drunk
dallas who, me? 980917
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blind hi my name is blind. and i only
consider myself a drunk when i'm here,
in A.A.
980917
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francesca (always drunken dinner parties/why always drunken /why do they always turn on me/drunk drunken drunker?)Don't turn on me now. 981023
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Pacia To throw off one's protection in an effort to protect onesself. 981107
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amy on a merry-go-round 990214
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. . 991118
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andrea fill the emptiness
decrease the void
i've voluntarily become
space filled with liquid
that makes me dizzy and feel
nauseous at times
but altogether coherently stupid
unable to do anything
about any of it
so instead of taking action
i reign over submission
until the black
overcomes me
991217
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valis the care bears get to dance all warm and fuzzy in your brain for awhile, filling your thoughts with music and friendship.

then they stay overnight and take a shit in the back of your lobes.
991221
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alicia i was with lia and alaina and lydia and val and there was another girl there hitting on me. or maybe she was just drunk too. there was like, this big fire pit thing, and everyone was sitting around it laughing at their wasted selves. and i maybe drank too much. because i started cutting my legs and lia was like 'what the fuck are you doing?' ..and then i went to get more beer and passed out on the driveway. 991228
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lizard i am drunk on the softness of her touch and the sweetness of her voice, the singing in her laughter and the melody of her words, the magic in her smile and the way her lips flirt with mischevous dimples, the soft curls that tumble over her forehead (not hindered by their short length, but frisking with a playfulness that their prevoious length discouraged), the soft pool of carribean blue that resides in her eye, occassionally covered with a delicate flutter of eyelashes playing with the soft curve that hangs above them and shadows their depth, the soft curve at the back of her neck that always welcomes me when my own bumbling face comes to rest on her shoulder, the delicate maidens her fingers that fit so neatly into my own - a web of intricacy that remains unbroken, always... because even in the face of miles of roadways and physical distances, i carry her heart with me, and at night we sleep in the curve of the moon. 991228
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tanya i only get drunk when i drink 000101
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Homer oh, i drink quite a lot!
of what i have drunk.
together is better!
drinking in everything!
everything!
and pucking it up!
000217
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Brad Something people get when they are too lazy to stimulate their mind with intellectual things. How depressing. 000310
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BoofPixie a vacation into the visceral. what i do when i'm tired of stimulating my brain with intellectual things. 000310
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dean-bean I drunk from the golden cup once. Its nectar was sweet, but it left an aftertaste. I switched to diet sodas and I feel much better. Slimmer too. Lets go worship at Aphrodities slop trough one more time. 000310
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BoofPixie funny, that's what i did tonight. got drunk. watched boogie nights with a good friend. a spectacular friend. ate asparagus from the can. twice. threw up. and threw up.woke up alone in the house with a stripped down bed. i'm sorry, daniel. 000311
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Brad tsk tsk boof 000311
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Tink inebriated is such a better word 000408
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Annie yueah, this is a rather intersting site. i dont quite get all of it though. are these peoeples frunk or just blethering or whatever. huh? what? 000409
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valis tired of philosophy, that's what i am.

much rather get drunk
and hear the notes of
a torn violin
over the noise of the street
000415
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the void jennifer used to get drunk all the time... now she just sits on her balcony and plays old elvis albums 000416
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rabbit of the morning ecco domani merlot from northern italy is a romantic drunk 000416
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grasshopper hi, my name is.....

it's funny, because now i know it's poison and i still drink it sometimes.
000502
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grasshopper warm
lightheavylightheavylight
soothed
calm
energy
confidence
they don't call it nectar of the gods for no reason. too bad it's a poison. too bad i don't get hangovers.
000502
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silentbob blither idiots, stumbling over, reaking of foul smelling odors, throwing up what they've consumed, lying in gutters.
My classmates.
My friends.
My parents.
A.A. meetings. The Shining. It makes me sick.
000606
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Marjorie my darling alicia blathered here in the 'drunk' page.
she holds the world in her hands, you know.
the god thing? a myth perhaps.
when she cries, it rains.
when she is happy, her eyes shine, and we see sunlight so brightly that we have to close our eyes.
when she laughs, it echos
and when she frowns,
the world cannot help but spin in dizzy circles of fear
000711
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skiblu I love being drunk
I can forget who I am
And be happy
000724
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typhoid drunk on wheatgrass and rainwater 000724
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daxle love is nothing but carnival stealing
it's true
I am sorry
I am drunk
heloee
001001
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deb i'm not an alcoholic
i'm a drunk.
alcoholics go to meetings.
001001
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deen maartin but not nearly drunk enough

not until i'm convinced that the olives in my martini are lookin' at me sideways

well, helloooooooo, little drinky.

