whenwasthelasttimeyou_were_decently_kissed devalis July 28th, approximately 11:05 am. Right before he left for home, he gave me the kiss that remains on my lips to this day. 021011 ... p2 tomorrow. perhaps. 021011 ... k-s-s- I had a pretty hot kiss last week. I went out with an ex-girlfriend, and somewhere between the pool paying and the laughing about old times we got sort of smashed. I dropped her off at home at about 3 am, and being drunk and babbling I walked her right to her door and went in to say goodnight to her dog (who still loves me). The hug good-bye started to linger,and she has a great body that was crushing into me, and then she kissed me and it was a "let's get busy" sort of kiss, not a "night-night, buddy" kiss. I forgot what good a kisser she was. Damn, it was like electricty. Surprisingly enough, I peeled myself away, and went home. It was just too weird. i-n-g 021011 ... squint end of july. hammock. stars, etc. 021011 ... silentbob it was in may. there were kisses after that, but i prefered that one to those. it lasted all night and i got to play all the cds i ever wanted to make out to 021011 ... ~gez~ .. last saturday. at the party (see : last_night) and guess what everybody, twas with nat 021011 ... squint i just restumbled upon it: see: your_kiss (that was the last 'decent' kiss) 021011 ... the eye suddenly last summer 021011 ... Kate When the lights were off in the band room, or when they weren't. And Jarred always seemed to be putting away his bassoon at the opportune time. On a dark bus, driving east to Columbus, while everyone else slept or watched that one movie and we just made out and whispered. In the eighth floor stairwell of a very nice hotel. That still lingers, even on cold nights during football games, when I see you from afar and smile and say a prayer for you. Because the softest lips tell the most precious secrets, don't they? 021011 ... kill rhythm its hard to say. things started to fade after february. the most important one was on april 22, 2000, but the best one i remember was november 8, 2001. we were kissing_in_the_rain 021011 ... colors20 last night 021011 ... white_light As i wiped my lips of the red wine that took to an encore, i turned to find my weight lifted by that of another whose lips were as tender as the breeze; the cool breeze that brought me to a subtle shiver to make my entire body pulse with sweet molten lust. 021011 ... Phsyke Tumultuous and sweet they were her lips caressing mine Slow at first, she massaged them i felt distant as a drifting cloud lifting to a crimson sky of her lips sadly I awoke from the dream secretly smiling 021011 ... girl_jane 09/27/02 Even though I only kissed him once, and I won't kiss him again, I enjoyed it. It was also nice that he didn't try to swallow my face like so many boys do... 021011 ... unhinged he was really distressed that day. i intentionally placed myself away from his group of friends in the bar so that if he wanted to talk to me, he could talk to just me. i saw him sitting with her and i saw the 'i wish i was anywhere but here' look on his face. the stare on my face must have caught his eye and he came over to me and vented at me who this girl was. and i looked at him and told him what i honestly thought. i was drunk and stoned and i tend to be honest without thinking of the ramifications; total lack of inhibition, especially with people i love like him. it was still daytime; early evening. it is always weird to be in that bar when it's lite by the light of day. it looks so much more run down. but like the comfortable sort of run down of your favorite sweatshirt. he was sitting at the bar talking to the sound dude begging anyone to buy him shots when i was going to leave. i always said goodbye. it was a long standing tradition. by this time he had begged quite a few shots off people. he put his hands on my waist and kissed me solidly on the lips. i was too shocked to apply any pressure in return. the conditioning of his lips was ingrained on the nerve endings of mine. i hadn't been kissed like that in a long time. it's weird to think that that was only a few weeks ago. it was almost completely brotherly. almost. i like the feeling of almost. 021011 ... Tree-Climber Anonymous Two winters ago in Lahaina--has it really been that long?--the delirious throes of island fever sent me climbing up twisting tropical trees seeking leaf-canopied coverage from the snapping tourists. See, the ocean's relentless rhythm has a way of stirring up silt and stuff that has settled in the corners of a person, revealing a history of secrets in a cloud of unknowing the shadow of which preempts the warming influence of consistently perfect weather. If you listen for it. Pardon the rhetoric. I assure you, there are kisses in the midst and I did spend a lot of time in trees. But first, I perambulated the perimeter of my island--to which a circle of footsteps in the sand are testament--all the while thinking I was going forward. Needless to say as haystacked needles, I was lost and came to in her infatuate eyes late one night and we kissed in the street as--and I can only speculate, sensing nothing other than lips--the tourists returned to their nice hotels, happy and tanned. Aloha, Elizabeth. 