the_song_that_describes_how_you_feel_right_now
Annie111 "I Want You To Want Me"

Cheap Trick
011218
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paste! the great decay - cursive 011218
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lookie here i cant pick just one.

lifehouse - breathing
jump little children - close your eyes
rhcp - my friends
the calling - wherever you will go
011218
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Aimee Eight days a week - The Beatles 011218
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge artist: Mythos & DJ Cosmo
song: send me an angel [tandu remix]
011218
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge diana hadad vs. DJ zalouma
shater (tabla remix): arabic
011218
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge artist: kinnie starr
song: plate
011219
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niki wish you were here
pink floyd
011219
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ClairE Desperado
Linda Ronstadt
011219
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge [vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart][vide cor meum][see my heart] 011219
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oren Closer
by NIN
011219
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge garbage-milk [massive attack trance mix]

"i am lost, so i am cruel, but id be love and sweetness if i had you...im waiting ... im waiting ... 4 u ..."

"i am strong but i am weak"

[such a sad seductive trance pulls me in... reminders of desperation 2 assist in a friends recovery... as a final remedy... my emotions murmur this... create love making mutually in the midst of mourning ... i in no way ever do ... but that desire is forever more there]
011219
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she Blurry - Puddle of Mudd

everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
i cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
i stumble then i crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that I’ll protect you
from all of the obscene
i wonder what your doing
wonder where you are
there’s oceans in between us
but that’s not very far
011219
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unhinged sorry all you NIN fans, but i don't know the title...the song that starts like this

"i hurt myself today to see if i still feel..."
011219
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge Josh Wink
higher state of consciousness

[reminiscent of *that kind* of running that Lola did]
011219
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god theresa's sound-world
sonic youth
011220
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Teenage Jesus Sweet Home Alabama - Lynard Skynard 011220
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge *starts 2 shake hips*
... i cant help it anymore Stu...

*shakes hips more*
oh no ... disco ... is taking over
my hips

/o/
//

Artist: Ohio Players
Song: Love Rollercoaster

[fuck... i *am* on the roller coster of love.. could that be why this song describes how I feel right now? hmmm i see a connection]

/o/
//* !~~~ stick figure hip action

*screams* owwwww yeahhhhhhh!
*sings* woooouuuu ouuuuu ouuuuuuu
who huuuuu, dont you wanna ride gurl, haaaaa whoooo yeah .... OW wow wow wow roller coaster chi-ld ... loving you is really wild...
011220
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bandaids go to: my_story 011221
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unhinged i went to a party last year and the keyboard player from the ohio players showed up and jammed with a bunch of the kids from my music school and recorded it on a really old fashioned boom box. i got really drunk that night. i'm glad the house was right around the corner.

what will you say --- jeff_buckley
011221
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge bt- remember [dance miX]

"i know .. how you feel ... im feeling it too" .."
011221
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge maZzy stAr - wiLd horSes 011221
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge Sarah McLachlan - Possession [Toronto concert June 25, 1997]

"oh you speak to me in riddles & you speak to me in rhymes"
011222
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pat sajak "increments"
very pleasant neighbor
011223
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Annie111 "Across the universe"

The Beatles
011223
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TK No Ware Man -The Beatles 011223
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Toxic Corn Flake Girl - Tori Amos
"this is not really this a this a this is not
really happening
you bet your life it is"
011223
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge artist: amr diab
song: Nour El Ein [habibi remix]

Habibi, habibi, habibi,
Ya nour el ein.
Habibi, habibi, habibi,
Ya nour el ein.
Ya saakin khayali.

Agmaal eyoun fil koon,
Ana shoftaha.
Allah aleik allah,
Alla sihraha.

youll be my baby
all night long
well discover
one another
untill the end
011223
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DAVE MATTHEWS IS MY GOD. MINE MINE MINE. ::grace is gone::
dave..

