and bile for you oE heh heh..the execratory fountain of the human body as an exhibition of performance art.. i'll bet some enterprising dilletante, recluse from objective reality..has already penned an grant proposal for it..probably already got the funds..blech 040118 ... pipers dilletante, haven't heard that one in a *while*...yum 040118 ... Death of a Rose donating opals and rubies. . 040118 ... pipey opals, how purty! but of course, nothing beats me ring *waggles left hand about in most smugly superior manner* 040118 ... ethereal wonders of doar. 040224 ... Death be a blushing. 040224 ... pipers the pobble who went to sea in a beautiful pea green boat they sailed away in a sieve what a beautiful pussy you are 040224 ... doar pipey! you and your pea green boats..... hmmm.... some sort of strange fixation going on there. 040225 ... pipers p'raps...an edward lear fetish? kindasorta.. :D can you stand on your head, blather man of mine? 040226 ... Doar but of course heart o' my heart. 040226 ... pipey seriously? i can, but not for very long :D i wanted to be a gymnast while i was seveneightnine. 040227 ... Doar *shuffles feet* neither can I, only for a few seconds and I haven't done it in quite awhile. gymnast........way cool.....limber like....... 040227 ... kookaburra wow, i never made to connection that doar was the same person as death of a rose. wooooooowwwwwww...iiiii''mmmmmmmm sllllooooooowwww. "'rawr!' i say and 'rawr' again!" 040422 ... yep. no one ever tells you these things when your new and every one else just takes the knowlegde for granted. 040422 ... pipedream/pipers/pipey/pipes/pd hehe yezz indeedy. but s'okay, even the regulars didn't connect my various sn variants to me at first. *tries standing on her head* 040422 ... Strideo try to keep up with: seventeen who is or was: yummychuckle, yummyC, squint, sixteen, pushpins and more. ... 040422 ... kookaburra yummychuckle is squint? i be so confused. "i rawr at the world and everyone in it" i can growl really well. it scares people. 040422 ... Doar wow, a flurry (with sparklies) of activity on this here page. (Strange how old western slang sneaks in) _ _ \ / \/ ! /!\ !0! (Poor attempt at a virtual handstand) 040423 ... pipers lol thats rather cool achooly 040423 ... Doar Heck yah, Missus. Thank Yah. Yah, yah, yadda, yadda, mudda, fadda, here we are at camp grenada......... 040423 ... oE so maybe a glass of ovaltine for the young lady with the rawrs? pd - like WOA doar - pretty nifty...yes yes..i concur 040423 ... pipey ovaltine! wooo! haven't had ovaltine in AGES! *snipes some of kook's ovaltine* 040424 ... ☺ doar - it's great to see you back in blather...we've kinda deteriorated a little w/o yours and mtree's and pd's and others contributions... 040707 ... Doar And do I know who the smiley faced persona is? . 040708 ... Doar Forgot to say "Thank you smiley face.". . 040708 ... id like a bowl of rasberries just look at the verbiage and excessive use of dashes and in particular the nominatives chosen as referants to to other blatherers... 040708 ... ☺ You're welcome. 040708 ... kookaburra hey wait! i got some ovaltine? and now its all in piper's tummy? no fair! oh yea, and hello doar. i keep thinking that backwards it's road, but it's not. am i just being stupid? 040708 ... ☺ So are you going to give me a hint as to your identity or must I suffer the intermiable silence of curiosity killing? 040708 ... Doar Hey kookie (do you mind if I call you that?), I like your writing kookabura (well, honestly not all of it, but you definitely make me smile over half of the time). And I do masquerade as Road, but it was a thing that Endless_Desire and I came to. 040708 ... kookaburra hell, even i think more than half of what i write is crap. almost as soon as i hit that blather button im trying to stop it from sending. of course it always does send, unless i like what i wrote... but i digress. i think that a lot of your writing is gorgeous! and sure, kookie is fine, its what my daddy used to call me. and im gonna stop filling your page with crap. goodnight :) 040708 ... Doar Thanks kookie. You have permission to smack me but now I have to say "Who's your daddy?" Commence smacking......... 040709 ... ☺ doar - it's me! prince of the ornate and overwrought and bottom basement bought phraseology - Oldephebe Come, sit with me an hour. Tell me of your quest of fire, tell me how you have finally become the bird not crashing into walls, shrieking to finally see over the wall of your great pain. Tell me blatherfriend, how have you been? ... 