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J6Q9463: are you scared of clowns,spiders,heights,public speaking?
king kong NINJA: clowns both repulsed and attracted
king kong NINJA: same with spiders
king kong NINJA: and homeless people
king kong NINJA: public speaking...is like making out for me
king kong NINJA: i start off, polite, tentative
king kong NINJA: and tend to win them over once i'm allowed to
king kong NINJA: certainly i don't think i'd like being interviewed by the commission
king kong NINJA: heights
king kong NINJA: can't live with em
king kong NINJA: can't live without em
king kong NINJA: and you?
king kong NINJA: are you afraid of precocious children, robots, running out of money, and albinos?
J6Q9463: i love precocious children and robots(at least the friendly, quirky ones in sci-fi movies)
J6Q9463: im not afraid of running out of money cause i have some and dont need that much
J6Q9463: im both repulsed and attracted to albinos
J6Q9463: like you to spiders
J6Q9463: anyway, how are you?
king kong NINJA: me?
king kong NINJA: i'm....a carbonation bubble
king kong NINJA: rising noiselessly to the top
king kong NINJA: so i can burst into air, into a great congregation
king kong NINJA: into fizzle!
J6Q9463: are you exited about the moment of bursting?
J6Q9463: your life-spans so short!
king kong NINJA: what?
king kong NINJA: what is a life span?
king kong NINJA: i do burst
king kong NINJA: but..i always just thought into more life
king kong NINJA: i mean besides the heat that the second law of thermodynamics says we lose
J6Q9463: i think i have a tumor in my arm
king kong NINJA: i mean obviously no one can use that heat
king kong NINJA: no compressing that
king kong NINJA: ohhh
king kong NINJA: a tumor?
king kong NINJA: what are you going to name it?
king kong NINJA: are you seroius?
J6Q9463: henry
king kong NINJA: you should get checked
J6Q9463: yeah
J6Q9463: its very small
J6Q9463: i can only feel it when i flex
J6Q9463: but it hurts
J6Q9463: when prodded
king kong NINJA: i woke up this morning and thought i had a tumor in my pajama bottoms, but it's the usual unsubtle wakeup reminder of why i'm on this earth
J6Q9463: haha
J6Q9463: you really thought you had a tumor?
king kong NINJA: yeah
king kong NINJA: it was on resting on my leg
king kong NINJA: and i was groggy
king kong NINJA: because i drank last night
king kong NINJA: well it's awkward to describe
king kong NINJA: it was just a passing thought
king kong NINJA: so it's funny you brought up tumors
king kong NINJA: that's all
king kong NINJA: i was just writing about the unsubtlety of men's genital strategy to claire
J6Q9463: unsubtlety is such a funny, akward word
king kong NINJA: it is
king kong NINJA: which makes it fitting
king kong NINJA: it imposes on a sentence
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: write me something pretty
king kong NINJA: i'm only a bubble
king kong NINJA: who recently found out
king kong NINJA: he has a short life span
king kong NINJA: so please help me with something pretty
J6Q9463: oh- but you shouldnt be upset
J6Q9463: about your short lifespan
J6Q9463: you have a gloriously intense bursting champagne-filled life
king kong NINJA: no
king kong NINJA: i'm a mountain dew bubble
J6Q9463: ahhahhaha
J6Q9463: oh
king kong NINJA: oh god it's awful isn't it?
J6Q9463: im sorry
J6Q9463: nono- its just- kind of funny
king kong NINJA: to you!
king kong NINJA: just like love's beautiful to someone else! because it's leaving us...but to us...well it's a longing
king kong NINJA: a longing!
king kong NINJA: nah...do you find just loving something to be worthwhile?
king kong NINJA: regardless of what you achieve by your love
J6Q9463: something or someone?
king kong NINJA: someone
king kong NINJA: oh...you're good
king kong NINJA: you know my euphimisms!
king kong NINJA: i mispelled that
king kong NINJA: fcuk!
J6Q9463: that was a euphimism and not a typo?
king kong NINJA: yes!
J6Q9463: i have no idea how to spell ewefimism
king kong NINJA: mmm
king kong NINJA: ewe feminism
king kong NINJA: you phanism
J6Q9463: yes
J6Q9463: wait- what was the question?
king kong NINJA: is loving someone
king kong NINJA: worthwhile
king kong NINJA: even if they don't love you back
J6Q9463: yes
J6Q9463: but painful
king kong NINJA: i mean...it's obviously rhetorical
king kong NINJA: since you don't have a choice whether or not to lvoe someone
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: it's strange
king kong NINJA: you can keep finding intellectual answers to everything
king kong NINJA: and there'll always be more to describe or say
king kong NINJA: but what feeling is there beyond love as far as emotions go?
king kong NINJA: it seems like it is the main idea...the BIG IDEA
king kong NINJA: as a novel i read recently said
J6Q9463: i find it worthwhile because i generally am content and emotionally stable with no wild mood swings and so im kind of thrilled by extremes of giddiness desire and melencholy
king kong NINJA: yay
king kong NINJA: me too
king kong NINJA: although...i generally am giddy
king kong NINJA: for unpredictable reasons
king kong NINJA: it's like a gift from god and it's inscruteable to me
king kong NINJA: though i try
king kong NINJA: and i think i've figured out one portal for the happy god touch
king kong NINJA: pez
J6Q9463: pez?
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: PEZ
J6Q9463: with dispensers?
king kong NINJA: the candy
king kong NINJA: hmmm
king kong NINJA: preferrably
king kong NINJA: but not necessarily
J6Q9463: the taste?
king kong NINJA: delicious
king kong NINJA: sensational
king kong NINJA: the color
J6Q9463: your favorite food?
king kong NINJA: the size
king kong NINJA: the shape
king kong NINJA: no
king kong NINJA: sashimi is my favorite food
J6Q9463: ah
king kong NINJA: i
king kong NINJA: is good ahi
J6Q9463: peaches are mine- the touch, taste, smell, drippy juicy exploding sensation
king kong NINJA: nihongo o hanasemasu ka?
king kong NINJA: agreed
J6Q9463: they fall apart as you try to eat them
king kong NINJA: and only sheltered little accountants eat them with napkins or cut them up
J6Q9463: nihongo o hanasemasu ka??
king kong NINJA: hai
J6Q9463: translate por favor
king kong NINJA: watashi wa nihongo o naratte imasu demo sorede watashi wa chotto
king kong NINJA: oooh
J6Q9463: ?????
king kong NINJA: i just asked if you like plums
J6Q9463: hmmm
J6Q9463: a little
king kong NINJA: and went a little into that
J6Q9463: i love the color
king kong NINJA: apricots i don't like
king kong NINJA: yeah i know
J6Q9463: but i dont like the taste that much
king kong NINJA: the color of plums is misleading
king kong NINJA: plums should taste like peaches
J6Q9463: i can at least tolerate all fruits
J6Q9463: except for melons
king kong NINJA: i like how peaches are sunny
king kong NINJA: and daytime
J6Q9463: and plums are purple and night
king kong NINJA: and plums are like a dark night, or a natural alleyway lined by trees or something
J6Q9463: bruised looking
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: but deeply so
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: the bruise is the fruit
J6Q9463: internal bruising
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: conversations like this make it seem easy to never watch pornography again
J6Q9463: ahh- im sposed to be writing a resume now but i havent done anything
king kong NINJA: i like being attentive to life and spending valuable time
king kong NINJA: discussing the merits of a peach and plum
king kong NINJA: even if i'm just a mountain dew bubble
J6Q9463: how do conversations like this relate to pornography?
king kong NINJA: in my head they do
king kong NINJA: because...i didn't have work today
J6Q9463: ?
king kong NINJA: and i'm unfortunately...well no need to pretty it up
king kong NINJA: horny
J6Q9463: ah
king kong NINJA: so i was considering to celebrate that spring has came
king kong NINJA: having myself came by noon or so
J6Q9463: oh
J6Q9463: time difference?
