lost daxle I fought and I lost Digital sunset Too late You and I are different I care about you More than you About me 990707 ... Drennan in our folly we have tried to resurrect the god we killed, and we shall some day be destroyed by our own foolishness. 990928 ... amy for words, and lost in words. 991211 ... jennifer I float on a steady stream of unconsciousness, lost in the friendly hum of your heart 991219 ... ready2run wait a minute! how did I get to this website? mom? dad? are you on the same website? if so, I think, we can chat 991221 ... deb i've lost myself, it seems i can't think clearly can't speak truly can't breathe easily can't work naturally can't stop thinking of the "maybe"s can't... can't or won't? i dream in circles that never meet themselves 000108 ... wesleann i lost him to taoism, and those obtuse buddhist stories with indiscernible morals. I lost him to the internet, and it's plethora of information. i lost him to the martial arts, to his love of knowledge, and his quest to find himself. i lost him because suddenly, I wasn't interesting. 000123 ... marjorie maze. you let me go in the maze. again. the lights flicker inviting me to cling to the neon signs and wait hoping until someone comes to see why the sign only says "hotl" i'm covering the "e" i'm waiting. want to join me? friends are made fast when you're both clinging to a neon sign dangling precariously over a large precipice i spent so much time with the precipice that i even named it: "F I N A L L Y" 000124 ... marina left overly since ten 000509 ... tarin where you are when you try to find 000509 ... red i am waiting for darkness to come, so that i may seek out a white shining star and wish that i could feel like the way i do now all of the time 000512 ... uganda i'm completely lost for a new name. 000606 ... silentbob I used to take the song Amazing Grace literally. Oh yeah, that's the song about the woman who got a cure for blindness and got found by the park ranger when she was lost in the woods. 000615 ... Anastasia up, look up the buildings are so tall sign points one way but it means the other people walking, talking unaware that I am lost amble, roam, wander the roads lead to nowhere when you don't know where you're going your own ingnorance is the map should I ask someone? but whom there's a person Should I ask? What do I ask? That I'm looking to be found. 000803 ... the puppettron one can never be lost in a world of their own making. and if for some reason you exist in a reality that was accidently constructed by another self identity, you should now consider yourself beyond all hope. drown yourself in the toilet, its the only way out. 001014 ... j_blue once i was unrequited, now i am lost. i dont see the other two much at all. if there was justice to be had, its two edged pain has peirced the both of us, as i knew it would. and i date a turtle, hm. 001113 ... Yogijinn I lost myself, I lost my voice and I am most pissed of about losing my sense of humor. 001210 ... Tiffa Excuse me, if anyone sees anything Gregg might normally post in, tell him he's lost. 8smiles* I miss talking to the boy. Got married and didnt even tell me, so he's lost and needs to be found. *smiles* 001216 ... JACKIE LOST MONEY LOST FRIENDS LOST LOVE THESE THINGS CAN BE FOUND BUT WHEN I LOST ME I FELT LOST FOREVER 001228 ... deb an ocean of time washes thickly over me drowning these eyes in salt- no wind to speed things along, only tumultuous grey blue waters saddened, as my heart, to have to keep us apart- each breath until you near is more wild gasping arms flailing about in an effort to keep myself alive if only to see the light that appears in your eyes when i near take me from this place and bring me safely home to finally find sleep within the warm shelter of your embrace i plead with the ashy sky begging for any wign of hope but the sun hides herself from my searching face and then i see you on some distant shore, watching for me. but you do not see, you only weep and i long to kiss those tears away to search your eyes for a hint, even, of a smile- 010301 ... sillylittlegirl i am staring at your thank you note and i am no longer alone in this room... 010309 ... Bran-Flakes I am totally lost in life I can't find anything and have noting to do and am totally bored and yeah we will leave it at that 010311 ... lost lost inside her tanted smile agian. 010314 ... unhinged back to the black when i was comfortable with being alone looking at the scar_garden and how it has grown even when it started to grow being in that auditorium made me feel lost reminded me of the days when i had found myself and the revelation that those days have been long gone 010314 ... vampers in you....lost in myself....lost in a dream.... 