for_randy unhinged i think maybe this could explain things better than i have ever been able to .... ugly i don't look in the mirror i don't like what i see staring back at me everything is clearer i'll never see what you see it's not me so beautiful and free i'll never be what you need can't help it all i was born so beautiful but now i'm ugly and i rot in my skin there's a piece of me dies everyday i know i'm nothing i know there's nothing i can say to change the judgement in their ways i'll never be what you need can't help it all my love was beautiful but now i'm ugly i'm good enough but i don't care i'm good enough but i'm not there i'm good enough but i don't care the sun is out but i'm not there i can go anywhere i don't look in the mirror i don't like what i see staring back at me everything is clearer i'll never see what you see and i rot in my skin there's a piece of me dies everyday i know i'm nothing because i'm ugly billy corgan, smashing_pumpkins 020727 ... phil today 020729 ... unhinged BLEEDER it came to me like a dream the kind that always leaves just when the best part starts it ends so abruptly to leave me stunned and naked in my bedroom all alone it's kind of funny how something so soothing is interrupted by the ring of a telephone and you broke me like a cigarette that i busted on the day i quit now that i've been drinking i'm out of smokes and i wish that i hadn't woke up to my daily headache and the realization that you were gone oh my sweet darling happiness you've been away from me all along it's one thing that i've never said i'm truly happy in my heart and in my head .....suspended in liquid came to me like a dream kind that always leaves just when the best part starts it ends so abruptly to leave you stunned and naked in the bedroom all alone it's kind of funny how something so soothing gets interrupted by the ring of the telephone it's one thing i've never said i'm truly happy in my heart and head .....suspended in liquid it's one thing i've never did one smile missing a case lacking a lid my heart bleeds for what you never did until now alkaline trio/hot water music RADIO shaking like a dog shitting razorblades waking up next to nothing as you're dreaming you and me waking up all alone waking up so relieved while you're taking your time with apologies i'm planning my ways of revenge red eyes on orange horizons if columbus was wrong i'd drop straight off the earth taking your own life with boredom taking my own life with wine it helps you to rule out the sorrow it helps me to empty my mind making most of the bad time i'm smoking the brains from my head leaving the collar calling the kettle black and orange red this kettle is seeing red i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you my darling in case you haven't heard i'm sick and tired of trying i wish you would talk my radio to bed with you plugged in and ready to fall shaking like a dog shitting razorblades waking up next to nothing... i'm seeing red i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you my darling in case you haven't heard i'm sick and tired of trying i wish you would take my radio to bed with you plugged in and ready to fall alkaline trio/hot water music 030102 ... unhinged BLEEDER it came to me like a dream the kind that always leaves just when the best part starts it ends so abruptly to leave me stunned and naked in my bedroom all alone it's kind of funny how something so soothing is interrupted by the ring of a telephone and you broke me like a cigarette that i busted on the day i quit now that i've been drinking i'm out of smokes and i wish that i hadn't woke up to my daily headache and the realization that you were gone oh my sweet darling happiness you've been away from me all along it's one thing that i've never said i'm truly happy in my heart and in my head .....suspended in liquid came to me like a dream kind that always leaves just when the best part starts it ends so abruptly to leave you stunned and naked in the bedroom all alone it's kind of funny how something so soothing gets interrupted by the ring of the telephone it's one thing i've never said i'm truly happy in my heart and head .....suspended in liquid it's one thing i've never did one smile missing a case lacking a lid my heart bleeds for what you never did until now alkaline trio/hot water music RADIO shaking like a dog shitting razorblades waking up next to nothing as you're dreaming you and me waking up all alone waking up so relieved while you're taking your time with apologies i'm planning my ways of revenge red eyes on orange horizons if columbus was wrong i'd drop straight off the earth taking your own life with boredom taking my own life with wine it helps you to rule out the sorrow it helps me to empty my mind making most of the bad time i'm smoking the brains from my head leaving the collar calling the kettle black and orange red this kettle is seeing red i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you my darling in case you haven't heard i'm sick and tired of trying i wish you would talk my radio to bed with you plugged in and ready to fall shaking like a dog shitting razorblades waking up next to nothing... i'm seeing red i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you my darling in case you haven't heard i'm sick and tired of trying i wish you would take my radio to bed with you plugged in and ready to fall alkaline trio/hot water music 030102 ... unhinged BLEEDER it came to me like a dream the kind that always leaves just when the best part starts it ends so abruptly to leave me stunned and naked in my bedroom all alone it's kind of funny how something so soothing is interrupted by the ring of a telephone and you broke me like a cigarette that i busted on the day i quit now that i've been drinking i'm out of smokes and i wish that i hadn't woke up to my daily headache and the realization that you were gone oh my sweet darling happiness you've been away from me all along it's one thing that i've never said i'm truly happy in my heart and in my head .....suspended in liquid came to me like a dream kind that always leaves just when the best part starts it ends so abruptly to leave you stunned and naked in the bedroom all alone it's kind of funny how something so soothing gets interrupted by the ring of the telephone it's one thing i've never said i'm truly happy in my heart and head .....suspended in liquid it's one thing i've never did one smile missing a case lacking a lid my heart bleeds for what you never did until now alkaline trio/hot water music RADIO shaking like a dog shitting razorblades waking up next to nothing as you're dreaming you and me waking up all alone waking up so relieved while you're taking your time with apologies i'm planning my ways of revenge red eyes on orange horizons if columbus was wrong i'd drop straight off the earth taking your own life with boredom taking my own life with wine it helps you to rule out the sorrow it helps me to empty my mind making most of the bad time i'm smoking the brains from my head leaving the collar calling the kettle black and orange red this kettle is seeing red i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you my darling in case you haven't heard i'm sick and tired of trying i wish you would talk my radio to bed with you plugged in and ready to fall shaking like a dog shitting razorblades waking up next to nothing... i'm seeing red i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you my darling in case you haven't heard i'm sick and tired of trying i wish you would take my radio to bed with you plugged in and ready to fall alkaline trio/hot water music 030102 ... unhinged ugh damn my incessant impatience damn it all to hell 030102 ... -not cool- this is the most fucking retarded web site i have ever seen. Are you just craving attention, i feel sorry for this randy guy to have such a fucked up bitch like you in his life. 030528 ... unhinged well you shouldn't feel sorry for him because i'm not in his life and i haven't been for about six months. emotional stalker is more the correct term by the way. but i've heard bitch and fucked up and craving attention quite a few times too. 030528 what's it to you? who go blather from