king kong NINJA: yeah
J6Q9463: what time is it for you?
king kong NINJA: 1126
J6Q9463: oh ok
king kong NINJA: the deadline is approaching, but the initial fervor of the project has passed
J6Q9463: "the project"
king kong NINJA: haha...i never really started...don't get creeped out...i'm not trying to make you talk dirty to me
J6Q9463: how do you feel about cybersex phonesex etc?
king kong NINJA: anyways...so it's all about whether or not i go into the shower and listen to jimi hendrix and enjoy myself
J6Q9463: it never did anything for me
king kong NINJA: or if i mechanically take out the trash while looking at internet porn
king kong NINJA: ummm....yeah
king kong NINJA: me neither
king kong NINJA: i'd always do it to see if i could actually write erotic material that turned on
J6Q9463: i guess well-written stuff can be a turn-on
J6Q9463: like letters
J6Q9463: but the quick typed aim stuff
king kong NINJA: the people who seemed to have some other low denominators in common
king kong NINJA: with wanting to have aim sex with me
king kong NINJA: as well
king kong NINJA: as not be repulsive to myself
king kong NINJA: but it always went something like this:
king kong NINJA: "are you typing with one hand?"
king kong NINJA: yes...i'm using the other to thumb through the thesaurus
king kong NINJA: what's a better word for turgid
J6Q9463: hahahHAHA
king kong NINJA: it does beat phone sex though
king kong NINJA: when you can hear the loss of faith and good will that usually sabotages the whole procedure
king kong NINJA: like...the...sheepish embarassment is inevitable
king kong NINJA: at least for me. not that humor isn't allowed in sex. it's wonderfully there gladly
king kong NINJA: but i was raised catholic. and so if it isn't hidden and solemn, it's shameful!
J6Q9463: wow catholic
J6Q9463: how did that work out for you?
king kong NINJA: it made me interesting
J6Q9463: what are your religious beliefs now?
J6Q9463: really?
king kong NINJA: granted if i'd had math and english as shoved down my throat as bible stories (usually without even the benefit of the implications)
king kong NINJA: i might be a rhodes scholar!
king kong NINJA: probably not still but still
king kong NINJA: umm...i'm an agnostic buddhist
king kong NINJA: who has no problem with anthromorphizing god
J6Q9463: id rather be interesting than a rhodes scholar
king kong NINJA: since i assume god often anthromorphizes "himself"
J6Q9463: though being an interesting rhodes scholar would be nice
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: and so would a cake that never ran out
J6Q9463: no- it would make me sick
king kong NINJA: yeah i agree
king kong NINJA: i don't know why i said cake
king kong NINJA: i was thinking...like...sarcastic uncle voice
king kong NINJA: like yeah stupid and so would a cake that never ran out
J6Q9463: ok
king kong NINJA: as he shoves cake into his fat face
king kong NINJA: and crumbs abandon ship
J6Q9463: uncle jimmy
king kong NINJA: to his shirt
J6Q9463: bobby
J6Q9463: roger
king kong NINJA: those are your uncles?
king kong NINJA: i'm jimmy!
J6Q9463: no
king kong NINJA: you're katie!
J6Q9463: just generic uncle names
J6Q9463: oops
J6Q9463: sorry
J6Q9463: i forgot
king kong NINJA: and i've got a ballad in there for us somewhere
king kong NINJA: i fall helplessly in love with anything that seems remotely beautiful
J6Q9463: i cant picture you as a jimmy for some reason
king kong NINJA: the back of a lot of people's heads riding on the bus for instance
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: or someone else's conversation to their boyfriend
J6Q9463: necks and shoulders
J6Q9463: curls of hair
J6Q9463: sun glints
king kong NINJA: these two guys were hugging down the street
king kong NINJA: and i really felt like
J6Q9463: like:
king kong NINJA: sorry phone
king kong NINJA: i felt like sorry phone
J6Q9463: oh wow
J6Q9463: profound feeling
king kong NINJA: no...like i could be gay if i was hugged like that
king kong NINJA: of course all of the anal sex would get on my nerves
J6Q9463: just give blowjobs instead
king kong NINJA: mmm nerves
J6Q9463: and everybodys happy
king kong NINJA: yeah i guess that would be better
king kong NINJA: but i don't think i'd like giving blowjobs
king kong NINJA: actually i know i don't
J6Q9463: its not too bad- i dont like penises but im ok with blowjobs
J6Q9463: its fun to watch people come
J6Q9463: as a result of things youve done
king kong NINJA: it isn't horrible, it's more like i don't like chocolate ice cream...and it's fun to see the technique
king kong NINJA: yeah exactly
king kong NINJA: whenever i say people getting off gets me off
J6Q9463: yeah
king kong NINJA: they think i'm a dating game contestant with the "right" answer
king kong NINJA: but yeah...i like seeing how every technique is mirrored in their bodies and faces and hands
king kong NINJA: wow...i said plural
king kong NINJA: there must be a lot of them
J6Q9463: yeah
J6Q9463: 7?
king kong NINJA: i'm just a blowjob queen i guess
J6Q9463: or 8?
king kong NINJA: 7
J6Q9463: ah
J6Q9463: thats still a good number
king kong NINJA: well this isn't a competition
J6Q9463: right
king kong NINJA: there's this one penis i like a lot
J6Q9463: ?
king kong NINJA: but the rest of them i find distasteful
king kong NINJA: mine
J6Q9463: your own
J6Q9463: ah
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: haha
king kong NINJA: well at least until the e-mails started coming in
king kong NINJA: apparently there are 10 to 14 people everyday
J6Q9463: the emails?
king kong NINJA: who think my penis could use 1-3 inches of growth
J6Q9463: oh yes
J6Q9463: they feel that way about my nonexistant penis too
king kong NINJA: if my wife is to behave herself in public and my children are to have bright skin, support the war effort
king kong NINJA: 1-3...that's a lot of range too for a penis...
king kong NINJA: they're trying to catch everyone
king kong NINJA: oh
king kong NINJA: it's okay
J6Q9463: oh?
J6Q9463: "it"
J6Q9463: ?
king kong NINJA: they're making drugs for clitoral envigoration as well
J6Q9463: yes- but they still send me the penis enlargement emails
king kong NINJA: money sure did free a lot of women...they said...we need to stop selling only to men...this is an underutilized market
king kong NINJA: and of course it's obvious to anyone who's attentive in the least that you can't exclude such a large part of the economy
king kong NINJA: oh
king kong NINJA: do you ever open those e-mails?
king kong NINJA: cuz i don't
king kong NINJA: but i have a friend who does
king kong NINJA: and he was wondering
J6Q9463: ah yes- freedom- equal marketing space
king kong NINJA: i know
J6Q9463: no
J6Q9463: i dont
king kong NINJA: breathe it in
king kong NINJA: let it reign
J6Q9463: wondering/
king kong NINJA: how old are you?
J6Q9463: what?
king kong NINJA: i want to imagine how close your skin is to its maximum bid
J6Q9463: just turned 19
king kong NINJA: oh wow
king kong NINJA: you're in the thick of it
king kong NINJA: men turn their heads i suppose
J6Q9463: yes- scary old men on buses
king kong NINJA: flattering or frustrating attention
king kong NINJA: yes
J6Q9463: they gawk
J6Q9463: its disturbing
J6Q9463: or funny
king kong NINJA: depending
king kong NINJA: on how close and how strong their smell
king kong NINJA: but i agree
J6Q9463: about?
king kong NINJA: creepy old men
J6Q9463: being funny or disturbing deending?
