rhin the mystery sausage rhin is obviously hot. she likes jazz. she smells like fruit. she has seen sorrow. she is passionate about her work. she has a positive attitude. i'd flirt with her more, but i get typer's cramp. 001130 ... Barrett Back off man! (is what I would say if flirting was allowed) 001130 ... the iron sausage let's not fight over her, it'll just give her the big head. 001130 ... ladyg she's my best friend 001130 ... Rhin I'm completely honored! *sniff* "You can be loved by me!" If I were allowed to respond to Barrett's comment, I would say... Fight for me, it turns me on!!! 001130 ... Barrett That was a joke sausage my man. anyways, Rhin: The scent of lilac on a summer breeze. That really cold beer on the top shelf of the fridge. A 30 min. hot shower on a cold winter's day. Rhin. (I hope that didn't come of as flirting) Rhin is good. 001130 ... Rhin Mystery Sausage, How do you know that I am passionate about my work? Pray tell... I can only think of one person who might think that. Hmmmmm... 001130 ... Rhin (the light dawns) remembering - fuck me sideways 001130 ... Rhin closes eyes...bites lower lip...exhales 001130 ... Barrett but, Barrett is not the sausage. I do believe that the sausage is God. 001130 ... Barrett check mail. 001130 ... Rhin I also believe the sausage is God. But, who is God? 001130 ... Barrett I don't know. Not Barrett, yet he seems just as groovy. 001130 ... Rhin Barrett, F.Y.I. - I was biting my lip, and exhaling for you! Mail checked. Check yours soon. 001130 ... Barrett received. 001130 ... the mystery potato damn. i guess barrett gets the girl. congratulations, man. p.s. anyone who would stare at a businesscard sized graphic for 5 hrs. had better be passionate about their work. 001130 ... silentbob rhin is beautiful, though i've never seen a picture. not of rhin, anyway. 001130 ... secret sausage me neither. she sure is something, though. 001130 ... ladyg I know, I know, I know how beautiful she is, and you all can't even imagine 001201 ... ladyg care of THE REPEATER Rhin, Rhin, where do i begin, cause i know you keep looking back here to see if i have personally handed you the best friend award. I've got to think about it for a few. Yes, it was you that i got drunker than hell, for the first time, on our 17 th birthday, telling each other to shut the fuck up so my dad wouldn't wake up, and i made you eat all those pretzels so you would be quiet, yes, it was you, that I got stoned with, for the first time, and I don't remember, to this day, who's house that was, but I do remember you making me eat toothpaste to get the odor off of my breath, which landed on the side of your car when i spit it out the window. Yes, it was you, that skipped almost all of our senior year, 2nd semister, just so we could do what? I don't even remember what we did. And It was also you, that I walked down the aile with to get that diploma, laughing all the way, wondering how we made it, (think the english teacher had a crush on us) Yes, it was you that I chose over that red headed boy on the bus, dammit, he had a motercycle too. But then again, it was you, who's shoulder I cried on when i caught that son of a bitch with another girl, and it was you, I was with when that son of a bitch'es girlfriend chases us 20 miles with her head out of the window like a dog. It was you that got me to smoking cigarettes, cause everyone thought we were funny-acting high. It was you, that i always counted on, no matter what, like when i was real sick after I had the baby, when that dumbass doctor almost killed me, I called you, not able to get off of the couch, and you came. I feel asleep, and you cleaned my lil o' trailor, and watched the baby for hours. I still remember seeing you sitting there when i woke up, which was like what, 6 hours later. So No dear, you do not deserve the best friend award, You deserve the best person award, youre more than a friend, your my sis, sidekick, buttbuddie (per my husband) and my best friend, and that is the award you deserve. love ya bunches sis 001201 ... Rhin G-Babe's accusation-filled account, of our early years, keeps popping up to haunt me. *smile* You gotta' know that I'm a good girl! I really am! Thanks babe, for the beautiful remark. Sausage, Do you always give up so easily? Silentbob is forever stirring my soul. ...and with Barrett, the courtship commences. "Here's a sigh to those who love me, and a smile to those who hate; and, whatever sky's above me, here's a heart for any fate." (Byron) 001201 ... sausage rhin- no, i don't always give up so easily. i haven't really given up. i'd fight with barrett, but i don't want to. 001202 ... Rhin Sausage, I was only teasing. I certainly don't want anyone to fight. Life is too short... 