040712 ... Doar I had a sneaky suspicion that it was you oE. Overwrought.....makes you sound like an entrance gate to one of those moss and vine covered old new orleans gardens, overgrown with barely a visible pathway leading away deeper into the abandoned greenery. I don't know what to say blatherfriend, just that it suddenly became a dream state for me for the past ten years, viewing the images as if I had just awakened, but still recalling snippets of the shit I've been allowing myself to reach. In the last few weeks I've felt like I've returned back to the waking world and everything seems right and clear to me now. I don't know if it might be classified as an epiphany or some cosmic/divine hand (no, I'm not another dafremen, I could never come close to daffy) has rearranged my hardwired brain and allowed something new be constructed. Some of the pain is still there and will always be there, and I can't say with any surety that it won't return, but at this moment it feels good to be breathing. How have you been oE? 040712 ... oldephebe I am well this morning friend. I am so pleased to hear of your well being. I've been getting into a little bit of buddhist thought and that's been kinda centering me. But as you know the big hoary ..incidentally i wanted to say "Oh how your empty soul glows, give us more of that won't you?" but that's the old insouciant me, and random and there's enough of Jupiter flowing though these veins to feed the disease of ego..so..no not for me to sit upon the efflugent crests of adulation or wander endlessly upon the rosy paths of contemplation for life, LIFE unbound and inevitable rages on. Wow. Did i really answer any question that you asked? and yeah..i wonder how daf's doing as well...i've spent my life reeking of ego and insecurity and delusions of grandeur and O how I've learned to handle my abject povery of being by washing and drinking moment by moment in the living stream cutting a nice silver swath through my soul. It separates the soul from the spirit and gives me something to answer my shrieking soul with. Yeah... Great to hear of your humble epiphany. Sometimes the grandiose and psuedo-prophetic gets a little hard to take. i'm referring to myself of course.. ... 040712 ... kookaburra better late than never! *smacks* and apparently, according to my subconscious, oE is my daddy (blather_dream) so there ya go. 040712 ... Doar Thanks for the triumphal embellishments of the redoubtable oE. Declining to sit ordained, with chalice of sacrificial wine in hand, he is the maul being used to forge the umbilical cord between dieties downward spiral and impending luminesence. (Okay, I have no idea what the above means, but then again, most of the depressed poetry I spout is the same). Thanks for the smacks kookie. 040712 ... puredream I really did miss you. So very very much. I'm so glad you're back. 040714 ... Doar Gee....gosh..... be a blushing 040714 ... Doar thanks puredream it's nice to be missed. 040714 ... sub-rosa my blather crush. i've succumbed. albeit from afar and anonymously. 040806 ... Doar wow! a "secret" admirer. I like this for some reason. 040806 ... lucky You rape my heart strings with your words so sweet. 040806 ... thank you lucky. well....ahem....I think rape is a bit forceful of a word. Consent is always preferable. But I guess I can take the sentiment and distinguish your value placed upon it. 040807 ... Doar and i must admit, "beneath the roses" is an exciting wordplay. 040807 ... Bespeckled I just spent a fair amount of time blatherstalking you. (Noticed you listed me as a blather babe at some point in time, thanks for that). Hope you don't mind. is also Pralines 040820 ... Doar Thanks to you bespeckled. It is praise indeed when a more established Blatherbabe has stalked me. I'm going all red over here. ps. I have done a bit of stalking you as well. 040820 ... . Sounds different then I thought he might 040906 ... Death of a Rose really? my curiosity is peaked now. how did you imagine me to sound like? no high pitched squealing I hope (although I do that occasionaly with girlish glee...heehee) 040907 ... pete i give you a 'dark' sounding voice.. by that i mean calm and quiet, but full of force and vitality 040907 ... Doar ah Pete...you always know what to say to cheer a person up. No darth vader jokes from me. 040907 ... pete kshhhhh khooooo kshhhhh khoooooo gota watch those burns eh? 040907 ... Death dont be a stranger tonight "Pete....I am your third uncle twice removed, friend of a Jesuit priest who loved the ole vin, who tripped on a stone owned by your neighbor, who incidentally is cheating on his wife of 14 years.....heeheehee....dammit there goes that girlish giggling again." :) 040907 ... pete "You told me again That you prefer handsome men But for me, You'd make an exception." A point of advice, chocolate covered coffee beans at 1am are bad news. And so I was biking home and it started_to_rain. I went through the traffic circle, heard squealing tires and a loud THUMP, looked around shook my head at the swaying lamp post and said 'there is a reason why the speed limit is 30km/h here.' And so the rambling continues. By talking I will lure ole Darth into his doom by jumping out the last escape pod while he is distracted. Mwhahahahahah! 040907 ... pete It really didn't rain last night either 040907 ... mourninglight incidentally I've missed you the past few days. sshhh...I don't blatherstalk you..what are you talking about. 041029 ... . . 041106 ... Doar haven't had much to say mourninglight. 041108 ... mytwohands ive missed you, honestly. 