lump notme it will go away. 040623 ... uow it went away. it was in my neck. it was just a little lump. it was probably an infection. 040928 ... p.o.t.u.s.a. lump sat alone in a boggy marsh totally emotionless except for her heart mud flowed up into lump's pajamas she totally confused all the passing pirahnas she's lump, she's lump she's in my head she's lump, she's lump, she's lump she might be dead lump lingered last in line for brains and the one she got was sorta rotten and insane small things so sad that birds could land is lump fast asleep or rockin' out with the band? she's lump, she's lump she's in my head she's lump, she's lump, she's lump she might be dead lump was limp and lonely and needed a shove lump slipped on a kiss and tumbled into love she spent her twenties between the sheets life limped along at sub-sonic speeds she's lump, she's lump she's in my head she's lump, she's lump, she's lump she might be dead is this lump outta my head? i think so is this lump outta my head? i think so is this lump outta my head? i think so is this lump outta my head? 040928 ... monee small, peasized inner thigh, since before the neck one actually, since sometime last winter i barely noticed it at first but then it grew a little and now it aches a little when i touch it it's kinda hard and sore but it's not a sore it's not even discoloured it's just a lump in my leg a lump and my leg feels weird more tingly than before i'm afraid of breaking down in front of a doctor it's probably nothing the neck one went away and i haven't woken-up semi-blind in a while i'm afraid of breaking down i'm afraid i'm afraid of the fact that i haven't been able to tell anyone until now here in blather and now i'm afraid of people reading this and knowing i found a lump in my thigh and i'm afraid of people telling me to see a doctor because i'm afraid of what it could be and i'm afraid of being touched by some strange doctor who doesn't know or understand me at all some doctor who won't realize half of why i would be crying i'm just afraid, that's all. maybe it's just fatty tissue, or something simple. an ingrown hair, or maybe even some type of hernia. it's probably nothing, i'm just tired. and weird. yes, i'm the weird girl who has some weird lump in her thigh and is afraid of a lot of things and i probably shouldn't type when i'm this tired. 041217 ... monee lipoma? 041217 ... monee i think there a lymph node there 041217 ... . *there's 041217 ... monee i think i'm calmer now. i think i'll see a doctor, i'm just nervous. 041217 what's it to you? who go blather from