021012 ... bethany the most revent attempt at decentcy one time i layed on a bed with mundog crouched over me, trying to make him kiss better, i said slower slower yet slower yet slower yet STOP IT he was horrible boys need a kissing workshop in high school i havent been decently kissed since i was in love years 021019 ... unhinged fuck this fuck you fuck them fuck all this bullshit i hate all of it; you, them, this, everything. i'll probably go out and get drunk now. yeah; that will surely solve all my problems. 021019 ... devalis too long ago. 021026 ... blown cherry minutes 021027 ... Jeca AND THEN HE LEFT! he left he left he left he left he's far far far away it's over 1500 miles and i don't have a car and i'm so afraid i'll forget a millisecond of it... its been 6 months since our first and last-- i had decided not to because he was leaving but it was 3:00 and we had been talking all night about wings on seeds and shakespeare and laughing so hard and then he was so close though my arms were crossed because i was cold and he put his forehead to mine and just looked into my eyes with that goofy look on his face and i don't think either of us could help it... and he CANT kiss me through the email (though he tried) and i won't trap him in something more than friends so far away.... miss him miss him miss him miss him I WANT MORE... 021027 ... laxed I was right there you should have 021027 ... gay gizmo Personally, I like the no name kisses. Ya know, you see each other from across a dance floor. Slowly work your way near each other and then....POUNCE. I always liked those ones. When you dont even give each other your numbers. I dont remember when the last time that happened was....maybe bethany could remind me. Anyhow, its been much too long. 021028 ... mwah rather be indecently kissed 021029 ... clueless right where, wonderful? 021029 ... clueless right where, wonderful? 021029 ... kenobi 2 days 021112 ... stopped thinking and I'm rather hoping it's not the last time. wow. 021119 ... ;) how do you stop thinking? 021119 ... maybe faith? trust? security? bravery? 021119 ... interested observer why do i think i know who's talking above? 021119 ... maybe intuition? personal experience? x ray goggles? 021119 ... O what the who-hah? i don't even know who i am anymore 021119 ... interested observer if i do know them, then three of the four virtues one of them touted above are being undermined right now making the fourth one a moot point. If i am wrong, so be it. i don't think i am, though. 021119 ... maybe universes move in parallel 021119 ... nosy blatherskite WHO WHO ARE YOU ALL 021119 ... TERMINATOR WHO THA FUCK ARE YOU? 021119 ... :( it's not us then, because none of those things are being violated 021119 ... interested observer (IKC 56-80) maybe not between the two of you but here's the million-dollar question: is there anyone else in your equation? do excuse me, please, if i'm projecting my fears on the wrong people but there's enough here for me to be wotrried about turns out this wasn't the secret i thought my new rival, my former buddy, knows about this place too and the one i love is suddenly not speaking to me since i admitted what i've been feeling. except for the fact that i'm not showing anybody my face, i think i'll see if i can't get myself in as birdmad's replacement for the dictionary_pictures next to the definition for "dumbass" my fear of putting my friendship with her in jeopardy kept me quiet and now i feel like it's being used against me. 021119 ... :/ you're excused 021119 ... IKC 56-80 where should i put my faith if i've got nothing left to believe just now who should i trust? i won't drag my other friends into this and ask them to take sides, and anything i do runs that risk security? hah! this was my worst fear brought to life. what security is there in that? bravery? when i finally worked up the courage to speak my heart it was thrown back at me with a weird look and now almost a week's worth of silence so the fourth like i said, is a moot point now anyway i now find myself avoiding everyone. and i haven't slept since thursday night, so i am running strictly by the grace of Mountain Dew and starbuck's doubleshots 021119 ... IKC 56-80 sate my curiousity though, since you aren't the one's i fear you are. who are you? or does someone else