you're_so_fucking_beautiful
a dash of vinegar in your stripped down nakedness,
tattoos showing themselves off
trying so damn fucking hard to steal the scene
(oh, something YOU would never do....)
and the eyes, your eyes
they don't scream
just watch
and i crawl into their tunnels, their tick-tocking thoughts
feelings only count like numbers
like numbers
like numbers
like numbers that want to get lost
on their way home
from me.
021028
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atrium you 021028
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silentbob it hurts my stomach 021028
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a patient consumer a wireframe of impossible real,
fantastic, exotic, simple, magnetic
solid thoughts held close
a fabric richly desired
wrapped loose over light
razor energy burns
quiet but moving
fades into focus
but unreachable by grasp
wetting all that you touch
with a stillness
that speaks without sound
021028
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silentbob punch_drunk_love 021029
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IKC 56-80 it almost makes me want to die, sometimes.

(yeah, if the computerlab instructor catches this one in the filter i will be having an appointment for sure)
021125
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morphine. ahhhhhh, what_a_beautiful_mess_you_are.

thank you for making me stop
and realize
theres so much more
than people tend to think.
021223
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grrrr I can't believe I had to let you leave. 021223
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IWishICouldGoWithDavid Regardless of how much of it I've created in my head, there's something to see... something to hear, at least.. and Oh God, you are so much of my truth and flesh and blood and one day I just want to love you forever 021223
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LifeLoveSoul You're so fucking beautiful to me...
You're so FUCKING beautiful to me...
Can't you seeeeeee
You're everything I fucking hoped for
You're EVERYTHING I fuckin' need
You are so fuckin' beautiful...
to meeeeeeee...

Such a sweet love song
021223
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Freak and you don't even realize. 021228
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niska I can't even breathe 030301
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niska I can't even breathe 030301
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niska I can't even breathe 030301
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splinken why, thank you. 030314
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shorlove "Boise Moi"? 030422
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girl_jane mmmmm 030422
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l*yeux couldn't stop looking at you,
can't stop thinking about you,
wish i knew how to stop wanting you
030423
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cold_comfort you're so fucking beautiful









and then the flame kisses the end of your cigarette and i can't even look at you
030602
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girl_jane You're finally here. Sunday don't rush... 030602
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drstrangeglove let me pretend its me yur talkin about. whheeeeeeee wow what a rush!!! finally im beautiful!!!!! 030603
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alittledoseofdefection i want to hear that from your lips again. 060112
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emmi you're_so_beautiful_fucking 060112
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misstree though i've never seen it, i can feel your smile down to my marrow. you lift my glow right out of the gutter. "sweet" isn't patronizing when applied to you. no one ever sees the softness you inspire. thank you for sharing your beauty, for letting me match it with my own, thought forgotten. 060113
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Mailbox you're so beautifully fucked 061002
what's it to you?
who go
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from