eating_me_from_the_inside Photophobe Burning This headache is pounding and pounding. the more I think about it the more I'm going to explode. It feels like growing pains in my soul. 020729 ... unhinged how i feel about you, cause i've been trying to continue the habit by pushing you away but the other things that i pushed away...i just can't. i'm not ready yet to be done with you. 030526 ... x what the fuck is this? 030526 ... birdmad the alien incubating in my chest cavity 030527 ... spiffy fear 040615 ... three words eating_me_from_the_inside universal_truths rules_of_life 050507 ... emmi there's a tiny little man inside me eating up my guts. tomorrow i shall puke him out and he can live in the suitcase beside my bed. when i leave he can have my room, my friends here, my degree and my boyfriend. i'm not coming back. 050508 ... . I'm all for trying out new stuff, but can't I just stick to licking your pussy from the outside? 050509 what's it to you? who go blather from