here have something to be afraid of 021119 ... mebby not afraid, just feeling like the thought does not require a name 021119 ... IKC 56-80 that isn't what i meant. i meant should someone else be afraid of a name or names they might read here? the blathes that provoked my question sounded like a shared moment, but i know, from what i've read, that the same people who all picked on rhin and peyton have made it seem like it's forbidden to admit those sorts of things here. i'm asking if this isn't perhaps (in line with my 80's fixation) a blatherized version of a bizarre_love_triangle 021119 ... Syrope wow...last DECENT one...that's hard. definately not the last guy...ugh. how bout too long ago? 021119 ... no use for a name well....i'd have to say never. I'm still waiting for the time that i'll be DECENTLY kissed. 030102 ... unhinged he sent me an interent kiss right at the moment i was screaming for him. it made the tears come more quickly. i'm so alone in here. it may not have even been him. but the timing was sublime. just a quick peck on the cheek and he left so fast i couldn't even reply. i'm so alone in here. 030103 ... Nathan88 about 15 minutes ago :) *3:30a.m.* 030103 ... *nat* monday the 30th December 2002. After a nice day. we saw Die Another Day, and for one of the 1st times in my life i actually felt like i was bein treated like a woman. Then on the train home (which he chose to cum with me so i wasnt on my own) we tried to figure out what the people infront were eating. Then the kiss.. 030103 ... megan last night watching almost famous and every other time he kisses me... :) 030103 ... 867-5309 oh.. um... it was my freinds girlfreind you see .. infidelity can make it very hot.. yes. i am aware of the possible consequenses 030103 ... angie 10 minutes ago, i had the most wonderful morning sleeping beside you, being so close to you, you had to go to work at 11 but u were about 45 minutes late ;) 030106 ... girl_jane I'm hoping soon. Even if it's just a kiss and nothing more, I'd do anything to have his lips again. Come home. 030106 ... angie i had the most amazing kisses with you on saturday nite i saw you sunday but i was late for work i didnt get a chance... to kiss you goodbye i havent seen you since how i long for you kiss 030121 ... mutant almost a year ago. we were laying on my bed watching high fidelity. his attention was diverted from the movie, he started to touch my breasts and then suck and then soon his mouth was on my mouth and we were kissing. he was horrible at everything else with relationships and he hasn't been in one since, but good god was he the best kisser ever. 030121 ... margadant11 Last night watching High Fidelity I touched myself... because if I don't do it no one else will... heh 030121 ... niska some time in november. the kisses i've encountered since then have not really been my style. 030307 ... Syrope i'm really more concerned about thenexttimei_get_to_be_decently_kissed. 030308 ... Nathan88 fri morning:( its been two days cry me cry me 030308 ... silentbob it didn't knock me on my ass, but the preceeding face to face affection did. the kiss was sweet, and drunk and i liked it and hoped there'd be more. time will tell. 030330 ... DavesSwooningHeroinGirl Saturday, March 29th thru Sunday, March 30th. Chicago is such a lovely city... too bad I saw none of it. 030330 ... angie wednesday nite, feels like so long ago, i can't wait to see you tomorrow 030404 ... someoneintheway last week on friday, in a darkroom's sliding door. and then inside... 030503 ... mo januay 8 2002 030503 ... pobodys nerfect I'm very embarrassed to admit that it's been a frightfully long time since I've been kissed(decently or not). 030503 ... somebody don't worry........ there should be a club of us on blather 030503 ... pobodys nerfect Oh good, that makes me feel a little better :) 030503 ... jimc March 22nd. It was completely unexcted. While I don't think the relationship will last forever, I have to admit she sure knew how to get my complete and undivided attention. I've received many kisses before and some after but I have to admit, that was the best kiss I've had in a long long time. Thanks Vali. 030507 ... angie mmmm this morning you were getting into your car and i was going for mine and i had to have another one so i grabbed you in the middle of the street for one more of your beautiful kisses 030513 ... pepperdrinks Umm...today is Tuesday.... never. 030513 ... unhinged friday morning when i was getting out of the car in front of cafaro house for the last time and i leaned over and pulled his face close to mine for one last kiss. my lips are beginning to itch for his. 030513 ... kill rhythm we play a game and try to see who can hold off kissing the other for the longest. and we're always less than an inch from each other's face. and yesterday we both went at the same time. and he said it was the most perfect kiss ever. :) 030623 ... splinken bit down on my lip. meant business. went away. 030623 ... no reason um...4 years ago? yeah, it sucks. 