should_i_call_him alone i haven't called him for five days, I think and messaged him for three it's not really a big deal but i keep thinking about him, and i've sporadically started crying a couple of times I thought I was over him... I know I was It was so nice being over him, such a happy feeling... but then i didn't see him for a week and suddenly i wasn't over him anymore so i'm thinking about him again... again... again... i want to call him... i don't know what i'd say, maybe hello and how are you, but those conversations never work, he always tells me to get to the point, when i don't have one, so i hang up and go cry some more 041228 ... blown cherry I know I didn't write that, but I could have. Well Alone, at least you're not alone in the way you feel. 041228 ... alone feels happier 041228 ... daxle The answer is always No, trust me. 041228 ... alone i know that if i call him, it's going to be one of those conversations where i'm trying to be serious, and have something to say, and he's just kidding because i'm saying things out of context, and making things awkward... trying to reach some kind of accord or something instead of talking about monkeys sigh 041229 ... megan just call him and let him hear you cry people are always afraid of being the weaker one, the one that runs back after everything is over and done with i say, screw it who cares what anyone else thinks, this is between you and him get it out, get it over with, and get on with life it feels so much better believe me, i know from experience 041230 ... misanthropic me the answer is always, no. 041230 ... unhinged even without his phone number i still wonder sometimes should i call him after over a year should i even bother and call him? my answer is still no after hearing his voice again with nothing but a big pit in my stomach at the sound of it even when i still think of him fondly my answer is still no and after all this time i still don't call him 041230 ... alone i knew that if i called him it'd be the same as always so i did anyway all i learned was that he's much better than me at xbox we're_just_friends 041230 what's it to you? who go blather from