today
emma seems to be a slow blather day. 981103
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adam i am a victim, i suffer the whims of everchanging opinions. 990217
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kr8 half empty or half full
this could be
the first day of the rest of my life
or the last day of idiot's tenure
but i'm here and today is good
all vectors converge to this moment
always
991102
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valis the only day i can really hope to have any effect on. 991208
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jennifer in our world
what's alternative is the mainstream
and what's popular is hated

a paradox?
991215
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andrea for some reason, when my alarm woke up i wondered if today would be the same dull, monotonous stream of trivial matters. the mixed up emotions and words better thought than said of yesterday. and the thought that chances were, it probably would be almost kept me in my bed.

copyright 1999
991230
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deb today was such a good day for
no apparent reason, really
the sun was out and it was warm
as though it were early spring
even though it's january
i had to work early in the morning
but i was awake with a smile
upon my lips
and i was laughing liquidly throughout the day

i can only wonder what smiles
tonight may bring....
000107
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deb tonight brought smiles
but crooked ones
pensive ones
waiting to see
who would say something

neither of us did
000107
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valis why wait? 000108
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deb why wait?
i didn't know
but i do now-

it's better like this
right now

but soon...
soon, i hope...
will i be able to
see him smiling without
the plastic grin
he wore today

where is that smile of silver?
that liquid laugh
i like so much?

not gone, i hope
000110
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deb why wait?
i didn't know
but i do now-

it's better like this
right now

but soon...
soon, i hope...
will i be able to
see him smiling without
the plastic grin
he wore today

where is that smile of silver?
that liquid laugh
i like so much?

not gone, i hope
000110
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deb grrrrrr..... 000110
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nameless A.J.: "What's with you today you act like that chinese guy from Karate Kid"
Lukas: "What's with today today?"

Empire Records
000205
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amy today i had some conversation. today i had lunch with science. realized again my taste for math... i'm a lousy experimentalist. today i spent some hours packing powder into little tin capsules. and i relaxed while listening to news radio... adagio for strings by barner? used by oliver stone-platoon and david lynch-elephant man in the movies. david lynch maybe a little upset that stone used it after he did, but it's so beautiful it doesn't matter, surprised that it's not used in more movies. nra mad at clinton. israel/palestine having heated debates over whether a palestinian poet should be taught in israeli schools. the palestinians read about the israelis... and now the israelis should know about the palestinians. authors obsessively check their amazon sales rank hourly. came back. started writing this. went searching for a quote they mentioned from platoon... and got fucked with another coincidence. but the world is small, isn't it? 000313
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dean-bean Today was pretty average. I took a nap after dinner. I slept with a large, purple walrus. Its whiskers tickled my face. God I love it so. 000313
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lotusflower i plan to finish that self portrait. it'll be the best i've ever done, i tell myself. 000314
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camille I went to a book signing today.
A fiction writer went on to discuss how the outcome of her book came to be.

She had included in her intriguigning book, facts that were fiction...

At one point, she had everyone sitting on the edge of their seats about the content of her book....

about a twister that had reeked havoc on a small town...

She regretted one thing that she had left out of her book that was very important..

There was a child in the story...an infant which was being bombarded by hail and debris amidst the storm...

The mother of the infant in the story, was holding her baby as the twister had hit...the roof had flown off from above as she frantically looked for something to cover the infant from falling and flying debris and the harsh hail...

Amidst it all as she looked around searching for a blanket,something to protect. A blanket flew in from out of no where and landed over the infant. She paused and emphatically stressed the importance of this one fact. A fact which was true, that it actually happened. However she could not place the fact in her fiction book...

because no one would believe it??
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Shar I have nothing to lose.

I am going to blather my fucking brains out!
000325
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nameless I hate today, I love tomorrow 000414
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silentbob How can I get through tomorrow...when today is in my way? 000609
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Brad this morning felt different somehow. I still have yet to figure out why. I woke up feeling like some stage of my life was suddenly over... maybe it was something i dreamt. 000621
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somebody i am at peace with myself, tranquil to my core, my direction is restored and my purpose renewed. i know now where i am headed, and what i must do to become who i need to be to make myself happy... 000728
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Andrew Coppess today is always. tomorrow will never get here due to the fact that everything is in a constant state of today, hence yesterday was never here and tomorrow will never get here. never will i have the fear of being dead tomorrow, for i can only die today. 000907
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sleepless Today.
Well, it happaned.
In a sense.
In a manner of speaking.
But I wasn't really there.
I was on a higher plane
And a lower thought
Wavering somewhere in the middle.
Tomorrow
I intend to go
From the cellar to the attic
In one bounding leap.

