today emma seems to be a slow blather day. 981103 ... adam i am a victim, i suffer the whims of everchanging opinions. 990217 ... kr8 half empty or half full this could be the first day of the rest of my life or the last day of idiot's tenure but i'm here and today is good all vectors converge to this moment always 991102 ... valis the only day i can really hope to have any effect on. 991208 ... jennifer in our world what's alternative is the mainstream and what's popular is hated a paradox? 991215 ... andrea for some reason, when my alarm woke up i wondered if today would be the same dull, monotonous stream of trivial matters. the mixed up emotions and words better thought than said of yesterday. and the thought that chances were, it probably would be almost kept me in my bed. copyright 1999 991230 ... deb today was such a good day for no apparent reason, really the sun was out and it was warm as though it were early spring even though it's january i had to work early in the morning but i was awake with a smile upon my lips and i was laughing liquidly throughout the day i can only wonder what smiles tonight may bring.... 000107 ... deb tonight brought smiles but crooked ones pensive ones waiting to see who would say something neither of us did 000107 ... valis why wait? 000108 ... deb why wait? i didn't know but i do now- it's better like this right now but soon... soon, i hope... will i be able to see him smiling without the plastic grin he wore today where is that smile of silver? that liquid laugh i like so much? not gone, i hope 000110 ... deb why wait? i didn't know but i do now- it's better like this right now but soon... soon, i hope... will i be able to see him smiling without the plastic grin he wore today where is that smile of silver? that liquid laugh i like so much? not gone, i hope 000110 ... deb grrrrrr..... 000110 ... nameless A.J.: "What's with you today you act like that chinese guy from Karate Kid" Lukas: "What's with today today?" Empire Records 000205 ... amy today i had some conversation. today i had lunch with science. realized again my taste for math... i'm a lousy experimentalist. today i spent some hours packing powder into little tin capsules. and i relaxed while listening to news radio... adagio for strings by barner? used by oliver stone-platoon and david lynch-elephant man in the movies. david lynch maybe a little upset that stone used it after he did, but it's so beautiful it doesn't matter, surprised that it's not used in more movies. nra mad at clinton. israel/palestine having heated debates over whether a palestinian poet should be taught in israeli schools. the palestinians read about the israelis... and now the israelis should know about the palestinians. authors obsessively check their amazon sales rank hourly. came back. started writing this. went searching for a quote they mentioned from platoon... and got fucked with another coincidence. but the world is small, isn't it? 000313 ... dean-bean Today was pretty average. I took a nap after dinner. I slept with a large, purple walrus. Its whiskers tickled my face. God I love it so. 000313 ... lotusflower i plan to finish that self portrait. it'll be the best i've ever done, i tell myself. 000314 ... camille I went to a book signing today. A fiction writer went on to discuss how the outcome of her book came to be. She had included in her intriguigning book, facts that were fiction... At one point, she had everyone sitting on the edge of their seats about the content of her book.... about a twister that had reeked havoc on a small town... She regretted one thing that she had left out of her book that was very important.. There was a child in the story...an infant which was being bombarded by hail and debris amidst the storm... The mother of the infant in the story, was holding her baby as the twister had hit...the roof had flown off from above as she frantically looked for something to cover the infant from falling and flying debris and the harsh hail... Amidst it all as she looked around searching for a blanket,something to protect. A blanket flew in from out of no where and landed over the infant. She paused and emphatically stressed the importance of this one fact. A fact which was true, that it actually happened. However she could not place the fact in her fiction book... because no one would believe it?? 000320 ... Shar I have nothing to lose. I am going to blather my fucking brains out! 000325 ... nameless I hate today, I love tomorrow 000414 ... silentbob How can I get through tomorrow...when today is in my way? 000609 ... Brad this morning felt different somehow. I still have yet to figure out why. I woke up feeling like some stage of my life was suddenly over... maybe it was something i dreamt. 000621 ... somebody i am at peace with myself, tranquil to my core, my direction is restored and my purpose renewed. i know now where i am headed, and what i must do to become who i need to be to make myself happy... 000728 ... Andrew Coppess today is always. tomorrow will never get here due to the fact that everything is in a constant state of today, hence yesterday was never here and tomorrow will never get here. never will i have the fear of being dead tomorrow, for i can only die today. 000907 ... sleepless Today. Well, it happaned. In a sense. In a manner of speaking. But I wasn't really there. I was on a higher plane And a lower thought Wavering somewhere in the middle. Tomorrow I intend to go From the cellar to the attic In one bounding leap. These things take time. Don't hold your breath. 