001202 ... iron sausage i've changed my mind. i'll go whip his ass for you. hey barret!!!! 001202 ... Rhin Sausage, your so domineering! I like it! 001202 ... sausage it's my most prominent attribute! (mumbling like popeye) "where's barrett!!!" (more mumbling) 001202 ... Rhin The big question... "Where is Barrett?!" Hmmmmm...You snooze, you lose! 001202 ... sausage hmmmm 001202 ... sausage i got a comfy bed right here. wanna lay across it? 001202 ... sausage ooo 001202 ... Rhin Rhin asked for everything she is getting. I guess there is a lesson to be learned by all of this. 001202 ... Barrett Dammit, I go to get candy canes and look what happens. 001202 ... eric clapton says tearily to george harrison sausa i can't help it! i love her man! 001202 ... Barrett The Si-Rhin has already drawn me to the rocks. So for your own sake... Go away or I shall taunt you a third time-ah! 001202 ... mrs. sausage what's all this , then?! 001202 ... Barrett *Barrett whispers* "I'm trying to make him go away" sshhhhhhhhhhh... 001202 ... lost in the wood Oh my, girl sitting in the sun Go buy, candy and a currant bun I like, to see you run lay back...... Oooh, don't talk to me Please, just fuck with me Please, you know I'm feeling frail It's true, sun shining very bright It's you, I'm gonna love tonight Ice cream, tastes good in the afternoon Ice cream, tastes good if you eat it soon Oooh, don't touch me child Please you know you drive me wild Please you know I'm feeling frail Don't try another cat Don't go where other - you must know why I'm very very very frail Oh my, girl sitting in the sun Go buy, candy and a currant bun I like, to see you run Lay back...... 001202 ... repeater Sausage, Do you always give up so easily? 001202 ... Barrett thanks god. 001202 ... god no sweat. sorry, i couldn't resist. i swear i'll leave you two alone. 001202 ... Barrett check male. 001204 ... Barrett blather wouldn't let me say check mail again. anyways, check male again 001204 ... Sigh... Rhin Rhin, Rhin, Rhin, The sound of that one cool breeze on the hottest day of the year, as the leaves on the trees shiver from her presence. 001206 ... Tony I died, looking into her sweet face, still trying to convince her that I wasn't going anywhere... (looking back)........I was being ravaged by an ultimately terminal disease. I was the eternal optimistic, but deep down, I was scared as hell. I knew the Reaper was knocking at my door. My wife, remained by my side, day in and day out. Her presence was the only thing I wanted toward the end. She made me forget about my future, even if for a short time, with her cheerful smiles, her unwavering love for me, and most of all, for keeping things 'normal'. She just made everything beautiful. She would catch me looking at her in a state of wonderment...I wondered how I had found her, and that after all was said and done, I really had a wonderful life. The immense amount of love she had for me, only just came crashing down on me, toward the end... You see, she had somehow...almost convinced a surgeon to perform a surgical procedure, on her, that would possibly take her life, but would fulfill her goal of extending my life, by only mere months. I had screamed at her, demanding to know, why she was hell bent on this mission, and I told her, that if she went through with this, then I would take my own life! I took her face in my hands, and asked, "Rhin, nothing will save me.....Why?" She merely stated, "But you will have more time with your son!" I sat back speechless, with tears in my eyes... I looked at her, as she sat there crying, and said, "But Goddamn, I love you!" "Rhin, I am here, and I will always be here, as I am a part of you! I told you that I would never leave you baby!" 001207 ... Rhin (i copied the 'letter' above, from my husband's journal...all except for the first and last paragraph.) 001207 ... bArReTt chek mayl 001211 ... Rhin Rhin, I know you... I know the real you. Rhin, I know you... Won't you come out and play? Rhin, I know you... Please don't shut me out. Rhin, I know you... Standing at the water's edge. Rhin, I know you... You chase everyone away. Rhin, I know you... You're going to die alone. Rhin, I know you... You can't please everyone. Rhin, I know you... You want to fly like a bird. Rhin, I know you... Stay away from the hatbox. Rhin, I know you... You're self-inflicting this pain. Rhin, I know you... You can't give up again. Rhin, I know you... Gravitating toward the gauntlet. Rhin, I know you... Get up and fight, damnit! Rhin, I know you... There's something different. Rhin, I know you... The fear in your eyes is gone. Rhin, I know you... You're scaring the hell out of me. Rhin, I know