little_things_remind_me_of_you kerry like salt [ i don't know the connection ] and certain Saves the Day lyrics, a windowscreen during a midsummer night, dangling porch lights, and **oh** the color blue 020424 ... cheryl brown Oasis Copenhagen Ice Cream T-shirts with holes brown jumpers Joe Cocker singing "you are so beautiful" musty old clothes mud cake leather oxfords StarCraft phone calls in the morning British sounding surnames models pale, anaemic looking skin me 020424 ... princess coffee in the morning house music jasmine incense cigar smoke vanilla cologne 020609 ... ilovepatsajak pale yellow dirty fingernails the hess station mazzy star kissyfish route 2 east signs mass pike ice water bright eyes failure 020609 ... josie **Jeff Buckley** **Cows** **Cacti** **Vomit in my shoe** **The smell of toxic art supplies** **Blather** 020702 ... ilovepatsajak the smiths modest mouse a very big oreo freeze (and we shared the same straw) 020702 ... Achilles wiggle puppy cows franjappanis the colour yellow copious amounts of violets 020702 ... Casey toilet seats and pieces of string off my shirt 020703 ... eklektic wow buttons vanilla coke 'come here' blonde hair drumsticks cool hand luke piercings 020704 ... Kate the white candle singalongs with one snare drum the absence of salad dressing how you'd always fold in poker, but if I complained, you would stay in, and I'd win your money toothpicks barefoot Dr. Zhivago mutual smiles 020704 ... ilovepatsajak weeping willow fireworks 020704 ... distorted tendencies Jethro Tull & Coldplay Bowie & Melvins Corrupted & The Fucking Champs My hair. 020715 ... silentbob loves you dice, the song Friends by Led_Zeppelin, AFI, this_is_getting_over_you by alkaline_trio, the rolling stones, red shirts with black pants, laughing, sleeping, waking up... 020716 ... kerry orange the clash tophats being tall metal springs the color red freckles threadbare tshirts unwritten law karate belts 020716 ... josie **cartwheels** **labyrinth** **magic of everykind** 020909 ... CJ but i'm not going to even bother nameing them 020909 ... jessicafletcher green heartbeats maynard's voice cheese ibanez left handed bass guitars black lights and white shirts huge boogers parabola 020909 ... december :: frank sinatra :: weezer :: techno, haha :: sam goody *can u c the music trend, here?* :: poems :: hearts 020910 ... nocturnal philip II mexicans state/country capitals monday night movies breakfast club shawshank redemption april fool jokes sno-balls hedge hogs spain; listening to bands play in the park, taking a boat ride on the lake 020910 ... freakizh i'm a mexican. i'm a little thing that reminds you, nocturnal, of.. what? 021104 ... brainstorming freakizh about man#1: poems radio lips bright orange color caps snickers crooked teeth bad haircuts wide spreading legs a fetus razor cuts waves and ocean someone screaming a name cheap perfume in a raincoat smell of rain ink traces pencils and pens big chins unbearable friendship high-pitched tones ******** about man#2 black color hips low jeans peace hippies green color vegetables stings, knifes and razors sharp tongues sex sitting, having sex chesire cat ribs a buglar poverty egocentrism rich people being bored and a low voice 021104 ... gay gizmo a certain cologne, joop i think it is. and i hate it because now whenever i smell it I am extremely drawn to it, but it hurts 021104 ... devalis the scent of orange blossom lotion the Mets the color blue (though red is your color) sub sandwiches Tom & Jerry laundry 021105 ... EECP Like.......everything! 021106 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong red_hat 021106 ... Syrope every song on the radio every store and restaurant we drove past today in greensboro all the old documents on my computer being in my bed at school being in my bed at home being online 021109 ... florescent light clams, doctors, flowers, brooklyn, french, boats 021110 ... GirlNamedLover laying down standing up sitting eating drinking breathing dressing undressing bathing sleeping dreaming reading resting kissing hugging spooning moving not moving touching hearing seeing looking understanding misunderstanding being living 021110 ... lobsterman yes especially little things. things i can hold in my hands. things i can fit in my pockets. things that can hide in the shadows of other things. 