These things take time.
Don't hold your breath.
000907
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hedwig.child there's only us
there's only this
forget regret
or life is yours to miss
no other road
no other way
no day but today.
001227
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kx21 Yesterday is the Past- Memory.
Today is the Present- Gift.
Tomorrow is the Possibility- Dream.
001227
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twiggie today i woke up rather early, with the slight after pain of a headache. i took a shower, my blue faded even more. it's really light and bleachy and bleh at the top, gradually gets darker in the middle and then at the ends it's purple.

damn.

but anyway, i went to the store with my mom and got throat drops, and supplements, and GET_BETTER_BEARS, and blues clues toothbrushes.

i checked on my lizard when i got home and she still looks anorexic. sickly sickly little lizard.

i want to be asleep right now but i couldn't bring myself to bed. i got all ready but i have this feeling tugging at me that i can't go to sleep...not yet.
that was my day. very interesting, i know. i bet you want to read about my whole life now.
010112
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unhinged today i smoked half a pack of cigarettes....i always hope that they will make my anxiety go away...i always hope that if i smoke enough of them they will have the same effect as weed. today was the last day i will be at work for awhile. we all went to dennys afterward but it just wasn't the same. i think maybe i've been having anxiety attacks all week because tomorrow things are going to change and i've always been opposed to that. 010112
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johnfrommichigan Today I shall see a monkey laughing and eating a chalupa 010113
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twiggie my plans were ruined, i've made the realization i only have one more week of vacation, my mom found a puppy in the road that i can safely say we are not keeping. 010113
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chanaka i moved back in, and no one was around to talk to. as usual. 010113
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hoodrat all i wanted was for it to end. from the moment i woke this morning. please finish this miserable day.

now i don't want it to end. it's nearly 7 pm and i'm still at work. I've attended two meetings, received a call from a prospective employee that will never work here, made decisions on a future product that i could care less about. I ate lunch, drank a soda, conversed with my boss. i've wasted today. i've accomplished nothing of value. i am just a pawn. i cannot believe that this is the reason i went to college. but then again, a reason why never crossed my mind.
010122
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JessieLee Today I fell inlove and yesterday I forgot why. 010122
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jo So many todays!! Do we all fear that our tomorrow will not happen? So true if they are not planned for. Spontenaeity for today often creates the consequences of tomorrow. 010127
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Sintina I am alive. 010127
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twiggie was a very good day.
i had to wake up at six but in the end, it was worth it.
we didn't win, but it doesn't matter.
we had fun.
brandon treated us to pizza after, it was our victory meal. crystal waited with me for 40 minutes because my ride was late.
i'd be sad if it were the end,
but in two more weeks we'll do it again...three more times.
010127
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unhinged i got to wear fishnet underwear and a thermometer stuck to my forehead....i wonder where i can get some more of these skin thermometers.... 010309
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inferiority_complex i tried, but it didnt work

of course this means that i am more lost than before i tried, the possibility nobody wanted to think about