nope, not nearly drunk enough.
001002
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The Schleiffen Man a path i've never ventured. maybe someday i will, maybe not. i don't see the allure. maybe i'm better for it. or maybe i'm just always sober. who cares. 001002
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erin the psuedo psycho jipsy slimy slippy treeetsy.
MARF UUUGH TALFFF HWEACH

okay, time for slipppy tweeety maie
gmmby

ambly so nicey lickey face
001006
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teenageangst SleepI couldnt find
I kept thinking
about you and me
we could be so happy
you and me....
goodbye
sorrow
001009
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misstree vodka, clear and sharp to dull the senses...
they say that alcohol makes you stupid, but pot makes you giggly... there are times when i want to be stupid, when i want to be less than i am, when i want to forget and get lost in the sloppy giggles and slurred "why not"s... alcohol is an escape... sometimes the world is just too sharp, and the pain needs to be dulled down for a bit.
001118
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quotree One should always be drunk. That's the great thing; the only question. Not to feel the horrible burden of Time weighing on your shoulders and bowing you to the earth, you should be drunk without respite.

Drunk with what? With wine, poetry, or with virtue, as you please. But get drunk.

And if sometimes you should happen to awake, on the stairs of a palace, on the green grass of a ditch, in the dreary solitude of your own room, and find that your drunkenness is ebbing or has vanished, ask the wind and the wave, ask star, bird, or clock, ask everything that flies, everything that moans, everything that flows, everything that speaks, ask them the time; and the wind, the wave, the star, the bird and the clock will all reply: "It is Time to get drunk! If you are not to be martyred slaves of Time, be perpetually drunk! With wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you please."

'Get Drunk' --- Baudelaire
001118
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Glory Box is definitely inferior to high. Flew for the first time last night, and yes, it does feel good, but it feels stupid. You can't help but laugh at everything you see. For a serious girl, it's an intense pleasure to be able to think of nothing for a while. But now, my throat hurts. From the coughing or the laughing, I don't know, but I do know that I'm gonna do it again. 001118
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kitten on drugs never drink after you've dropped acid...there's a sure-fire way to start a fight with someone else who's drunk, trippin, and irritable 001121
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Barrett I disagree, you could drink a case of beer and still function, or so I've heard. 001121
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kitten on drugs but a kitten on drugs can't :) 001121
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Brown light candels but donít pay the drunken santa. I ate a frog today, but after wanted to fall over
and die in a puddle of very strong alchchol. Living in Japan puts the masses at ease, but
the clowns still do meth and scare the kids. I wish that an army of plaqce would kill
us all, then find a way to bring us back. Going to the store only ensures that you may get shot, but if you die, you may
become a marter for something better than your life ever could have been. Too many
spanish kids eat there young, thats why dying is not a big part of life any more, itís just the
pause before the next ride. We should all die , or eat eachother, but not before the moon
smashes our brain in.
001203
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unhinged i was raped when really damn drunk. some people argue with me and say that if i was drunk that i couldn't possibly remember. i have never been so drunk that i forgot. i remember distinctly telling him that i was a virgin and didn't want to have sex with him. i'm sure a lot of you think that's bullshit...but i can remember it. he got on top of me and i realized what was going on but the alcohol had slowed my brain down so much that i couldn't form the words "no stop" until it already had happened. and when i said no his reply was "well it's not really sex cause i'm not putting the moves on you." your dick is inside me asshole and there is blood on my sheets. my pretty fucking yellow goddamn sheets. and my fucking bed smelled like you for weeks. but i didn't want to wash you away cause i wanted a reminder of what a fucking stupid piece of shit i am. i tried to suck your dick but couldn't get you off so you had to jerk off...hahahaha...i wasn't going to finish that job you dirty piece of shit. and i walked around scared and almost hyperventilating for weeks afterward because i was scared at the thought of seeing you again. i was scared i got pregnant or aids or something. you used to come to this computer lab all the time but i think i scared you away. i still can't look at you today. i saw you today at the dining hall and you ruined my dinner. i couldn't enjoy the rest of my piece of fish you stupid fuck. i wish i could have my own justice on you...no legal repercussions...you rambling on about the love of your life as we were smoking a cigarette outside after you raped me. kt said "well you were hanging all over him you know" i wanted human contact not my virginity raped away by some guy that i don't even know his last fucking name. i get vulgar when i'm angry. sex is stupid animalistic and vulgar. i will never have sex with someone i love. every time i see you TIM, you ruin my fucking dinner. 001204
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Megan If that last one isn't true I'm gonna be so pist. seriously I will... rape disturbs me in the deepest way. I'm not sure if everyone feels the same way that I do about it..... I mean, sure, almost everyone thinks it's terrible, horrible, degradation of the human body and all that, but to me... it's worse than murder... I don't even have words. It's worse than child pornography, worse than a lot of things. Maybe it's my pride. I don't know what I would do if I was raped... 001216
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Tybay is the sad salvation of many slutty teenagers 010506
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Lyle McMahon have never been but i realize that if i die i will never have known what it feels like to be out of your mind other than my manic episodes

