drunk
dallas who, me? 980917
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blind hi my name is blind. and i only
consider myself a drunk when i'm here,
in A.A.
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francesca (always drunken dinner parties/why always drunken /why do they always turn on me/drunk drunken drunker?)Don't turn on me now. 981023
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Pacia To throw off one's protection in an effort to protect onesself. 981107
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amy on a merry-go-round 990214
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andrea fill the emptiness
decrease the void
i've voluntarily become
space filled with liquid
that makes me dizzy and feel
nauseous at times
but altogether coherently stupid
unable to do anything
about any of it
so instead of taking action
i reign over submission
until the black
overcomes me
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valis the care bears get to dance all warm and fuzzy in your brain for awhile, filling your thoughts with music and friendship.

then they stay overnight and take a shit in the back of your lobes.
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alicia i was with lia and alaina and lydia and val and there was another girl there hitting on me. or maybe she was just drunk too. there was like, this big fire pit thing, and everyone was sitting around it laughing at their wasted selves. and i maybe drank too much. because i started cutting my legs and lia was like 'what the fuck are you doing?' ..and then i went to get more beer and passed out on the driveway. 991228
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lizard i am drunk on the softness of her touch and the sweetness of her voice, the singing in her laughter and the melody of her words, the magic in her smile and the way her lips flirt with mischevous dimples, the soft curls that tumble over her forehead (not hindered by their short length, but frisking with a playfulness that their prevoious length discouraged), the soft pool of carribean blue that resides in her eye, occassionally covered with a delicate flutter of eyelashes playing with the soft curve that hangs above them and shadows their depth, the soft curve at the back of her neck that always welcomes me when my own bumbling face comes to rest on her shoulder, the delicate maidens her fingers that fit so neatly into my own - a web of intricacy that remains unbroken, always... because even in the face of miles of roadways and physical distances, i carry her heart with me, and at night we sleep in the curve of the moon. 991228
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tanya i only get drunk when i drink 000101
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Homer oh, i drink quite a lot!
of what i have drunk.
together is better!
drinking in everything!
everything!
and pucking it up!
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Brad Something people get when they are too lazy to stimulate their mind with intellectual things. How depressing. 000310
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BoofPixie a vacation into the visceral. what i do when i'm tired of stimulating my brain with intellectual things. 000310
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dean-bean I drunk from the golden cup once. Its nectar was sweet, but it left an aftertaste. I switched to diet sodas and I feel much better. Slimmer too. Lets go worship at Aphrodities slop trough one more time. 000310
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BoofPixie funny, that's what i did tonight. got drunk. watched boogie nights with a good friend. a spectacular friend. ate asparagus from the can. twice. threw up. and threw up.woke up alone in the house with a stripped down bed. i'm sorry, daniel. 000311
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Brad tsk tsk boof 000311
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Tink inebriated is such a better word 000408
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Annie yueah, this is a rather intersting site. i dont quite get all of it though. are these peoeples frunk or just blethering or whatever. huh? what? 000409
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valis tired of philosophy, that's what i am.

much rather get drunk
and hear the notes of
a torn violin
over the noise of the street
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the void jennifer used to get drunk all the time... now she just sits on her balcony and plays old elvis albums 000416
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rabbit of the morning ecco domani merlot from northern italy is a romantic drunk 000416
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grasshopper hi, my name is.....

it's funny, because now i know it's poison and i still drink it sometimes.
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grasshopper warm
lightheavylightheavylight
soothed
calm
energy
confidence
they don't call it nectar of the gods for no reason. too bad it's a poison. too bad i don't get hangovers.
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silentbob blither idiots, stumbling over, reaking of foul smelling odors, throwing up what they've consumed, lying in gutters.
My classmates.
My friends.
My parents.
A.A. meetings. The Shining. It makes me sick.
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Marjorie my darling alicia blathered here in the 'drunk' page.
she holds the world in her hands, you know.
the god thing? a myth perhaps.
when she cries, it rains.
when she is happy, her eyes shine, and we see sunlight so brightly that we have to close our eyes.
when she laughs, it echos
and when she frowns,
the world cannot help but spin in dizzy circles of fear
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skiblu I love being drunk
I can forget who I am
And be happy
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typhoid drunk on wheatgrass and rainwater 000724
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daxle love is nothing but carnival stealing
it's true
I am sorry
I am drunk
heloee
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deb i'm not an alcoholic
i'm a drunk.
alcoholics go to meetings.
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deen maartin but not nearly drunk enough

not until i'm convinced that the olives in my martini are lookin' at me sideways

well, helloooooooo, little drinky.