050530 ... realistic optimist golden wishes and sunshine showers (much better than the other way round, eh?) 050530 ... Doar I'm in.....uh.....full.....wetsuit.... Thanks for the well wishes RO. (I think) :) 050531 ... (z) (listening) 050531 ... Lemon_Soda We circled each other for awhile... ...though we haven't thrown tennis balls at each other in quite a bit. 050531 ... Doar z: (waiting) Lemon Soda: Your serve, crazy sour carbonation. 050531 ... Lemon_Soda Hows life? Whats up? Whys down? Wheres over? You never call, you never write... Glad to ABSeeU(read, whatever), Doar. Question: Of the following, wich type of dicsipline is most ignored or underdeveloped: Physical, mental, or social? We'll limit the spread on that to modern americans.(and I'm not excepting complete lack of all three) 050531 ... Doar okay, the easy questions first. 1. In response to inquiry #1, "Hows life?", I would state that life is ever evolving in a Brownian movement. Ever expanding towards the confines of our own souls. On the time scale of eternity, eventually life in this state of evolving motion, collides with other masses of life and begins a new journey. And each 'bubble' of life is subjected to personal experiences. When 'bumped' these experiences teach us, make us react and either stop our motion all together or we slip slide away, taking parts of that interaction with us until the next inevitable slam dance. So to sum up, life is bouncy. #2. Whats up? Why several things are up from my own personal experience. Since gravity plays a huge part in my life, I would say the universe is up. This point of view is taken from the relative position of my eyeballs at the moment though. If I had just been doing some serious body manuevers (sp?), 'Up' might be actually towards the center of the earth. But for now, sitting in a relatively uncomfortable chair, I would have to go with my former answer. It also looks way cooler at night. #3. Whys down? Please find philosophy on the third floor. #4. Wheres over? You know you aren't really following the previous answer's directions are you if you are still looks for down and over. Sigh....okay...in my oh so humble opinion, over is always beyond your sight, causing sentient beings to be endlessly curious and reckless about observing what is 'over'. Look around you and notice what is in your own personal space, observe your own world, marvel at it, enjoy it. Before you go off looking at what is 'over'. You know......'Roses' sort of thingamabob dealy. Ouch! The response to #4 will take some time to formulate, consolidate and reiterate. Please allow for 7-10 days for delivery. 050531 ... puredream reincarnated Where in Alberta are you... I'm craving that cigarette endeavour with you. 050610 ... Doar just ship me an e-mail puredream and i'll tell you. 050613 ... Lemon_Soda Still thinking? 050613 ... Doar still preambulating (whatever the hell that means). give me a few more dark days of dreary dread and i'll disgrace myself once more. 050613 ... Death of a Rose LS: Question: Of the following, wich type of discipline is most ignored or underdeveloped: Physical, mental, or social? We'll limit the spread on that to modern americans (and I'm not accepting a complete lack of all three). Doar: Answer: Hmmmm........... which discipline....which discipline... with modern americans as the test base. okay there are numerous amounts of studies done showing increased obesity in children under twelve, alarmingly enough to cause serious health problems earlier in life (no I'm not going to quote any here), not to mention the increase of anorexia, bulemia and "media" created perfect people. that being said for physical being a contender......i'm really going to have to go for a mix of mental/social. while there are mensa league people, applying your intelligence for the betterment of the human race, even the world are rare because so many use their intelligence to benefit only themselves (i'm one of these, albeit i can't use what i don't have, plus i'm not a modern american so i really don't count in this case study). does bill gates use his intelligence (and wealth) to better humanity. he may think so, while millions of dissatisfied windows users would think he's one of the 4 horsemen incarnate. so my answer (with many reasons being left out because i'm not a modern intelligent american) is the cheese should go under the lettuce, with the tomatoe on top. . 050619 ... Lemon_Soda So...all three with a BLT. 050621 ... Keil I think everything should come with a BLT. That would make life a whole lot better. I.E. "Aww...I just got an F on my history exam...HEY! A BLT!!! SWEET!" Anyway, doar, or Death of a Rose, or Death of a (etc, etc, etc) I believe you to be one of the core blatherers on these blue pages. Many of the others have also revealed themselves on this particular page (oE, LS, others I left out because my brain is currently not functioning right). In any case, I hope to read more of your blatherings soon. Peace, love, and BLTs!!!!!!!!! Mmm...BLTs. 060908 ... Doar i'm always core. sometimes i'm even hardcore. but usually i'm just softcore. maybe something inbetween, mediumcore. yeah...that's the ticket. um....hope you don't wreck yer brain reading my blathes. good luck and happy blathing. 