nauseous
Tank
to
proclaim
ones
existence
causes
this
distinct
feeling
in
my
stomache.
i
am
afraid
of
all
things
beyond
repair
...
010403
...
.sunshine.
vodka
is
too
potent
.
even
with
orange
soda
.
010505
...
me
car
journeys.
make
me
. nauseous.
not
a
good
feeling
.
021227
...
Aimee
this
baby
in
my
tummy
has
been
making
me
nauceous.
021227
...
misstree is crankin out the crap today
with
uncertainty
hating
hope
fearing
honesty
emotions
i
warned
you
maelstroms
and
i'll
be
the
one
capsized.
how
dare
you
.
040129
...
jane
constant
chronic
nausea
my
stomach
is
eating
itself
nothing
helps
feels
like
cancer
all
day
can't
eat
can't
sleep
kurt
cobain
had
it
he
shot
heroin
because
it
was
the
only
thing
that
would
make
the
pain
go
away
040927
...
god
hmmm
.
it's
probably
mild
by
cobain
standards
,
but
it's
persistant.
040928
...
jane
probably
,
but
we'll
never
know
040928
...
falling_alone
oh
my
,
ugh
.
i
do
not
know
why
i
submitted
to
what
she
did
.
it's
taste
lingers
in
my
mouth
still
.
eating
it
,
feeling
it
in
your
mouth
.
irritatingly
sticky
and
too
goddamn
gooey.
the
scent
still
lingers.
........
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
.
do
not
eat
your
mothers experiments
of
fruit
-by-the-foot, rolled
up
with
peanut
butter
spread
on
it
.
especially
if
she
,
herself
does
not
enjoy
peanut
butter
.
050119
...
misstree
the
price
i
pay
for
the
previous
night
and
not
sleeping
and
i'm
trying
to
chase
it
away
so
i
can
gorge
myself
again
on
a
different
delight
050726
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from