J6Q9463: depending
king kong NINJA: when did their hunger become unacceptable, when did it become so wieldy to sustain, and so unrealistic that they just let it go
king kong NINJA: like a person lets an old dog wander around the neighboorhood
king kong NINJA: and says when he scares their children
king kong NINJA: oh he's harmless
king kong NINJA: ummm
king kong NINJA: i agree that they're both
king kong NINJA: disturbing and funny
king kong NINJA: like most things
J6Q9463: yeah
king kong NINJA: me for instance...you don't see how disturbing i am
J6Q9463: nearly everything that isnt mundane
king kong NINJA: but i disturb myself all the time
king kong NINJA: yeah
king kong NINJA: everything of value
J6Q9463: ye
J6Q9463: s
king kong NINJA: of course somethings are so valuable we assume them
king kong NINJA: has water become mundane?
king kong NINJA: air?
king kong NINJA: and if so...what do we do next?
king kong NINJA: we can't breate uranium
king kong NINJA: i think we look at the world at the prospect of modern life
king kong NINJA: a lot like those men on the bus
king kong NINJA: we think...we had young skin once
king kong NINJA: we played coy, because we knew our glances would be returned
king kong NINJA: but now...take what we can get, ravenous too
king kong NINJA: dirty theatre
king kong NINJA: tattered physics
king kong NINJA: that whole deal
king kong NINJA: all technique and no heart
king kong NINJA: i must seem like such a blowhard to you
king kong NINJA: haha
king kong NINJA: going on all the time...i'm not really like this!
king kong NINJA: i told you...i like clowns but i also am afraid of them
king kong NINJA: you ever read the little prince?
king kong NINJA: whether or not i look at pornography is a lot to me like the question at the end as to whether or not an invisible sheep has eaten a planet's only rose
J6Q9463: ive read the book
J6Q9463: but in english
J6Q9463: years ago
J6Q9463: i think the idea of an invisible sheep eating the only rose is lovely but i dont remember how the book got to that point
J6Q9463: what type of porn
king kong NINJA: with the little prince it doesn't matter
J6Q9463: do absurd things sometimes turn you on?
king kong NINJA: i don't know...i like amateur
king kong NINJA: yes...absurd for sure
king kong NINJA: vampire porn
J6Q9463: ooooh
king kong NINJA: or like when they try to make it with a plot
J6Q9463: yes!
king kong NINJA: but i will always allow myself horror porn
J6Q9463: ahh- never seen any
king kong NINJA: like where
king kong NINJA: it's a cheesy ghost story
king kong NINJA: and i can pretend i'm fucking wednesday addams
J6Q9463: hahahaaa
J6Q9463: wednesday was hot but underage
king kong NINJA: i prefer amateur porn, but since most amateurs just pretend and preen like they've seen on tv
J6Q9463: yeah
king kong NINJA: i'd prefer the pros then i guess where at least it's admitted with a wink how fake it all is
king kong NINJA: like pro-wrestling
king kong NINJA: ummm my longing for wednesday addams
king kong NINJA: is time appropriate
king kong NINJA: i started crushing when we were both that age
king kong NINJA: so i imagine she's grown with me
J6Q9463: i like reaction/vocalizations that dont seem movie-like, made-for-tv
king kong NINJA: not that she's still trapped in her little christian ricci chamber forever
king kong NINJA: like?
king kong NINJA: example?
J6Q9463: hmm?
king kong NINJA: i mean porn has lots of reactions that don't seem made for anything but porn
J6Q9463: right
J6Q9463: and i dont like that
king kong NINJA: it's almost indecent seeing them not having sex
J6Q9463: except sometimes its fun/funny/nice
J6Q9463: but i like realism
king kong NINJA: like they remind us that we're not above those standards by proxy
king kong NINJA: yeah me too
king kong NINJA: it is funny
king kong NINJA: but i always end up ejaculating rather unironically
king kong NINJA: and i have to ask myself how much was irony in the firstplace
J6Q9463: hahahaa
king kong NINJA: yeah handheld cameras
king kong NINJA: some storyline that has points if you care to get into them, but is too vague and disjointed to make sense of
king kong NINJA: and then the little heads of each scene crowned by an act of sex
king kong NINJA: with the variety spawned by real circumstances
king kong NINJA: like...i have class in twenty minutes
king kong NINJA: or...god we're drunk
king kong NINJA: and then
king kong NINJA: to see them actually have sex like drunk people
J6Q9463: yeah
king kong NINJA: not the sober acrobatics that start when the lights come up and the music starts
king kong NINJA: and the backstory has to wait in the car while
king kong NINJA: the generic act is done
king kong NINJA: boo to that i say
king kong NINJA: anyways...i don't like porn much though truth be told
king kong NINJA: it's just easier than using my imagination
king kong NINJA: do you like porn? i mean unironically?
J6Q9463: only when im very horny/tired/bored
J6Q9463: it alsways feels disspoint though
J6Q9463: i dont really like it
king kong NINJA: yes agreed
king kong NINJA: consensus reached
J6Q9463: but feel compelled to watch
king kong NINJA: yes that's true
king kong NINJA: sometimes i sit there and keep watching afterwards
king kong NINJA: or despite not touching myself
king kong NINJA: i think if you make it past twenty minutes of a porno
king kong NINJA: it's already failed in some ways
J6Q9463: i download clips- so theyre never even 20 minutes
J6Q9463: its like a conglomerate of short bits
king kong NINJA: but i do want to finish them. i want to find out whether or not the pizza man really is that man she met in prague a year ago
king kong NINJA: ohhh
J6Q9463: different people
king kong NINJA: so just the sex i suppose
J6Q9463: in different places
J6Q9463: but all the same
king kong NINJA: but yes that's compelling to
king kong NINJA: it's like you'd have to wait for them to break to tell them you were going
king kong NINJA: like...if you don't....uh guys...okay i'll just wait here
king kong NINJA: plus...if they don't finish...they could be fucking forever for all i know
king kong NINJA: like they'll haunt my mind
J6Q9463: hahahah-really/
king kong NINJA: they never stop...why don't they ever stop!!!!
king kong NINJA: whyyyyyy
king kong NINJA: whyyyyyyyyyyy
J6Q9463: you really think about it
J6Q9463: days later
J6Q9463: ?
king kong NINJA: (i'm on my knees at this point, tears streaming)
king kong NINJA: rosebud moment
king kong NINJA: ummmm yeah
king kong NINJA: hello!
king kong NINJA: catholic
king kong NINJA: it's weird
king kong NINJA: people distinguish between catholic guilt, jewish guilt, normal american guilt
king kong NINJA: i think it's all the same mechanism
king kong NINJA: just applied to different things...keep to this, don't keep to that
J6Q9463: i thought normal american guilt was nearly nonexistent due to general obliviousness
J6Q9463: reality tv
J6Q9463: etc
king kong NINJA: you have to do this, but it's the one thing keeping you from happiness
king kong NINJA: etc. etc.
king kong NINJA: ohh yeah
king kong NINJA: i don't know
king kong NINJA: i feel guilty about being american
J6Q9463: me too
king kong NINJA: because i think the promise in our system, the interesting people it allows, it also lets off easy, or cheats
king kong NINJA: i don't know
king kong NINJA: i don't even want to formulate all those thoughts again
king kong NINJA: politicians just like commerce, pulls middle
king kong NINJA: no boldness
king kong NINJA: and that's why our country is synonymous with mcdonalds
king kong NINJA: it's the same idea
king kong NINJA: if it's sweet they'll eat it
king kong NINJA: it's not our job to say if it's good or not
king kong NINJA: people come to this country for our relaxed ethics and attention span
king kong NINJA: the stolid grandparents of other generations don't seem glamorous, but they were the culture that europe and asia saw and respected as at least trying
king kong NINJA: though failing, having mental breakdowns, and that big explosion we might've jumped to a little, but we were brash
king kong NINJA: is america reverse aging? no...it's just accelerating i guess...
king kong NINJA: more good, more bad?
king kong NINJA: bad's always been capable of more than good though i think...i mean in terms of actual output you can see. death seems so much more inevitable than happiness, and bad plays that card whenever it can and reminds us when we're blind to it!
king kong NINJA: okay
king kong NINJA: i'm done talking to myself
king kong NINJA: sorry about that
king kong NINJA: work on your resume
king kong NINJA: i don't have work today
J6Q9463: bad is lawless and thus not limited by a sense of right
king kong NINJA: yes that!