you... The hatbox beckons to you. Rhin, I know you... Think of those who love you. Rhin, I know you... Remember me? What about me? Rhin, I know you... I'm worth it, aren't I? Rhin, I know you... Think of eternity in anguish. Rhin, I know you... The hatbox is not an option. Rhin, I know you... Fingering the pretty hatbox. Rhin, I know you... I know the real you. 001212 ... god rhin, chill out. forget the hatbox. rhin, there's so much you haven't done. 001212 ... Rhin God, I know you... I know the real you. God, I know you... Where were you? God, I know you... Where the fuck are you? God, I know you... I know the real you. (see: where_were_you ) 001212 ... Rhin me. 001212 ... silentbob Horny 001212 ... Barrett at work? 001213 ... Rhin I'm in the office, at work.......at my desk.......thinking of.......Mmmmmm! 001213 ... brrrrrrrett mayall check 001213 ... Barrett the estranged sorry, check mail 001216 ... Barrett This sucks! It keeps disconnecting, and when i do it won't let me message! FUCK! 001219 ... tourist Rhin? Are you still with us? Please don't hide. I appologize for my abruptness. Tact has never been my strong suit. Still freinds? 001224 ... tterraB nihR, yes you have, but please... don't stop. 001224 ... Barrett sorry, it's disconnecting again, and messenger won't come online. Fuck! 001226 ... tterraB liam kcehc 001227 ... bear are you out there? I've been `constant'ly thinking of you, are you there? 001230 ... Thyartshallshant Awwwwwwww! Its a blather love story! Right here infront of all us other blather-ers. Thats soo cooool! And to think, i just have a plain ol' 'internet' relationship. How '1998' is that??? 001230 ... Rhin *Rhin whispers* "read barrett" 001230 ... Thyartshallshant *whispers* I have. It's naughty. 001230 ... Barrett I am at your service dear... where are you? 010101 ... Barrett finally... i'm here. forgive me? 010101 ... Rhin Do you have to ask? *Rhin smiles* (miss you) 010102 ... peyton I don't know Rhin. I've never met her, and personally I didn't know it was a female until I went here. One night after work I poured my soul on a little blather post called what_I_want_to_say_but_cant. I don't know exactly why, and I can't say what prompted it. All I know is that is was the most truth I'd ever sent forth.. a biblical sort of truth that I could recognize just by glancing at it. Actually, it was last night. If you want a touch of irony, I even posted it under a different name because I was ashamed of what I'd written. It was posted under 'Alexander', the name of my historical idol. I spent three hours lying in bed thinking about what I wrote. I wondered if anyone would actually respond to what I said. Rhin did. She said that she actually felt my pain. No one in my life has ever tried to have any sort of empathy for what I'm going through right now. It's been like trying to dance with a paper doll. Like I said, I don't know Rhin. She must be really cool to have a whole thread (that's really large, btw) thats devoted entirely to her. It makes me wonder if I were smart and good lookin (and female, because women get more attention) would I have been worthy enough to get a whole thread devoted to just me. To date, it hasn't happened. But I think to just be able to say thank you to Rhin, by just posting something on her fanfare thread, is nice enough at least to get me through maybe one more day. So thanks Rhin. Thank you for stopping the bleeding for just a few precious moments. - Alexander 010104 ... peyton I read a post that Rhin did on 'pussy'. I think I want to go have a cigarette. 010116 ... hoodrat my god, I feel as though I have just read someone's life story...one much like my own. -heart pounding- at least WE know we're alive. 010116 ... peyton I'm talking to her right now.. I think I'm in love.. 010122 ... twiggie even though i've never talked to her, i feel as if i know her. she holds a strength that i don't think i will ever have. 010122 ... Sintina She has be-friended a friend of mine who desperately needs more friends. Thank you Rhin. I owe you one. 010122 ... Rhin Rhin - pronounced like 'wren' Rhinna - pronounced like 'wrenna' 010122 ... peyton ::looks at Rhin, wonders if she will let the cat out of the bag:: 010122 ... peyton I can't pass by baby.. without saying I love you.. love you.. 010124 ... peyton I'm posting on you again.. your mommy is there so I have to share for a few minutes.. I'm trying to catch my breath.. I feel content just knowing that soon we will be together again. But I still don't like to share :) 010124 ... Dafremen You know what this sentimentally sappy thread needs to spruce it up? ME!!! I honestly appreciate the fact that you wonderful people enjoy stroking each others obviously