030623 ... DavesHeroinGirl Sigh... 30 days from tomorrow. Fly time, fly. 030623 ... ... july 30, 2003. i love you 030731 ... drstrangelove great question 030801 ... SHIVA TWO FUCKING MINUTES AGO!!! 030802 ... Mahayana 6 months ago, and I have another 4 months to go, and then after one week, ill have another 6 months to go, until ... [i get to have a lifetime of decent kisses] which is such an understatement 030802 ... karl the weed never. great question, cheers me right up. 030802 ... karl the weed today!! lalalalalaa skips away singing 030816 ... Mahayana Nov 24th, 2003 030818 ... killrhythm august 22 030828 ... mj seeing this question come up again stopped my heart. august 19th, the only kiss i will ever have from him. 030828 ... mj although, the kiss on the 26th from another was, while not nearly as antipated or passionate, and even more brief, quite a bit more... intimate. 030828 ... jezabel tonight. intense but brief. a nip drew out of him the sip to sustain, a claw showed me that he breaks too easy to be prey. he claims to have more will than he displayed... if scarlet remains maddeningly just past fingertips, i may just glean what meat i can from his birdlike bones, call him on his claim. 030829 ... endless desire far too long ago. 030829 ... Sparticus there is a certain spontaneous remedy to that silly bird : ) 030830 ... Dafremen It was exactly two days ago. My wife is NOT a kisser and I am a virtuoso kisser(or was before it fell out of fashion some 14 years ago) so I usually find myself deprived, but not this time. This time she woke me with a kiss while standing over me. It was an upside down sort of kiss, but a tender one where the lips part but the tongues stay in their places. The kind where you feel her lips slip from between yours as the kiss comes to a close. I miss kisses like that. Kissing was always one of the simple pleasures in life, now it's been relabelled "rare treat" and I'm left starved for lack of it's luxury. Sigh..it was such a nice kiss though. 030830 ... misstree dear lord, daf, i feel so bad for you, kissing in most of its forms is one of the best things on earth, such wonderful sensitive and prehensile fleshy bits to play with, so expressive, so warm and soft, and with conveniently placed teeth that you can nip with just so... poor darlin', i will kiss one boy extra well just for you. 030830 ... realistic optimist sadly, i remember not. to be sure, it was likely the eager but soft kisses of a certain purple haired girl more than two years ago. she always kissed as if i might stop as soon as it became disinteresting, and always f*cked as if she were trying to impale herself on me, a sort of internal seppuku. 030830 ... karl today! 030830 ... ferret hey you, unnamed person, that was a lovely kiss. unfortunately, i'm not sure my response was appropriate! lol 030830 ... ClairE I_had_a_dream_last_night. 031016 ... misstree this past weekend, as i crushed my mouth to his to silence myself, as i let passion flow up symmetry's line to gush into tangled lips. it was a kiss that was a scream and a moan, it was clinging helplessly through scarlet torrents, it was completion of a circuit of flesh's fires. 031016 ... stork daddy when was the last time you were indecently kissed? 031016 ... misstree how do you define indecent? lewd and lasciviously in a way that goes against societal norms? or of low quality? 031016 ... stork daddy well playing off the way decent is used in this blathe, i was referring to a raunchy kiss that offends those who hold the status quo values 031016 ... misstree but darlin', any kiss that i would consider decent in quality must be indecent first... any kiss that bears the societal stamp would be on the order of tuesday's, rigid and timid and passionless, and thus be beneath notice. i suppose the fact of adultery would make a kiss indecent, but who counts facts where kisses are concerned? even the kisses that would make good folk chase me out of town with pitchforks are within my realm of decency... if kisses had quality approval stamps, just about any that rated being called decent would be shipped off to the factory outlet stores from here at raunch central... perhaps "decent" should be put on trial for being decpetive with its double meanings, and summarily slaughtered in the name of clarity. but even indecent kisses seems an elusive concept... i touched upon adultery... what then, of the case of the boy who i asked to tell me no, a stranger in a brief fierce dance with me? and the one who came begging for me to play, then barking and demanding, his anger growing at my dismissal, who dizzied me with his hands at my throat as we devoured eachother's breaths? is that indecent, in the eyes of the many? the opinoins of others are a tangled maze to my eyes, dearest dadd..