why_i_don't_love_you_anymore Chris You make me want to scream make me want to fuck you make me want to force you to love me You bring out too much honesty in me That's why I don't love you anymore. 020702 ... unhinged differing definitions of key elements ab'use' your smile the closest to insanity that i have ever been but you were a good lesson. a very good lesson indeed (is that optimism i find creeping in?) 020702 ... Chris you're like a pet dog that won't stop pissing on the floor 020703 ... chris I can't love you anymore because I have my pride because I don't want you to love me at your convenience 020703 ... Chris because you made me afrain of you and even though I live 6000 miles away now, you still stalk me. 020705 ... Chris afraid even.. 020705 ... Mizpah why? because for 15 years in my life i've tried to love you, i've tried to be your friend, your soulmate, your mirror, and for more than 15 years you've just ignored me and having amnesia about what we lived where we were children. I don't love you anymore, because you are my first love, the one i gave my first kiss, the one i was in love when i was a kid, i don't love you anymore, 'cuz you've been the biggest waste of time in my life and at the same time, i am what you ignored, i am what you have chosen to pass by, so i am, still, without you and i stop being in my dreams with you. 020706 ... chris you drank too much pushed me away then cryed when i left you 020707 ... drstrangelove please stop blathering under this negative topic. "no love" is an ugly state i dont wanna hear about. just dont say anything and let me delude myself! ..... or not 020707 ... jessicafletcher sorry to disappoint drstrangelove, but i have to blathe here because to release the negative in a free environment is to release yourself of negative energy. dwell not. release. my therapist (who is a 66 year old full blood cherokee indian -- he's rad) says to release is to free yourself of all that will eventually kill you. so here i go: i don't love you anymore because you would stay away when i cried, and steal my happiness when i finally got some. you had a generally unhealthy tendency to devour all my self esteem while convincing me you loved me. you wanted my money. you fucked me. i loved every minute of it. i am so naive it kills me. 020707 ... Chris Maybe I chose money over happines but 7 years later and you still work loser jobs I know the money doesn't make the man but you can't eat or drive love 020708 ... Chris Sometimes everything is wrong Now it's time to sing along When your day is night alone Hold on, hold on If you feel like letting go When you think you've had too much Of this life Well hang on -REM 020708 ... blue star are you crazy? I never LOVED you... jesus christ... I mean, I think you're a really cool guy and everything, but I NEVER LOVED you... actually I still do... 020708 ... gbkiss i don't if i loved you, but i know i tried... you didn't try, you didn't seem to notice... i don't you love the same way, but i can't say i don't love you anymore 020708 ... gbkiss because you make me forget half the words i have to say 020708 ... Chris your 6000 miles away 020710 ... Chris you're 6000 miles away 020710 ... jusslissen2me Because when i said "I Love You" i didnt know the meaning of those words. And now that i do, i realize i never did in the first place. Now that i know what Love is, i cant make that comittment and i cant love like you need to be loved. That's why i dont love you anymore. 020728 ... Human Behavior Sorry. Your warrantee is expired. 020728 ... phil today 020729 ... amy i don't love you anymore because i do love you still and you don't care. i've spent so much time hurting over you and crying over you and you just continue to hurt me more. i discovered that being loved means being cared about and made to feel good about myself and having someone want to spend time with me. you are the exact opposite of that. you don't care about me, you make me feel bad about myself and you never want to spend time with me. i don't know why i still love you and that makes me hate you, and this is why i don't love you anymore. 030206 ... Chris you lie 030327 ... Chris i lie 030327 ... splinken you're just like anyone else, and so am i. 030327 ...   i do but i know i shouldn't 'cause i know you love somebody else more 030327 ... night i don't love you anymore because since i was 12 i have been in love with you. i don't remember myself without you. i really don't think i want a relationship because i have been cheating on you and do not feel bad. i don't love you because your biggest goal in life is to marry me and become a better drug dealer. i don't love you because after we fight (which is all the time) you buy me a diamond and think i'll forgive you. i don't love you because you are insensitive and mean. i don't love you anymore because after 7 years we have grown apart, and i'm sorry. 030327 ... phil how easy it is to let a good thing go 030327 ... niska not very, phil. but sometimes, what seems good is a really bad idea, and you have to be reasonable. it's not easy, but it makes for an easier 'later'. 030403 ... solitary I never did in the first place. Your nectar was sweet, yes and your hands, well all they did was send me to another place while you made love with what you thought was me. I grew tired. And you're not the one I want. 030403 ... phil sometimes I just realize I am not living the same life as anyone else, and maybe we can't give so much advice. 030403 ... niska yeah, maybe - or maybe it's not really advice, but my way of rationalizing my own circumstances to myself, which i'm reminded of by something you said. aren't you happy you helped a person today? 030403 ... niska i am. thanks. 030403 ... Chris I feel owed much more, than you are worth. 040107 ... time_warp chris, less than ten words, you captured my thoughts. thank_you. 040108 ... rhedd "I remember Marmy saying once that meeting a former love in later life was rather like going to the dentist; beforehand one would feel not a little apprehension, the experience itself was rarely pleasant, one felt numb for at least half an hour afterwards but once the numbness passed one would be relieved that one's duty was done and happy also that it would not have to be repeated for at least another year." from marmaduke_the_early_years 040108 ... Jane Doe ... starting tomorrow. 040108 ... Emily ohmygod,ican'ttakeiti'mgoingtodiewhy?????howcouldyousayitihopeifuckingDIEtonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 040609 ... daxle (not) i will always love you 040609 ... Syrope so many times i turn to blather to get things about you off my chest, and i'm always grimly amused that i've visited all those pages before except this one this one's new 040609 ... witchesrequiem The thought of u coming home and "Fixing it"..makes me ILL. 040610 ... akuma aoi because you're a liar and because i never learned to enjoy having my heart shat upon 050707 ... emmi you lied to me, you betrayed me and now that i know the truth i can't envision a future with you 060717 ... . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....ahuh...ahuh....AAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAAA! Oh, god, thank you...that was great! (wipes away tears) 060717 ... Afro When you go would you even turn to say I don't love you Like I did Yesterday 070920 ... unhinged your dreams just washed away while all us kids were out at play growing older now no better better you're older now no better frank silver, ivet 080629 ... Soma YOU MADE ME WHAT I ALWAYS HATED, AND I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FORGIVE YOU OR MYSELF FOR IT. 080629 what's it to you? who go blather from