damaged egos, but CMON!!! No one has asked the TOUGH questions. The in-your-face questions. Noone's said the hard stuff to say. Sure hugging a bunny for being cute is easy, everyone would do that. Who wants to be the one to beat the sh*t out of the bunny and whirl it around snapping its little neck because it just pooped all over your waterbed comforter huh? That's the TOUGH thing to do! So Rhin, HAVE you pooped on a waterbed comforter before? Peed on one? FARTED on one? (Don't deny it lady, you're the one that left the little brown 'o' on the sheets aren't you?) Do you scratch your ass when noone's looking? Do you scratch it when people ARE looking?! Do you CALL PEOPLE OVER TO WATCH YOU SCRATCH YOUR ASS? Well lady? Do you?!!! Do you have breast hairs that you must pluck regularly? Cmon admit it, that one long curly black one just to the right of yer left nipple, ADMIT IT!!!! It's only after you pull yourself up out of denial that the healing will TRULY begin Rhin. Glad I could be of service, carry on people. P.S. How come there's no Dafremen blather dammit? C'mon something simple like: Dafremen - "What an asshole." Or anything equally flattering. :) 010313 ... Rhinna ::sigh:: I'm so totally upset! (the walls in the mall are totally, totally tall) Other than that, I feel great...I really do! 010801 ... Rhinna lost in my own little world... i like it here, it's pretty, and i smell lilacs it's all mine, go away...see my name up there! it feels safe & warm, even though i always think of Blather as having a museum quality coldness about it i don't have to interface, and why would i want to talk to you anyway? ::sigh:: i tried to scrub the graffiti off of the wall, and the words didn't even fade i patiently await the wee hours of the morning, so i can scurry about from room to room, with the chalk in my hand i open the door, peek out, and then quickly duck back inside......smells like teen spirit i will just lay back on the floor, hands behind my head, my legs crossed, and remember 'yesterday', and the day before that, and the day before that, and the... my thoughts turn to Peyton. a quiet whisper reverberates around the room, as begin to count my toes - he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me... :-) ::sigh:: 010802 ... ashes (pucking) 010802 ... ? http://blather.newdream.net/cgi-bin/blather?who;name=Rhin;email=rhiannahunter%40icqmail%2Ecom http://blather.newdream.net/cgi-bin/blather?who;name=Rhin 010808 ... mean pukes in unison again 010808 ... Dafremen I think Rhin's an ok chixor (heheh I said chixor) I'm not SURE what all of the B.S. anti- Rhin Peyton posting is about. As for the ONE blather that I posted here: I put on of my rare (this-is-a-joke) smiley faces after it(I usually don't, if they don't get my humor..fuxor em...heh fuxor, gawd my kidz crack me up those twits)..sensing somehow that this person who calls herself Rhin and who uses the expression "f*ck me sideways" see above, was a bit sensitive. I wanted to introduce myself to her blather with a piece of overpowering interest, maybe a tussle or two with the lokels on the Rhin blather, then settle in for a comfortable stay....but NOOOO something went horribly wrong and now there is this Frankenberry's Monster-like Peyton_and_Rhin - blo0d thirsty mob running around trashing this blather full of what is otherwise some pretty sappy gook...but some folx like sappy gook and writing sappy gook ain't a crime last I heard. I wish things could be different with this crowd. Bunch of good folx make this blather thing alive...breath for it, and feed it, take it to bed and f*ck it sideways. We make it what it is and it helps us be what we are....we are one through blather in a way. We are one through the universality of shit and the shine of stars...from the_virgin_of_life to the Zephyr that bl0ze sweet bugabo0 kisses up a Rhinos backside..we all contribute something to the whole that is all around us, entertaining, shaping and defining us. Let's kill this dead end crap..leave these two lovebirds in peace and get back to some good natured ANYONE bashing....and with a little STYLE this time please people. Let's start with...I dunno...let's go to baby_satan's blather...he's got piss that's German beer and the little prick's had a pretty easy time of it thus far. Sides T.J. sez he's been snaggin' God's Cubans again and I want some of THAT action. 010826 ... raven daf, I don't suppose you've ever stop to think what a waste of space Your little diatribe that could have been summed up in a sentence or two is. you're suddenly the wizened voice of blather peace now? WTF? 010826 ... Dafremen Don't sound so suprised...I am whatever's missing...for here...now, this situation..this is it. I've never professed to know what you need to blathe, nor why you need to blathe it. I would prefer that it was a mutual respect and not just a courtesy that I extend to you. (As for my wasting space...drive space is cheap and only getting cheaper. If blather would like an extra 4 gigger, I'd be happy to oblige.) 