*claps hands over mouth*... dearest stork, and we'll leave it at that... once again you have tipped over my soap box and turned it into bicycle, left me flustered and entertained. 031016 ... stork daddy yes a thing can be both decent and indecent. i could peck you on the cheek chastely right now. 031016 ... endless desire oh do i love dirty kisses. i just love feeling dirty. i think it's the defiance in me. . . my whole life i've been preached purity and while, i am far better now than i was a few months back, i am not very attracted to the_good_girl status. most days i feel that is the box i am trying to fit into. but i've already broken down the walls and now i can't rebuild them. i don't mind. i don't fit any stereotypes anyways. i mean, who thinks i act like the (gasp) cheerleader that i am? ((i know i apologize. i disgrace the blather world. don't disown me :)) and after seeing me in a uniform with blonde hair in a ponytail and those ugly ribbons that make me feel like im wearing wings, who would think that i get killer grades and love learning stuff in school (math excluded)? and then still figure i've been christian girl all my life? and most people i know think i have a ton of confidence in who i am. if i wasn't so afraid to be vulnerable, maybe they'd know better. i don't think i fit into any boxes and i like it that way. you can't look at me and assume a single thing. anyways, i've gone on a tangent. i still haven't been decently kissed since he left for europe. i though maybe i could change that tomorrow, but now i know it would be more about the kiss itself (and even that it was with him) than it would be about the results and assumptions that kiss would bring along with it. what a waste. man kissing is a wonderful thing. 031016 ... stork daddy it's always the christian girls who go bad. oh...by the way...if you need someone to wrong...i'm here for you 031016 ... x cheerleader+straightAstudent+perfectionist=onedepressedcookie it's actually, very, very predictable. sorry. 031016 ... endless desire well im glad im predictable. that's what i've always wanted. whoo, no but you're right, when you say it that way, i suppose. and it is always the christian girls who go bad. i think i should start a club and we could make some terrific dirty video. man i'd get a kick out of that. i reall should go to bed. i keep falling over laughing at myself. yeah i really think it's time for bed. 031016 ... nomatter I could definitely be part of the club^^^ Tuesday night, in an attempt to show Christopher that I could give a rat's ass about him. No such luck. 031016 ... cupcake i don't know if ive ever been indecently kissed! there was one boy who treid to shove his tongue down my throat after a dance and i almost choked on it, is that indecent? does anyone know how to kiss good, like give me pointers and things? like how are you supposed to move your tongue so it feels good! 031017 ... stork daddy if you really want it to feel good, your tongue should move in a downward motion. just keep moving it downward until it feels good. 031017 ... Death of a Rose summer of 1985, she surprised with a probe of frenchiness 'shivers' just keep practicing cupcake, I've found that a little side to side motion and maybe a loop de loop helps. 031017 ... who i am doesnt matter anymore everytime his lips touch mine. 031017 ... cupcake but are you supposed to like shove your hole tongue in someones mouth or like lick their lips or something inbetween or what? and what do you do with your lips or do you just kind of leave htem where their at? and what do you mean down, like in your mouth or trying to get underneath their tongue or licking thier chin or what? a loop de loop sounds fun i want to try it with someone! 031017 ... spathic there was the one a few months ago where i was sure i was in love. can't blame me...he kissed first! the bahstid. then there was the one on the balcony in a hot hot night and i knew i wasn't in love.i'm not sure i'm likely to see either any time soon. neither's really recently enough. 031018 ... nick me"You're gonna get me in trouble." she"I'm already in trouble... *deep thinking here* ... yeah" me"goodnight" she"yeah... good night. Be safe." man, am I an idiot, but what do you do when you know it'll never work, and niether of you can afford to waste any time anymore. 