i wonder if you noticed

you accused me of having 'negative thoughts' and i hadnt, but i have now

while others know what i should do, i dont
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Jonathan Larson RENT There's only now
There's only here
Give into love
Or live in fear
No other road
No other way
No Day But Today
010706
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chaos Everything is fine untill one day you wake up and the world hates you.
You amount to nothing, You can't be reasoned with.
You play your music too loud.
That day is today.
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drown respecting this particular day..
it feels like always.
also like "i dont think its gonna happen".
im very far of feeling excited, happy, sad.. im just sooo bored.
same food, same friends, same work, same desire of throw everything away, same repultion to my lucky hours i had when she called me to say hi..also telling me about her boyfriend.. fuckme..i know she wanna see me crawl this way. thats why im hiding here, cause i dont wanna give her that.
but if you knew how much i wanna talk to her.. to see her.. tell her how i feel.
shes gonna laugh, and so badly that i would prefer to suffer in silence..
still im not going to do that..
that seems to be the reason this day cant go on.
moms in the kitchen, dad is watching tv. im just.. hanging around like a fly, from this chair to the badroom. yeah. a pathetic day, so familiar lately.. pills, alcohol, a headache.. doesnt change anything.
this day just exist to prove we can dream any other day, and still wake up on this one so damn sober you would wish you were drunk.
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Skalar is a celebration of memory. Tomorrow is a figment of your imagination. Now is where i am, and where i strive to be. 010803
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Jo He kissed me. It's not the first time, and it won't be the last, but today I didn't kiss him. i closed my eyes and wished he was someone else. I've never done that before. I don't know what to make of it, and I don't know why I feel this way. But I know I need to figure it out soon, I can't keep this up forever. 010803
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distorted tendencies Today I curled up in a ball in the corner of the basement and cried until I couldn't cry anymore.

Then I went and drank some orange juice.
010916
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Wicket today...I wish my life was a river, floating freely, able to go everywhere...free of everything, free from you...no thoughts of you...no more tears to cry...just me...not you.
And I wish to be the river that floats...until it reaches you someday...

This is what is today...and tomorrow I'll forgive you...as always...
011016
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Toxic_Kisses the sky was washed-out
today
power lines wavered
in the air
hesitant to laugh
but too bored
to keep still
in the coaxing breath
the wind
was too hot
to see my exhalations
of stale air
or cigarette smoke
dispersing
to the grey
of the 'heavens'
where crows cawed
a raucous reminder
of the restless heat
where the cars melted gas
and trees wilted
.
my burnt soul was washed-out
today
011022
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birdmad today tomorrow yesterday

all the same
011022
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angie i am happy today
smile today-ebadu
today is the greatest day ive ever known
-sp
wow
i am caffinated
020110
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Mahayana *stars*stars*stars*
.{are in slumber}.
stars stars stars
020318
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silent storm I need you today more than ever.
Come to me.
020318
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smashing birdmads i tried so hard
to cleanse these regrets
020318
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Mahayana [{i know where im going 2morrow}]

::: finally for once :::
in a looooooooooong time
020403
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good people i hardly said anything to anyone. i just smiled and then curled up and ignored everything. it was fun. i slept in three of my four classes. fuck school. fuck the people at school. i just want music and sleep. fuck you coppertwat bitch. 020403
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silentbob i took my posters down
i pried the nails out of the wall
i saw the whitewash hidden beneath
i hadn't seen in months
i peeled pictures off my door.
i rolled them up and packed them away
i am moving back soon.
020505
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becclebee back in familiar territory
you seem to forget you were ever gone
today brought return
a slow and easy return,
no longer a fight
but a soft whisper
020506
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silentbob i woke up not knowing where i was. zarah called me last_night and invited me over so i came and slept on her couch. 020506
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knot meat what choice do i have? 020506
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Ariadani was awful. 020506
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tricky you told me you loved me. that everything was alright. that you believed me. you called me "fatty" even though we both know i'm too skinny. you made me feel completely worthwhile, intensely desireable, infinitely precious, unforgettable, frustratingly elusive....i won't forget my time with you. it's always been memorable. perhaps we'll be heard, one day, perhaps we'll forget about everyone else and just remember us. that's what i'm hoping. all i want is us.... 020525
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starved "i'll burn my heart out" 020526
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white_light Today i made the choice not to go to work, not to conform again.

Today i met a stranger, a frail old woman who seemed too ill to walk home with her shopping bags. So i drove her home.

Today, in a righteous attempt to be one with me i sat and made a paper cut out of my soul.