"neon shines through smoky eyes tonight.. its 2 am, i'm drunk again, its heavy on my mind. i could never love again so much as i love you. where you end where and i begin is like a river flowing through. take my heart, take my eyes cuz i need them no more, if never again they fall upon the one i so adore. excuse me please, one more drink, could you make it strong cuz i dont need to think-- she broke my heart, my grace is gone. another drink and i’ll move on. one drink to remember, another to forget.. how could i ever dream to find a love like this again? you think of things impossible then the sun refuses to shine, i woke with you beside me-- your cold hand lay in mine.."
011223
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god black slacks-
lee bennett and the sparkle-tones

(look it up)
011223
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kitten on drugs "best i ever had"
vertical horizon

(kinda cheesy song, but sometimes those are the best.)

"it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had
i don't want you back
you're just the best i ever had"
020103
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TK Brain Stew

I cant sleep!
but I'm going to try to any way
Night every one
020129
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yummyC DUDE. the same song "she" posted. It was the song I was thinking when i came here and someone else had it :(.
i dont know what its called tho. puddle of mudd--thats their only good song in my opinion. i really wish my friend hadn't borrowed the CD. god i just said a whole_lotta_nothing
020129
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daxle "this is getting over you" alkaline_trio 020129
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Jenna ƒ they don't know you anyway
they don't know you,
they don't even mind the weight
nobody, girl
you're nobody, girl
nobody, girl ƒ


Nobody Girl - Ryan Adams
020129
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Teenage Jesus Mr. Soul - Neil Young 020130
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Mahayana warp bros vs. aquagen - phat bass [warp brothers phat miX] 020130
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little wonder if there is a song that just gives you that nice warm feeling that makes you want to go to sleep...then that song. 020130
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i sing the birdmad electric the_becoming - NIN 020130
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ClairE thursday - understanding in a car crash 020131
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Mahayana vast-flames

[you are the only thing... that makes me want to live at all... and when i am with you theres no reason to pretend that when i am with you i feel flames again ... just put me inside you i would never ever leave... just put me inside of you i would never ever leave]
[youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu]
020131
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ClairE creeper lagoon - tonight was fun 020131
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ellen cherry charles Rocket--the smashing pumpkins 020131
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lady lunchbox u2 - all i want is you 020131
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fella 504 boyz "i can tell" 020131
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hey now! private emotion 020131
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silent storm "Anywhere But Here"
KD Lang
020131
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Mahayana combination of [3 movements]
orff: carmina burana {cantiones profane}

1+2 of [1-2] Fortuna imperatriX Mundi
14 of [11-14] In TabeRna
020207
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daxle "hello rain" the softies 020207
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Xero hurt
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
i wear my crown of s**t
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
i am still right here
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way
020207
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apr!l get me away from here, i'm dying
by belle & sebastian
.
.
.
i'll settle down with some old story, about a boy who's just like me, thought there was love in everything and everyone--you're so naive! they always reach a sorry ending, they always get it in the end, but still it was worth it as i turned the pages solemnly AND THEN! with a winning smile, the boy, with naivete, succeeds! at the final moment, i cry. i always cry at endings.
.
.
.
020207
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girl_jane Long Goodnight...the get up kids 020207
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silentbob all my friend
countingcrows
020208
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girl_jane Enjoy your day...alkaline trio 020208
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ClairE pele - nude beach, pin hole camera

I live in it. I really do.
020209
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lady lunchbox "i could not ask for more"
edwin mccain

i've hated this song for two years now, but today when it came on the radio and he sang it for me, i realized that it describes my life right now. i guess i can't hate it anymore, now can i?
020210
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ClairE Tori covering "Killing Me Softly". 020211
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freakizh how_to_disappear_completely of radiohead (kid a version).

also, a little bit of a_perfect_circle 's orestes, and maybe something of another_day of dream_theater.

it's a rainy, fresh, monday night.
020211
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() constant craving 020211
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Syrope Jimmy Eat World's "Middle" :)
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
Its only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now. Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.

020212
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lost blackened dove bye Dust to Dust 020213
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lost or I'm a monster by Ours 020213
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Scarlet All I want- Toad the Wet Sprocket

nothing so loud
as hearing when we lie
the truth is not kind
and you say neither am i
but the air outside so soft is
saying everything
everything

all i want is to feel this way
to be this close, to feel the same
all i want is to feel this way
the evening speaks i feel it say...