nope, not nearly drunk enough.
001002
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The Schleiffen Man a path i've never ventured. maybe someday i will, maybe not. i don't see the allure. maybe i'm better for it. or maybe i'm just always sober. who cares. 001002
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erin the psuedo psycho jipsy slimy slippy treeetsy.
MARF UUUGH TALFFF HWEACH

okay, time for slipppy tweeety maie
gmmby

ambly so nicey lickey face
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teenageangst SleepI couldnt find
I kept thinking
about you and me
we could be so happy
you and me....
goodbye
sorrow
001009
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misstree vodka, clear and sharp to dull the senses...
they say that alcohol makes you stupid, but pot makes you giggly... there are times when i want to be stupid, when i want to be less than i am, when i want to forget and get lost in the sloppy giggles and slurred "why not"s... alcohol is an escape... sometimes the world is just too sharp, and the pain needs to be dulled down for a bit.
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quotree One should always be drunk. That's the great thing; the only question. Not to feel the horrible burden of Time weighing on your shoulders and bowing you to the earth, you should be drunk without respite.

Drunk with what? With wine, poetry, or with virtue, as you please. But get drunk.

And if sometimes you should happen to awake, on the stairs of a palace, on the green grass of a ditch, in the dreary solitude of your own room, and find that your drunkenness is ebbing or has vanished, ask the wind and the wave, ask star, bird, or clock, ask everything that flies, everything that moans, everything that flows, everything that speaks, ask them the time; and the wind, the wave, the star, the bird and the clock will all reply: "It is Time to get drunk! If you are not to be martyred slaves of Time, be perpetually drunk! With wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you please."

'Get Drunk' --- Baudelaire
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Glory Box is definitely inferior to high. Flew for the first time last night, and yes, it does feel good, but it feels stupid. You can't help but laugh at everything you see. For a serious girl, it's an intense pleasure to be able to think of nothing for a while. But now, my throat hurts. From the coughing or the laughing, I don't know, but I do know that I'm gonna do it again. 001118
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kitten on drugs never drink after you've dropped acid...there's a sure-fire way to start a fight with someone else who's drunk, trippin, and irritable 001121
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Barrett I disagree, you could drink a case of beer and still function, or so I've heard. 001121
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kitten on drugs but a kitten on drugs can't :) 001121
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Brown light candels but don’t pay the drunken santa. I ate a frog today, but after wanted to fall over
and die in a puddle of very strong alchchol. Living in Japan puts the masses at ease, but
the clowns still do meth and scare the kids. I wish that an army of plaqce would kill
us all, then find a way to bring us back. Going to the store only ensures that you may get shot, but if you die, you may
become a marter for something better than your life ever could have been. Too many
spanish kids eat there young, thats why dying is not a big part of life any more, it’s just the
pause before the next ride. We should all die , or eat eachother, but not before the moon
smashes our brain in.
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unhinged i was raped when really damn drunk. some people argue with me and say that if i was drunk that i couldn't possibly remember. i have never been so drunk that i forgot. i remember distinctly telling him that i was a virgin and didn't want to have sex with him. i'm sure a lot of you think that's bullshit...but i can remember it. he got on top of me and i realized what was going on but the alcohol had slowed my brain down so much that i couldn't form the words "no stop" until it already had happened. and when i said no his reply was "well it's not really sex cause i'm not putting the moves on you." your dick is inside me asshole and there is blood on my sheets. my pretty fucking yellow goddamn sheets. and my fucking bed smelled like you for weeks. but i didn't want to wash you away cause i wanted a reminder of what a fucking stupid piece of shit i am. i tried to suck your dick but couldn't get you off so you had to jerk off...hahahaha...i wasn't going to finish that job you dirty piece of shit. and i walked around scared and almost hyperventilating for weeks afterward because i was scared at the thought of seeing you again. i was scared i got pregnant or aids or something. you used to come to this computer lab all the time but i think i scared you away. i still can't look at you today. i saw you today at the dining hall and you ruined my dinner. i couldn't enjoy the rest of my piece of fish you stupid fuck. i wish i could have my own justice on you...no legal repercussions...you rambling on about the love of your life as we were smoking a cigarette outside after you raped me. kt said "well you were hanging all over him you know" i wanted human contact not my virginity raped away by some guy that i don't even know his last fucking name. i get vulgar when i'm angry. sex is stupid animalistic and vulgar. i will never have sex with someone i love. every time i see you TIM, you ruin my fucking dinner. 001204
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Megan If that last one isn't true I'm gonna be so pist. seriously I will... rape disturbs me in the deepest way. I'm not sure if everyone feels the same way that I do about it..... I mean, sure, almost everyone thinks it's terrible, horrible, degradation of the human body and all that, but to me... it's worse than murder... I don't even have words. It's worse than child pornography, worse than a lot of things. Maybe it's my pride. I don't know what I would do if I was raped... 001216
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Tybay is the sad salvation of many slutty teenagers 010506
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Lyle McMahon have never been but i realize that if i die i will never have known what it feels like to be out of your mind other than my manic episodes

and i dont want to die that way.
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Cybrmystiq Tranquility is always just one more shot away. 010506
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unhinged off cheap nasty beer and diluted punch