lsd typhoid dave, maybe now you undertand why i didnt take any acid, seeing as you are now on your way to sacramento for a week, riding in the back of some people's bug.. sure, man, no regrets, but, i want to attend to this school thing till it finishes up ;) 000504 ... lotusflower l.ove s.pirals d.ownward 000505 ... amorfus lying down on the sidewalk in berkeley, up near the stadium. "ahm ugly! scuse me while ah lay on mah concrete sidewalk and smoke crack! Noone knows what going on. Hello?" knocking on windows. "Do any of you know what's really going on? admit it, you don't know what's going on!" maybe I shouldn't be singing this song, ranting and raving and carrying on... clean clean clean. pure like crystal. my cup runneth over. not my, but thy will O Lord. i wear the lapis philosophorum on my tongue. the hyperdimensional translinguistic fluid flows down like endless rain into a papercup. where is all this happiness coming from? is it just appearing out of nowhere or what? micah, did you ever notice there's like a big green sphere in your room occupying several cubic feet of space? I just noticed it... when's Bicycle Day, anyway? Albert Hoffman is still alive, you know. 000509 ... frances lsd is one road to barbelith. 000516 ... gregg oh my gosh, lysergic acid diethylamide take a trip to a distant constellation or trip and fall you know the answer and the answer is spelled c-o-n-s-p-i-r-a-c-y t-o d-e-s-t-r-o-y y-o-u 000517 ... daxle convinced that I understood everything I knew how the world worked and it couldn't be comprehended with the things we call thoughts but where has it gotten me now, 4 1/2 years later and nothing to show I looked in the mirror and the way my face shifted scared me "food tastes like shit and I see rainbows" the infinite fractalization of the air it all gets me nowhere 000517 ... moonshine its all gerbils to me 000518 ... gonut The things that are not me are just as part of what is as I am... and music is really special. But then it wears off and I feel like I've been raped about ten thousand times. So it's probably fucking awful poison that everyone should try at least once. 000812 ... pyriel it was in the ice cream the sick fuck spliced together a loop of scenes from (of all the things to splice together) The Wall, Yellow Submarine, 2001 and Tom & Jerry two weeks later we got him back and dosed his pizza (while his family was visiting) with some very potent shrooms gave the phrase "family trip" a whole new meaning 000812 ... kitty the first drug i ever tried. 9th grade, 3rd hr chem class. i didn't think it would work. i kept trying to describe to myself what the state of my mind had become. reality undulated and time expanded and finally at the end i was overwhelmed and calm. wierd. 000812 ... turmoil You know you ve had too much acid when you can feel it eating away at your brain 000813 ... iamascrewballsodontyouevertrytofiguremeout Ahh..the the grandest of all drugs... 000813 ... silentbob As far as he knew me, which granted wasnt very well, he didnt think i had any kind of problem.... as far as problems went... ...his brother couldn't help but drop acid on his first day of college. his parents were in the car with him. 000813 ... *starlette* he's gonna drop tonite. he wanted me there. a pretty face to look at. but i'd only feel ugly and empty. i don't take the time - to analyze myself. only the world, only you, only him. once i was the hostest. and i was only scared. i saw his face for a split second. i had to turn away. so now i run. 000915 ... wexler oooh 001209 ... purple makes family christmas quite a bit more interesting and bearable. careful of the green slime though, cause no one will know what you mean. 001225 ... Lunakittey i was pondering the pros and cons of the substance that's how I found you.. 010222 ... nocturnal like so many of our favorite things in life, its biggest pro is that it feels good, incredible even; its worst con is that it will fuck you up down the road. 010222 ... sabbie i'm afraid i never did it and i'm afraid i was never cool but i struggled on through my own nightmares as you fought your way through yours and i came out the other side and i'm much taller for it all and you, though my heart breaks to admit it you are still trapped in a circle your dna spiral of addiction, cheap jobs and one night stands. 8 years on and you're still trying to finish year 12. im sorry sweetie. i wish you didnt have to be where you are. i wish your lessons werent so hard to learn. but i think of you often, and i have hope for you still. 010225 ... zippy pushing it further going beyond comfortable looking down at myself - feeling so disconnected i think i got enough quite an experience (all of them!) 010225 ... MercynRe Why is this glowing white cat following me, and will he stay? 010427 ... mushroomman Explore another realm, see things in a diferent light, nothing is skin deep, Changes you, your brain and your thoughts, Imagination comes to life, walks up and tells you to follow, Close your eyes, patterns, swirling, gears ticking away, buy the ticket, take the ride, It was too much fun, i want to trip again, but my body can handle only so much abuse, what will be the result, when someone offers me some will i take it? 010602 ... nemo its yummy :o) had my first encounter in the 8th grade with some blue gels 010605 ... mer adoor to the eye of the aroundness. 010605 ... ice damn i wish i had some acid 011114 ... Tim The Enchanter Alright all you maggot eating super un retarded faced masticuloids, get up and dance NOW!!!!!! 011228 ... ClairE It's not cocaine so they think they'll be okay. A sharp yellow edge of worry in a purple night. 