AND

Wasted time- The Eagles

she don't care much for a stranger's touch
but she can't hold her man
020214
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Jol Crush
by DMB
020215
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Mateo Unkle fucker (South Park) 020216
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pushpins tattoo by strung out 020216
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Effingham Fish Fell On Black Days - Soundgarden
(sunshine or rain, always and forever)
020216
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blasco its a small world after all 020226
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Chew Rude Organ Creep by radiohead 020227
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blown cherry Hey, that one was mine, but I've taken too much from you already, so you can have this one. 020227
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distorted tendencies she makes me wanna die by tricky 020227
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girl_jane Old hat-Harvey Danger 020228
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indie.chickadee Tsunami by Res 020509
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indie.chickadee also Love is Everything by Deee-Lite
and You're All I Need by Method Man/Mary J. Blige
020509
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indie.chickadee okay just one more, Find a Way by Phatt Pussycat 020509
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CRO bent - always in my heart
and linkin park - forgotten

great mix eh?
020510
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poetic_onslaught korn-no way 020510
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CRO linkin park - in the end 020510
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angie its a fire
by portishead
020510
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CRO blink 182 - Dammit 020513
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kerry Fugazi- Turnover 020513
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kill rhythm alanis morissete
you oughta know
020513
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silentbob crawl - alkaline_trio

Waking up zeroed in on medicine
Am I waking up at all today
Seeing lights, feeling pain
There's my cure on ice
I can walk but I will crawl there
I will crawl there
Sitting straight, feeling faint
An exhausted smile screens my words
But I will hear them
Here's a phrase that we all know
But I can't make sense
I don't know words but I will hear them
I still hear them
Never ran away for the sake of scars
Tried not to move but she was armed
And shots were fired
Now a hole in the head of this wounded liar
Never had a drink that I didn't like
Got a taste of you, threw up all night
I got more sick
With every sour second rate kiss
Everything I never would miss again
I don't know who your boyfriend is
020513
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reitoei dead flesh, velvet acid christ 020513
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Tildan "I'm so ungry so hungery so very very hungry.
I want somethingI can munch, something I can crunch, haven't had my lunch, I'm hungry"
020514
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cheer-up-emo-kid [you're the words that come out easy and i am speechless at best your star it seems to shine above the rest you're the face before the cameras the smile I'd like to earn the closest thing to perfect in a hollywood to burn youre the beauty that is deeper than than eyes can merely see the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and I'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on and I'd love to be the friend you call when things are great you're the dream that hasn't ended and I'm still anxious for rest your words they seem to hang above my head you're the bud before the flower unfurls into full bloom captivating beauty but it may be all too soon you're the song that writes a story but leaves alot to read the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and like I really deserve a chance to sit across a table and tell you that I think you're wonderful and I think you're something special I guess this is my only chance to say I wish I knew you because I'm sure you're wonderful if I'd get to know you]
the closest thing to perfect-the juliana theory
020514
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squint not the doctor by alanis morrisette.
(i dont want to be your mother, i didn't carry you in my womb for nine months)

(i don't want to be the glue that holds your peices together)

etc
etc.
020514
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angie Love rain down on me on me down on me. It is by Jill Scott and i think it is called "Love Rain" or somethign like that. IT has been raining for the last couple days...and that is all I can think of. I just want to be loved. And to love. Let love rain down on me. In any shape or form. 020604
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Arwyn "Well, bugger off, you bastards bugger off [fuck you] bugger off! you bastards bugger off! [fuck you] take a herd of bloody swine who refuse to leave the trough, you'll get no more this evening so you bastards bugger off!" 020604
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kill rhythm dave matthew's band - say goodbye 020604
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squint no place feels like home
by midtown
020604
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unhinged hendershot by les_claypool and his fearless flying frog brigade 020604
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nightcrawler the vandals "hungry for you" 020604
...
kerry cherub rock

by the smashing pumpkins
020622
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little fury bug Vanessa Carlton - Ordinary Boy (the live version)

