hammock
endless desire
i
swung
on
my
hammock
today
after
i
ate
dinner
until
i
threw
up
.
i
knew
i
could
get
myself
sick
but
i
don't
want
to
keep
putting
my
fingers
to
my
throat
because
i
know
how
you
hate
that
.
i
figured
i
could
always
blame
this
on
the
fact
that
i
wasn't
sure
if
i'd
really
get
sick
or
not
.
it
worked
.
i
felt
accomplished.
sickeningly
accomplished.
this
really
needs
to
end
.
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...
jane
we've
talked
about
spending
a
cooled
summer
afternoon
, laying
inevitably
close
in
a
hammock,
with
beers,
with
our
eyes
shut
,
half
-napping
while
the
sun
drifts
lazily
through
large
leaves
above
.
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who
go
blather
from