J6Q9463: but thats only absolute bad
king kong NINJA: they get all of the toys
king kong NINJA: yeah...us moderate bad...we just play with the limits
J6Q9463: most individuals and org.s are limited but what they feel is right
king kong NINJA: we stretch a little, and say no i wouldn't do that unless you would...are you going to?
king kong NINJA: yeah
king kong NINJA: what is right katie?
king kong NINJA: i want to know if i'm feeling it
J6Q9463: i dont know. its different for you anyway im sure
J6Q9463: if i could describe it for me
J6Q9463: which i cant
J6Q9463: i dont think that would be of any use to anyone else
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: only for you will the stars be
king kong NINJA: as they are for no one else
J6Q9463: from where
king kong NINJA: but it's such a scary thought
J6Q9463: yeah
J6Q9463: we pretend its not true
J6Q9463: always
king kong NINJA: what if it feels right for some muderer, theiver, liar, or bad lover
J6Q9463: what are those lines from?
king kong NINJA: to go on murdering, theiving, lying, bad loving
king kong NINJA: bad parenting
king kong NINJA: the star lines?
king kong NINJA: the little prince again
J6Q9463: ah!
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: it's a theme
king kong NINJA: we're having a class
king kong NINJA: you couldn't tell?
king kong NINJA: i mean...what if it feels right to be a scumbag to some scumbag
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: i mean then you enter the pragmatics of...well then no one will this...or they'll chase him or her off
king kong NINJA: but you haven't changed the fact of...are they good or bad?
J6Q9463: everyone likes/needs/ believes in different things
king kong NINJA: if they really believe we aren't real, our feelings are just part of their world
J6Q9463: its hard to judge anyones behavior
king kong NINJA: it is
J6Q9463: there is always some reason
J6Q9463: no matter how fucked up
king kong NINJA: its true
king kong NINJA: for my next witness
J6Q9463: some thought process gone thru
king kong NINJA: i'd like to call to the stand
king kong NINJA: the fucked up city i grew up in
king kong NINJA: mr. fucked up city
J6Q9463: some balance of rewards/punishments for any act
king kong NINJA: is it not true you did things to me worse when i was better than i ever did to anyone?
J6Q9463: a male city?
J6Q9463: whats his first name/
king kong NINJA: paris
king kong NINJA: i can't wait until the illiad movie comes out
king kong NINJA: brad pitt...disappointing
J6Q9463: paris hilton
king kong NINJA: but nonetheless
king kong NINJA: i know...with her reputation they should've named her bangkok
king kong NINJA: if they were going for famous world city
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: yeah i guess
J6Q9463: but she was named before her reputaion
J6Q9463: was formed
king kong NINJA: we do have implicit philosophies in how we attribute blame
king kong NINJA: i've read and thought and wrote on it extensively
king kong NINJA: but they're just someone else's notes now
king kong NINJA: the clarity is never there in the moment with complex thoughts like these
king kong NINJA: hmmm...no...i'm pretty sure the day she was born she gave her...i know something you don't know smile like mona lisa
king kong NINJA: and then made out with the doctor
J6Q9463: i am in love with a girl named lisa because of her smile
king kong NINJA: wonderful
king kong NINJA: if you're in love with her
king kong NINJA: she has a lot to smile about
king kong NINJA: and so you'll probably keep those coming
J6Q9463: hmmm hopefully
J6Q9463: i want to go for a cold swim in my bathtub
king kong NINJA: mmmm
king kong NINJA: i love a cold bath
king kong NINJA: in the morning
king kong NINJA: i take cold showers
king kong NINJA: to strengthen my resolve
king kong NINJA: as it is now
king kong NINJA: i first take it warm
king kong NINJA: and then finish cold
king kong NINJA: someday though
king kong NINJA: everything will be done in the cold
J6Q9463: i alwyas do that!
J6Q9463: but its so warm here
J6Q9463: i dont want a bath
J6Q9463: but a pool
king kong NINJA: i just want to be naked
king kong NINJA: ooh
king kong NINJA: a pool
J6Q9463: i always want to be naked
king kong NINJA: me too
king kong NINJA: my friends don't understand it
king kong NINJA: my whole family is like that
king kong NINJA: we walk around the house naked
king kong NINJA: and we aren't afraid of windows
J6Q9463: except when i buy new shirts, dresses, etc that i like
J6Q9463: yeah
king kong NINJA: the windows are there so we can see the world, the world seeing us is incidental
J6Q9463: my parents are like that
king kong NINJA: good!
J6Q9463: my sisters 13 and now self-concious
king kong NINJA: haha
J6Q9463: wants privacy
king kong NINJA: it's already a sitcom in my head
J6Q9463: only temporary i think
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: but then what isn't?
J6Q9463: death
J6Q9463: possibly
king kong NINJA: yeah...possibly
king kong NINJA: there's a lot of possiblys
J6Q9463: though i havent the faintest idea if that true
J6Q9463: everything seems temporary
J6Q9463: everything here is
king kong NINJA: i have no idea if this breath will last
J6Q9463: its hard to imagine death or anything else as not being transitory
J6Q9463: and finite
king kong NINJA: but i hold it like it won't
king kong NINJA: and release it like it will
king kong NINJA: and that's agnostic buddhism
king kong NINJA: talking to you makes me feel spiritual
king kong NINJA: i agree
king kong NINJA: because where is the universe going? how is it here at all?
J6Q9463: talking to you makes me feel dizzy or relaxed
J6Q9463: it alternates
king kong NINJA: well
king kong NINJA: my spirituality is dizzying or relaxed
king kong NINJA: what a coincidence
J6Q9463: not a coincidence maybe
J6Q9463: though i like coincidenc
J6Q9463: e
king kong NINJA: either nothing is coincidence or else everything is
king kong NINJA: the verity of this?
king kong NINJA: doo dee doo
king kong NINJA: give me a song to have in my head
king kong NINJA: i think about human death like i think about the universe, where would it go if it ended, where did it come from?
king kong NINJA: you can explain everything else but that
king kong NINJA: there's still infinite room for god there
king kong NINJA: in the nothingness
J6Q9463: ive had the same song in my head for 4 days
king kong NINJA: and it makes me think...if the universe has to go somewhere, why wouldn't its constituents go too in some form. especially if our consciousness is in anyways linked to the universe existing...which has neither been confirmed or disconfirmed
king kong NINJA: but that new age shit is all so hokey!
king kong NINJA: what song?
king kong NINJA: pray...tell
king kong NINJA: sin....lie
king kong NINJA: now if it's pray....lie....sin....tell. you'd be good and no one else would know it!
J6Q9463: oh- is that where the phrase pray tell comes from?
J6Q9463: nevermind
J6Q9463: often used as a function word in introducing a question, request, or plea
king kong NINJA: yeah
king kong NINJA: exactly
king kong NINJA: as in, pray do tell
king kong NINJA: as in, i pray do tell
king kong NINJA: i don't know
king kong NINJA: words origins are of marginal interest
J6Q9463: the water was icy
J6Q9463: only could do one quick submersion
J6Q9463: like baptism
king kong NINJA: ahh
king kong NINJA: i just had an image of us
king kong NINJA: we're both standing next to a cold bath
king kong NINJA: and we plunge our heads in
king kong NINJA: and talk to each other underwater
king kong NINJA: with our eyes open
king kong NINJA: screaming nonsense
king kong NINJA: like blah blah blah i'm talking
J6Q9463: can we make out what the others saying?
king kong NINJA: well yeah
king kong NINJA: you know
king kong NINJA: barely
king kong NINJA: lost in translation
king kong NINJA: or transition rather
J6Q9463: did you like that movie
king kong NINJA: bubbly
king kong NINJA: i really did
king kong NINJA: it was one of the realest movies i've seen in a while
king kong NINJA: what's your favorite film ever! for all eternity
king kong NINJA: pick now!
