cry moxie the river of a thousand tears engulfs my heart; my spirit the current is deafening raging in the screams of those pained 981021 ... emily the saltiness of her tears ran down his face and he knew. he knew what it meant to have the power to hurt and be hurt. 990122 ... jules I couldn't help it. When you left I sat in front of my mirror. I listened to those beautiful songs and wished so hard... 990318 ... adam i do. all the time. because of you. 990321 ... groovinkim quote i got in my email today... "If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars." 990911 ... David I used to cry at the drop of a hat, Now I just cry. 990922 ... jessica i used to cry, but i've forgotten how. sometimes i would love to just release everything inside of me. sometimes i think i'd prolong my life if i could remember. these things inside of me eat me up, and i wonder what it's like to cry. 990922 ... daxle I want to so bad that I have to be mean to stop myself 990923 ... me? I came upon it in the night And left it in the rain And from that moment to today I've never been the same I knew not what the weather meant When he said goodbye I only know this loneliness Will never make me cry Make me cry 991111 ... Colleen i DidN't tHiNK i cOUld CrY iN My sLeeP bUt i caN tHanKs aLOt 991112 ... troy I haven't been able to cry for almost 20yrs, since I was a kid. The exception has been in my dreams where *occasionally* I am able to tear-up, and upon waking-up, actually DO have sadness and tears in my eyes. But a good, long, sobbing, powerful emotional-release has been impossible for me, no matter how hard I have tried, at times. Child-Abuse is a lifelong mindfuck, no matter how 'over-it', you get. -Just glad that I never lost the ability to laugh! :) 991212 ... deb a silent tear rolls down a soft sober cheek only those hollow eyes say a word it's not sadness it's not happiness either a tear falls just to fall. that happens too often to be coincidence fall fall fall freely stream down flood my eyes world, sit still for but a moment i'll be ok. i just need a good cry i wish i had a shoulder to share my tears with oh well. i don't and still, i'll cry 991212 ... jennifer I haven't been able to since that night that night when I threw you away that was the last time now, if my collective consciousness tries to remedy the build up of tears, my common sense and generally cold demeanor forbids it, pushing to mind some silly word or scene and causing the thoughts to retreat into the recesses of my poor, pained head 991214 ... not cried in 30 years if you avoid it when it is needed you get water on the brain - it burdens your thoughts - the weight of it is carried with you - wherever you go - ... i hear you troy - 991215 ... troy ...well, like I said; -thank God I never lost the ability to laugh. I don't "avoid it", or carry it around; -I just don't do it like most people can do it. -30yrs? ... that's a LONG time. 991220 ... elimeny She dried her tears and they did smile To see her cheeks' returning glow How little dreaming all the while That full heart throbbed to overflow With that sweet look and lively tone And bright eye shining all the day They could not guess at midnight lone How she would weep the time away emily bronte anyone? 991222 ... me? there there there. don't cry. www.theretherethere.com 991222 ... lion yesterday i feared the act is it the release of repressed emotion or the blood of the spirit? 991224 ... iliketosayquark.quark!quark! When i feel like breaking, cause there doesn't seem to be any other way. *sniff* 000106 ... koti perhaps there will be a day when i have no more tears for you, and you'll come back and say to me, those words i've been waiting for. those words you promised, but never said. 000108 ... fyn gula "what is the damage?" he screamed, and tears exploded from his eyes, so many that they dripped into his mouth and splashed to the ground and in the puddles they made, small birds came to bathe. one looked at him, cocked his head to one side, curious. "ask." the bird said, as a tear from the man's eye dropped on his feathered head. it looked like a beautiful crown and the other birds looked at him and bowed, laughing. but the man did not hear the laughter. he knew nothing anymore but pain, but he did hear the command. "ask?" the man asked. "i cannot ask because i am too tired of explaining. i want to be understood." "no one can understand beyond what they are able to see," the bird said, and he shook off the tear for it was heavy. "what has been seen?" he shouted, and he fell to the ground and many birds scatteed from his falling. many were able to escape except the one who had spoken to him and when he got up he saw that he had killed it. 000125 ... Dyminsia Sometimes he makes me cry both in saddness and happiness 000304 ... calliope i hate the cliche 'a single tear dripped down her face' or anything like it i notice people's faces when the cry distorted, contorted scrunched up funny looking which makes laughter which is good but so is crying 000322 ... girl im sick to death of doing it 000326 ... silent bob hurt pain cold dark no,no,no i need something anytihng i need you YOU! somebody anybody you YOU! where are you? why havent i found you yet. hi. how are you? havent seen you in ages. what have you been up to? oh really? me too. it hurts a lot doesnt it. man. so... you're single, then? yeah...i know what thats like. man. so um...what's your number? 