what_a_beautiful_mess_you_are morphine. ink and ice and ice and i c e ink and ice and ink and i n k . 021211 ... krimilda and ice 021211 ... bethany you think like a whip on a horses back send that horse round and round the track i wanna know what you've got to say you must taste like the sky coz you look like rain morphine feels so nice . 021211 ... morphine. fiiiiiiiiiiiiire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire firrrre fire f i r e i r e wheres the fuckin ice? i cant find it today. no snow just rain and fffffffire 021220 ... jane thank you 021220 ... unhinged the kind i can crawl up in tangles of sheets and blankets and comforters pillows a mess of warm soft comfort i want to crawl up in i feel like i could relax in you and that is beautiful but there are other things too familiar and not quite so soft and warm i should run what a beautiful mess you are with your deviated_septum and the opium in your glove compartment making it all soft and warm i'm still not sure if it was you or the drugs i should run one beautiful mess does not deserve another one is enough for any lifetime the same mistake made twice is no longer a mistake but just sheer stupidity i should run what a beautiful mess you are that i want to crawl up in 040925 ... uow oh little hurricane 040925 ... god it kills me, but i can't stay away 040926 ... emmi i like it when your hair sticks up and your shoes are muddy 041018 ... kookaburra what a beautiful mess you are your cuts and your ambivalence your self image sucks but you're beautiful (i like to remind you when i think i can get away with it) easy laugh and easy grace (made cuter by your clumsiness) suicidal little girl laugh through your depression and maybe you'll survive it (you remind me so much of myself) i want you. 041018 ... misstree and somewhere in that pile of sick-up are the gold flakes and diamonds. get the hose, see what the acid bath has done for the ground beneath. 060113 ... unhinged i'm glad i left that mess alone he's too skinny now from smoking crack 060113 ... "What a" Man Just like everyone else! 080811 ... unhinged organization sobriety career so much more attractive to me now damn i'm getting old 080811 ... In_Bloom For someone else to singe their fingers on I no longer have the stamina to spark your love Move along folks- nothing here to see We've swept up the glass, dried the spill and bandaged the cuts. 081022 what's it to you? who go blather from