and i dont want to die that way.
010506
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Cybrmystiq Tranquility is always just one more shot away. 010506
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unhinged off cheap nasty beer and diluted punch
him trying to get me to say things
that i didn't want to say
trying really hard to force the words out of my mouth
these are things i want to keep to myself
for myself
they are my feelings and i don't want to share them
maybe it's the five-year-old approach
maybe everything i've ever given away when i was drunk, is something i really really want back
sam was the only one i don't regret
everything else was just evil and dirty
and sitting on the ghetto porch
watching the cops roll by
smoking and drinking on the north side
the last thing i wanted to hear was someone else's ignorant judgement
"skanky ass bitch"
fuck you
i think last night has ruined any chance i could have ever given you and myself
010506
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carden i don't have a drinking problem, i'm just very thirsty 010506
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Miner Reality is an illusion brought on by lack of alcohol

Personally I could really do with having a bottle or two of vodka about now, something to numb the pain and give me release from this tortured and twisted body that encages my soul, and at the moment, is putting me through hell with this constant agony as pain stabs through my side.
010508
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Casey everyone thinks I'm this goody person who never does anything bad or rebelous. Shows what they know.
Me and my friend Jack do things sometimes
010508
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nocturnal wish I was drunk right now. wish I was drunk all the time. my memory's just as bad when I'm sober as when I'm drunk. I act just as idiotic when I'm sober as when I'm drunk. come to think of it, I wonder if anyone would notice if I was drunk all the time. only difference is I wouldn't be as pissy all the time. 010508
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Tybay "hello my name is danny boy
and ill buy another round
then ill do the market
when this place closes down
'cause i say drinkins always done
when the suns up in the sky
the sun is always up somewhere
its your turn to buy..."

floater "danny boy"
010512
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tara pure vodka slips down my throat.
glides.
stings.
first a grimace, then a smile.
the universe is spinning into a crystal clear waterfall of vodka.
010515
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s_a I drink with her and I drink with him we dance slowly and then again. Tomorrow I will be so shy but today Ive never felt so high. Everyone looks beautiful tonite, I realize now it all feels right. I know that you wont remember my name but i will love you all the same. maybe we will meet again and then we might get drunk again.
Last nite and the nite before, I dont remember hitting the floor. You left me here and I dont know why you tell me that I couldve died. Im sorry that I drink so much- what are you doing that you do too much?please forgive me.
010601
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nocturnal alright, I think we can safely say our dear friend johnny's one scary drunk. 010714
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Norm Is the only godly state of mind available to people. I love it. I can't understand why anybody would like to do anything sober when they could be doing it drunk. I seriously love it. Being sober is so boreing. 010826
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theopco there's a little man in my bottle
not a figment of my alcholic's eyes
I wonder if there's a little man
in his bottle
and how many bottles are there till you get to the last drop?
010927
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kingsuperspecial my soul will never truly rest until I know the answer, that's for sure 010927
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gin blossom birdmad i'll drink enough of anything
to make this world seem new again
010928
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panacea maybe, i can escape
everything is swirling around
nervous and laughing faces
kneeling
coldness
i'm floating
and then crash
his lighter was in the room
the cabinet was rearranged
there was a broken glass outside
cigarette butts on the porch
she was vomiting in the toilet
they were singing and swaying lazily on a bench
i was aware, and alone
sober
011003
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gin blossom birdmad mrs_rita 011004
...
----- . 011004
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Aimee Trina told me tonight I should just go out and get smashed... wouldn't take much to be honest, and I actually did briefly consider it. I just couldn't envision myself drowning everything positive away for no reason... naja 011004
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theopco There is broken glass all over the floor.
She's lost control again.

