fidelity
j_blue once my friends and i were talking about what it would take for us to be satisfied

i said i wanted someone to give me company, and make me feel comfortable, and to keep me from feeling so alone

he said i had low standards

then he described a ken doll, with exact dimensions, teeth, shoes, taste in clothes, the car they drove...

:(
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regina spektor fan I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
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