J6Q9463: hmmm
J6Q9463: a single film
J6Q9463: it might be donnie darko- ive seen that movie so many times that its been fully integrated into my head
J6Q9463: possibly brazil
J6Q9463: or amelie
J6Q9463: because that movie is representitive of love for me
J6Q9463: brazil because of the hoplessness/dreaminess of the ending
J6Q9463: like fantasy life used to counteract real horror
king kong NINJA: brazil!!!!
J6Q9463: i also liked run lola run
J6Q9463: battle of algiers
king kong NINJA: i love brazil!
J6Q9463: mondays in the sun
J6Q9463: being john malcovich
J6Q9463: and adaptation
king kong NINJA: terry gilliam is uh....well i don't know
king kong NINJA: i like...la dolce vita
J6Q9463: and that sunshine of the spotless mind or whatever it was
king kong NINJA: and the wolfman
king kong NINJA: the big sleep
king kong NINJA: ooh
king kong NINJA: cemetary man...all time favorite perhaps
J6Q9463: i love pretty much every terry gilliam film
J6Q9463: cemetary man?
king kong NINJA: the adventures of baron munchausen
J6Q9463: describe
king kong NINJA: it's italian
J6Q9463: i love bicycle thief
king kong NINJA: umm...it was called like morta bella or something
J6Q9463: the italian neorealism film genre
J6Q9463: im in a film class now
king kong NINJA: about a cemetary man who lives in the cemetary with his helper
king kong NINJA: and the dead start coming to life
J6Q9463: and it messes up my perception of movies
king kong NINJA: quite a comment on what life is in the modern world
J6Q9463: like its all about camera angles
J6Q9463: historical context
king kong NINJA: yeah...i don['t know what that jargon you threw at me was
king kong NINJA: neorealism?
king kong NINJA: i'd have to know the paragraphs behind each part of that word
king kong NINJA: to even respond
king kong NINJA: amelie is about love
J6Q9463: yes
J6Q9463: but so are a lot of movies
J6Q9463: it just really was about love for me- like it created that feeling
J6Q9463: like other movies didnt
king kong NINJA: no that's what i meant
king kong NINJA: it is the feeling
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: the brightness of a grimy nickel
king kong NINJA: walking a blind man
J6Q9463: real in its awkwardness but also glamorized, a fantasy
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: a agreed upon self deception
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: a slight repainting of things
king kong NINJA: finishing touches
king kong NINJA: that's amore
king kong NINJA: it can be a hard place to leave
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: i didn't want to leave the theatre after that movie was over
J6Q9463: im always sad after
king kong NINJA: agreed
J6Q9463: but i still watch it on occasion
king kong NINJA: you still qoute visual scenes in your head
king kong NINJA: cuz i do
king kong NINJA: i also love movies by takeshi kitano
king kong NINJA: so good
king kong NINJA: kikujiro
king kong NINJA: kids return
king kong NINJA: favorite line from a movie is the seven samurai
king kong NINJA: if we fought with real swords, i would've killed you
king kong NINJA: although la dolce vita has some good ones
king kong NINJA: and when i was young i memorized this from the wolfman and it's never left me:
king kong NINJA: the way you walk is thorny, through no fault of your own. But just as rain falls to the earth, and rivers lead to the ocean, so too do tears have a predetermined end
king kong NINJA: find peace in a moment my son
J6Q9463: i love lines memorized at a young age that have no reason for staying with you but manage to
king kong NINJA: the gypsy said that to the wolfman
king kong NINJA: and even as a kid that touched me
J6Q9463: never seen the movie
king kong NINJA: probably because even at that young age
J6Q9463: but now i want to
king kong NINJA: i rose at night to consume the blood of the living
king kong NINJA: well it's a classic horror film
king kong NINJA: i could go on about horror forever
king kong NINJA: oh that sounds terrible
king kong NINJA: haha
king kong NINJA: you seem so decent
king kong NINJA: a shame we met during this century
J6Q9463: can i send you a letter/
king kong NINJA: of course
king kong NINJA: can i send one back?
J6Q9463: which century would have been preferable?
J6Q9463: of course
king kong NINJA: i don't know...there were always problems
J6Q9463: i always expect them back
J6Q9463: even when i shouldnt
king kong NINJA: but i bet they were easier to ignore then
king kong NINJA: okay
J6Q9463: i plan on getting a half-broken typewriter from the salvation army for 5 dollars
J6Q9463: and typing letters all summer
king kong NINJA: i will tell you that traditionally i have been known to lose track of such matters. neglect friendships
J6Q9463: that is after i fail to get a job
king kong NINJA: i'm at a job right now
king kong NINJA: and guess what
J6Q9463: because i never finish writing this resume
king kong NINJA: i just bought a typewriter!
J6Q9463: really????
king kong NINJA: i'll send you typed letters
king kong NINJA: but...i like to handwrite better
J6Q9463: like in the last few days?
king kong NINJA: so maybe a typed poem
king kong NINJA: yeah..wednesday
J6Q9463: i like handwriting best
king kong NINJA: i write like a two fingered 3 year old though
king kong NINJA: it's not pretty
J6Q9463: but typing on typewriters makes such a nice clippy sound
king kong NINJA: imagine lots of doctor's signatures all lined up
king kong NINJA: well not lined up exactly
J6Q9463: my parents both write like that
king kong NINJA: i have trouble with that too
J6Q9463: im good at deciphering
king kong NINJA: and now imagine you need to actually yes...understand those words
king kong NINJA: i can't read my own writing often
king kong NINJA: like if i go back a year later
king kong NINJA: without the template fresh in my head
king kong NINJA: but i'm going to write more on paper now
king kong NINJA: because my computer's hard drive crashed a couple of months ago
king kong NINJA: taking with it like six years of writing
J6Q9463: ouch
king kong NINJA: i only neglect letters because i'm afraid of being hurt. so i hurt first. but that was then...i'll definetly write you back
J6Q9463: any of it saved/written elsewhere?
king kong NINJA: i'm looking forward to it
king kong NINJA: i wish your letter would be here already
king kong NINJA: you're taking your sweet time
J6Q9463: it is
king kong NINJA: ummmm
king kong NINJA: yeah....
king kong NINJA: i did have some written copies
J6Q9463: go outside and check your mailbox
king kong NINJA: things i printed for friends and such
king kong NINJA: ummm
king kong NINJA: are you the macy's catalogue?
J6Q9463: yes!
J6Q9463: thats me
king kong NINJA: awwww
king kong NINJA: how did you know i love reading the macy's catalogue
king kong NINJA: i like the pictures
king kong NINJA: it's like a museum of middle america
J6Q9463: the wholesome familys
J6Q9463: suave but polite men
king kong NINJA: it really is pornographic now that i think about it
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: they've got dicks, but behind pleats
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: oh hush they'd say, i'm like twenty buttons away from being remotely naked
king kong NINJA: suave but polite
king kong NINJA: i like that
J6Q9463: not imposing but attentive
king kong NINJA: or its not pornographic i guess
king kong NINJA: but...it shares aesthetics with porn
king kong NINJA: ncie
king kong NINJA: nice i mean
king kong NINJA: keep those decriptions coming
J6Q9463: i could use a thousand words describing them
J6Q9463: but it would be a waste i think
king kong NINJA: don't forget strong but unassuming
king kong NINJA: oh yes you're right
king kong NINJA: i mean, that's what the macy's catalogue is there for
king kong NINJA: it practically says
king kong NINJA: our new line for attentive but not imposing men
king kong NINJA: distant enough to be strong, but close enough to be weak
king kong NINJA: that's the american dream baby
king kong NINJA: and i'm in the american dream business
J6Q9463: really?
king kong NINJA: you want one?
