today_i've_eaten squint 5 cherries a toaster strudel pizza the_full_vermonty icecream. mmm. 020627 ... tourist My God! A Real Health Freak We got here Now. 020627 ... Toxic_Kisses To packets of oatmill this morning along w/ some peach flavored water 020627 ... Toxic_Kisses typo tWo 020627 ... kerry well since now it is 5:44 p.m.... i have had: a bottle of spring water some grapes an apple (half, it was mealy) one wildberry bagel one oats 'n honey granola bar lots of cookie dough 020627 ... bethany two bowls of marinara sauce starfruit gatorade cherry juicebar boston cream yogurt plum banana gerber food lactaid and berry smoothie i had my wisdoms outs 020627 ... PhIl 2 hash brown burgers 2 swiss cake rolls 1 mountain dew 2 peanut butter cups 1 cup gold fishees (tried to swallow pride) (but I really could not) 020627 ... Crudelis my diet. 020704 ... birdmad which is more than i can say for this same day last week, hehe 020704 ... god blueberry pop tart for breakfast chicken pot pie, 1 apple, 1 orange for lunch 1 bratwurst, 1 hamburger for dinner 020704 ... Mahayana + mashed taters + garlic hummus & pretzels + corn 020704 ... angie Nothing...nothing at all...since it's 3:04 am 020705 ... daxle breakfast/lunch was a negra modelo and rosemarygarlicbread toasted with hummus dinner was red tail ale (mendocino born), corn on the cob, zucchini/mint pancakes, potato salad with red peppers for dessert strawberry shortcake and a corona inbetween lots of pistachios, some espresso, and candied ginger cookies 020705 ... blue star bacardi silver, miller light, doritos, starburst and oreos. I think I might hurl. I did however come home and drink water and take a multivitamin... I hate this feeling so much. 020705 ... blue star I can now add cheerios, an english muffin, and a glass of soy milk to that list. hooray! 020705 ... god a blt,two cokes, hamburger helper, apple sauce and a green tea 020713 ... freakizh some gutter_candy in the morning. sorry, there's none for you. 020713 ... diminishing bird Breakfast: cottage cheese w/ pear halves, chocolate soy milk, slice of toast, small glass of hawaiian punch lunch: turkey and swiss on wheat, small glass of soy milk, 3 small cookies, half of large bottled water dinner: carne asada, potato salad, tortilla, iced tea, small piece of german chocolate cake and other half of large bottled water admittedly i ate a higher volume of calories (and carbohydrates) today than i would eat during the course of my regular routine, but this was a family gathering and i figured with the progress i am making, a little indulgence seemed workable. besides i am still losing weight anyway. 020714 ... farmfish what do farmfish eat? perhaps you be thinkin' they eat what they be growin' on their farm and you would be correct. and i be sayin'..."yum." yum to tomaters, potaters, let us eat lettuce, beat me with beets, lakooki? (zookeener) ah, but what about drink?...aj with lemon juice. but rolling rock on an empty stomach is standard. red wine be divine. and what about the snacking, you be asking? oh. luna bars, thee lemon zest is bitin' heaven in thee ass. it really be. farmfish are a bit skinny? no. 5'11"175 lbs of mean muscle and i must be admittin' a little belly fat! hehehehehehe!!! JUST A LITTL MIND YOU! 020714 ... sabbie i was going to list the eggs on toast. i was going to list becclebee's garlic-and-chili-bread i was going to list the multiple coffees-and-teas i was going to list the jelly_beans i was going to list the after-cast-party pizza i was going to list the after-cast-party red_wine... but then i realised that its past midnight and its monday and i havent eaten anything today at all. 020714 ... jessicafletcher chef boyardi's beefaroni...oh so healthy and satisfying... roasted garlic bread... two big glasses of water. i accidentally swallowed some tom's all natural peppermint toothpaste. currently digesting with unpleasant side effects. should i say effects or affects. i'm thinking e. now what i wish i'd had is a whole nother story. what the fuck is a "nother" i ask myself..sheesh. 