000603 ... yaddayadda i cried last tuesday or was it wed nes day a first in a year and a while it's so degrading letting your guard down and all that i promised i would never let them see me cry 000609 ... skiblu don't 000724 ... Anastasia swallow quickly the lump in your throat it's growing again sorry, there's something in my eye i've got a cold do you happen to have a tissue? no i'm alright i've just got a stomach ache maybe i'm developing an ulcer i swear, i'm fine it's against my nature to show emotions i am strong do you doubt the validity of my statement? i'll prove it see, my future has fallen at my feet all i show for it is silence aren't you proud is it raining? guess i'm only human after all. 000804 ... asdf qrst 000804 ... Tank i haven't done this in a really long time. the only tears than i can generate are red ones... 000804 ... ashley fuck you asshole. you made me cry. you ruined my makeup. it's running . . . my disguise, my facade. it's gone. it's your fault. i loved you so much. too much. did you ever love me or did you just want to see me ruined, ruined, ruined? 001019 ... Raistlin my heart hurts so much i see such much beauty in this world yet i find no joy in it i see others with more pain but it does not stop the tears it only fules them my heart cannot take it and it feels like it is going to cave in my soul is dying and it feels like the whole world that i have built up around myself is going to cave.... im dying inside darkness endless darkness 001111 ... Barrett The "DragonLance" series? 001111 ... Akaine Lie here, naked, pooled tears. I can feel the shards through my fingertips, meloncholy seeping through my veins. Why, I only want to understand. 001213 ... chanaka i am sad, but i don't cry. do we need tears to create the proper atmosphere? i certainly don't. it creates itself. envious? yes. i wish i could let loose and deluge my hands with salt, like almost everyone else can. control? certainly. wakes of classmates. depression. shouldering the problems of everyone else. alone. no crying. ah, the control i wield over myself is formidable. disgust? always. disgusted at the foolish displays of emotion, at the useless waste of another bodily fluid. crying has become so meaningless, like kleenex. everyone does it, and it creates a mess. but no longer a symbol of anything but an overemotional release. some people find it therapudic. i find it painful (physically). though most things must be painful in order to help, i rather like being stone. people think me heartless, frigid, cruel. i think i exercize control, or at least more control than many other people. oh, but when i do cry....... 001213 ... d. max(english springer spaniel) buttercup(maine coon cat) luke(domestic shorthair tabby) gabe(brother of luke) robert e. lee(d.s.t.,a.k.a. "bippy") mescalito(the blue cat) ariel(kitten) patricia(egyptian spotted fishing cat, a sister for the 1st 21 years of my life!) fred(feline companion of teenage would-be-hippies) several unnamed fish charlie(parakeet) 2 other parakeets whose names i can't recall a lizard that came for dinner and stayed for a long time(please don't EVER put a lizard in its' aquarium outside in the sun!) ...dearly departed friends from the animal kingdom whose sweet lives made me smile and earthly departures made me cry 001214 ... stupidpunkgirl you said i'd probably get whatever i wanted if i would od cried. i don't want you to see me cry. so you left me? i didn't manipulate you. something you're not used to. you said it freaked you out. to have someone care. i did cry. but i won't let you see me. and you're still gone. 001218 ... snakeyes cry havoc!! 001219 ... angelswild ever have that one love you really didnt love at all and when their gone you dont shed a tear but the tears you may cry are for the one before which you never should have left for that someone who understood you too well that scared you all to hell for that someone who got to close so close they saw the ugliness inside and that is when you cry for youself 001219 ... JACKIE I CRY WHEN I AM SAD I CRY WHEN I AM HAPPY I CRY WHEN I FEEL ALONE I CRY WHEN IM SCARED I CRY WHEN I SEE A MOVIE BUT MOST OF ALL I CRY FOR ME I CRY BECUASE I DONT KNOW WHO I AM I CRY BECAUSE I BETRAY MYSELF I CRY FOR ME 001228 ... ass facely jackie mccracken? 001229 ... silentbob ...i will not let them see me... 010110 ... daxle IM DAVERY FUCKKING HAVOCKCKKKK 010110 ... the conveyor one time... the one time I've really been in love - I mean really in love - it was so wonderful and scary and consuming. Life can be a terrible shitty thing, and so she left me when another girl lied to her and told her I had cheated with her. I tried and explained and fought and shook and puked but she wouldn't believe me and she said mean things and left me forever. I'm a big macho guy. Before then, I couldn't remember the last time I cried. It must have been when I was just a little one. But that day. I'll remember forever. March 1st, 2000. She slammed her open hand on the table, making the last supper rattle, and said, "No! I don't WANT to be your girlfrind anymore!" I stood up, grabbed my coat, and left her apartment forever. When I got outside, I began to sob. It was so frightening to me that I could feel so much pain. I tried to ride my bike home, but I had to walk it because I couldn't see very well through my tears and I was sort of convulsing. In my apartment, I curled up in a fetal position and continued to cry. I