000907 ... hedwig.child there's only us there's only this forget regret or life is yours to miss no other road no other way no day but today. 001227 ... kx21 Yesterday is the Past- Memory. Today is the Present- Gift. Tomorrow is the Possibility- Dream. 001227 ... twiggie today i woke up rather early, with the slight after pain of a headache. i took a shower, my blue faded even more. it's really light and bleachy and bleh at the top, gradually gets darker in the middle and then at the ends it's purple. damn. but anyway, i went to the store with my mom and got throat drops, and supplements, and GET_BETTER_BEARS, and blues clues toothbrushes. i checked on my lizard when i got home and she still looks anorexic. sickly sickly little lizard. i want to be asleep right now but i couldn't bring myself to bed. i got all ready but i have this feeling tugging at me that i can't go to sleep...not yet. that was my day. very interesting, i know. i bet you want to read about my whole life now. 010112 ... unhinged today i smoked half a pack of cigarettes....i always hope that they will make my anxiety go away...i always hope that if i smoke enough of them they will have the same effect as weed. today was the last day i will be at work for awhile. we all went to dennys afterward but it just wasn't the same. i think maybe i've been having anxiety attacks all week because tomorrow things are going to change and i've always been opposed to that. 010112 ... johnfrommichigan Today I shall see a monkey laughing and eating a chalupa 010113 ... twiggie my plans were ruined, i've made the realization i only have one more week of vacation, my mom found a puppy in the road that i can safely say we are not keeping. 010113 ... chanaka i moved back in, and no one was around to talk to. as usual. 010113 ... hoodrat all i wanted was for it to end. from the moment i woke this morning. please finish this miserable day. now i don't want it to end. it's nearly 7 pm and i'm still at work. I've attended two meetings, received a call from a prospective employee that will never work here, made decisions on a future product that i could care less about. I ate lunch, drank a soda, conversed with my boss. i've wasted today. i've accomplished nothing of value. i am just a pawn. i cannot believe that this is the reason i went to college. but then again, a reason why never crossed my mind. 010122 ... JessieLee Today I fell inlove and yesterday I forgot why. 010122 ... jo So many todays!! Do we all fear that our tomorrow will not happen? So true if they are not planned for. Spontenaeity for today often creates the consequences of tomorrow. 010127 ... Sintina I am alive. 010127 ... twiggie was a very good day. i had to wake up at six but in the end, it was worth it. we didn't win, but it doesn't matter. we had fun. brandon treated us to pizza after, it was our victory meal. crystal waited with me for 40 minutes because my ride was late. i'd be sad if it were the end, but in two more weeks we'll do it again...three more times. 010127 ... unhinged i got to wear fishnet underwear and a thermometer stuck to my forehead....i wonder where i can get some more of these skin thermometers.... 010309 ... inferiority_complex i tried, but it didnt work of course this means that i am more lost than before i tried, the possibility nobody wanted to think about i wonder if you noticed you accused me of having 'negative thoughts' and i hadnt, but i have now while others know what i should do, i dont 010417 ... Jonathan Larson RENT There's only now There's only here Give into love Or live in fear No other road No other way No Day But Today 010706 ... chaos Everything is fine untill one day you wake up and the world hates you. You amount to nothing, You can't be reasoned with. You play your music too loud. That day is today. 010716 ... drown respecting this particular day.. it feels like always. also like "i dont think its gonna happen". im very far of feeling excited, happy, sad.. im just sooo bored. same food, same friends, same work, same desire of throw everything away, same repultion to my lucky hours i had when she called me to say hi..also telling me about her boyfriend.. fuckme..i know she wanna see me crawl this way. thats why im hiding here, cause i dont wanna give her that. but if you knew how much i wanna talk to her.. to see her.. tell her how i feel. sheīs gonna laugh, and so badly that i would prefer to suffer in silence.. still im not going to do that.. that seems to be the reason this day cant go on. momīs in the kitchen, dad is watching tv. im just.. hanging around like a fly, from this chair to the badroom. yeah. a pathetic day, so familiar lately.. pills, alcohol, a headache.. doesnt change anything. this day just exist to prove we can dream any other day, and still wake up on this one so damn sober you would wish you were drunk. 010727 ... Skalar is a celebration of memory. Tomorrow is a figment of your imagination. Now is where i am, and where i strive to be. 010803 ... Jo He kissed me. It's not the first time, and it won't be the last, but today I didn't kiss him. i closed my eyes and wished he was someone else. I've never done that before. I don't know what to make of it, and I don't know why I feel this way. But I know I need to figure it out soon, I can't keep this up forever. 010803 ... distorted tendencies Today I curled up in a ball in the corner of the basement and cried until