J6Q9463: no
J6Q9463: but i mean, are they cheap
J6Q9463: ?
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: you just give them everyday
king kong NINJA: stop thinking certain things
king kong NINJA: this helps a lot with giving them everyday
king kong NINJA: and it'll be yours
king kong NINJA: you sure you don't want one, a lot of people say they don't
king kong NINJA: but really do and are afraid to admit it
king kong NINJA: it'd be our little secret
king kong NINJA: i could do this for you!
J6Q9463: no- its ok
J6Q9463: i like secrets
J6Q9463: but i like doing things for myself better
king kong NINJA: it's nice work if you can get it
J6Q9463: and i like to think those certain things
J6Q9463: that i would have to stop thinking
king kong NINJA: but, sadly out of most people's reach being "unprotected by the protectors"
king kong NINJA: well yes
king kong NINJA: there is that
king kong NINJA: but once you stop thinking them
king kong NINJA: you don't miss them anymore
king kong NINJA: like a surgery
J6Q9463: are you sure?
J6Q9463: i think youd feel a loss
king kong NINJA: oh yeah...positive...
J6Q9463: everytime you saw the scar
king kong NINJA: well phantom pains
king kong NINJA: a myster
king kong NINJA: y
J6Q9463: somethings missing- but what?
king kong NINJA: but some of the thoughts you stop thinking, are the missing thoughts
king kong NINJA: you've got work to think of
J6Q9463: like something on the edge of your memory
J6Q9463: tickling
king kong NINJA: soccer practice
king kong NINJA: and even your pride
king kong NINJA: will be handed out to you
king kong NINJA: in fda acceptable doses
king kong NINJA: no i'm just kidding
king kong NINJA: god what pretentious drivle
J6Q9463: about the fda
king kong NINJA: this is like when i had my conversation about wanting to be retarded
J6Q9463: can you overdose on pride/
king kong NINJA: oh yes
J6Q9463: like iron
king kong NINJA: but there's no telling the person that
J6Q9463: ah sit i forgot to take a vitamin for 2 days
J6Q9463: and i tried to give blood a wk ago
J6Q9463: and found out i was anemic
king kong NINJA: your last moments you dwindle down, but you still go thinking it must be someone else's fault
king kong NINJA: oh wow
king kong NINJA: that's not ideal
J6Q9463: but thanks for reminding me
J6Q9463: now ive had all the iron for today
J6Q9463: in a single swallow
king kong NINJA: my friends were like...why would you want to be retarded...and i thought...they seem happy all the time...and they were like you'd miss some nice thoughts...and i'd be like...i wouldn't miss them because of the retardedness. now this is all a poor taste exaggeration
king kong NINJA: but you know what i mean?
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: maybe you'd see people don't treat you like others for a bit in your limited way...it'd be confined to a specific...like you got their donut quicker
J6Q9463: but i cant imagine clealry enough
J6Q9463: the mental/emotional state
king kong NINJA: but....then someone could just point out a butterfly
king kong NINJA: and maybe you'd be happy right away
J6Q9463: to argue one way or another
king kong NINJA: no i'm just joking
king kong NINJA: but....
king kong NINJA: iron
king kong NINJA: you took all your iron
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: scotch is the grossest next day aftertaste of all alcohol
J6Q9463: so now my body can make hemoglobin
king kong NINJA: well except for tequilla
J6Q9463: yay hemoglobin!
king kong NINJA: i love hemoglobin
king kong NINJA: carrying oxygen
king kong NINJA: what a good little helper
J6Q9463: ah teqila!
J6Q9463: wow cant type
king kong NINJA: i think teqilla is so potent because it's made with dirty water from mexico
king kong NINJA: i'm glad the cells of my body aren't as vain as americans
J6Q9463: but- its not maade with water
king kong NINJA: not wanting to give up an existence for a greater good
king kong NINJA: no i just meant to distill it
king kong NINJA: is it distilled?
J6Q9463: sure . . . ?
king kong NINJA: don't know much about it except for what it does
king kong NINJA: it's a quicker way to make me dance
king kong NINJA: than any music ever created
king kong NINJA: well time for me to go off
king kong NINJA: so, do you think i'll eat the rose or not?
J6Q9463: are you invisible
J6Q9463: pale
J6Q9463: paper-thin
J6Q9463: sheeplike
J6Q9463: woolen?
king kong NINJA: sometimes all at once
J6Q9463: then i think you might eat it
J6Q9463: at least a nibble
king kong NINJA: yes i suppose i might
king kong NINJA: but you saying so
J6Q9463: and wants you start you might as well swallow it
J6Q9463: roots and all
king kong NINJA: has given me an out
J6Q9463: wow- wants instead of once
J6Q9463: never done that before
king kong NINJA: yeah that was depth charge
J6Q9463: really?
J6Q9463: so i was doomed to be wrong
king kong NINJA: not a surface mistake
J6Q9463: since i said yes you dont have to
J6Q9463: but had i said no you would have
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: you're right
king kong NINJA: if there's one thing i can't stand more than me being wrong
king kong NINJA: it's other people being right
king kong NINJA: just kidding
king kong NINJA: no...you gave me an out
king kong NINJA: because you're on the right side
king kong NINJA: i think
king kong NINJA: and so i look to you
king kong NINJA: for advice
J6Q9463: the right side?
king kong NINJA: haha
J6Q9463: a good guy
king kong NINJA: of this issue
J6Q9463: greener grass
J6Q9463: ah
king kong NINJA: greener pastures are slippery
king kong NINJA: when you're riding a fence
king kong NINJA: yes as such life is a spectrum
king kong NINJA: but you still can always make two categories of it if you try hard
king kong NINJA: you don't even have to try hard
J6Q9463: wow- writing a resumes easy when youve only done three things
king kong NINJA: i was going to say
king kong NINJA: my resume would say
king kong NINJA: beat out a milllion sperm
king kong NINJA: was born
king kong NINJA: can i have the job now
J6Q9463: i wish things could be put on a resume
king kong NINJA: yeah i know what you mean
king kong NINJA: i think
J6Q9463: that were not job/internship/volunteer related
king kong NINJA: yes
king kong NINJA: i think so too
king kong NINJA: like...
king kong NINJA: i like peaches
J6Q9463: like took a nice picture of a waterfountain
king kong NINJA: oh yes that as well
J6Q9463: or wrote a love letter
king kong NINJA: made a small child stop crying
king kong NINJA: listened to an old person
king kong NINJA: gave an orgasm
J6Q9463: was beaten at basketball as is my big sister duty
king kong NINJA: exactly
J6Q9463: yesyes all of those
king kong NINJA: told my cousin there is no santa claus
J6Q9463: !!!