020714 ... Mahayana my expressions, my desires- aspirations , my dehydration for indulgent understanding [and i am at a standstill ravenous for more that i can dispose of and assimilate into the hollow of my foundation] 020714 ... angie a glass of milk a banana a glass of water yum yum 020715 ... stork daddy the warm runoff of an estuary, off of the freshly geographic bumps of mythical valley 020715 ... angie a vitamin glass of orange juice vanilla ice cream with fresh peaches! yum yum 020716 ... waiting no-one :( 020716 ... angie haha ditto 020716 ... yummychuckle +fingertips +maybes +thoughts emailed to me from a fellow blatherite who told me last night he would feed me some words... +hesitation, inside out, medium rare +frosted flakes in a blue bowl. 020717 ... daxle melting, white, creamy, slightly sour, drippings, dropping, drooling down 020717 ... mourningstars That's either really unappetizing or really sexy depending on perspective. As for me, coffee and danish for breakfast. Mexican food from a wonderfully greasy little dive for lunch and lots of little stops for junk food along the way. I'm always glad that i have the metabolism of a hyperactive ten-year old. Either way, as much shit as i've poured down my gullet i am definitely spending some quality time at the gym tonight, then a shower and then back into town to spending even more quality time with the blackjack tables at the Rio. 020717 ... starlette bowl of cereal, coffee, some mushroom and artichoke salad, a chocolate chip cookie, a sugar cookie, gardenburger, and a yummy ripe mango...mmmm :) 020717 ... pralines nothing. i have holes in my mouth, and i can't chew food. there are no soft foods that i especially like, and i'm sick of yogurt, pudding, and ice cream, so i basically eat nothing. Gaahhh, wisdom teeth suck ass. 020718 ... Mahayana [& I am very fortunate for this blessing] 020718 ... angie cookie dough 1 fruit cup 1 can of pepsi 020720 ... Toxic_Kisses A banana and a few slices of cinnamon raisin bread 020729 ... lots of your words 020909 ... silentbob peanut butter and jelly sandwiches 020910 ... *nat* a bowl of coco pops, a penguin, a packet of skips, a cheese sandwich, and a single pringle 020911 ... reitoei uncountable cups of coffee (black, of course) and a chocolate chip cookie. 020911 ... angie 2 slices of leftover pizza ranch wheat thins 1 cup of fat free yougurt 1 apple juice box 1 cup hot cocoa 1/2 chicken sandwich french fries 1 glass coke more ranch wheat thins a few fun size hershey chocolate bars 2 chocolate rice krispie things 1 chip can we say HELLO freshman 15!!!! 020923 ... *nat* a owl of coco pops, a kit kat, a packet of walkers squares, mini jaffa cakes and scamled egg on toast with tomato sauce. 020924 ... krimilda salad, meat, yogurt, arepa con queso, cereal, bread, grapefruit... all in a different order 020924 ... Ariadani nothing! gaaaah!!! oh, wait, ive only been awake 10 minutes...boo for school! boo! oh, right...sorry bout that...nothing to see here, move along 020925 ... devalis 2 pieces of baloney a peanut butter and chocolate chip sandwitch 2 plums a navel orange a Raisinet a baloney sandwitch buttered egg noodles with mozzarella cheese and fresh tomatoes rice with gravy mixed vegetables that's not balanced at all 020925 ... Torch coffee lots of coffee 020926 ... Dafremen Celery, Cauliflower, Carrots, Lettuce Beans and Bread. I became a vegetarian 3 days ago. For the past few months, it's been harder and harder for me to handle uncooked meat (although I still crave a burger when I see one)without getting nauseous, so I decided to phase it out and see what happens. So far, so good. Still miss my burgers though. : ( 020926 ... devalis 2 bagels (one asiago cheese, one almond raisin) shrimp fried rice a navel orange 7 fudge cookies a fried chicken leg beef stroganoff 020926 ... devalis 4 Twizzlers 2 bowls of Basic 4 an Oreo ice cream sandwitch rice with tomato sauce grilled chicken 020928 ... IKC 56-80 wait a minute, now that i think about it, i'm not so sure that i have that explains a lot 020928 ... krimilda rice... coffee... rice 020929 ... devalis 4 pieces of Papa John's mushroom and onion pizza with white sauce 1 peanut butter scoocharoo 1 cheese muffin 3 crossints (spelled wrong) green beans rice 1/2 spring chicken (they're about as big as cornish hens) a piece of yellow cake 020929 ... very curious what is a scoocharoo? 