hurt charley Why do people hurt me? Do they even know? Why is it so fucking easy to get hurt by people?? Sometimes I think it best not to interact with people (of course I know better) – less chance of getting hurt.. Computers are so much easier. Less misunderstanding. And then comes the embarrassment of even thinking that I might be hurt by something so utterly silly. Computers are definitely easier. 980906 ... Pacia reminds us that we are still alive. 981107 ... Dallis Its done. Do it back and get it again. Just avoid it. I doubt it is worth it. But somehow it always is. 981118 ... Dallis It will end. Like it or not. 981118 ... amy i know. i'm sorry. 990214 ... adam you did. again and again and again and again and i will never ever ever ever ever forgive you. 990218 ... jordan is like a gift everyone gives and recieves it and it comes in many different ways,somtimes hidden behind beauty and somtimes you get it with all its ugliness 990709 ... jennifer I threw my best friend away. I decided to tell him how I really felt and I took it too far. I threw him away. The main problem is that we had grown so close in the last two years, that now that he's gone, it feels like a part of me has died. I feel so hollow inside. I go through my daily routine and my mind constantly drifts back to him. And what kills me the most is that I know, I know that the relationship we had will never be as strong as it once was. I can't do anything without somehow being reminded of him. And that hurts so bad. I still don't know why I had to fuck up the best thing I had going for me. But I am sorry, and he has no idea how much pain I am in. And that kills me. 991205 ... unrighteous1 the aftermath of pain 000112 ... amy so silly of me, crying for four days straight (time out to teach classes!)... but then i said it... haha... there's nothing like laughing and making fun of yourself while saying extreme things and crying like there's no tomorrow. 000409 ... amy uhh... actually that was last year... last century, even. 000409 ... daxle listening to this song I don't know what to think if I am here again I haven't gone anywhere and I want to die 000410 ... MollyGoLightly These entries--pain, hurt, loneliness, etc...seems like most posters write about being on the recieving end. Or maybe I'm the only one here who ever hurts people. I doubt that. 000411 ... Free Yes Molly, I agree. It seems like all the focus is on the self. And it is this same selfishness that is the cause of the Hurt, the Pain, the Sarrow. 000411 ... The Schleiffen Man i bring to the table a vicious cycle of hurt. i broke up with a girlfriend who hurt me, but she says that when she hurts me that she feels bad and hurts. but i hurt to know that she hurts. and so it begins. we may get back together someday but it'll never be soon enough to end the hurt i feel right now 000518 ... birdmad cognitive dissonance hurts. the life i have built for myself is a million miles from where i started and further from where i thought i would be and the thing that makes me laugh on one hand and cringe on the other is the knowledge that, even if it isn't what i aspired to, either way...it's still better than i deserve 000519 ... emily my hurt fills me up until there's nothing left of the original me, i just hurt all the time 000519 ... Tiffa i cry and i dont know why its the hurt inside me it burns like fire and yet the tears scorch worse reasons undefined i can not say take my breath away and bring me close to death weak i am so weak its the hurt that burns inside me its the love i can not seem to share its the love that is the hurt painful love take my breath away and bring me close to death 000522 ... aschool What we all must live with, why is it so? Why must we hurt others to survive? You can't tell me that you have never hurt another. The world is such a hurtfull place 000522 ... waiting i would rather hurt and not know why than knowing i only hurt because of you 000524 ... apotheotatic_me It is a scary concept to me that, as a humna, I have the ability to hurt another human being. I mean, I could just kill someone at any given moment. I could say something that makes you die inside and not even know what I've done wrong. Chalk one up to God and irony. 000529 ... NIN I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. focus on the pain, The only thing that's real. 000713 ... kim it's better to feel hurt than to feel nothing at all it's better to have a heart than to have no heart at all 000713 ... deadman are you really so sure? 000713 ... kim yes 000713 ... deb i'm more scared of hurting you than being hurt myself - 000803 ... misstree i knew a boy, once... he was a fairytale prince, a chainmail cowboy, with swords and spurs, and noble eyes that spoke of faraway skies and a pain older than him, and when i saw him i fell in love... not with the person, but the concept of him... i made myself what i needed to be for him to want me, went from wicked witch to fragile princess, and sure enough it worked... within a month, we were due to be married... i knew this wasn't right, that the spell would wear off eventually and i would be me again, but the prince was so young and tender, so undefended, and he had laid his heart in my right hand even seeing the dagger in my left... so i did the only humane thing. i threw his heart down and stomped on it. did a joyless jig. i didn't enjoy breaking him, but our relationship was a horse with four broken legs, and it was quick and brutal or slow and painful... and i like to think that, aside from making him more bitter and jaded, because it was quick and brutal, maybe next time, he'll see the dragon holding the princess puppet, or at least carry a shield... 