021110 ... cole anything that reminds me of you isn't little 021114 ... Syrope and at last, i smile 021208 ... andrea tool system of a down penguins gerbils creep lily llamas candles big pants plur blue crab mating sailboats eyes stars moon buddha everything else.... 021218 ... no use for a name big white vans nerf herder veggie tales dancing sunrises parks beach hurley movies 030102 ... niska hee! mokeys. and i don't know why. awww... every time i see am monkey, i think of you and i smile the girliest smile. especially if he's smoking a cigar - or flinging poo. 030307 ... splinken teeth knocking together and sweaty fingers. 030309 ... krimilda nights... flashing lights at night... walking down the streets... fabulosos cadillacs and shirley manson... pencils and dogs and the smell of fresh soap and the little hole in my stomach (which somtimes i confuse with my soul) 030310 ... this is me now cleaning out a car driving around getting into bed still drunk telegraph i miss you see you soon it will be ok again 030310 ... mona loves you stars work summer memories red aprons the color blue backwards hats stars Barnes and Noble christmas stars that movie theater the shirt I was wearing the majority of my cds concerts stars the color orange Madison the mall Best Buy stars that bagel shop stars ... but really none of that matters now. I am over you, at least for the mos part. Those things remind me of you, but they are all just memories. I miss you though, we still talk, but I miss you. 030310 ... angie loud cars "cry me cry me" chicken darts cats techno music swings there are more... :) 030310 ... angie midnite muffin deliveries flaming butter in the microwave... ahem and on the stove duck duck gray goose :0 dairy queen water fights in the car straws 030313 ... girl_jane anything light blue 030313 ... LucianNailo sdrawkcab nettirw gnihtyna 030401 ... JaySeehc like roses, exploding dog, and the book of O Henry short stories sitting on my desk. people with curly blonde hair, and baylor university t-shirts, and the cds that you burned for me. every swing I look at has you sitting in it. 030405 ... starryeyes what reminds me of you? everything i touch, because none of it is you, your absence highlighted with every tactile sensation strawberries, and how you dont like them unless theyre covered in chocolate because the fuzzy skin and the little seeds bother you. i remember that i am not there to watch your quirky habits in action, and each small red fruit reminds me of each singular drop of blood coursing through my veins- for you leather jackets and how you let me wear yours because i was cold, even though the winter air made you shiver. that day on the swing with you, when you wrapped me up in your jacket, that was the first and last day that i was ever really a princess good books and learning, because you love them and i love them. how i want to read out loud to you so you could lie back and let the words flow over you, paint pictures for your mind that college campus. because it was so beautiful...even though winter made it grey and dreary, i walked with you, my arm in yours, the feeling of your arm around my shoulder is forever burned into my memory, the feeling of your lips against mine shut out all fear and all doubt that i truly did, and still, love you sunsets and the ocean remind me of you, because i have never gotten to watch either with you, and it makes me cry. my sun would wait for you, would never rest her head, until you were there by my side. then and only then would she sleep peacefully my sins remind me of you, because they wounded you. my mistakes separated me from you. i will weep always for you, and what we lost. if ever you can return, know that i will still love you. i will love you even if you cant 030411 ... x like microbes 030411 ... femme coincidence the faint and dancing, cosmic swirls of internet chatting cyber pillow talk, typing, reading, re-reading, making art, seeing art, serenading before second period, conor oberst and everything in the empty space of the world, things over looked and stepped on. things like me remind me of you. 030411 ... LucianNailo Lesbians.... Lesbians and lipgloss Not that I see them very frequently but when I do its like ... ZING! 030418 ... megan glitter anything black driving with the wind in my hair laughing being comforted through tears fire guns/military paintballs that smell of eddie bauer cologne and pert plus poetry that makes me tingle punk rock hugs dancing on your feet chinese/mexican/italian food scary movies brown dogs frozen cokes freebird playing with my hair melting comedy central my car you driving my car kissing stars swim meets city center smiling being happy and incredibly in love 030418 ... god yeh. this could be the start of something small. 