020929 ... blamethesky a frozen dinner and some leftover chinese food 020930 ... devalis very curious- it's a rice crispie treat, but with peanut butter and chocolate. they're sooooo good! 021001 ... devalis I think I'm gonna keep a big long list for a month and see if my "diet" is working. 1 Activate bar (double fudge) fruit salad generic Cheetos fish, baked rice Hearshey's with almonds 021001 ... devalis orange juice an ice cream sandwich 3 mini-crossants (spelled wrong again, I don't think I learn from my mistakes) 1 brown M&M (I only eat the brown ones) 1 grahm cracker about 20 Pringles half a can of baby corns lots of salad mashed potatoes chicken and dumplings green beans (I went to a buffet) 021002 ... angie Many many boxes of apple juice many many bottles of water cinnamon oatmeal 1 string cheese stick 1 chicken wrap sandwich 1 glass pepsi ranch wheat thins 1 can diet cherry coke not so bad! 021003 ... screwing for viriginity a slim-fast 5 Mcdonalds burgers 1 eclare 1 bottel of water and about to have some baked chiked 021003 ... devalis Corn Pops an Activate bar a small piece of hersheys with almonds a gummy life-saver buttered noodles with cheese cube steak with gravy rice 021003 ... angie a SIMPSONS! pop tart (so far) 021015 ... angie one cup of coffee with cream and sugar one blueberry muffin a cheesburger a diet pepsi fries M&M's yum haha 021016 ... blurre leftover mixed bean soup and biscuit pumpkin spice bread sourdough bread mayan mix orange beer 021029 ... angie Green pepper, tomato and cheese omlet Strawberry yogurt with granola Chocolate milk Tuna sub 6 inch on wheat with green peppers, american cheese, tomato and mayo A bananna Diet Pepsi Chicken salad with tomatoes, cucumbers and french dressing Orange Soda Mini Eggs!!!!!! 030401 ... niska well, i didn't get any popcorn... 030401 ... birdmad a little piece of the tip of my tongue 030402 ... god one live spider, as always! 030402 ... mo 2 bowls of cheerios and 2 cherry toaster stroooodles what a yummy day it has been 030403 ... jessicafletcher toasty peanut butter crackers a reese's easter egg a cup of water a chicken sandwich 030404 ... angie a peice of toast with honey a peice of toast with peanut butter one peice of celery with peanut butter honey nut cheerios with skim milk chocolate milk chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream salad with ranch and french dressing haha that was lunch ;) one tuna sub on wheat with provolone green peppers, lettuce, tomato and mayo diet coke what a day what a day 030404 ... splinken a roll. diet dr. pepper. an orange. diet dr. pepper. a mini candy bar. diet dr. pepper. 030405 ... angie a bacon cheeseburger french fries cherry pepsi a can of coors light a chicken caesar wrap sandwich skim milk 030513 ... angie one glass of skim milk my birth control pill a vitamin one bowl of salad with thousand island dressing one half cup of yogurt an apple pie thingy...single serving haha one can of mt. dew raspberries a pop tart 030708 ... jane i'm going to go back to the three or four days after i did meth and couldn't eat eight bites of watermelon i don't think i ater anything else 030708 ... Fire&Roses Kandy Kakes Sausage Sandwich Ramen ala Mom 030708 ... delial one banana chicken fried rice [sesame teryaki] tomato and eggplant pasta I'm pondering a bag of chips ahoy right now. 030708 ... ferret only enough for a day's sustenence 030708 ... jenny enny dots kashi cereal without milk 040203 ... jenny enny dots some more kashi "Good_Friends" cereal without milk perrier mostoccioli with melted cheddar cheese a kumquat french roast coffee 040203 ... magicforest I applaud: a) All of the people who did this without guilt. b) All of the people who had guilt but did this anyway. wolfs down your love 040203 ... mon a piece of bread thankyou 040203 ... pooger_eater 16 poogers. look at the pooger blather. 040204 ... minnesota_chris among other things, a persimmon! Wow are they good. Tastes like a mango, with a firmer skin. So so sweet. 