000804 ... pasp Knwoing that everyone else hurts makes my hurt most comforting 000813 ... somebody everybody thinks they are the only one 000915 ... DJAshton somthing all of us have gone through or are going through, 000918 ... Tank i could wobble off the end of the world right now... for all the loyalty i give, show, prove, they give none in return. i quit my dream job for them. and when that same position is available internally, they give it to another. they employ someone over me, never even asked me if i would want it. what's the point? damn, i'm wobbling away... 000922 ... deb your words hurt last night stung. but it was today that they pierced the purpled flesh of this fragile heart- you said you'd been dating this other girl, sorta, and, at first it didn't bother me. but i've been in those shoes before i know how it burns at your soul when you find out the one you thought was yours belongs to someone else now- i feel like you lied to me, really, by not mentioning it before- i'd almost like to call her, say i'm so sorry, i didn't know, but what's the use? more than anything, it hurts to know you're capable of that... you're not that guy who tore my world apart, no, but, for a flicker of a moment, i saw a piece of him in you -and that hurt- don't be that guy... 9-15-00 001001 ... Jon is purly a mental thing, but we all feel it. It's just an impulse in the brain, but we cry for it. Hurt is pain, anger and heart ache It's gone when your there. 001005 ... me ... is an underrated form of salvation/salivation for the masses 001217 ... hypocrite Sometimes it isn't worth it to chew through the restraints, so go ahead. Drink from my veins a little longer. I haven't got much left. 001218 ... Rhin My stomach feels like it is in my throat. I keep trying to swallow it down, but it remains. If I can swallow my own screams, then why can't I swallow this? 010101 ... ... i can't let you bring me pain. i can't let you get to me. no you can't see what i feel. you never will. all you do is bring misery. i'm telling you now, i wont be your company. i can't take it. i wont take it. i need to feel again. you have made me numb. you have made me shut down. you have brought upon these thoughts. it's not about you though. you think it's always about you. this time it's not. IT'S NOT. it's about ME. what about me? that's probably what you think. oh wait. you don't think. that's why i don't feel. 010121 ... marissa i am. you say so many things to me they hurt. 010126 ... rlzp Angry that I feel this way. Especially for my reasons. It's justified, yet not and I can't find a rhyme or reason. 010331 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... psychobabe this feeling that i feel is hurting. Its not from a man, not from a woman, not from any thing, except myself. My emotions getting in the way of my life, trying to forget, trying to let go, but cant. The hurt just keeps going and going, until it bursts! everything shows and you now hurt others. Its like a disease that spreads uncontrolably, salvaging on other peoples feelings.... i sit and here and try to realize this world i live in, not wanted people to feel sorry for me. Thats the worst feeling. Haveing people feel sorry for you. I write in here to express myself, not to have someone whos reading this say awe poor chick. well fuck that, i'm not trying to have this bad ass attitude, but its true. do you write in here for yourself? or to have people feel sorry for you? makes you think. which also hurts, lol.its such an extreme word, but i guess not one person can really defy it. VIVA LA RESISTANCE! 010410 ... Mallory I feel it take hold as you walk through the door I thought it was gone I was wrong The darkness sets in and I cannot see Someone please rescue me From this oblivion of pain I can't take it anymore I'm writhing and dying on the floor I tried to stop loving I tried so hard But it always came back This has pushed me so far I'm on the edge I'm falling off Please save me Keep me aloft Teach me to fly Teach me to soar I'm running through your bedroom door Tearing through your house Trying to get away Away from this life Away from this day I don't want to live I don't want to die I just want this pain to go away. 010415 ... Casey when a loved one punches you and tells you you are hated 010415 ... unique butterfly psycho babe, you go girl!!!! hehe 010418 ... byrnes i'd give anything to make you stop hurting yourself. 010520 ... Byrnes shit, i see those marks on your arms. It makes me wanna kill you. dammit. Do you finger the knife with the same hand you wrap around me shoulder? Does your beutifull voice scream in anguish or does it stay shut not to distract your important work? dammit. 010605 ... Gillian Gillian is