applications
past
i
told
myself
,
over
and
over
,
that
i
wasn't
going
to
do
any
this
year
.
over
and
over
,
to
all
who
asked
about
my
future
plans
:
no
funding
applications,
no
school
applications,
no
academic
applications.
and
here
i
am
,
three
and
a
half
months
into
the
school
year
,
writing
an
application
for
a
research
fellowship
at
a
museum
that
i
don't
exactly
have
the
qualifications
for
(
well
,
i
have
the
minimum
requirements
),
that
i
found
out
about
on
friday
and
is
due
wednesday
.
writing
writing
writing
writing
.
no
more
applications!
...
after
this
one
...
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from