040204 ... witchesrequiem Half a homemade burger some garlic rosemary potatoes sprite 040204 ... witchesrequiem Half a homemade burger some garlic rosemary potatoes sprite 040204 ... witchesrequiem Half a homemade burger some garlic rosemary potatoes sprite 040204 ... jenny enny dots wheat chex with banana, no milk (i hate milk) a banana soy nuts and raisins a few peanut butter pretzels some grapes 2 pieces of wheat toast and 3 pieces of string cheese a whole bunch of crunchy cakes made with brown rice a no carb diet drink 040204 ... jenny enny dots potluck day at work, no diet, so I ate: Kashi cereal of course soy nuts and raisins corn chowder lasagna meatballs with barbeque sauce salad with trader joe's low fat cilantro dressing lemon cake a sliver of strawberry cheesecake some rice cakes lots of coffee and chai corn chips and i'm about to eat some pizza.... WHAT A PIG!!! 040205 ... white_wave rambling about stupid stuff a blueberry waffle some bran cereal a sesame bagel garbanza bean salad chocolate chip cookie italian mineral water low carb tortilla sugar free chai some crackers some cheerios and i'm about to cook some enchiladas 040323 ... nemo chicken noodle soup pumpkin muffin 1/2 g of heroin 040323 ... case of space a couple of my life goals. and promptly shat them out. thankyou very much. 040324 ... Syrope mom suggested i keep a calorie-counting notebook i really don't think she understands what that would do to me. sometimes i think looking in the mirror, seeing myself as i look now and still being disgusted, but really being a skeleton with no hair, would sorta be better than the blinding shame that hits me when i see myself on camera, 10x bigger than i feel. at least with the speech video i know i was bloated & wearing a tent-ish outfit, but i wear tents a lot. *shrug* when people try to pick me up, i don't want to hear him saying he won't and that he is ok with the fact that i weigh more than i look like i do, but then doing it anyway and dropping me. *eats fritos* damnit 040324 ... ethereal yes today I've ACTUALLY eaten. You know solid food. None of this jello and popsicle shit. Thank God!! My sickness is letting me eat now!! 040324 ... jennyanydots it's after 2:00 and all I've eaten is Irish Instant Oatmeal, apple flavor. And french roast coffee. 040404 ... oldephebe Well it's Monday morning 12:15 EDST, so er yesterday I injested two honey and cinnamon latte's for a total of liquid 26oz, and I think 18grams of protien. Um..2 12oz glasses of iced tea, about 4oz of this turkey breast, ham, pepperonni mac and cheese casserole thing my son just inhales and yeah that's about it. Yet I feel somewhat bloated like those 4oz are really sitting around my waist. ... 040404 ... oE well it's 1:42 and i've eaten since 12:15..a handful of low sodium cashew halves and a glass of iced tea... ... 040404 ... jennyanydots i've eaten everything in sight, it seems. a mixture of two cereals for breakfast, and black tea. plain yoghurt with banana slices. chai tea, as it is my favorite_beverage_ritual. Dr. Soy's trail mix. a low carb tortilla wrap for lunch. two brownie bits (oops!). some raisins. some cereal as a snack. some instant coffee. plain yoghurt with molasses for sweeting. hmm, i guess i did actually eat healthy today. 040405 ... Syrope a tomato. you could save me but instead you default to friendly small talk i'll remember this 040406 ... oldephebe Wed - I had 2 cups of coffee, 2 glasses of grape juice, 1 glass of milk and I think 1 oz of chicken casserole... ... 040414 ... TK A mug of my fave tea (mintea) I should probably eat more though *ponders what to eat as she leaves this blath* 040818 ... pete if you count the part of last night that was really this morning... three slices of pizza (delivery) a can of root beer, a beer, and a toasted cream cheese bagel 040818 ... emmi a bowl of honey nut cereal a cup of coffee two egg sandwiches with cream cheese and tomato pesto a few cherry tomatoes a few skittles a kiwi and am planning on cooking chili_con_carne tonight 041125 ... 3 pennies and a saxophone a paper thin slice of bob evans honey sausage, a thimble full of turkey (had to test the dryness) a little mild and a little apple cider ... i might throw down seriously this afternoon or early evening though... ... 041125 ... deomis a bowl of chex cereal (with milk of course) 2 hawaiian bread rolls and a small piece of turkey I hate the holidays. 041125 ... Decoding Revelation 27 handfulls of peanuts 4 mountain dews 8 crackers with cheese log spread 5 handfuls of chocolate mint candies 6 crackers with artichoke_queso_dip 20 ounces of turkey 1/2 cup of mashed pototoes 1/2 cup of stuffing with sausage 1/2 cup of yams 1/2 cup of green_bean_casserole 1 dinner roll 1 piece of pumpkin pie 1 piece of Pear Frang-a-pang or something 1 more piece of pumpkin pie 1 cup of coffee 17 peanuts that I tossed up in the air and caught in my mouth... 