cravings Tank i hate the way these bloody cravings make me unable to concentrate, unable to fully function without a pack strapped to my thigh the way my revolution should be. i ask myself, what good is a supa hero, who whilst in the middle of battling evil, has to stop and say, "oh excuse me, please don't shoot for 5 mins, i just gotta have a smoke break"..? 000706 ... grendel the kind that neither food, smoke, nor drink do the slightest thing to sate. physical and metaphysical ache, slithering, serpentine around my nerves, playing up the solitude of waking up from some breathless dream in the_small_hours 040903 ... Fierce I just had a cigarette an hour ago. I didn't like it all of a sudden. I'm not addicted anymore. It's 80 degrees outside and it made it hard to breathe. So after one hit, I threw it out. But I'll do it again here in another hour. That's the way I go. 040921 ... Soma I know not what I want, yet I want it quite badly. An empty little hole wiggles inside me. Is it a craving, or a longing? Perhaps I am too craven to collect what I crave. Perhaps I know it, but am blind to it. The time for sleep is now, but I am restless. I stare at the ceiling. I will not be satiated. 130702 ... unhinged come from fear of being empty but the universe is inherently empty so there's nothing to fear my eating and spending habits need re_examined 130702 what's it to you? who go blather from