gillian
Jesika or Jesse
Gillian
is
probably
one
of
the
prettiest
names
i
know
just
because
its
different
.
Im
gunna
name
my
first
little
girl
Gillian.
i
like
differnt
names
i
hate
mine
just
because
i
know
a
lot
of
girls
named
jessica
so
i
spell
it
different
~~
Jesika
~~
and
i
shit
a
brick
when
someone
spells
it
wrong
and
fer
short
~~
Jesse
~~
NOT
JESSIE
damnit
why
cant
i
just
be
normal
?
im
anything
but
normal
,
and
everyone
can
see
that
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...
kingsuperspecial
i
have
this
morbid
facination
that
any
unidentified gillian
is
going
to
turn
out
to
be
the
girl
named
gillian
that
I
had
major
hots
for
a
few
years
ago
.
of
course
,
it's
never
her
.
I
wonder
why
I
always
have
the
hots
for
girls
that
don't
exist
?
(
a
)
010614
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from