She took a swing at me tonight. I didn't hit her back, again.

she's lost control again.

Her friends tell me how lucky I am to have her.
she's lost control again.

Shit, my fucking friends tell me how lucky i am to have her.
she's lost control again.

oh yeah, this is as good as it gets.
she's lost control again.
011007
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Casey My friend was drunk last night and he fell asleep in a chair with his arms wrapped around a girl he loves. Sigh 011007
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Annie111 Man, they were all so fucked up.
There were cans and shit everywhere, and beer,
Dish-eyed girls
Ash from bongs
Stranger friends
Night had pitched its black tent in the middle of it all

I was sober, and almost wished I wasn't.
We were alone in that sea of waste and reckless youth
I told you to take me home
We left
You're a drug to me, did you know that?
011215
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lilJ swirling in a void of eternal dizziness 011216
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angie i am the british girl
i speak in ebonics
when i am drunk
:)
020110
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twiggie I had a dream last night, that I was talking to my brit boy about his band, and i was telling him he needed buttons made. And...I called Angie, because she was from England all of a sudden, and always had been.
And the whole time we were on the phone she had her British accent.
020121
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angie haha someday..ill get a REAL one...haha :) 020123
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Mateo out of my mind, I abused blather today, I pushed all of my empty thoughts into this virtual catcher. 020216
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spam once upon a dream
no a scream
scream out that half faded memory

I used to feel it
the sound could move me
I didn't need
now I bleed

up there in the crowd my consciousness changed
deranged
I flew
i knew
it was the edge
frantically clawingclimbingtrying to get back up
enough
the dragon is to fast
yet still I chase
try to erase
020305
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sarah the bubbles are ruining my life 020503
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uhh... how fashh wuzh i goin, ossifer? 020503
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"Ancient Pagan" Ancient_Pagan says: "emotionally I agree with banning alcohol from Planet Earth...rationally I aver with the Italians who treat the beverage more maturally than Americans: let children drink very diluted wine, then pure wine by ages sixteen to eighteen: if young men can be soldiers and die at age eighteen they ought to be able to drink wine. In Britian I was introduced to diluted wine at an early age and, finding it repugnant, relented its consumption three years ago--it destroys clarity of mind with with three sips". 020517
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girl_jane I can be such a fool... 020519
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angie i am drunky mc Drunk Drunk right now
haha
fun fun stuff
hangin with captian morgan is some good times
good times in deed
in deed good times
hehe
typing is an art
i have mastered it
020623
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Melissah Let me bury myself in you, fingers curled underneath your shirt, cheek to your neck...You smell like rain and laundry, WASH ME AWAY, make me clean. Let my lips wander across your unmoving skin, you are my strength because when I am with you


I FEAR NOTHING.


Rigid, flexed, firm, you've got me shivery, shaking underneath you.



I am yours...(you don't want me)



carry me to a secret place where we can lie to each other for a while. I'd like to get to know you better for one night.



licking my lips, youre my liquor, kiss the salt off my mouth and drink another tequila. can't you imagine? lemon and lime,


let's take some time, away from it all, let's pretend to be drunk and blame it on the other.
021204
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no reason i thought someone said "i'm a drunk driver" on the radio today, and i was like "whaaaaaaaat?" and they just kept talking, and what they were saying didn't make any sense, and then i realized they had said "i'm a truck driver."
oops.
021204
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littleidiot i am drunk.
on blather.
it is christmas break.
antd nothing makes sense
and ic ant really rypype
but i am trying aynyway
because if you can't try, what have you got? nothing.
not a damn thing.
listeningn to tool
as always
goddamnit
goddamnit
nothing makes any goddamn sense.
fuck.
fuck.
fuckaroo.

i hate everything.
i want to move to the moon.
021222
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Torch alot of the time 021223
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Kristopher I've usually no head for wine. . . or whiskey or champagne or anything alcoholic.

