nauseous
Tank to proclaim ones existence causes this distinct feeling in my stomache.

i am afraid of all things beyond repair...
010403
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.sunshine. vodka is too potent.

even with orange soda.
010505
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me car journeys. make me. nauseous.

not a good feeling.
021227
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Aimee this baby in my tummy has been making me nauceous. 021227
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misstree is crankin out the crap today with
uncertainty
hating hope
fearing honesty
emotions
i warned you
maelstroms
and i'll be the one
capsized.
how dare you.
040129
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jane constant
chronic
nausea
my stomach
is eating itself
nothing helps
feels like cancer
all day
can't eat
can't sleep
kurt cobain had it
he shot heroin
because it was the only thing
that would make the pain go away
040927
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god hmmm. it's probably mild by cobain standards, but it's persistant. 040928
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jane probably, but we'll never know 040928
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falling_alone oh my, ugh.
i do not know why i submitted to what she did.
it's taste lingers in my mouth still.
eating it, feeling it in your mouth.
irritatingly sticky and too goddamn gooey.
the scent still lingers.
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do not eat your mothers experiments of fruit-by-the-foot, rolled up with peanut butter spread on it.
especially if she, herself does not enjoy peanut butter.
050119
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misstree the price i pay
for the previous night
and not sleeping

and i'm trying to chase it away
so i can gorge myself again
on a different delight
050726
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from