renewed sphinxradio so you called me after all? i guess i'll have to rethink a few of my previous decisions, then. sometimes i'm too hasty, but by now you know i rarely mean the things i say. so let's not call each other again. i like the freshness of my thoughts when they're not connected to you. 011123 ... fakeplasticjenn But not quite a phoenix. I'm still covered in ash and haven't quite learned how to fly yet. But you've helped me rise from that smouldering heap of pain and insecurity. You've helped more than you'll ever know. Every time I see that loving look in your eyes and that genuine sweet smile, I forget what a mess I am. 060524 what's it to you? who go blather from