focused bijou i know. i said if you ever needed anything i would give it to you. even if it was a kidney. but i can't stand to see you in this state. i wish it was something i could buy, something i could break, something i could move or eat or paint or build. an organ i could cut out of my body and put inside yours. but its not that simple. it's love and you can't touch it. you can't move it. all we have are words. 011104 ... maude on finding the solution. 050127 what's it to you? who go blather from