transitory unhinged in transition from one state to the next not sad but not elated not old but not new not lost but not found 050924 ... unhinged fuck shit piss i feel lost with_out_you i don't want to tell you i_miss_you i don't like knowing you talk to other girls but i've dated someone else in the interim i don't like living in the in between 100701 ... unhinged i am on the brink of a massive shift in my self i feel it unstable like the way the air feels right before a thunderstorm the water trembles in the air on the brink of falling 100702 ... unhinged and in_the_wake_of_the_thunderstorm there is new growth 110517 ... unhinged and i work so hard every day since to keep my feet moving in_the_right_direction 111025 ... unhinged before you i was the girl crying behind her sunglasses on_the_bus now i grin like a fool the words of that don't convey the full meaning 180910 ... unhinged approaching middle age the things that used to irritate me now seem unimportant turning inward even in fits and spurts realigned me as it happens it is agonizing glacial but one day i looked around and realized the way i relate with my heart had profoundly changed 200516 what's it to you? who go blather from