jennifer I don't know what to do. I am so lost inside myself. Now that leaving is no longer an option in my eyes, it makes it so hard to know what I will do next. I'm so afraid. I don't want to be alone. My mother says "maybe we are a race of invisibles" and that I may be alone forever. It's in our nature. But I can't accept that. I cannot be alone. I just don't know what to do anymore... 001223
stupidpunkgirl the ugliness i feel
is inside and out
the ugliness i feel
runs through every vein in my body
the ugliness i feel
i can't blame on society
that ugliness
is because of myself
the hatred i have
for everything about me
i can't even look at myself sometimes
and i don't know how anyone else could too
what's it to you?
who go