spontaneous divine madness an instant instantly gone gone forever forever, such as eternity eternally there there next to me me gone gone for an instant lost in a void void of music music...colors colors swirling and moving moving without a notice coming towards me elevating me as the floor disappears and left in an abyss that appear spontaneously 040126 ... whitechocolatewalrus [nice:)] spontaneously combust 040126 ... Q movement without impetus to a state of lower free energy 050831 ... ungreat Why do you have to be so fucking spontaneous? seriously. why can't you say hey your sick and i'm not the best boyfriend any way so instead of getting drunk with my friends who just called me, i will stay with you. how come sometimes i get noting out of this? i cook i clean i now pay part of your fucking rent, i buy you groceries, and now i sit on the side lines and get to listen about your awesome night last night. cuz you know i still can't stop thinking about you flirting with one of my best friends. I'm pretty sure i can work up to hating you soon. oh don't you worry your pretty little head about silly things like upsetting me or breaking my heart or ruining anything, because i can be distant and cold and i can take it all back. i still have my heart so you can't break it, i still have my life so you can't ruin it, and i even have my future which you just might not be in. so congrats on being you, and proving just how much i matter time and again. 080729 ... oren wordstojerkoffto 111105 ... unhinged spontaneously 200411 ... unhinged quantum_entanglement or indras_net mirror neurons 200411 what's it to you? who go blather from