Juliana Theory - The Closest Thing

Death Cab for Cutie - Steadier Footing

Get Up Kids - Out of Reach
020622
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pat sajak bonzo dog doo-dah band- death cab for cutie 020622
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paste! modest mouse - interstate 8
modest mouse - a life of arctic sounds
020719
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neverender Saves the Day - Freakish 020719
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jane bigger stronger
for you
or animals

all by coldplay

maybe it's just because i love them
020720
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phil Hangin' round
Downtown by myself
And I had so much time
To sit and think about
then there she was
Like double cherry pie
Yeah
disco superfly

smell sex candy here
Who's that lounging in chair
casting devious stares
direction
Mama this surely a dream

too caffeine
platform double suede
lemonade

must be
020720
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blue star goodnight, my love

not necessarily that I have a love... but I just want everyone (including me to have a good night and wake up to a good morning.

however corny that may sound, it's still the truth, damnit.
020720
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Sailor Jupiter I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.
Trust me.
-- Sober by Tool
020721
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neverender Get Up Kids - Out of Reach 020721
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no reason H. 020902
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squint betrayal is a symptom -thrice 020902
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daxle LICENSE TO CONFUSE
I’m not attractive today, I’m not a sight for sore eyes
I'm not an Adam or Eve, I'm just a nervous young thing
Hear my voice strain as I sing, my will won't bend and then break
The crate will break and I'll fall, I couldn't help it at all
I’ve got a license to confuse, what do we got to lose?
A license to confuse
I guess I got what it takes to help me make this mistake
It took a while but I learned, it took a twist but I turned
And now its clear that I’m blind, another mountain to climb
Another distance to fall, I couldn't help it all
I’ve got a license to confuse, what have you got to lose?
A license to confuse
I shouldn't sound so forlorn, regret the day I was born
Cuz here I am and I've been, I only need a few friends
My hands are sweating all day like I've been letting me down
Like I've been letting me slide, just some nonsense on my mind
And the license to confuse, nothing I can use
Bust it, build it for a year
Here's my license that's my right
020902
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kenobi "Not the Same"
by Ben Folds
020902
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:)P that song that goes..

im horny! horny horny horny!
so horny!
im horny horny horny tonight!
020902
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girl_jane Dashboard Confessional-Hands Down

all except the part at the end about kissing

we haven't kissed

but the nights are still beautiful
020902
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peyton Garbage - Special 020903
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lost Blood Pigs by Otep
or maybe Sacrilege by them
or poop loser by mudvayne
it's off their debut cd that they recently re-released called the beginning of all things to end
020904
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myplasticmind "slower"

mineral
020904
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~gez~ is she really going out with him - golfinger 020905
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Shay Lilac Wine - Jeff Buckley
Isobel - Bjork
020905
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girl_jane forget me girl
i'm still recovering from her
it hurts so

i'm sorry girl
i'm in no shape to love
it's not you
it's her


I don't know the name-whatever it is it's from Thursday...


I hope it's not me...
020907
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piercedjenny "Walk on the Wild Side" by Lou Reed.
That's been me - again -
"Red, Red Wine" by UB40 for the real reason it was written.
020908
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care to inform me? .....and that real reason was????? 020908
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*nat* foo fighters, learn to fly 020908
...
*nat* spunge - no woman no cry

"everythins gonna b alright now, everythings gonna b just fine"
020908
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angie colorblind by the counting crows because I think I am ready...
that is probably the scariest thought I have ever had...but it is making sense...more and more...every day.
020908
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Freak Voices - Disturbed

"I can here the voice
but I don't want to listen
strap me down and tell me Ill be alright
I can feel the subliminal need
to be the one with the voice
and make everything alright."
020909
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devalis Lose Yourself
Eminem

"You'd better lose yourself
in the music
the moment
you want it
you better never let it go
you only get one shot
do not miss your chance to blow
cuz opportunity comes
once in a lifetime"
021002
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devalis . 021002
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jane "did you ever have to make up your mind?"
-lovin' spoonful
021002
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gay gizmo who da funk - shiny disco balls

