unwell
no reason i am so sick
of feeling unwell
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:) i wish you well stranger... 071017
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no reason thank you 071017
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Isaou I'm not crazy
I'm just
a little
unwell
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hsg usu it helps just to stay busy, yet simple. 071018
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no reason not feeling so well today
been wondering if i'll be dealing with this for the rest of my life
and if so, how to adapt
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flowerock. I feel unwell, often. I just don't feel right. I don't feel ok. I feel wounded and scared. I feel alone. I feel disliked and in the way. I feel embarrassed and innapropriate and unhelpful. Overwhelmed and unfocused.

What does it take to shed these feelings?

Taking this class is helping me. Martial_arts
At first I was so insecure and felt such anxiety about going to class that I'd skip it or just not be able focus. It's taken time but now it feels wrong not to go, not to focus, not to learn. I love feeling myself learn now. I am still a little shy and unsure and I feel like I'm behind the people who started about the time we did... but I finally see the details and feel the flow and this is the first thing in a long time that I've felt excited about. It feels like it's healing my mind. It makes me cry.
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