I'm what you call a 'lightweight'.

So far tonight, I've had one 'Sex On The Beach' test-tube shot, two half-shots of Irish whiskey (that's equal to one whole shot, for all you math majors), and a few sips of a Mike's Hard Lemonade.

I'm feeling a wonderful sense of lightness in my headspace right now. I think Johnny Depp as Raoul Duke in "Fear and Loathing" said it best when he said,

"I feel light-headed. Maybe you should drive."

That's how I feel now. Someone else should drive. Except I'm home.

Car keys are on the wall, yo.
021231
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Kristopher I'm starting to miss people now.

I'm also starting to laugh a lot more.

My typing is also suffering slightly.

Oh, well. . .
021231
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Nathan88 i am drunk...is 7:30...long ass day at work led me to bdubs with crew for a drink...drinkmturned into 12 amd now im goin to lift that should be interesting...saw joanna she said u werre makin fun of me hahaha then she made fun of me cuz i was living in a closet hahaha i dont care though cuz it has abed and it is cheap and i forgot what the next and was hahahaha oh yeah im goin to lift saw a few peeps at bduvbs rsther of avoided...u were dancin huh hahah abut hno one else would hmmmm...so u are bashfuk strill too so it seems (insert smiley face wirh toungue sticking out) yep yep yep yep yep yep yep yep uep i like that guy hes cool yep ye[p yep yep yep yep okay to nagte i go back rinund 10 if i make it...no i should just shower...niope goin bubye everyone who reads this 030109
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keys You remeber? Growers apple cider? Unbreakable 1.5 liter glass bottles? Discontinued? On sale $5.15? Two year of it? I don't. 030406
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niska i remember the cider, but it came in a six-pack. that was the best buzz i ever got for 6 bucks

for 3.50 though you could get a 40 of big bear, and for 8.95, a refillable gallon of draught...

i'm sure these things are still available...
030406
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carlita i believe that the truth comes out of people when they're drunk. in my boyfriend's case, that is both good and bad. most of the time, what slips out of his brain when he's drunk is sweet, loving stuff. other times... mean, hurtful. which do i believe? 030529
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jane i love it when matt's drunk because he'll drop subtle hints of flirtation which is rare in any case for matt. last night he got superdrunk and i was drunk and sater was there in the way as usual but matt and i were playing extreme footsie and i ended up with sore legs and i wish it had been from something else 030613
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jezabel i'm sorry toi everont and eveything.

i'm sorry my typing suxor; i'm not familiar wih this keyboard,

i';m sorry to the boi i tried to bed, i had no idea you had auch a trum. you madeup for it. i will find you on tuesday, or the peachfish will ind another... on tuesday.


i'm soprry to the boi i leave behind, i hate you right now and i can't exxplain why.

i'm sorry to the aaberzombie and lich boy att the club, i would turn you into hanbureger, and we both know it.

i'm sorry to any 'skites that read his... thi sis shit, badly typed self-indulgent drived.i should have warned you.

i'm sorry peachfish, he ahad a case mroe compelling thna yours.
030817
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jezabel blather spell check. i am at your mercy. flog me if need be... i promist not to complain. 030817
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jezabel f you can translate. 030817
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kc she was drunk when I got to her house. though, i knew before i'd even started the car. i always did. 030819
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tortuous i was drunk that one time and he told you to take care of me. why? did he think something else or did he want to be put in that situation?
you took care of me and i told you to say no if i tried anything. thank you.
i saw you again at the next party. more alcohol and more talking... i couldn't keep my hands off you and you didn't stop me, you egged it on. the next morning he ignored it again, put aside in his mind. no, he didn't let it bother him. to late though, something that was once there was there again... at least for me. i wouldn't claim i knew who you were before, those years ago... but you weren't who i had in my mind. you were something more, something more complete than i've ever seen. complete.
we continue to get drunk and now i have to hide it... control... while drunk... good one, try again. pains and aches and now i hate alcohol, i drink it only because you'll be there... drinking...


why can't i just stay drunk?
030820
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crimson "I think we should hang and black out together"

Laugh yourself onto the floor and do not move.
030821
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no reason i pretty much kicked my friends out of my house because of how drunk they were. now i kinda feel bad, except my drunkenness has temporarily numbed it. 030823
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Freak because I like you more when your sober 030825
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imposter Drunk in London and puking in the gutters.