011229 ... reitoei not as good as english voodoo 011229 ... Aimee a b c d l s d gummi bears are chasing me some are green and some are blue, Oh my god one's biting you! Now I know my lsd next time won't you trip with me? 011229 ... Aaron serriously fucked me up... purple jellies, and rainbows jellies, ten strips of jerry garcia, single hits of timothy leary, lots of white blotter... see schitzophrenia 011229 ... cube I used to drop a hit and then hop on my bike. By the time it started peaking, i'd be out on the country roads with a huge stupid grin on my face. Everything was so profound. One trip i wrote all these profound thoughts down on paper only to find nothing special when i came down again... ³ 011229 ... Rael one Cloud I used to do a LOT of acid. Almost every day. We'd go to the park, score, & then try ot find our way back on the subway before it took effect. I learned a lot on acid. But eventually it just kind of became another crutch. I'm watching a sunset, and I said "wow, this'd look great if we were tripping!" suddenly I thought, God, why can't I appreciate it WITHOUT acid? So i don't trip as much these days. http://ledbeatle.diaryland.com 020201 ... white_light I'm falling more and more into my silent contentment here and now. There's this feint happiness within myself that's bearing a feeling comfort in who i think i am... a sure slow recovery from messy days and abnormal thoughts after scarring my brain tissue with bad lsd. The fears have faded, my craving for deep provocativity and intense desire for intellectual stimuli have brought me to the point where i want to expand my conciousness as openly as i used to. I want to feel my subconcious take flight and immerse itself in oceans of supremacy and awe. I want to wholly indulge in everything in one vivacious acid session..mentally notating the secrets of the world on my stave as she whispers them to me with a smile. 020808 ... josie free from silence 020808 ... cornflake reality or scitzophrenia-pick your disease....i choose bipolar disorder such as chaos theory goes or ungoes or does or not..or knot that is or is not dot com 020901 ... dopey mind expanding it reveals the deepest darkest and inermost wonderfull secrets that the universe holds without so much as even a spoken thought, in a way it has a language of its own which takes time to analys and study and un till u understand how to ask it questions you will never be given the answers which still seam sane even when the acids worne off here is a starting point to get you back on path. the universe when view from afar as 1 whole is infact an atom like wise all the atoms in your body are universes on a smaller scall or rather a more condenced scale note:the email is my parnts adres 030630 ... stevabaga everyone take lsd and see the world broken down into manipulatable particles jello air you can lift and shift 030722 ... phil Louisiana School for the Deaf 030908 ... misstree love's_secret_domain 030908 ... realistic optimist it is a way to cheat and get a glance at the answer key. it forces you to analyze everything, including yourself. it is not for the superficial, not for those who run from truths. you will reveal truths worth running from. under the influence of LSD, while baby sitting a grilf who refused to get off the spiral thinking bringing her to hysterics, i decided to test my bounds; to bring myself to my own hell, then bring myself out. I held the two most untenable thoughts i could think to hold, and reveled in them for a while. One thought was a universal truth, expressing how alone we all truly are, and the second was a personal truth which would mean something only to me. I felt it, cried from my deepest self, bringing the grilf out of her selfish thought spiral to inquire if i was OK. I asked her to let me be, and continued to revel. Then, i tired of it, and brought myself back out, level by level, and somehow the grilf never slipped back into her thought spiral of: i've done something. it's bad, and the police are after me. i forget what i've done, but i'm scared. - every time i reminded her she had taken lsd, and didn't have any on her, so the cops could do nothing, she would quickly lose that vital piece of info in order to slip back into the circle logic. LSD is certainly a multifaceted cheat which exacts its price for truths revealed. 030908 ... misstree i've found that a free and playful mind carries the best approach. dodging the brainbombs can be much easier that way. but, with that mindset you can get so distracted by the pretty colors that you forget to sneak a peek at the answer key. unless you're able to see it *in* the pretty colors. depends on how much you place in Play. personally, i believe that any mental state can be rectified by just laughing at it, and meaning it. 030908 ... phil losing the most basic knowledge you have 031010 ... phil you guys know lsd has nothing to do with anything you are talking about. And that lsd does nothing to enhance experiences. You seem to be having difficulty understanding what the logic behind the creation and usage of lsd. It was created with no meaning, and so far has seen little potentional come from it's insignificant excistence. How can you talk about it as if you had a clue to what it is? How can you describe it using moods? It's good to feel bad about doing LSD and being scared while you are on it, it is how you should react, if you don't then your reflexes must be gone. 031010 ... realistic optimist i will speak as restrained as i can, but apply your own words to yourself. you have every right to say