J6Q9463: tough
J6Q9463: but
J6Q9463: i guess someone had to
king kong NINJA: sorry...i read that straight across like....king kong NINJA told my cousin there is no santa claus
king kong NINJA: and it made me laugh
J6Q9463: ahahaha
J6Q9463: didnt even notice
king kong NINJA: you never notice me!
king kong NINJA: and even the secret games i play with myself
king kong NINJA: they're all for you!
king kong NINJA: especially those
king kong NINJA: like when i count the sidewalk cracks
king kong NINJA: or watch clouds become dinosaurs and then go extinct
king kong NINJA: we only think cloud love affairs are easier
king kong NINJA: no one bothers to ask the clouds
J6Q9463: i try!
king kong NINJA: now that's just silly
J6Q9463: they dont anwer in a way i can understnd
king kong NINJA: it's their fault then
king kong NINJA: at least you're making an attempt
king kong NINJA: but what if they are too?
king kong NINJA: oh how disconcerting
king kong NINJA: i feel like we should be talking in french
J6Q9463: i hate doing things alone, for myself but knowing they are being done for/because of someone who will never know about them
J6Q9463: never see or understand
king kong NINJA: french mode
J6Q9463: addressing thoughts to someone
king kong NINJA: yeah
king kong NINJA: i know
J6Q9463: whose not there
J6Q9463: whos
king kong NINJA: when someone is your god in that way
J6Q9463: yes
king kong NINJA: always supplicating yourself
king kong NINJA: praying at night
king kong NINJA: and then just the largeness and silence of night
king kong NINJA: and is it an answer?
king kong NINJA: is that happiness i felt tomorrow, was that you? be clearer!
king kong NINJA: i used to think when i was a kid
king kong NINJA: that in heaven
king kong NINJA: they had video libraries
king kong NINJA: where your entire life was recorded
king kong NINJA: all of the moments no one else saw
king kong NINJA: all of the wonderful complicated setups that led to insane laughter when you saw something by yourself
king kong NINJA: and you'd be vindicated...all those times you tried to tell a story but couldn't wouldn't matter, because you could show them directly
king kong NINJA: and you could look through everyones
king kong NINJA: unless heaven is just one memory...but then...how big or small would the memory be
king kong NINJA: what is a "memory"
J6Q9463: oh- beautiful
J6Q9463: the library
J6Q9463: but not just videos
J6Q9463: actual experiences
king kong NINJA: yes
J6Q9463: auditory
J6Q9463: tactile
king kong NINJA: you're there
king kong NINJA: not you
J6Q9463: everything shared
king kong NINJA: thoughts even
king kong NINJA: it was hard to even conceive of course
king kong NINJA: it gave me motivation to live a beautiful life
J6Q9463: you could be known by others the way you know yourself
king kong NINJA: so i wouldn't be trapped in the wrong library
J6Q9463: and know yourself like an outsider
king kong NINJA: exactly
king kong NINJA: you could be your girlfriend when she broke up with you
king kong NINJA: i should have never given up that belief
king kong NINJA: it turned out to be more practical than one would imagine
king kong NINJA: because first you stop caring about things no one sees, and then even things they do, because the previous scale dwarfed it, made this seem petty, even though it is composed of it
king kong NINJA: take the beach one grain at a time
king kong NINJA: and eventually there's no beach!
king kong NINJA: but seriously folks
king kong NINJA: i'm here all eternity!
king kong NINJA: okay
J6Q9463: okay?
king kong NINJA: but i'm gone for now!
J6Q9463: yes please
king kong NINJA: time to go!
J6Q9463: the suns out
J6Q9463: i shouldnt be in here
king kong NINJA: go write my grandpa
king kong NINJA: who i call pa
king kong NINJA: i know
J6Q9463: wait
king kong NINJA: it's my terrible allure i suppose
J6Q9463: your address=?
king kong NINJA: 1013 grand teton drive
king kong NINJA: pacifica CA
king kong NINJA: 94044
king kong NINJA: my name is james cotter
J6Q9463: uncle jimmy
king kong NINJA: you can address it to tenderheart bear or thundercock though and it'll still get here
J6Q9463: do you call them
J6Q9463: sparles
J6Q9463: sparkles
J6Q9463: or jimmies?
J6Q9463: sprinkles
J6Q9463: i meant
king kong NINJA: who calls them jimmies?
J6Q9463: a lot of people
J6Q9463: seriously
J6Q9463: anyway
king kong NINJA: in alien land
J6Q9463: you have to go
king kong NINJA: yes
J6Q9463: and so do i
king kong NINJA: see you when i see you
king kong NINJA: when is then
king kong NINJA: peace
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claire ATTACK: My lunch date got cancelled!
king kong NINJA: wah
king kong NINJA: wah
king kong NINJA: wah
claire ATTACK: :-)
claire ATTACK: It's gorgeous here.
claire ATTACK: It's going to be 85 on Monday, supposedly!
king kong NINJA: oh
king kong NINJA: pornographic heat
claire ATTACK: :-)
king kong NINJA: greenhouse
king kong NINJA: insect body decay heat
king kong NINJA: disgusting really
king kong NINJA: all that heat
king kong NINJA: reminds you of how easy it is to slip into it
king kong NINJA: your own mortality
claire ATTACK: Shut up, it's the first day above sixty in a long time.
king kong NINJA: i think i'd like to sixty nine with you
king kong NINJA: if we ever had sex
claire ATTACK: Why?
king kong NINJA: i don't know
king kong NINJA: i just think with you it would work well
king kong NINJA: not that it normally doesn't
king kong NINJA: we both have so many ideas...it's something about how we converse
king kong NINJA: it reminds me of a sixty nine
king kong NINJA: we drive each other into a mutual frenzy
claire ATTACK: :-)
claire ATTACK: I love you. 3
king kong NINJA: i love you!
king kong NINJA: but seriously
king kong NINJA: you need to read london fields
claire ATTACK: OH, right!
claire ATTACK: I should probably get those late books dealt with. :-\
claire ATTACK: It's been months and months.
claire ATTACK: I should get dressed first!
king kong NINJA: i'm going to look at porn
king kong NINJA: i'll think of you
claire ATTACK: I'm going to get dressed and go OUTSIDE
claire ATTACK: oh my god
claire ATTACK: !!!
claire ATTACK: I'm too excited.
king kong NINJA: haha
claire ATTACK: Everything bloomed this week.
king kong NINJA: open up from winter claire
claire ATTACK: Spring came THIS WEEK.
king kong NINJA: well to celebrate
king kong NINJA: i'm going to have came by this afternoon
claire ATTACK: I love that!
claire ATTACK: I absolutely love that!
claire ATTACK: But I will have been out, right?
king kong NINJA: yes probably
king kong NINJA: you'll miss it
claire ATTACK: I'll come back carrying my boater in my hand, with my hair ribbons trailing
claire ATTACK: and carrying a badminton racquet.
king kong NINJA: i don't even know what a boater is
claire ATTACK: And a picnic basket.
king kong NINJA: but it makes me hot
claire ATTACK: It's a hat.
king kong NINJA: of course...most things do make me hot when i'm like this
claire ATTACK: A straw hat with a huge brim, that you wear when you go boating.
king kong NINJA: ooh a hat
king kong NINJA: oh gotcha
king kong NINJA: and you wear it over pigtails
claire ATTACK: No I have long hiar
claire ATTACK: air
claire ATTACK: duh
king kong NINJA: i want to see it
claire ATTACK: this is the turn of the century, silly
king kong NINJA: i know
king kong NINJA: have to be modern
claire ATTACK: so you left a note
claire ATTACK: while i was playing croquet
king kong NINJA: yes i know...
king kong NINJA: i didn't know you were going out
king kong NINJA: i'm always too flustered to plan a good picnic
king kong NINJA: but i was hoping for some spontaneous walking, and maybe tangerines
king kong NINJA: i'll sit in the garden in back and wait for you
claire ATTACK: But then the shadows grow longer, and you must go
king kong NINJA: because it's warm enough
claire ATTACK: so you take your book with you
claire ATTACK: and walk back
claire ATTACK: and I arrive home forty-five minutes later.
king kong NINJA: that is how it happened
king kong NINJA: exactly
claire ATTACK: Thanks for understanding me, baby.
claire ATTACK: Now I'm really going to get dressed
claire ATTACK: and not in any boater, neither.
king kong NINJA: okay
king kong NINJA: i got drunk last night and slept through
king kong NINJA: kill bill 2
claire ATTACK: I talked to my friend who was drunk.
king kong NINJA: but from what i saw it wasn't that good
claire ATTACK: and borrowed a cd from jonathan.
