dragonfly EECP The spirit of my love; the one whom i am destine to live with in celestial glory. 000126 ... EECP I miss you often dragonfly...and I love you. 000202 ... EECP I miss you still my dragongly. I saw you today but it was not enough. I talked to you today but it was not enough. I wish to be with you but my wishing is not enough. I would commit to you for eternity. I wait. 001214 ... tourist A very early memory I have is of playing in my backyard in Braintree Mass. watching Dragonflies flitting around. I must have been about four or five. I remember one landing on some Jack-in-the-pulpits, and Me, sneaking up behind it and managing to grab it by the tail. The Dragonfly let go of the pearch, curled under and Bit the stew out of my soft little finger. Worked like a charm, It got away, and I've never even tried to catch another one. 001214 ... pralines&cream Dragonfly, what does EECP stand for? 020210 ... EECP Wow!!!! Someone did ask the dragonfly!!! I am impressed. However, the dragonfly does not yet blather. Actually, cole knows what the first two letters are for. Only dragonfly and myself know the last two. 020302 ... cube Big mystery. Actually, i can't wait to hear what Dragonfly thinks about spending an eternity with Mr. Mysterious here... ³ 020302 ... ClairE You've already said the Dragonfly does not blather yet, but I guess I should still address questions concerning your name over here. Is EECP adjective, adjective, adjective, noun? 020805 ... EECP Actually EECP is Adjective Adjective Noun Adjective.....Sadly, the dragonfly still does not blather. I would teach her but she is trapped in a world of sadness and denial. I don't know when she will begin to blather, yet I believe it will be soon. Curious, I wonder if she will share the meaning with you. 020808 ... EECP Come to think of it in the way EECP is used it would probably be best explained as all adjectives. 020808 ... EECP Ahhhh. This type of time always sucks. The type of time when you want to speak to someone and you know that they would be happy to hear from you, yet they are not available to you at the moment. Things change. Every day..... What does that really mean? Does it mean anything. For the last couple of days I have been feeling something different. What is the difference? I don't know the next step. I do know that the next step is not my call. I just hope that this is the time. It could be a wonderful thing but at the same time it is going to have some awful consequences. I guess its like dying. You know that something is going to happen and you just hope that it is about to end. That way you don't sit and wait for the inevitable. It is going to go the way I thought. Only now, not everything is the same. There is more to be taken into consideration. I am ready.....I think....for the problems that will rise. It is going to hurt, it is going to be sad, and it is never going to leave me. I love you dragonfly....you know this, and I wait for your return. 021114 ... EECP You called me. I was happy to hear your voice, but sometimes it hurts more than it should. I know you feel it. I can see it in your eyes, in you smile; I can hear it in your voice. Why is it so difficult? Oh well, I am pretty numb. That is what you wanted anyway, isn't it? I feel lost. I will never give up this place in my heart for you, no matter how far away you seem. I don't think I could give it up, or fill it for that matter, if I tried. Pitty, this could be the biggest mistake of our lives. 030217 ... EECP I am talking with you more and more. Things are still kept distant, but I can feel you already. I hope that things will progress so that i may be given another chance. A chance at what I feel is my destiny. I know now that destiny is not something that happens no matter what. It is not the destination, it is the journey. (I know that my logic may seem flawed, but it works for me) As we speak more I feel how wonderful I have always known you are. You seem to have tried to change, but at the core, you are still you. I want a chance to know you as you are, and strangely enough, how you have always been. Won't you grant me the chance? Won't you make space for your bunches, your EECP? I am still here. I am different, yet I am the same. I seek out the things that I think may be imperfections and change them; and I try to strengthen the things that I feel are good. Dragonfly, you will always be my baby girl. 030626 ... tra-la he is the most beautiful 030630 ... EECP Ummmmm..... OWIE!!!!!! Fuck today sucks!!!!! 030912 ... sevav2 eye is sarah dragon fly sarah is eye is sarah i am open i believe eye is eye/i is u/eye = sarah = dragon fly thank you for tell me i heard you ring u+eye understands eye/I/sarah/u/eye = = - = = + == ++ -- == nothing = = nothing= everything im not leaving u 070110 ... sevav2 - u - eye - u- equal not equal eye likes communication eye lives for life and death is = perfection paraellle unparaelled perfection just because communicatoin is flawed = flawless communication == = = = = equal not equal to be = equal mind = equal = no mind = to be = equal mind to no mind equal ....... 070110 ... sevav2 communication 070110 what's it to you? who go blather from