?? - magic carpet ride

System F - Cry
021002
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jane ??=steppenwolf 021002
...
alora Nova Heart, by Spoons. 021003
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devalis Take My Hand
Dido

"Touch my skin
and tell me what you're thinking
take my hand
and show me where we're going
lie down next to me
look into my eyes
and tell me what you're seeing

so sit on top of the world
and tell me how you're feeling
what you feel
is what I feel for you
take my hand
and if I'm lying to you
I'll always be alone
if I'm lying to you

see my eyes
they carry your reflection
watch my lips
and hear the words I'm telling you
give your trust to me
look into my heart
and show me what you're doing

take your time
if I'm lying to you
I know you'll find that you believe me

feel the sun on your face
and tell me what you're thinking
catch the snow on your tongue
and show me how it tastes"
021003
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squint "Why drink the water
from my hand?
Contagious as you think I am
Just tilt my sun towards
your domain."

(december by collective soul)
021004
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Casey Asleep by the Smiths. Except I have no one to sing to me. 021025
...
blue star raindrops keep fallin on my head

I'm not gonna let homework kick my ass.
021026
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delial sixths - winter in july 030218
...
MDogMA come to daddy, aphex twin 030218
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breathless "I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile
and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be"

Unwell, Matchbox Twenty
030219
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me 'til I hear it from you - Gin Blossoms
because it's what I'm listening to right now
ooh, now it's Liar-the Cranberries.
whatever I'm listening to puts me in that mood.
and if I'm not listening to anything then it depends and this question get more interesting
030220
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girl_jane Noah's still in the writing process, but it's for me-about us-and that is how I feel... 030220
...
jane "me" is listening to the empire records soundtrack

my song is

landslide by stevie nicks
030221
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bird nick_cave and the bad seeds - love_letter 030221
...
Nathan88 a remix of limp bizkit :boiler and incubus: i miss you 030221
...
niska clocks, by coldplay 030301
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forever endeavor fade into you - mazzy star
perfect sonnet - bright eyes
030301
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angie love of my life

e.badu feat. common
030310
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sara 99 red balloons by goldfinger 030401
...
nomatter what we learned here is love tastes bitter when it's gone
past yourself forget the light, things look dirty whenit's on
funny how it comes to pass, that all the good slips away
and there's no one around you can remembering being good to you

[shame] matchbox20
030928
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celestias shadow well, sailor jupiter stole one of mine. damn you people, thinking before slow ol' me!

in that case, i must say it's gotta be led zeppelin- tangerine, or radiohead- street spirit.
030929
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Toxic_Kisses Feel Like Makin' Love
Bad Company
031001
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flo alone again, or

love
031001
...
smurfus rex how I feel right now...

"What She's Doin' Now" by Garth Brooks
and
"Here With Me" by Dido

oh yeah. bad.
031001
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misstree "gonna beat my wife" by dead_milkmen 031002
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karl the weeeed "world so cold" by mudvayne 031002
...
ferret anything that can be turned up so loud that your head spins 031002
...
Falcon Voices in my head, by Denis Leary 031002
...
MollyCule "Adam and Eve"
Ani DiFranco

"I did not design this game
I did not name the stakes
I just happened to like apples
And I am not afraid of snakes"
031002
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ClairE "Ooh_La_La", Rod_Stewart.

"I wish - that - I knew what I know now..." but totally unwistfully. I am happy about things and it is almost November.
031030
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witchesrequiem Cross between.....
Stupid girl..cold
precious things tori amos
031030
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Doar moonlight sonata - beethoven

yeah, sappy.....
031031
...
Freak The Bends - Radiohead 031031
...
a perfect idiot weak and powerless

a perfect circle
031031
...
Toxic_Kisses Jolene
by
The White Stripes
----------------------------and
Talking To A Stranger
by
Keith Sykes
and
Rodney Crowell
040107
...
:_) i want you by the beatles 040202
...
:_) followed by a close second:

sweetest_sin by jessica_simpson
040202
...
somebody He works hard to give her all he thinks she wants
A three car garage, her own credit cards
He pulls in late to wake her up with a kiss good night
If he could only read her mind, she'd say:

Buy me a rose, call me from work
Open a door for me, what would it hurt
Show me you love me by the look in your eyes
These are the little things I need the most in my life

Now the days have grown to years of feeling all alone
And she can't help but wonder what she's doing wrong
Cause lately she'd try anything to turn his head
Would it make a difference if she said:

Buy me a rose, call me from work
Open a door for me, what would it hurt
Show me you love me by the look in your eyes
These are the little things I need the most in my life

And the more that he lives the less that he tries
To show her the love that he hold inside
And the more that she gives the more that he sees
This is a story of you and me

So I bought you a rose on the way home from work
Opened the door to a heart that I hurt
And I hope you notice this look in my eyes
Cause I'm gonna make things right
I'm gonna hold you tonight
Do all those little things
For the rest of your life.

--
Buy Me A Rose
Kenny Rogers
040605
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TK The Closest Thing To Crazy
Kate Melua
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How can I think I'm standing strong,
Yet feel the air beneath my feet?
How can happiness feel so wrong?
How can misery feel so sweet?
How can you let me watch you sleep,
Then break my dreams the way you do?
How can I have got in so deep?
Why did I fall in love with you?

This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen,
This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known,
I was never crazy on my own...
And now I know that there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness and being close to you.

How can you make me fall apart
Then break my fall with loving lies?
It's so easy to break a heart;
It's so easy to close your eyes.
How can you treat me like a child
Yet like a child I yearn for you?
How can anyone feel so wild?
How can anyone feel so blue?

This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen,
This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known,
I was never crazy on my own...
And now I know that there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness and being close to you.
040809
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shivers im not ok - my chemical romance 040809
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witchesrequiem Here is no why - The Smashing pumpkins


The useles drag of another day.
enough said!
040810
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Lila Pause Nineteen by (Smog). 040810
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pete waiting for your ghost (my friend kyla) 040810
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Doar a_thousand_kisses_deep 040810
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kookaburra lets get it started-spike mix

black-eyed peas
040811
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. trying to fix the page... 040816
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TK Thank you .! 040817
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pete shots and dykehead caledonia's medley from the 2000 World Pipeband Championships (they won) 040817
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bork PUSHUP - by Freestylers.....but then i love that song...and i always feel like listening to it... 040818
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sway Lost Prohets - Sway 040819
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sahba Lost Prohets - Sway 040819
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pete i dont know..i keep thinking about 'chelsea hotel' by leonard cohen, but that could be because i realized how soon kyla leaves and she loves to sing this song... so maybe... it is an honest yet slightly sad song... and that is how she is/her leaving will be... 040819
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. . 040827
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TK RAINY DAYS & MONDAYS - The Carpenters 040906
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sahba cold play - in my place 040906
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praying mantis SAVE YOURSELF FROM THIS/EVERYONE WILL SUFFER NOW

"Little Horn" -Marilyn Manson
040906
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no reason wilco-ashes of american flags 040906
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love & hate mechanical animals - Marilyn Manson 040914
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broken - seether with amy lee 040914
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thunderbuck ram Woo hoo Woo hoo hoo

5678s
040915
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god all of em 040915
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god but WAIT. mostly it's "afternoon delight" by the starland vocal band 040915
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sahba travis - love will come through
our lady peace - innocent
040918
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milo black leather [sex pistols] 050314
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Toxic_Kisses .
The Sounds of Silence
Simon & Garfunkel
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"Silence Like A Cancer Grows"
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140406
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flowerock Jason Webley - music that puts everything together 140406
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TK Dear Blather,

Feels like home by Bonnie Raitt

I missed you
Thank you for still being here for me to catch me when I fall.

You feel like a soft warm blanket wrapped around me on an empty cold night.
140407
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TK Song: Control
By: Puddle of Mudd

~~~~~
and
~~~~~

Song: I Hate Myself For Loving You
By: Joan Jett


.

Fuck.

What the hell have I done?

And more frighting is the answer to the question:

What the hell am I going to do now?
140421
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unhinged house_of_cards - radiohead 140423
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unhinged eulogy - prof 181020
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from