I didn't care though. I just smiled and laughed and smiled, like Tyler when he lets himself be beaten by the mob boss.

The agony of a dying star
030904
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BigNuttz Never heard of it ;] 030915
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Mandijabster Me and Becky...just hanging out makes us look drunk. LAst night we were discussing what would happen if we really were drunk. We came to the conclusion, we'd be too serious if drunk. We'd actually make sense and stuff! That's scary..I don't wanna get drunk anymore. Then we further pondered, if we went to school drunk, would anyone notice? It is a paradox I tell you. Well, that's about all I have to say about drunkeness for right now. 031012
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lc When I was a lad, I was drunk quite often. I went through a period of consuming about a fifth of vodka a night for a few months. No hangovers, no Alice Cooper style heaving of blood, no negatives. Except for the conversations forgotten, the chance meetings with wonderful strangers I'll never remember. I somehow managed to escape the horrors of addiction, but along the way I lost a few friends to the bottle. I don't get drunk very often any more, maybe once every few months. I neither miss those days nor do I regret having them. 031012
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Nukemall Good on ya lc......you can lose some friends to 'the bottle', is there any chance you'll find them again?

When you can all say, I drank 18 beer last night and still walked to my bed and didn't burn the house down, let me know.

And that was all the nights of this week.
031012
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Death of a Rose I am Jack's vacationing liver. 031012
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Death of a Rose I am Jack's vacationing liver. 031012
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ClairE This is my very first drunk blathe. Sorry it is not more interesting. Carry on.

P.S. I just got deja vu/memory of a dream where I already did that...
031031
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charlie too much vodka makes me sick 031202
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misstree is gonna be lickered up tonite! too much vodka makes me happy.
vodka will defeat the evil chataqua, who forces the hung over to build fences in his name.
031202
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charlie i'm drinking it again anyway...and feeling sick...i don't know why... 031203
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charlie i'm drinking it again anyway...and feeling sick...i don't know why... 031203
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april n thank heaven i am. 040202
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hyena on your scent.
no, seriously,
it wasn't the CO2,
it was the musk.
beautiful.
040203
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drwriter A drunk is a person who has lost all hope in this world. Maybe someone who seeks a higher consciousness. A drunk might be me and is definitely you. I drink so I can relax and write nothing that means anything. For in all false reality, everything means nothing. What? Do you think! huh...torment feels so good when you're dead and burned alive by lover's thighs. 040215
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holly i was in my new dress
outside
happy
dancing
invincible
with red lipstick
matching my red plastic cup
that someone slipped their depravity into.

i only drink to forget now.
040308
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pete i'm sorry and i love you.. i love you and i love you and i love.. im sorry meg 040402
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ethereal ugh. 040402
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broken_down girl why must I have a complete break down in the street, screaming and cursing, while I'm chain-smoking, just to keep you from driving home?

you have nooooooo idea how much you mean to me, Jasun.
040423
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tess i regret getting so drunk everytime i do because i make a fool of myself, but still i do it again, every singly time. when i wake up i realise i have done it again and feel incredibly bad about myself. i regret things that i have said and done and feel so stupid. i hate this feeling but it happens time and time again.