031019 ... x holyfuckinshit tonguepiercing 031020 ... shutter-bug february 16 2003 sigh 031020 ... Lemon_Soda Every time, as rare as that is. 031020 ... Death of a Rose can't remember right at the moment, I'm laughing at x's comment 031020 ... crimson October 1st in the back seat he was warm and smiling 031109 ... shivers that one time when gliding was canceled, that was more then decent. i kissed u goodbye today but it was rushed. id have to go with yesterday... (k) 031110 ... misstree tongues tangled as desperate afterthought, i was sideslipping while our mouths met. you kiss like me, luscious and deep, and i will hold myself apart so that taste does not become familiar. last night. 031110 ... nomatter its been 5 days now and I was craving it today. I always seem to be waiting for him. 040113 ... silentlybroken 64 days 21 hours and this morning. The day before we broke up I miss you so much angel... 040113 ... Honey To forget about coughs and sneezes, Germs and wheezes, Aspirin in high doses, Tissues and runny noses. Sharing a cold and a kiss Is the best thing there is! 040113 ... girl_jane New Year's evening. I'd spent the evening (New Year's Eve) with my friend Jamie. I also spent the next day with him. I left that night. We were all cuddly that night and playful that day. There were a number of times I wanted to kiss him, and I think he wanted to kiss me too. He walked me out to my car. We were standing about a foot and a half apart, and I asked him if I could do something that could possibly offend him. He said sure. So I made two little steps to him, got close, with our eyes still open I put my lips super close to his-we closed our eyes and kissed. It was a sweet kiss, and I felt relieved. I opened my eyes and stepped back. "Why did you wait until now to do that?" "I don't know. Why didn't you do it earlier?" I haven't seen or talked to him since, but that's ok. Jamie and I have that kissy type of friendship. I met a guy who reminds me of him a bit...but that's all I'm going to write about that guy...I can't waste words anymore. 040208 ... Lint Lover Nov of 95,one room apt on Melrose Ave. He held my face in his hands. Gentle,tender,passionate,sweet,soft He whispered "Hold still" After the first two hour kissing session,our lips were sore. 040523 ... witchesrequiem to long ago to remember the date..some time in september I think....Bjorn One night and then he had to go back to sweden. 040523 ... endless desire last night. 4 girls. 1 guy. a whole lot of making out. can you believe we weren't even drunk? dear god the stuff we did. is living it up, i suppose. 040523 ... dosquatch Hot, sweaty, tangled limbs... the smell of it, the taste of it... Everything else, sure, but that KISS. Oh, damn. It's been too long. July 4th, 2 years ago. I've had some good kisses since then, but that's the last one that made me want to change my religion. I can still taste that kiss. 040524 ... captain john i'll bet that guy was enjoying himself... 040708 ... misstree i was dreaming that i was still talking to the cook in the lobby. he said to me, "just one more thing." and he leaned in and kissed me. consciousness swam up, and i realized it was a real tongue teasing mine, lips pressed. confusion; there was no reason anyone should be there. you had come to me in darkened anonymity. the kiss led on to our own private beauteous nightmares. again will be interesting. 040709 ... seventeen way back in the day, my first kiss with Nick Bailey. who has since stole my guitar and gotten into a scary fight with my brother. 040709 ... the eye that_interrupted_kiss 040709 ... dudeinanigloo Nope. Still waiting for her. 040709 ... sahba i kissed a girl i didnt love a few times im never going to do it again NEVER. 040710 ... pete September, because the time after that I was right drunk and it wasn't decent. But in September it was with the girl from Calgary, jesse, who lived a few buildings over, but we saw eachother everywhere. We spent the previous night together, were drunk, kissed then, passed out on her bed, woke up to her roomate coming in, she was drunk and laughed at us sleeping in our clothes ontop of the covers. The next day I called my roomate, asked how it was going, spent the rest of the day with jesse, around midnight we kissed goodnight. That was a beautiful kiss. And then... and then she fell away from me, somehow I don't know or understand how... a few weeks later my roomate asked me if I still talked to her, I had to say no, because it went, in the course of two weeks, from two to three calls a day to nothing. Oh the girl from Calgary.. 040711 ... puredream am I allowed to resent her acquired title? the girl from calgary... 040711 ... kookaburra in my other life i suppose... 040711 ... puredream regardless.... here I go.... *resent* *resent* *resent* WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! :look at me go! 040711 ... pete well, i dont call you the girl from calgary, now do i? 040711 ... sw never. none were decent. 