paragraph deb "who am i to receive this?" you... how i adore you~ you insist on looking at yourself and seeing only the worst things you've ever done, and you wonder why everything has fallen into place- but i look at you and see the best you can be- the best you are right now- i see strength behind that wall of sadness- i see great things coming from you when you shake your head and are modest- always underestimating yourself, always thinking you're not worthy- in truth, you couldn't be more worthy of everything you have; of everything i know you'll become so easily~ and i can't wait to be there to see that- don't think so little of yourself, love- you're worth so much more than you can imagine and you're all mine!! :) ::laughs:: how lucky am i? 010313 ... becca how i wish to see your rambling thoughts here once again instead, i wait for the midnight rantings... can we pay the bills on time etc i caught a glimpse the other day after you told me the news of our dear friend when you couldn't sleep so sad the depths of you people misjudge people think they know but the real you is the one who curled up with me there that night and cried just cried you're so fragile even though you would never admit it 060701 what's it to you? who go blather from