kiwi sphinxradio i would like to not see you sometimes it's getting better, though so long as i can keep pretending that the past is really over in my mind i don't know if he cares anymore, really maybe you don't know, either sometimes i think i see you wincing and i wish you didn't have to 011203 ... sotto voce is soo good, but it makes my tongue itchy. 020312 ... emmi i knew a man who taught me about love his touch was smooth his eyes were brown his name was patrice he was french and a gemini he was gorgeous he was the nicest man i have ever met and probably still is all of the above (i called him kiwi.) because of his hair. and...just. kiwi. i miss him, almost unbearably we were beautiful 040218 ... emmi . 040218 ... rage its funny that most people associate this word with a fruit 050904 ... epitome of incomprehensibility I associate it with an underground rock band mixed with charcoal on birch tree bark in a sauna. Is that better??? 050905 ... rage thats fantastic! i was just struck by how apparently unknown new zealand is. i guess we all assume we are the centre of the universe 050906 ... yoguru a great yogurt addition 060605 what's it to you? who go blather from