who_are_you_missing squint the rain wails and she is not conservative with her pouring, she is not shy about her constant feeling, the rain lets it all out tonight in a veil of uniform consistency its all one big drop just scattered for now, but i really want to know who are you missing when all the clouds have gone away? who are you missing? Because I miss the touch I haven't yet felt and I sigh for people I've never heard breathe, I miss the people I have not met, but who are you missing today? 020725 ... silentbob her 020726 ... daxle no one not one single person 020726 ... silent storm sassafrass 020726 ... phil today 020729 ... Mahayana my one true inspiration to live beautifully ...sarah 020811 ... Aimee my logi-bear 020811 ... dondeestanlosjaguares my sweet guardian angel. . .*sigh* how I love her. 020811 ... melissah squint, i really like this one...if my opinion matters to you...but this is really good... 020811 ... Rae Rachael Jean is missing Michael Dean today 11 August 2002. 020811 ... jane blaise 020812 ... devalis My other half. 020812 ... bethany PAT.... but not for long wish me luck! 020812 ... gbkiss someone i just met, someone who made me feel my home was where he was, that his city was my own. i miss his blue eyes and his smile whenever looked at him. i miss his easiness and again his city. which i'm i missing the most? his words or this city spoke to me... his blue eyes in the night. 020813 ... good people her, with her beautiful curves, silky skin, soooo smooth... her adoring touch and her velvet tongue... every last inch of her body cries love to me. 020814 ... still gone _ back in september You, Jamie... 020815 ... jane "what's with this all-black thing?" "maybe i'm mourning for my lost childhood.." 020815 ... silentbob them 020815 ... Mahayana the good person i could have been 020815 ... failing to make sense of it kissing, kissing guess who I'm missing? the why, the when, the how. knock on my door I'll ask you no more you know the inside by now. for from the start you lived in this heart my head, it can't deny lover in thought outside you are naught but the tear that falls from my eye 021105 ... colors20 a lot of people 021106 ... littleidiot *shrug* i dunno anymore. 021127 ... girlnamedlover my best friend. 021128 ... IKC 56-80 i was going to say it was the one i've been going on about lately, but not anymore. i'm seventeen and what are the odds that any love i find now would last anyway? even if it was someone i've been close to since we were little i miss the giddy hope of what could have been. but i'm not gonna let it get to me 021128 ... yummychuckle I miss the me that used to care about writing. the one that actually tried. even if the poetry wasn't that great, at least I wanted to create. 021128 ... yummychuckle and I do miss the people in my dream last night, even the psycho bomber guy who fell in love with me and said he wouldn't bomb hawaii, just everywhere else. i wonder, that dream doesnt have any direct symbolism... but i miss the real voice of someone I neglected and I miss the real hugs from someone who exists only in a memory or maybe its really just a dream of a summer. and I miss paste!, but at least i talk to him every day. 021128 ... werewolf her...and lumpia...but mainly lumpia 021128 ... Suicide Snowman my family.... I'm the only one who didn't go home for thanksgiving.... but oh well.. the only reason they're doing it, is cause grandma's dying.... please... you could have come home last year when she wasn't.... 021128 ... werewolf wait i got that backwards. 021128 ... Rhin my brother, and he's coming in tomorrow! :) (i love Lumpia!) 021128 ... no reason you weren't in class today and i was all dejected and apathetic then they asked me, oh so innocently, if i liked you 021128 ... unhinged frank my heroin_doll 021129 ... daxle a boy 021129 ... girl_jane myself... ...or at least the me I used to know. I'm getting bitter and cynical. Winter is here. 021130 ... megan the boy i just dropped off at his house. it's been but 20 minutes, and already i want to call him and go get him and do it all over again (even if i did have to eat more Chinese... :) i miss him so bad sometimes, it's a physical pain, it starts in my throat and makes a ball and goes down to my stomach. and i feel like crying, but i tell myself that's silly, he's right down the street, he's but 5 minutes away. i miss his lips. 030214 ... girl_jane Is it possible to miss somebody you've never had? 030215 ... delial if it's not possible... ..why do I? 030216 ... girl_jane I do too...hopefully in March I won't have to. 030216 ... Mahayana the one im always missing [salvation in the knowing] [knowing it wont always be this way] 030217 ... soma ross 030301 ... jimc Tracey who moved back to PA yesterday, Allison who I had to say my final good-by to today as she moves to Vegas Monday, Nicole whos words and attitude always helped me joyously find a new and interesting out look on life, and Natalie, who wouldn't listen to the whole story to find out that I wasn't lying but that because I forgot about a flippant remark I made to someone that I didn't mean at all, walked out on me and broke my heart forever. He did say it I swear to that on my Grandmothers grave. All in a 4 day period - I don't know how it can get any worse. I love you all, I miss you all, I want you all back in my life forever. Each of your departures has created a void in my life that will never be filled. 030509 ... smurfus rex I miss LexiTiger. 030509 ... unhinged sam sam sam so much that it hurts. last night i woke up in the middle of the night and like a stone by audioslave came on the radio. i left him that song in the letter i left on his coffee table. it hurt me to hear it and i squeezed my extra pillow wishing it was him and one or two little tears slid down my cheeks. i miss him so bad that it hurts. several times a day. 030510 ... no reason damn ireland. 030510 ... pobodys nerfect Some people say you can't miss what you've never had. They're liars. 030510 ... megan puffycloud 030511 ... ClairE you you you you you you you you you you you you always you always you you. 030511 ... learning lifes greatest lessons you. but when am i not 030511 ... little wonder goddamn. this is getting more frustrating by the minute. we spend hours talking and we say nothing to each other. all i can figure out is that you have nothing to say, or you don't want to say it. i know i can't drag it out of you. ridiculous that i'm missing someone that i'm talking to for such long periods of time. i feel like i'm not allowed to miss you, or at least i'm not allowed to admit it. i keep going through everything i want to get out but i am so afraid of ruining things further, so i stay quiet. and this is how it's going to be until you initiate something. 030530 ... x someone i never had 030530 ... Mahayana the person i wanna be 030530 ... shiver someone who cares 030530 ... ferret you_know_who 030530 ... ClairE Oh, Jonathan. 030902 ... Mahayana anyfuckingperson who could love to the intensity that i always have [idontthinkthispersonexists] 030902 ... jezabel not missing him; longing, abstract, satisfied with droplets of blood lapped up from his trail. gears and worlds are shifted, and we're in my playground now. i have all the time in the world, and i intend to indulge in languid thoughts, turning you over and over between idle fingers, i intend to follow, swift, silent, flowing along familiar curves. i have you here with me, i have your scent. how could i miss you when you have just arrived? 030903 ... minnesota_chris Whom. Whom are you missing... oh never mind 030903 ... unhinged youngstown i miss the dust and the dirt and the drama and the drugs funny how it all starts with d 030903 ... nomatter amimissing 031009 what's it to you? who go blather from