claire ATTACK: oh
king kong NINJA: i mean if a movie can't pull me out of a drunken stupor and make me love it
claire ATTACK: and I was going to go to bed early
claire ATTACK: but instead I decided to stay up late
claire ATTACK: so I put on pajamas
claire ATTACK: and I put on the CD
claire ATTACK: and opened up a pdf file
claire ATTACK: and I had a ponytail
king kong NINJA: i don't see how it can pull me out of my regular stupor which is much more severe and crippling
claire ATTACK: and the glasses of course
king kong NINJA: oh sweet
claire ATTACK: and i made raspberry tea
king kong NINJA: thrown over a shoulder?
claire ATTACK: and when i added the hot water
claire ATTACK: all the raspberry was on the bottom
claire ATTACK: and it looked like menstrual blood.
king kong NINJA: her hair hung over her shoulder, tied up with a black velvet band
king kong NINJA: mmmm
claire ATTACK: No, my hair is too short for that now.
king kong NINJA: ah
claire ATTACK: You really wouldn't believe how short it is.
claire ATTACK: It's at my collarbone.
king kong NINJA: this is becoming apparent to me
king kong NINJA: my inability to let long hair go
king kong NINJA: generally as well i suppose
claire ATTACK: :-(
claire ATTACK: You just reminded me of my poem that no one liked.
king kong NINJA: we all want our women, to be our women, and our men to be our men. because as annoying as they are, at least you have rules, and you understand them. you want to be the only person who acts different from the norm
king kong NINJA: what poem?
king kong NINJA: why haven't i read it?
king kong NINJA: show it to me!
claire ATTACK: You haven't read it?!
claire ATTACK: :-(
king kong NINJA: where is it?
claire ATTACK: http://www.livejournal.com/users/tastyanagram/39144.html
claire ATTACK: time to go!
claire ATTACK is away at 10:18:15 AM.
king kong NINJA: the mention of drink and the crowd stirring slowly is quite nice
Auto response from claire ATTACK: 3!
king kong NINJA: how it all, fades, mixes with the ice
king kong NINJA: i won't let go, i won't let tiled floors glistengo
king kong NINJA: is more than just drunk
king kong NINJA: its ecstatic
king kong NINJA: and it's very eliot sing song, but i suppose you know that
claire ATTACK: 3
claire ATTACK returned at 10:23:57 AM.
claire ATTACK: It is also all the letters in the original lyrics; no more, no less.
claire ATTACK: Time to take my nail polish off.
king kong NINJA: what?
claire ATTACK: the poem
king kong NINJA: what's this about lyrics?
king kong NINJA: well then i can't blame you for my feeling that you skipped the middle passage
claire ATTACK: ugh
claire ATTACK: i thought everyone knew this damn song
claire ATTACK: the original lyrics are:
claire ATTACK: well i actually did it from a remix
claire ATTACK: but the original original lyrics are:
claire ATTACK: oh never mind
claire ATTACK: here:
claire ATTACK: it was familiar to me
the smoke too thick to breathe
the tiled floors glistened
i slowly stirred my drink
and when you started to sing
you spoke with broken speech
that i could not understand
and then you grabbed me tightly
i won't let go
i won't let go
even if you say so
oh no
i've tried and tried
with no results
i won't let go
i won't let go
he then played every song from
1993
the crowd applauded as
he curtseyed bashfully
your eyelashes tickle my neck
with every nervous blink
and it was perfect
until the telephone started
ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off
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claire ATTACK: i don't think that were that many repeats in the remix i was transcribing from originally.
king kong NINJA: i like it
king kong NINJA: i mean
king kong NINJA: your version
king kong NINJA: i like your version
claire ATTACK: thx
claire ATTACK: it was hard to use the numbers
claire ATTACK: but i did it
king kong NINJA: you rock my socks
claire ATTACK: constraint-based writing is fun, once in a while
king kong NINJA: true
king kong NINJA: like i like to do those alphabet poems
king kong NINJA: alabaster
king kong NINJA: broken
king kong NINJA: calm
king kong NINJA: down
king kong NINJA: enough
king kong NINJA: for?
king kong NINJA: girls
king kong NINJA: HER!
king kong NINJA: i
king kong NINJA: just
king kong NINJA: kill
king kong NINJA: love
king kong NINJA: myself
king kong NINJA: not
king kong NINJA: ordinary
king kong NINJA: passages
king kong NINJA: quizzes
king kong NINJA: rooks
king kong NINJA: stale
king kong NINJA: televisions
king kong NINJA: ugly
king kong NINJA: virgin-longing
king kong NINJA: wait
king kong NINJA: xxx
king kong NINJA: yearning
king kong NINJA: zing
king kong NINJA: again
king kong NINJA: i call that alphabet prayer
claire ATTACK: :-)
claire ATTACK: Should I try?
king kong NINJA: i'm so improv!
king kong NINJA: yeah you should
king kong NINJA: whose line is it anyways?
claire ATTACK: alas, burning conscience does earnestly feign great heights, in just keeping life mollified, not only poking questions, rather sustaining tempo until victory washes xenagogue, yelling zealously.
claire ATTACK: ugh that sucked
king kong NINJA: no i liked it
king kong NINJA: absolutely banal claire
king kong NINJA: depending
king kong NINJA: "earnestly"
claire ATTACK: haha!
king kong NINJA: for
king kong NINJA: defying established form
king kong NINJA: doodeee
king kong NINJA: keeps the brain working
king kong NINJA: what's an acceptable word for vagina?
king kong NINJA: less clinical
king kong NINJA: but not offensive
king kong NINJA: empowering
claire ATTACK: there is none
king kong NINJA: make one up
king kong NINJA: or a description of one
king kong NINJA: that sounds nice
claire ATTACK: no.
king kong NINJA: aha
king kong NINJA: i have one!
king kong NINJA: sekigahara
king kong NINJA: the site of japan's civil war...a beautiful field covered in bodies and ambition
claire ATTACK: i don't want to talk about my vagina, or anyone's
claire ATTACK: i'd like to own mine through silence.
claire ATTACK: that's my political statement.
claire ATTACK: I'm trying to get nail polish off and my fingers are dyed pink now.
king kong NINJA: good
king kong NINJA: hiding vaginas
king kong NINJA: there's a novel approach
king kong NINJA: silence speaks louder than words right?
king kong NINJA: bait and switch
king kong NINJA: gotcha
king kong NINJA: such a subtler strategy
king kong NINJA: not like men
king kong NINJA: their penis twitching
king kong NINJA: and starting forth too soon behind their pants
king kong NINJA: like the grubby little sidekick constantly poking out from behind the previously likeable lead's back and saying
king kong NINJA: well tell them about our plan
king kong NINJA: and it's something he shouldn't be involved in this likeable stand up gent
king kong NINJA: that's when the femme fatale says, "who's your friend"
king kong NINJA: and crosses her legs, reminding him what class means
claire ATTACK: You are something and a half, young man.
king kong NINJA: thank you
king kong NINJA: i knew somehow
king kong NINJA: that i wasn't whole!
king kong NINJA: fake business pants
king kong NINJA: those are the funniest to see erections in
king kong NINJA: like...oh you're such a business man
claire ATTACK: there is such a word as "rocklet"!
king kong NINJA: hunhh?! (speed racer face)
king kong NINJA: our conversations are suitable poetry
claire ATTACK: yes.
claire ATTACK: it means small rock
claire ATTACK: surprisingly enough!!!!
claire ATTACK: time to go really
claire ATTACK: ciao
king kong NINJA: fuck!
claire ATTACK is away at 11:11:42 AM.
king kong NINJA: come back to me claire
Auto response from claire ATTACK: rock 'n' roll fest
king kong NINJA: i'm helpless
king kong NINJA: oh well, back to work, or another game. see you when i see you notre dame
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this was because conversation is a lost art. i didn't ask them if i could post it. i suppose that's rude. so if you don't know them don't go bothering them. only i get to bother people. i like having somewhere i can return to an actual conversation i had that is beyond my computer alone and is in the real world. but this won't be something i do a lot of.
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