040711 ... Jess Hmmmm....? Even though I'm being harsh, I wouldn't call what I get decent, but it's from him so I'l let him off! 040712 ... Jess oooo! I learnt a lot about you, Meg, here! 040712 ... pete definitely not last night... *is still shocked by the lack of feeling in that oneway kiss that she gave him* 040713 ... Jess Oh Pete! I can't say it doesn't hurt to learn someone's been kissing you! he he! Kidding! Who was it? 040713 ... zspookster hey karl, glad to see you were oh so joyous to be slobbered on by Jen, seeing as her nose is smaller than mine so you can kiss her better (you told me that, remember? dumbass) 040808 ... sahba and no i dont think it was fun in fact i regret it 040826 ... unhinged way too long ago 040826 ... Borealis 4 to 5 weeks ago...or so I think I see a trend developing 040826 ... killrhythm april 29 050525 ... megan yesterday standing on the bank of a creek with my legs wrapped around a special someone who buried his face in mine make up make outs are the best so much passion 050526 ... unhinged a couple of days ago i was holding my nephew in my arms. he is 15 months old and walking and laughing and smiling and talking. little o-man; while he's a man of few words he understands more than most people give a 15 month old credit for. i scooped him up and said 'give me a kiss o-man' and he leaned over and pressed his little lips against mine. the innocence and love of small children still amazes me. 050527 ... pathectionist last year. on his birthday. 050528 ... sanguneous yesterday morning. before he left. a thousand kisses. hmm. i miss his mouth. 050824 ... olileauk never had one. never been kissed. 051219 ... pete last tuesday, as i left her car in front of my house in the middle of the afternoon 051219 ... birdmad I'll revise my previous answer back by about seven and a half years from that_interrupted_kiss at beginning of September '01 to March '94 and the weekend after i turned 22 a goodbye kiss at an airport departure gate after one last night together. blurring_the_edges_44_exit_stage_left.html 051219 ... jane what does decent even mean anymore? something i'll settle for, like a hello or goodbye kiss? does he know that a nanosecond of lips upon lips is never enough for me; how i wish he would linger like the boys down at the bar, in the restroom painted blue. they'll stroke my neck & kiss my arm but he'll only rest his hand on my leg, keeping it warm. i'm sure i'm taking it for granted until it's gone. 051219 ... falling_alone we'll say never because i've never enjoyed them. 051219 ... Goddess On a Highway July, July, sweet July Being counselors at camp and going to baseball games and watching indie-movies and riding bikes downtown and listening to classic rock and holding hands when we thought that your brother and sister weren't looking. Before you left, Before I closed up and hid, Before we forgot faces. When the taste of you lingered on my lips from the movie theatre to outside your front door, under the stars. July, July, sweet July. 051219 ... zedel yesterday by my bobby by surprise 100524 ... lantaren/venster end of march? it was short but surprisingly not bad. before that? more than a year since the last kiss, and its hard to say if that one was decent or not... 100524 ... josie why don't i remember? 100524 ... lantaren/venster 18th june i think it was? he was a good kisser. useless in every other way though. 101121 ... mmm last night. spectacularly, indecently, and in the rain. 101121 ... silentbob Almost every day for almost seven months. 101122 ... thorn october 27. steve came back. told me he still had feelings for me. left again. then came back two weeks later and said he was too lazy and didn't like feeling obligated to text me, didn't want anything serious. i'm_so_lonely 101123 ... Caroline 452 October 24, 2010 We had been broken up for a little over a week. Both of us were going to the same party in the desert. I was supposed to meet up with another woman, but she backed out, leaving me heartbroken and angry. I now had to deal with her presence. In the morning, I had an therapy session with a friend, and was reduced to a teary babbling fool, crying about how much I loved her, and there she was, also crying. Getting back together with her was the last thing on my mind until that moment, when it seemed the one and only thing I could do, and if I didn't my world would stop spinning. That was the last time I was decently kissed, decently touched, decently held, decently fucked. I don't want to have to break up with her and get back together to feel this connection. I shouldn't have to. That's not a healthy way to live. Maybe if we just moved to the desert, we'd stay together and live happily ever after. the_desert_you_and_me 101123 what's it to you? who go blather from