i drink to relax and escape from my normal tense self. Ever since i found that alcohol does this, its like there is something telling me to get as much of it as possible, and i do.
040424
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love & hate A way for me to wash away my sorrows and hide from this reality if only for a few hours. It is only then that i can smile without wincing inside. Only then that i can be remotely happy and enjoy what i'm doing. Being drunk makes me forget who i am and what my head keeps telling me. It makes me pretend that everything is fine and dandy with nothing to worry about. It covers me in a protected sheild away from all those out there who wish to harm me. Only then can i be the 'me' that i used to be, that everyone loves and cares for. Only then am i safe from self destruction and torture. When i am drunk, a blanket is placed over me which makes me feel warm and safe from all those demons out there that will get me the next morning. My mind stops working, therefore the reality it creates dissapears while i'm at my most drunk state. It is a good feeling. Only when i'm drunk am i truly free to feel, touch, laugh, cry, and be myself. Only then am i free. 040425
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girl_jane I don't really like getting drunk. I don't have as much control over myself, and if I lose control, I want it to be my decision, not the alcohol's. 040425
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julia this one time i was drunk & me & my friends ran from subway car to subway car & i turned too suddenly & i fell & it hurt so much & it wa sso funny that i couldnt move so i had to kinda pull myself into the train 040503
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minnesota_chris marry me, you subway crawler you! 040503
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Jenna Flirting shamelessly with Richard: very stupid thing to do. 040519
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Jairus I love getting drunk w/ marks dad, cuz he says lots of funny shit!
like, "to suceed, first you must fail"
he was so drunk that day, and so was I.
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floralieca ... 040609
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other than "I feel no pain dear mother now,
But oh, I am so dry!
O take me to a brewery,
And leave me there to die."
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globalfruitbat prolly shouldn't blathe drunk..but ah well, this IS appropriate, at least...

why do i create such incidents for myself? ah the pitiful whining of the drunken fruitbat--more self pity and self flagellation.

hangover city, here I come....
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Jess Never been drunk!
Not being in total control of yourself scares me!
I hate it when people around me are drunk!
But part of me wants to know what if feels like!
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pete it feels like a numbing buzz is talking to you, and your feelings (physical) are numbed, but often emotions are hieghtened. not giving a damn is another side effect. 040822
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pete drunk and sober 8 times in the last 29 hours... oi... i'm too damn young for this.. (the youngest of all who were at the staff party.. oi) 040823
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Jess Thanks for that Pete!
But the concept is hard to grasp for me as I have not experienced it!
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Jess Oh! Cos I know what its like to be "doped up on cough medicine" but yet I've never been pissed!
I'm too innocent!
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witchesrequiem there is another form of being....?
Consciousness sucks! It's just an annoying time between drinks.
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BonTon Is the room spinning or is that just me passing out cold in the middle of it? Wait don't answer that i think i already figured it out.

My drunken ephiphany finaly happened.

B.T.W spelling drunk is HAARRD!!
No not spelling d-r-u-n-k.
If that made any sense i deserve another drink.
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phoenix ...i'm okay. sane. fucked up in a right way. i'm drunk, and i'm okay now.

that poisoness shit does it for me. don'd know how...

i am oK@y. really.
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phoenix ...i'm okay. sane. fucked up in a right way. i'm drunk, and i'm okay now.

that poisoness shit does it for me. don't know how...

i am oK@y. really.
041031
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Octavo 'I have found that alcohol, if taken in sufficient quantities, produces all the effects of drunkeness.' Oscar Wilde 041031
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me why do you do it?

don't you have anything better to do?

don't drink. i know why. it won't be fun.
plus, i want to rmemeber my college years. fnd a passion. you wont drink if you do.
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now how come only when your drunk, your able to see into the future? 050228
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nor how come only when your drunk, your able to see into the future? 050228
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milo are my two friends in my bed, i wish i could ask them to sleep in the living room, one in the couch and the other in the floor, but i can't. they are, after all - friends, the best of. i feel compelled to let them rest - i guess i can take a bullet for the team after all. we are pretty drunk. 050304
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no reason by 7! 050326
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no reasonn;lklkuiy never gon' touch the stuff again. yes. right, i got meself a bagel! 050522
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reue every monday night. punk night at a local bar. drowns the wrongs. a night where i don't have to worry. 050523
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LS fuckin_drunk 050523
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drunky and then i call adam 050608
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drunky and then i call adam 050608
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stork daddy my friend says...nobody loves me and is sad. i say...don't say that...you'll make me reveal my own inner sadnesses. sure enough three drinks later...nobody loves that guy i'm saying. 050611
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myztiq you do not need to drink alcohol to be drunk 050704
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HairThief Vodka is the drink for me. It gives me a warm feeling that seems to echo through me, better than any roaring fire.

