ana Majoun Ana is leaving me But I never really had her anyway Im scared Its been too long with Ana Ive grown too attached I asked her to marry me once Ill never find one like Ana She was so damned perfect for me Well, almost perfect She was perfect TO me, I guess Never met one like her Doubt I ever will Maybe we both had too much baggage Maybe I was just an ass Maybe she was just an ass What to do without Ana? I will miss her very very much Why does she have to go SO fuckin far away Without me? Im going to miss Ana Like I miss my youth I sometimes think Im losing my grip Like Ive been casual too long and I cant face reality So I hide so far away from it Its gonna bite me in the ass Nah, It has bitten me in the ass I lost something the other day At Anas place Probably in her bed What I lost - seems fitting Once, many years ago A woman broke my heart I pierced the closest thing to my heart I kept it all this time To remind me of something I dont know what exactly Noth that I forgot I just never really knew But I lost the little stone connector Thats been dangling from my aching heart Less then a month before Ana leaves Somewhere in her bed perhaps Maybe on her couch A little piece of my heart my being my life my reality I miss her already Shes not even gone yet Dammit! Fuck Fuck fuck Ive gotta get some fuckin sleep Ive been fuckin around way too long gotta take care of some things this week before they take care of me 030901 ... me it's like a self-hating club. let's all starve ourselves till we die. better yet, let's promote it in other people. prey on the self-conscious, the underconfident, the emotionally weak. and hell, let's call it a support group. 040124 ... Anne I need help! 040208 ... hsgatincamail 4 aka for 040409 ... x get a life 040924 ... hsg thin is STILL beautiful. 050601 ... belle de jour I'm back 050818 ... hsg where did you go? 070102 ... hsg 262 070611 what's it to you? who go blather from