5 peanuts that I tossed up in the air that bounced off my chin and fell on the ground. 1 20 oz bottle of water. 041126 ... .... what did you take for the diahrea from the artichoke apread? 041126 ... souless wanderer 2 caffine pills, and half a litre of coke. 041126 ... <...> artichoke spread incidentally, could you describe the taste and texture of the artichoke spread? is it organic? is it a culinary acoutriment of an epicurean or a bon vivant? 041126 ... Fido a schoodle. 041126 ... monee water 041126 ... monee cupbowl of strawberry soyogourt handful of corn tortilla chips bowl of yummy soup 041126 ... trust tree 1 meatball a bowl of applejacks 1 cepacol throat drop 041231 ... dandy ooh, you have a sore throat? better get some citrus and warm blanket. I finally remembered to eat, had an egg and cheese on rye bread as a chaser to the candy cane and bubble gum for breakfast and lunch 041231 ... angie Generic Raisin Bran Crunch Coffee Granola Bar A slice of toast with peanut butter on it A couple york peppermint patties (the small ones) A strawberry applesauce cup Tortilla Chips with Salsa Venti White Chocolate Mocha Tazo Tea Raisins&Spice Oatmeal 061110 ... hsg less than i've burned. and that makes me happy. even the tiniest amount, especially the tiniest amount, makes me very happy. to give a tiny bit more than I take. I feel like I'm pushing the wheel of karms a little itty bit in the right direction. this tiniest bit is the most steady. how I wish I was more humble years ago when I was observed by a very wise & compassionate person. he made the following comment: "i've never seen someone try so hard and go so very short a distance. what's that saying again? 'slow is.... Slow is Steady; Steady's Quick!'" but i've sprinted. and i've tripped & trip'ed on this fast. gotta break the cycle. gotta getta grip. do a little & rest. it's outside the dojo that the lessons sink in. the space between dreams. the music between notes. the water seeps in to break apart the mountain. only by letting itself melt can it sink any deeper, get leverage to make any more progress. cyclical messages. patterns of oscillation. a well seasoned patience. if I have to wait forever to make up my mind, well.... isn't that the only thing any of us ever really wait on? singleness of purpose? a sound mind. let that resonate with you for a while. hold it close. love it. feed it. purr. pure oneness. without a doubt, "we" must not fight "us". singleness of purpose. yes. that was my point. 061110 ... nom but today a lot of people haven't. today_a_lot_of_people_starved_to_death. 061110 ... hsg even more people r eating themselves to death and are making a HUGE mess in the process.... and due to the consumption of animal products are contributing greatly to the starving of others. and the planet. 061113 ... falling_alone turkey on a tortilla apple cider 061114 ... neptunemistress something that will kill me later on in life 061114 ... mustard 1 bowl kashi go lean crunch cereal with light soymilk 1 slice white veggie pizza (tomatoes, spinach, broccoli) with marinara on the side 1 sugar wafer/hazelnut-chocolate cookie in a fancy european wrapper nibbled on: piece of chocolate, handful of peanuts/craisins, piece of potbelly cookie drank 2 liters of water, 1 unsweetened iced coffee with skim milk, 2 natty boh's, 1 large pomme lambic fancy beer which tasted like sparkling cider 080807 ... lunatic jesus Take this, all of you, and eat it. It is a flavorless flatbread, steeped in mysticism and spooky language. 080807 ... Lemon_Soda A box of strawberries and yogurt. 080807 ... Ouroboros nut fruit sugar-filled pretend-healthy bar, hot tea. 6:50am 080807 ... Pope Squillo XLIV quaker_hostmeal 080807 ... no reason i was supposed to write a log of everything i ate for three weeks, which i did (for the most part). then i spent an hour last night calculating all the protein in it. then i brought it today and she didn't even look at it. i guess the knowledge is good, anyway. or something. 