Being drunk is a happy place, filled with cheerful people and music seems to drift from every window. I must try it more often.
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whatever so much 050816
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whatever so much 050816
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falling_alone i really have no qualms over telling my parents how me and my team got drunk overseas 050817
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no reason the blather font looks so effing crazy 050902
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no reason and i am so effing forward

i luff you and you and you
but really just you

and i feel so aserja;oseiurancdkjr liberated in my mind.
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kariann drunk? my the time goes by... 050930
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misstree watching it settled on others like a rotting cape makes me wonder if i was that bad. or, at least, that bad that often. that unmanagable. that lost. that dumb. that in need of a good hair-pulling and ball_gag. that in need of two brain cells to knock together. 051006
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NoOne im drunk right now, im not gunna lie
but today still hurts me and tomorrow will again. i miss someone who doesnt miss me back, my heart will forever be broken.
051006
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phleep gettin' drunk is for skunks 051007
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rikakire pathetic is what i am

a drunk at 15

i dont want to tell all my friends.

that much more relaxed with just the first shot.

how do i get into this shit..
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Jess I hate it when my boyfriend's drunk! I dont care about anyone else drinking! Just him! Im always tellig him off and last night I drank and today he fell out with me and called me a hypocrite! 051029
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drunk i am 051219
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mockingbird Dr. Unk 051219
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SmashedChica My head is spinning and my stomach reeling and I can't really see the keys or the screen, so I'm relying on my hands.

Constantly dizzy and kinda' guilty, in that cute way.

And now for something completely different...

When I'm drunk, I can't feel my nose.
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poet that would be me 060330
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no effin reason ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
what?
060330
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no reason geez, it's still me
i'm
asdkljrawoeiur;aslkdfh;alsdflkjdfasdkfhasdkf

finally drunkandhappyandnonsensical

and that makes me happy
and drunk
wait, i was already drunk
and nonsensical
and wheeeeeeeeeas;leoir;aleja;ljf
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tombe_seul these lips are numb and uncaring as to whether it's you i touch 060413
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ivyducktwilightseto not last night... and not tonight. track meet tomorrow. but soon after, expect me to return to this state. one of the few things that makes me feel a little bit all right. 060414
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Myrrdin Puking RHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 060922
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... puke moar n00b 060922
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pete i hate to say it, last night i was perhaps too drunk. while it ruined some plans, it fulfilled the plans of others. thus are birthdays. 060923
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Somebody giigity gig-ity 061013
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endless desire he came back drunk as hell
and now i have to deal with this.
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coolsoundingme is what i am right now. 070421
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wefaefaef werqwrfqwefwaef 070614
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no reason for the first time in i dunno
it's fun fun fun
it's a fun night
it was a fun night
this should be called fun

things take twice as long to type
i like talking
no slashes
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okay there's your fix

we got gifts
we didn't want gifts
but we got gifts
i just sneezed
'scuse me
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crazy_hope drinking alone, singing loud to his profile song, wishing he would make a fucking move. 071028
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jane damn, i've got to slow down. 071129
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gja asks Why jane, why? 071130
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jane i lost it there for a while. 071130
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yup its not actually about you being drunk. well it is a little bit, i mean, you are the type who would do something out of character when drunl (no matter how many times you tell me otherwise).

its actually about just standing up for something. i like it when people can take something as simple as drinking, something that virtually everyone does, and just go "no. i'm not going to do it." its like a one man stand against a million people. i love it, i find it horribly attractive, and i really wish i saw that in you. but i don't.

that, and i find drunk people to be horribly horribly unattractive. and i see that in you.

and that time you got sick form drinking too much and told me you'd never drink again, and it wasn't just a reaction to an awful night, and then a few weeks later you went and got drunk. that didn't help things either. appanrelty it was just a reaction to an awful night that made you say you were done. i knew it tho. i can always tell. either way, it was alittle bit disappionting.

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me what is it that makes me loathe it so? what is it that makes me so utterly disappointed in you every single time you get drunk? what is it that makes me so horribly unattracted to my own girlfriend? why does it bother so much? am i crazy?

what made me vow to never date a girl who drinks? what made me want to turn away and scream whenever i see you getting drunk? why does it turn my stomach to know that someone had to carry you from your car?

why is it so importnat to me that atleast one person, just ONE, doesn't drink?



i can't stand it anymore. does anyone have an answer?
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dornad i'm about to ingest mouthwash to insure that my drunk is sustained. 3 160310
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