Today i made the colours of my soul appear in the spirit of a listener.
020715
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cheer-up-emo-kid I woke up today and decided that I wasnt going to get out of bed ever again. but nothing works out the way I want it to. 020722
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Human Behavior Today is the first day of somebody else's life. 020722
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020729
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smashing pumpkins pink ribbon scars that never forget 020730
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lihp not today, you dicklick. 020730
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special ed phil's got mail, yayyyyyyyyy 020803
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Jo is the greatest day I've ever known. Can't live for tomorrow, tomorrow's much too long. 020803
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Boymansonbowie today is one day closer to the day you leave...one day closer to when i hurt...but i still can't tell you how i feel. 020807
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~gez~ today i came closer to the thing i love most in the world. and though everything has changed, things are as they were before. could not be more perfect. danke 020827
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myplasticmind today sucks.

ahhh how poetic
020827
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~gez~ i know many things that suck, but today isn't one of them. even though i have a headache, and all i have to do is blather today is the best present anyone ever gave me

today_is_forever
020830
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Liz no one's home except myself... it's cold in here, even though I got the heating turned on... and the sky is full of grey clouds... and very tiny raindrops are falling from the sky, as if they're not allowed to be bigger, so they don't make any noise when the drop down on my window... as if they wouldn't want to interrupt the thoughts from falling down on me... 020911
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LawnGnomeFreak Today was like yesterday.. and yesterday like the day prior to it. It just WAS. Except it was better then ever. 021020
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unnecessary? better THAN ever 021022
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me today is the greatest day-ay-ay




says



you



to



me



lonely



is



...
021231
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me how long is sad?
13 miles

how tall is yesterday?
4'2"

what color is eight?
purple

what color is one?
white

what number is whipped cream?
12341822799
021231
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freedom is slavery i had a photographer come take some pictures of me...i thought it would be much worse - seeing as i hate having my picture taken, but it wasnt that bad actually. and it was over fairly quickly. 030103
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IWishICouldGoWithDavid I woke up an hour early and stayed in bed daydreaming, saw the love of my life, got out of work three hours early and had a delicious lunch... A banner day, just as my horoscope predicted. 030103
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everyones reflection now 030103
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glowbugloveall today used to be now its tommorow,what will be of the? 030120
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niska over-hung, tired, and strangely content. cozy after a hot bath with a towel on my head, in my underpants, watching TV and eating spaghetti.
it's nice to be at home when it's cold outside.
yesterday and tomorrow, i don't and won't care for.
today is so wonderful, i reserve it just for me.
i think i'll paint my toenails and dream of the shoes i will buy this summer.
oh, the shoes i will buy...
030301
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minnesota_chris somebody neal boortzed us, taking a long dump in German on a dozen sites, before getting bored and finding some porn to masturbate with. 030318
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Cathexis Today is talking to Yesterday,
reminiscing of things that are Past.
Today is looking to Tomorrow
at the same time,
hoping the Memories of Yesteryear can come alive
again.
Today is fearing the Future.
Today is watching for a beginning
and an end.
Today is every day I've ever lived.
Today was Yesterday's Tomorrow.
And is soon to be Tomorrow's Yesterday.
The minutehand ticks off another.
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imposter was a bad day. I don't know why, I really couldn't put my finger on it, to tell the truth. Makes me sad, too, because I had such high hopes for today.

Although, I suppose it is tomorrow now, and not today.

When I was a little kid my Gpa always told me that there was no such thing as tomorrow, because it never came; because "as soon as it's tomorrow, it's today"

did_you_know_i_miss_you
030909
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nomatter So Shines A Good Deed In A Weary World 031002
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Death of a Rose Is another blather day, pay cheque next week, and I don't feel guilty.

Is this wrong?

Probably in a moralistic sense.

Okay....okay....I'll come in tomorrow and work. Happy now.
031010
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laine today he's not here, but neither am I, so everything is fine. Tomorrow looks in doubt 031014
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shine today will never end.
every day is the same.
today a breath of life leaves me. every day is today.
today i will breath my last breath. today i will die.
040124
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ethereal I'm coming at you like a sunrise. 040331
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bel i can't breathe. i can't think. i can't live. 040423
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pete is a good day at the moment, hopefully it will continue to be so as it progresses 040423
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misunderstood today i looked up and saw you a couple feet away from me. But you just walked right past. You couldnt' even look at me. I guess your pride got in the way. I know you wanted to. You wouldn't have even been there if you didn't. Or maybe you just wanted me to see you. Maybe you wanted my heart to go crazy and make me all shaky. Maybe you wanted me to miss you. B/c maybe..just maybe you miss me too. 040425
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kx21 t o d a y's breaking_news:-