060908 ... u24 DOOD! 061005 ... Lemon_Soda Whats up dude? 070629 ... Strideo Doar is the opposite of a persona_non_grata in these blue halls! Indeed, Doar is in fact a welcome person! (^_^) ... 070702 ... Doar hmm....eh...what? I'm sorry, what? I've been hibernating off and on for awhile now. Hey....um....what up my homies? or is that vernacular to ebonic? How is it going my fine fellows and ladies? or..... What the Fuck is going on? ...yep...that's the one. . 070730 ... LoveYa yep thats the one are you still amazing our dower Doar 070731 ... Doar I'd answer your inquiry if I knew who was asking. But then again I've never thought of myself as amazing. . 070731 ... Doar oh and by the way.... a big whoop for the four of you. u24...the man with the .....what the hell is that thing called again? LS....my favourite can of sour. Strideo....you are on the list of most surreal and you know it. Rock on. And last but not least....hmmm....least.....doesn't seem like a word does it....least....least.....am I even spelling this right? oh...where was I.... to LoveYa.... well....I heart you right back...although your moniker leaves me confused and slightly basted. Cheers to all and to all a good night. or Here's to y'all and to y'all a good fright. or...nah. chat me up sometime. . 070801 ... jane after all you've done for me, know that you have delighted me & you will be getting something soon. {i've been in a funk & i'm just pulling out of the ooze} but i wanted to say THANK YOU 070904 ... Doar You are very welcome Jane. I look forward to whatever you ship me. Thanks right back at you. . 070904 ... jane {i} {o} {u} 071022 ... Doar {u} {o} {no} {1} . 071022 ... jane but i do. 071022 ... Lemon_Soda What is up my homie? I haven't read you in some time. Call me. 2 1 7 8 4 1 2 7 0 5 Or anyone else I suppose. I give my number out all the time. No reason you guys shouldn't have it. 080812 ... Doar LS: I've stored your number. I've talked with blatherskites before. Some bad conversations, Some really good conversations. Let me compose myself before I call, as I am an alcholic and I tend to ramble. Thank you for the offer. . 080819 ... . suddenly i read your blathes in frenzy i do not know you i cannot call you i cannot console you all i can do is read your blathes in a frenzy and hope it works 081006 ... z are you ok? 081009 ... blown cherry I'm sure he's ok, if anything, an extended absence from blather is usually I good thing (I would know). Doar knows that, always, strangers abide. 081010 ... ... better add Horus, Horuse, Soundings, Oh Love to the menu. 081120 ... In_Bloom Is it mica dust? Diamond dust? I don't know but it does shine 081120 ... Lemon_Soda Doar is short for Death of a Rose. A great poet. A good man. 081120 ... In_Bloom In your myriad selves, I was just getting to recognize your typing It kickstarted my brain Words were wanting to come from me The insular me, the me of more than cranky one liners 090426 ... The Missing Doar well my friends, it's close to two months now sober. as always the insomnia is the worse part of drying out. plus i am officially diabetic and have become a daily pincushion. i quit my well paying job to begin healing my mind, body and hopefully soul (which has been the real wall in my way). I've moved, again but I'm now with my immediate family who know the truth about...all of it. dot: thank you dear one. i owe you an apology at causing you and everyone here such careless and self serving drivel that I served up awhile ago. i hope you are safe and well. z: it was bumpy but i'm still kicking tires. blown cherry: my dear...you are wise beyond your years... in_bloom: i've enjoyed stalking your words because you have the ability to slap your phrases into line....i think you'd make a good 3 star general...you'll have to wait for the medals though. 4-6 weeks delivery I'm afraid. LS: if we ever get the chance dude....i'd share water with you...as long as you wash your hands first...hint..hint...:) . 090427 ... z hi. 090427 ... Lemon_Soda The way I see it, its just a matter of time, man. Good to read you. 090427 ... Doar I am reminded of something I read some time ago... "Think where a man's glory must begins and ends. And say my glory was I had such good friends." Yeats . 090427 ... REAListic optimIST and to those who have the courage to stand up and face their own demons? I salute you. 090427 ... Death of a Rose hey dude, long time. one day man, and i'm riding into oregon on my silver beast, ready for some on the beach yurt camping. tks man. salutes to you as well. . 090427 ... birdmad hey! A salute from one who has danced along many of the same rough edges. much love to you, man. 090427 ... mourninglight I remember you. 090623 ... Doar As I remember you. . 090625 ... Lemon_Soda How's it coming? 090625 ... Doar it's more going dude. the physical need for the juice still hides behind the windows waiting for me to knock....but i've so far felt able to resist the urge to cross the threshold. And yourself? . 