010325 ... Laura I was happy when I found him, in awe of his talent, led on by his charm, then dropped, just to be picked up by him again and used, I agreed to the time we spent together fooling around, and cried each time thereafter. Then I found love, true love, eternal happiness in these new strong arms, and he, the old flame, came crawling back, he said his dreams spoke of me, I said....... goodbye 010325 ... elisabeth where my mind is, lost in the confusion, lost in the world, i can't find it. I it is just lost 010325 ... abms im always lost 010330 ... Laura I am lost in everything around me now, no matter how much I try to keep it the same, It all changes so fast, the things I needed for my security are gone, I am hate the feeling of being happy yet sad forever and knowing that sadness won't go away, that is life to me, never ending eternal sadness, jesus didn't was away my sins, he must've forgotten me, maybe I was absent that day from church, it makes you think, no wonder I am Jewish, I'd give it all up, my faith, my sadness, sadness which has become the best friend I've ever known, always there for me, never abandoning me, leaving my trust so far behind in the harsh abrading words they yell, like sand scratching my skin to bloody ribbons, I am lost in my own mind, I don't know who I am or they are, I have no safety net, I am jumping, without a backup, falling closer and closer to the earth, I don't know what I'll find once I get there, I've been gone so long. 010415 ... Casey Lost in her beauty Lost in the mall Lost in myself Lost in my worries Lost in my dreams Lost in my nightmares Lost in the world 010415 ... mmm i feel lost without her 010415 ... lost daxle prophesized my coming and created a page for me. How sweet. damn i am stupid, but its fun that way sometimes. 010430 ... Dafremen Your not really lost you know. You're in self-imposed exile. 010501 ... lost yeah i kinda keep myself on the outside. I dont really want to be found. but the right person has found me, she just isn't here now. she wont be here till summer when she moves back. 010501 ... alegra i think i lost something i cared about. 010514 ... daydream believer help me. please. just look me in the eye, take my hand. don't lie. understand. 010515 ... snow_angel Her mom saw my arm and Ask me what it was.."why do you have that on your arm." I thought for a moment, trying not to seem obvious. What could lost mean other than what it was. Should i tell her that I cut my arms to make myself feel better? SHould I tell her that Im lost and that's exactly what it means? "Its a nickname" I blushed...Ashley sort of laughed. 010605 ... lost i used to cut myself to feel better to try and regain what i lost. then i realized i cant reclaim my childhood. i am supposed to act more adult like. i cant just revert back and act like a child again. its gone and i just have to deal with it.let me explain because if i dont somone is going to say that i didnt really lose it. when i was a kid my biological mother was on drugs and i would have to feed myself and she wouldnt eat so i had to try and feed her too. many times i would go without food for weeks. 010621 ... sam poo. can't seem to find where i put everything--maybe the solution is to stop looking. we are all so confused. i am not a proselytizer. three days ago i was walking down the central street in my city i live in the city like all the other cities--saw you walking too but hey it's the street and walking is done so that's that. return to home wait you're already there. true enough, goodnight. poo. 010621 ... tit and because my body cannot leave, my mind must travel on it's own it searches for happiness but i fear, that one day, it wont be able to find its way home and there i will be, a trapped body and a lost mind 010707 ... BioHazzard Between two points I find myself, Lost in what I see as an eternity, Fighting what I know for shear confidence that this is true reality Something has stopped me to think ages ago Now I search for the truth endlessly Here I stand wondering where I am Between two points I’ll never see, I have no legs for I stopped feeling them decades ago I have no pain do to this void I feel in my chest My soul is gone, I could never see it, but now I know it's not there Time is a never-ending process of never ending space Eternal time and space I will never see an ending to But yet somewhere beyond the horizon I hear it calling From the distance of uncountable life times it finds a way to reach me It sounds so close, but how far can multiple eternities be anyway I vaguely remember when I started; I doubt I’ll ever see the end Somewhere in the distance a secret has been waiting for me An eternity is ready to take its toll And here I stand, Non-eternal me. how will I get there, how will it be 010914 ... distorted tendencies Within the swirls of confused pain Wishing it would go away yesterday Wondering why it is so progressive Wanting you to cure it 010915 ... youll find out I lost two great friends over the summmer. I guess when you don't see them other then once a week, itis harder to stay friends when you get older. I love you liz, and laurel, i always will. Stay friends and stay happy 010917 ... adara the word lost. tis funny is it not, that people use it for so many purposes. well, i'm lost. i have lost... and i have lost because i lost and i dont want to remember why 010918 ... lost exactly 010919 ... Zy I lost my monkey 010920 ... xoch lost her center of consciousness that generates thoughts in april 011001 ... this is what u get when u mess with me phew-for a minute there i lost myself i lost myself 011010 ... psychobabe eh, sometimes i get lost in so many things. Lost in emotions, lost in repeated routines, lost in your arms, ahhhhhh why must i put myself through that? its all so confusing! mind boggleing! and i just want