did_you_know_i_miss_you Sparticus did you know i miss you? did you know i miss you? did you know i miss you? did you know i miss you? did you know i miss you? did you know i miss you? did you know i miss you? did you know i miss you? 030721 ... unhinged probably not since you haven't picked up your phone in three weeks. everyday that goes by that i don't hear your_voice, it makes everything like it never existed. like it was some sick kind of dream. and the reality was that dream i had where you told me you never loved me like THAT. so what was all of that supposed to mean the last time i saw you? maybe i just don't care anymore. i can miss you but not really care right? 030721 ... endless desire konstantine 030721 ... a thimble in time Sure you must. l Assume you are OK. I'm Reading a bit. Vexed And sad and tired. I'll Hang in there. Y 031013 ... x let me just shove that thought somewhere dark and cold where it belongs 031013 ... once again Your arms came around me, holding my poor body so close to yours and you said, "It was good seeing you." I said nothing, I tried to pull away. I miss you too much for this. Do you know what you do to me? Do you know I miss you? 031014 ... ShilohLives I'm sitting here listining to your music...the memories of you followed me all day today... "Old feelings make it hard to decide just what it means to me." 8STOPS7 031015 ... that thought brrr. where's my sweater and who turned out the lights? 031015 ... ClairE Second question: Do you care? 031026 ... Witchesrequiem You could have had me all, my love for you the world,but you weren't ready for the fall. Now I'm left here of my volition alone and cold. Time dosen't change the way I feel. I never wanted you to be in love. It's to much for even me to heal. Only the angels know when push comes to shove why we fell in love. 031027 ... brain stew that sounds REALLY REALLY familiar...*shiver*...in fact, it sounds like me. gawd, that's freaky...i know eXACTLY what you mean 031027 ... nemo billy 040327 ... pete Did you know I miss you in the hour before and after we come and leave, forever during those meetings? 040328 ... unhinged it's been five years gram. and sometimes i really miss you. but today of all days, i feel it the most. you've been gone for five years and sometimes it feels like you've been missing longer and sometimes it feels like you were here just yesterday. 040328 ... freedom well I do and I almost can't stand it 9 more months.. see if it can hang on that long I miss running my fingers through your hair and massaging your head I miss going on long drives I miss you hugging me tightly and sweetly kissing me dammit did you?? huh? 040328 ... x hahaha 9 months. even the whitest angel will have betrayed you by then. 040328 ... me unless you betray him first... 040328 ... Lemon_Soda She knows. and She misses me. 040329 ... unhinged still? 040419 ... grendel on the range buy a stronger scope and better ammunition and i promise to stand still next time 040419 ... Nukemall Hand grenades are good, missles are another great way to not miss you. 040420 ... love & hate Did you know i miss you? How could you not. I email you at least four times a day, message you at least twice and this is me trying to give you space. I miss the way you looked at me, even when you were angry and tired. I miss the way you smiled at me, which made me know you were mine. I miss the way our hands held each other, in such a perfect way. I miss the way our lips met, on every occasion i had. I miss the way you tried to pretend i wasn't there, I miss the way you made me feel when you ignored me even though i was right next to you. I miss the way we stayed up all night, lying in your bed, our naked bodies wraped around each other. I miss the way your tonge felt when it was inside my mouth. I miss the way your fingers felt when they were inside me, deep inside me. I miss the way your nose twitched when you were pretending you were asleep. I miss the way you told me to stop looking at you, even though i could not take my eyes away. I miss the way you teased me, at every moment. You just being there, in the same room as me, standing there doing nothing. Nothing but making me want you, making me want to hold you, making me want to have you, making me want to be inside of you and you inside of me. I miss the sweet goodnight messages you used to send me every night. I miss constantly seeing you as often as you would let me. I miss the way my body felt, when it was pressed so close against yours. I miss the way you pulled me tight, even when you had to go. I miss falling asleep with you lieing next to me, being so hard to keep my hands off you to let you sleep. I miss the way we talked, when it was just the two of us there. I miss the kinky way you spoke to me and told me of your fantasies. I miss the way your body felt through my very own fingertips. I miss the way your heart beats, and listening to it as i fall asleep. I miss the way you smelt, every time i saw you. I miss the way we were. I miss you. I miss us. I miss my precious angel, my Katie. 040420 ... JustOnMonday my konstantine 040808 ... shivers enough said 040809 ... stork daddy this ruins the surprise 040810 ... . you surprise these ruins. 040810 ... bloocurlz You were 7 and I was 10, I remember it like yesterday. Playing childhood games together: Inspector Gadget, running down the hall, running in the field, singing the silly songs, riding in the jeep. You always were my hero. In the craziness of the teen years, you were my rock: singing just the right song, going to the Ledges, writing just the right words, telling a joke at just the right time, giving me great big hugs and holding my hand. You were my hero. You've grown into a man, now, and truely are a hero out in the big bad world. I am proud I knew you, then. I miss looking into someone's eyes and having them KNOW. I miss you, still after all these years. 041115 ... magicforest I just stopped breathing. 041115 ... unhinged still. but it's unexplainable to you now; so much time, too much time between us. but, you were the only person for me in a lot of ways. the only person i've ever been in_love with that loved me some semblance back; the only person i've ever had sex_out_of_love with; the only person that made my heart flop over to hear your voice in anticipation that was truly happy with no hint of destroying cause i knew you felt that way too; i still have a message on my answering machine. still. but it doesn't have the same meaning anymore now that i'm sick again. just a pale ghost memory of better times that i could cling to, but it's just not sustainable anymore. i miss the way you smiled to see me waiting for you as you drove up to the loading dock to pick me up. the way you wordlessly grabbed my hand as we drove down the highway; coffee in mill creek park. i haven't even come close since. every attempt just sexual_hate . still. first love is always the worst love 041116 ... pete i miss you when you are around, though as you fade from my eyes, you fade from my heart 041116 ... love & hate my katie 041116 ... Message_in_Bottle why does the heart long for someone that the mind knows is wrong? eveyday i dream about and miss the good times that was had, simply erasing the times that your nasty words engraved deep ledges in my oh so fragile heart. remembering only the soft touches and intimate moments. i miss you It is BETTER to have LOVED and LOST than NEVER have LOVED before 050202 ... tr did you know i miss you? and did you know that missing can kill? did you? 050203 ... unhinged should_i_call_him ? missing implies loving i see the ghost of him sitting on my stoop it just hurts without him but i'm on a lonely path myself these days solitary sometimes it's better to be alone with your misery this is how i understand him i won't call 050203 ... Jen RIP 050915 ... rage i miss feeling like there was so much more to this life than all this tangible crap that surrounds us i miss not knowing what was going to happen next i miss being brave and knowing it would be alright i miss being the center of your attention i miss walking by myself while everyone wonders why im smiling so beamingly i miss the pull i guess its a push now as if i dont get that you dont want anything anymore 050915 ... spilt_milk i wouldn't believe it 050915 ... daft caterpillar Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you I miss you my konstantine 070712 ... ? Something Corporate? 070712 ... :_( i miss myself, i miss a healthy body and mind, i'm so lost, nothing works, i wish i was a robot but i'm not. 070712 ... Lemon_Soda Hugs, friend. xoxo 070712 ... TED give me a sweety if i'm bitter. 070712 ... unhinged kiss_your_lover_goodbye 070712 what's it to you? who go blather from