meg andrea so I’ve made a friend I feel safe with from the beginning she’s drawn me in made me want to know her because of the unexplainable way she makes me feel & the indescribable way she carries herself I see a strength in here I want to touch, to obtain a piece of her for myself something I have longed to see in the human form for so long she feels moved by GOD prompted as she says & for a while I was wondering if I was the only on who felt that way hours & conversations & notes passed & read aloud only serve to draw us closer into a friendship I feel will last the rest of our lives still there is so much to learn the friendship still new enough to be cradled & taken care of with the utmost tenderness copyright 2000 000828 ... ethereal who i am. am i who i want to be. im so unrealistically real. i write constantly. or not enough. music. wind ensemble. symphonic winds. jazz choir. show choir. concert choir. bass clarinet. writing. journalism. blather. poetry. short stories. rants. art. theatre. drama. improv. musical theatre. dance. ballet. tap. jazz. lyrical. character. spiritually. an element of myself. frugality. pungence. ago old. ancient. trapped in youth. seeking. unfound. abstract. thoughtful. processing. evident. Meg... goes on... and on... 040301 ... pete meg is you, dear friend, dear meg your life so complex, your love so sweet, and your friendship is something to be treasured your experiences are many, yes as one aged but within your self and the music i can hear in your voice when you sing along with the songs tells much about you as does your voice and your endless plane of stars that you look up on every night, and that one most special one that is missing from that field, but is found on the west wall right beside my bed. to it i say goodnight and through it to you, one must have someone to say goodnight too! this poetry of mine right now isn't that sweet of writing i am a bit discontented at my self for some words i used such as 'lie' when it was not the best choice, but the one that seemed to fit, i ask for forgiveness in this unlyrical piece of poetry, though i should have in my email reply but that is that and apart from this and i just realized how public this is but i hope you do not mind this slight intrusion? music is so much words so much as well the forest of meg is something niether of us can read straight out, as we discovered last night me tripping over my words and talking with my hands and you tripping over my words which some how elegantly flowed from my hand with my eyes closed that night not so long ago though it feels so long.. ahh the star of the west blue and smooth that star is peaceful energetic passionate oh so very passionate distant and near friendly and open the friend of many and the love of a few are we so old and ancient? trapped in bodies so young? can we dream the dreams of those passed away like valhall did of barrada [that is barr(long)ad(short)a, pronounced ba/(rolled)raa/da (stacattoed vowel)] after she passed away defending those who took her in and decomposed into the field which he tilled and took the grain for his winter's sustinence and took her cells and encorporated them with his and dreamed her memory.. that is the life of the ancient that dwells in us all.. so my friend, meg, ethereal, in abstractness we meet and we meet to see the sun and stars and ask them of our lives.. and this writing here this blathering is about and to you and readable by all who care to know who meg is which is the wonderful nature of this sleep and wake and believe and love 040303 ... Expand Top 20 Reasons Why Megan should be happy... 1) when she laughs i KNOW she brightens the soul of everyone around her 2) She's had some hard times, but she still has so much love and support to be thankful for. 3) She can find the strength within herself to overcome anything 4) She is beautiful, a beautiful friend, generous, and I'll never forget Boob Shmoobs (who would?) 5) Her amazing ability to love. Especially Ducks. 6) She has many things that can make her smile, no matter what. 7) she is willing to try anything... and that makes her one of the most interesting people i know 8) she helps me... and i try to help her 9)I know that because she made it through last year, she can make it through this 10) She is not one to give up 11) that guy outside the band room the day your mom drove me home, still needs you to teach him to have half of your light, and beauty.(a lesson which you helped me learn... To Love Myself). 12)Giving up means your less able to help... and i know how you'd hate that. 13) I love having you to hold hands with and wait for Jenson. And chew pink bubble gum with. 14)We have so many fun adventures left ahead of us... so many wednesdays 15)You looked so damn good today... 16)Ashley, Lauren, Courtney, Lindsay, Jenson, Pete, Mom and Dad, Family... PEOPLE 17)It's very hard to have fun when your sad 18)I'm always there when you need a hug. Hugs make people feel better 19) I can see inside you, that happy is the way your supposed to be. 20)The love vibes i'm sending you every second, can only make you smile. 040304 ... pete hello? are you on right now? 040518 ... ethereal yes 040518 ... phil 8,388,608 bits 040518 ... pete my internet really didn't like that link *is trying to fix things* 050629 ... . wheres sweety? he'll help me. 070319 what's it to you? who go blather from