in_a_lonely_place
The Smithereens (w/Suzanne Vega) I heard it said somewhere
that one day
all good things come to an end.
I turn around
to see you.
And if I do or not,
it all depends.

I was born the day I met you,
Lived a while when you loved me,
Died a little when we broke apart.
Yesterday, it would have mattered.
Now today, it doesn't mean a thing.
All my hopes and dreams are shattered now.
I'm in a lonely place without you.
I'm in a lonely place without you.

I walk the streets alone
at night sometimes
and think about you.
I look as strangers pass,
and wonder how
I'll live without your love.

I was born the day I met you,
Lived a while when you loved me,
Died a little when we broke apart.
Suddenly, this world's no longer bright.
I'm alone and lonely every night.
Won't you bring back your love
that's out of sight?
I'm in a lonely place without you.
I'm in a lonely place without you.
020222
...
yummychuckle tonight
with shadows dancing on the walls
to that african drum beat
I learned earlier today.
that time i felt so unified with
all the drummers in my circle
yet so alone
in my beats
in my harmony
that the middle in the family of drums
sustains, according to my teacher.
not melody
not base
but harmony.
why did I feel so separated?
its ok
I felt like dancing anyway~
for the first time in dance class
and I did it all by myself
and they said,
"zoe has it down!"
and I didn't feel embarrassed
i just liked the tones
and the movement
and the sway of all the pounding flesh.
The drumming was beautiful
in its entirety
and in its lonely existence.
we are nothing without eachother.
020223
...
IKC 56-80 Caressing
The marble and stone
Love
That was precious for one...

How I wish you were here
With me now

...I never could quite catch all the words and I've seen so many different interpretations of them that I won't even try to reconcile them
020729
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