080807 ... unhinged nothing so far drank a pot of coffee with light chocolate soymilk and raw sugar getting ready to do some yoga (whether or not i'll actually get around to it is another story) thinking about getting a veggie buritto before work i'm not a breakfast person 080807 ... jane your mom. last night as well. 080808 ... Lemon_Soda You know, that doesn't sound like jane at all. 080808 ... unhinged it is....i'm afraid i created a monster when i automatically spewed a few 'your mom' s out in sf back in june see your_mom_ on red and also jane's myspace 080808 ... noone special ..and I hate myself for it.. but more.. I hate being back in this place.. where lettuce feels like razor blades 080825 ... Soma tomato and feta soup, and then some doubtful looking grapes which caused me to gag. Two cups of sweetened ice tea, And a dinner of pasta salad that was as cold as i felt. 080825 ... flowerock royal_jelly/bee_pollen/honey with ginseng coffee/coconut_milk avocado/cucumbers/hemp_seed mixed with hemp_protein and flax lentil_soup with same hemp-flax mix and turmeric some 100% cacao bar 3apples and some almonds and cashews a few ricola cough drops... and I am so thankful for all of it. I am not hungry today. 140902 ... tail-devouring snake smoothie, green tea, dehydrated broccoli with 'cheezy' sauce. 11am. 140903 ... flowerock dehydrated broccoli sounds great... crunchy greens. 11am here... I've eaten... royal jell/bee pollen a spoon full of peanut butter, two dried apricots, coffee with maca and coconut milk probably eat some almonds and cashews with cayenne and salt in a few minutes, drinking more coffee now... watching pigeons eat in-n-out burger scraps and humming birds eat nectar. I guess I d rather be a humming_bird than a pigeon. I doove pogeons though. brave and resourceful little shits. 140903 ... unhinged instant triple berry oatmeal w chia and flax and a banana a bad of honey dijon kettle chips a smoked gouda/mustard sandwich w a couple handfulls of cherry tomatoes tuna poke veggie ramen coconut almond kind bar and 72% dark chocolate (i spend a lot of money on food) 140903 ... flowerock me too, spend a lot on food... trying to spend less, but even less is still a lot. I ate a bag of kettle chips too... I never really eat chips, so when I do I eat the fuck out of them. with nuts and an apple. 140903 ... tail-devouring snake for the first time in 30 days, coffee (!), with hemp milk and coconut sugar. 140904 ... tail-devouring snake as for the past 3 days, green chile vegan quesadillas. 140916 ... epitome of incomprehensibility Too-sugary cereal with lactose-free milk, finally on sale; PBJ, leftover roasted cauliflower, and pieces of sweet peppers; a slice of banana bread at the store, for a snack; homemade pizza, the vegetarian slice including roasted cauliflower; and now an apple. 140916 ... e_o_i (I usually eat more in a given day, but today I was rather sedentary) 140916 ... Soma way too many candy bars from stress induced binge-eating. but damn, they were good. diabetes, here I come. 140918 ... unhinged a coconut sandwich cookie a banana vietnamese lotus rootlet salad japanese fried rice bee pollen smoothie smoked gouda sandwich tortelloni a coconut almond kind bar 72% dark chocolate 140918 ... unhinged (damn dude...i spend a significant portion of my day on food) 140918 ... flowerock t o o m u c h f o o d. So much beet. And chocolate. And peanut butter. And beans and hummus and apples and carrots and... too much. 140918 ... tail-devouring snake bread with veganaise and nutritional yeast. apple. gratefruit juice w/ spirulina. 141023 ... unhinged banana kefire japanese fried rice mac and cheese tofurkey gouda sandwich cherry tomatoes slice of cheese pizza chocolate 2 coconut almond kind bars 141023 ... unhinged (fall is here and so is my pms. i can cleanse next week) 141023 ... flowerock I let pms guide my eating this time as well... I decided not to feel horrible about it because I already felt crappy from cramps and emotional swings... a few days is about all my tummy and energy level can rake though of binging on fatty, salty, sugary, excess... but boy was it yummy. Come on uterus, let's get this over with... toooo looooong. 141024 ... Phil 3 avocados 1 jalapeno 1 large green salad Caesar (plant based) dressing 3 dates Handful of mixed nuts and raisins 1 glass of oatmilk 1.5 Liters of water 240128 what's it to you? who go blather from