ugliness jennifer I don't know what to do. I am so lost inside myself. Now that leaving is no longer an option in my eyes, it makes it so hard to know what I will do next. I'm so afraid. I don't want to be alone. My mother says "maybe we are a race of invisibles" and that I may be alone forever. It's in our nature. But I can't accept that. I cannot be alone. I just don't know what to do anymore... 001223 ... stupidpunkgirl the ugliness i feel is inside and out the ugliness i feel runs through every vein in my body the ugliness i feel i can't blame on society that ugliness is because of myself the hatred i have for everything about me i can't even look at myself sometimes and i don't know how anyone else could too 001223 what's it to you? who go blather from