May 2, 2004:-

* The BUZZ from Bremer *

The_M_Reversal of Moment_of_Truth:-

L. Paul Bremer, the U.S. administrator in Iraq Take backs a statement he made more than six months before the Sept. 11 attacks (i.e. 911).
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??? * The_Reversal * 040502
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Connecting..the.dots.. is just one big long sigh 040611
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ipi37 Another tragedy... 041007
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emmi i wonder if it's you or me who makes me cry 041018
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voodoo bad day 041103
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reue just another sleepy morning 041119
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BitterSweetDream Today, when James left the room we were so sly *laughs* I gently lifted your chin, and you held the back of my neck (your posistion) and I linked fingers with your other hand (my posistion) and we kissed. It was amazing. Because it was you and I. And the world disappeared just for that moment. I cannot get you out of my head. And first kisses are always amazing. I love you. 041211
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falling_alone today we had our last art class, our last saturday of train rides at 8am, today we went to south street and bought tickets to see bright eyes, and he gave us tickets a seat apart, today is was misty and grey and i thought the city never had looked more beautiful, today we zigzaged and pushed through crowds, and told lies that will eventually add up, , another day i wished and wished and it came true, when i wished to see a celebrity, and we could've have seen someone famous since today we saw so many limos and i wished to be on t.v. and we walked right past a news crew interviewing a woman, it felt like that time i had wished it to rain.
today felt like magic.
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Staind_And_Souless Today hope died 041213
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twiz i wanted to kiss her more 050216
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realistic optimist silence_speaks_louder_than_words
in_my_dreams_i_was_the_tourist
alcoholism
like
beautiful
blather
blood
words
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phil what would tomorrow be without today? 050725
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deb I took a leap and tried to say
hello
again

seems so weird,
looking back
the wondering what might have been
but knowing
the now is probably better anyway

so strange
to see him happy,
really happy~

all i remember are those sad eyes
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australian highrise someone was hitting on me from a distance at my favorite restaurant; it creeped me out.

and someone I didn't know waved at me on a deserted street at dusk.

exciting stuff
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hsg front to sun
back to sun

everywhere I turn
om_mani_pehmeh_hung
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1 hour ago US Military Deaths in Iraq Hit 2,785 061018
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swears the misfortune today is the greatest.... day i've ever known. 070703
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no reason is not a good day 080214
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no reason bday blizzard 080304
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mp21k 4.6% of the universe is made of atoms, 23% dark matter, 72% dark energy and less than 1% neutrinos.

http://physicsworld.com/cws/article/news/33318;jsessionid=2608687B491A864086D940989A300CAC
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Finger Where have all the photons gone? 080312
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niska is the greatest day i've ever known... 080425
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ungreat Some days I wake up and think if I walk out just now while everyone is sleeping or at work, they'd never know I left. I could escape all this overwhelming bullshit. All the messes all the fighting all the pent up anger, I could just let them all go and be gone. I woke up today and looked at you sleeping so peacefully while I had had another shitty night due mostly to the fact that you wouldn't settle, it's like your trying to send me messages using smoke signals between sighs like yes you should wake up right now and cuddle me and tell me everything is ok, right now, with ever loud sigh and harumph. Cuz it wasn't enough that I did laundry with you went grocery shopping baked cupcakes for you made dinner and then cleaned our room, no thats not enough. I have to wake up and spoon you even though I'm seething with rage that you left the room and the bed such a mess that when I most wanted to just crash I couldn't and then I broke two vacuum cleaners. I woke up today and thought I could just leave. Could you really blame me? 090423
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unhinged i wished harder than i remember wishing recently that your arms were wrapped around me

curvature



you pulled me into you 'thank you for being there for me'
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blown cherry Only 6 links in the today/yesterday list (about to be 7 I suppose). The world might not have ended the other day, but maybe some portions will not long survive.

I blame tumblr for this. Now everybody expresses themselves through cat pictures and animated gifs.

Oh wait, nothing has changed.
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Doar oh come on cherry,

are you becoming clarified,
like the clear dissafaction,

can you say what I wouldn't do?

.
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from