010826 ... Mahayana you might not desire them you may not require them i may be getting in your way [hugs 4 yOu tonight] (((rhin))) [[[rhin]]] {{{rhin}}} [hugs 4 YoU tonight] but there they are anyway 020208 ... Rhin and baby makes two! 020430 ... Sailor Jupiter The 1st time i had sex in a dream was with a guy named Rhin. I hated it and the only reason I did it was b/c I was married to him in the dream. 020430 ... megan i like your name. and i like your words. you comfort me. thank you. 030101 ... Rhin Mahayana, i don't believe i have ever thanked you for those hugs, so thank you!!! :) Megan...thank you!!! :) i haven't visited this page in a while. most of it sort of makes me cringe...all the things i have written. at least i was expressing myself. now, when i take pen to hand, my brain either freezes, or everything that comes out is angry...not beautiful angry, but ugly angry. ...and bitter, and cold! when was the last time that something excited me, or over-whelmed me passionately? i have lost the part of me that could express myself optimistically...and gone is my love for all things. sometimes i wonder if that was merely all i had to give? i sucked all of my resources dry, and now i'm empty. if i could have had a glimpse into the future, i would have saved some for later. i would like seconds please... 030106 ... minnesota_chris poor Rhin. It really is back to work for you, isn't it? I wish I had a job. How about you donate some of your work hours to me? Only 20 or 30 or so per week, please. 030106 ... Rhin thank you for your concern chris, but don't ever think 'poor rhin'. :) i haven't slowed down, and i choose to work the hours i do. besides, my problem is not being exhausted from work. it's me feeling...void. you want a job, eh'? i have another one that i could give you, but i don't think that the musician would appreciate it. so, what can you do? 030106 ... farmfish blather pillar sha sha. that's right. 030106 ... minnesota_chris :) I was trying to list my abilities on a job application to work in a kitchen. Apparently it's a competitive job! I can converse a little in Russian, Hungarian, Spanish, French. I'm great at interior house painting, making chocolate truffles and pretty much cooking in general, understanding immigrants regardless of language, teaching, helping, growing plants, creating and playing games. I can play a little guitar, and have pretty close to perfect pitch. I can wake up at odd times during the night without an alarm. You could tell me, like, 3:00, and I'd wake up at 3:00 or thereabouts. But nothing really that marketable. Not like a nurse or anything. In a couple years I'll get my masters in teaching ESL, and then I'll hit the streets and make SERIOUS TEACHER money! 030106 ... minnesota_chris oh I can also cut hair, kinda. And tune pianos. 030106 ... Rhin that's it!! you can cut my hair! however, the next full moon is not until the 18th (wolf moon i believe), and i only allow my hair to be cut on a full moon. also, bring your guitar. i have a harmonica...we'll ummmmmmm get jiggy wit it! you can stay on until the thaw, so that you can landscape my yard...i'm not great with living things, and you claim to be. i don't really need a cook, because i'm currently bored, and afraid of most edible things. ...and i don't really need a translator. however, i am only fluent in english & sign-language (my spanish and latin are quite rusty), so you might come in handy when i travel. i wonder if you would qualify as a carry-on? how much do you weigh? ;) anyway, the plan is to take you to Scotland with me. i want to visit Edinburgh castle completely un-escorted, even if that means breaking in. a man would come in handy for that type of thing, and besides, your fingerprints would pick up more nicely than mine, because i have sanded mine off. ;) (just teasing) hmmmmmmmm, i've never had a human alarm clock. i might have to hire you for this service, just to test you. do you do windows? :) 030106 ... peyton I tried to call. Your number was disconnected. I wondered what was happening in your life. I survived the desert. They extended me for double the time I was supposed to be there. Life is different, just like every other day. There's always a place in my life for you 030508 ... peyton.called Happy Christmas. Keep a sharp lookout behind those boxes! 051222 ... peyton i still check 101121 what's it to you? who go blather from