090625 ... Lemon_Soda Working. Same as always. Struggling with deciding if I want to become obssessed with my work. 090626 ... Doar obsession is dangerous m'man... it's dark and lonely.. trust me. . 090626 ... no reason hi doar. nice to "see you around." how are you? 101002 ... Doar low doar. hello no_reason. and what's up with my east coast blatherer? . hmmm....or I should say, how are you my friend? . 101003 ... Doar low doar. hello no_reason. and what's up with my east coast blatherer? . hmmm....or I should say, how are you my friend? . 101003 ... Doar east coast....somewhere I thought you had travelled.....but then I realized you are the rainy coast... oh well... . 101003 ... Doar east coast....somewhere I thought you had travelled.....but then I realized you are the rainy coast... oh well... . 101003 ... Doar east coast....somewhere I thought you had travelled.....but then I realized you are the rainy coast... oh well... . 101003 ... Doar blather problems tonight....please continue you're scheduled programming. . 101003 ... Doar blather problems tonight....please continue you're scheduled programming. . 101003 ... Doar Need more donations. to cure meself... 101003 ... no reason i'm not sure who the dot is, but i'm in toronto. only lived on the rainy coast for one great year of my life. 101003 ... epitome of incomprehensibility Hello... this may not make sense, but... reading down this page in particular and your other blathes in general... I like your writing not only in itself, but also for of its tendency to provoke interesting responses. Or take it the other way around: you responding respectfully yet quirkily to others' questions. E.g. "In short, life is bouncy". Quite. 101003 ... Doar Thank you E.O.I. I enjoy reading your posts, for your intelligence and thought you put into the responses. It's all good in the hood. TC . 101003 ... In_Bloom From a clatter of sticky empty bottles Here I am to raise my hand in salute! 101004 ... ░ ░░░░░░ ░ ░░░░░░ 101005 ... IGG gives a wave, and salutes the wordsmith. 101006 ... Doar thank you IGG. it is always good to hear from established blatherers. and thank you for the "wordsmith" thingamajingy, or thingamabob, or thinga...sorta deal. TC . 101006 ... Doar keep your hands down, someone might see. :) and thanks in_bloom. stalker person. :) . 101007 ... I will t ype i dreamnt the other night of a dark haired girl that asked me why i was....i didn't want to answer her, but the dream i had of her i didn't want to end. I don't want to end up working alone for the sake of working, or being alone for the sake of not being able to connect with anyone. please don't leave me alone. . 120614 ... I will t ype i dreamnt the other night of a dark haired girl that asked me why i was....i didn't want to answer her, but the dream i had of her i didn't want to end. I don't want to end up working alone for the sake of working, or being alone for the sake of not being able to connect with anyone. please don't leave me alone. . 120614 ... D i dreamnt the other night of a dark haired girl that asked me why i was....i didn't want to answer her, but the dream i had of her i didn't want to end. I don't want to end up working alone for the sake of working, or being alone for the sake of not being able to connect with anyone. please don't leave me alone. . 120614 ... Doar i sent all i have and everything... both sides of an inticement both sides of a wall what is wrong i feel old and fucking dumb i'm losing pounds of flesh will i go into the night alone? . 130609 ... rhin i hate not being with you on this day, baby. i love you so much. happy birthday! 140708 ... Doar I'm back and towards. Still kicking tires and feeling lost right now. Beginning again to be a worker bee. My babe is so far away. And I am so far away. Buck up dipshit, everything will be allright. . 141123 ... rhin i agree - buck up little camper. put the sparkle back into those adorable little peepers. (ughhh, okay enough of that Lol). we can do this love...just a few more months, then i can harass you in real time ;) 141124 ... Doar Somehow I enjoy your harassment my heart. Masochistic no. Having someone to breathe with me, to hug, to love is so much better. I know babe we can weather the time spent apart. We can and will be. I'm not giving up. . 141124 ... rhin masochism? is that in reference to 'the pickle scheme'? 141124 ... rhin we celebrate how much we love each other every day, and today is just another one of those days. i love you so very much. i love all of our quirky conversations, from schwacking to the shitty gift store. we laugh together and comfort each other and are so protective over one another. we tell each other everything not because we have to but because we want to. ...and we love each other unconditionally. my heart always baby. always. 150214 ... Soma a doar! a deer! a bleeble bleer! 210313 ... D to the Oar That song. That song! . 210314 ... chuppy bawn . 210315 what's it to you? who go blather from