030418 ... jane light green fuzzy pillow 030514 ... lo i was fine. i hadn't thought of you at all in weeks (push those emotions down). i was packed and ready to go thinking 3 days of friends fun and new places. i was so happy. i was deviding out my money for the trip in my head: food, drinks, admission, misc, and then -souveniers- fucking stupid souveiers. now i had no one to bring them too. my budget was decided when we were still together and unconsciously you were still sewn into all my plans. fucking stupid little trinket and all of a sudden there was absolutly no point in going at all. 030522 ... unhinged but she changed the sheets and you took my happiness with you. when my wrist itches i am reminded that i threw away my razorblades for you. and if i went back to it now i would only be doing it for attention. so i stare at the red designs on my wrist and want to scratch them out. no one understands them; not even you. but you were the one that got me to stop. nope, you can't ever stay with the one that righted you. 030523 ... tulip bruises barbies, cassia flowers, clueless, people with rooms like catalogues, two little blonde girls holding hands, trampolines, blue ribbons, seeing children looking betrayed, collections you get from magazines, secret handshakes, roller skates, people with the bottom of their shirt tucked into the top. half of my fourteen years ago when i was dragged away from you down the street, ten since i met you, three since last saw you, eight since i got scarred forever and you didnt even care or try to stop it. what was it that made you want to be my best friend the minute we met? why did i say yes when i didnt even know you? how did you always seem so flawless, so picture perfect? CG+RP 030523 ... little wonder see: pathetic. it's starting to wear off. i think it's from finally having a chance to talk to you, and coming to the realization that i just don't mean as much to you anymore. 030531 ... pobodys nerfect Anything to do with the Simpson's or Spongebob Squarepants(commercials,etc.) make me smile and think of him. 030531 ... fall of a sparrow furry feet pirate slang wisdom teeth AGGRESSIVE 030731 ... not important every day its something... Fruity Pebbles Walmart National Geographic Old photographs The scent of makeup Cats Hot afternoons Cigarette smoke Perfume Old coins SNL 030731 ... josie **the phone ringing** 031106 ... celestias shadow because you are so much like me, unfortunately it seems like everything_reminds_me_of_you. 031221 ... secret4185 navy blue un-cutting in line new englands rubber bands nitrous oxide hating snow turkey sandwiches Red Hot Chili Peppers Top Gun The Princess bride shocking people UMM... cast party Al's french fries Mozart's Requiem 031221 ... karl the weed everything_reminds_me_of_you 031221 ... karl the weed oh shit celestas shadow just did that... oh well 031221 ... Jane Doe combo's-pizza flavored guitars silver trucks with that tool thing in the back baseball-period every park in this town pool tables durex christmas ball bill and ted's dumb and dumber port of subs- #15 the numbers-24 and 44 pickles and tuna eskimos "your music" vs "my music" my bed "the box of doom" spring break ever after alcohol me doing "the matrix" snapple gas stations "island chic" the wedding singer "dancing" when I crack my neck "butt" you're driving me to the point where I wish we'd never met... 031221 ... liedown horses back_stabbing 031222 ... liedown horses back_stabbing 031222 ... once again Teddy Bears Hot Wheels Pep Boys Advanced Auto Datsuns Nissans Hugs Hovercrafts Reese's Peanut Butter cups Escalators Linkin Park Red Hats Burn rubber not your soul blah Harvey King Go Fish Perfect - Simple Plan Fast and Furious Chinese food Warwick Woods Lake Wallenpaupack the smell of leather the smell of oil and exhaust 031222 ... ItGirl Doom Invader Zim Turkey Hill Green Tea Stairs Comics Anime Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional Final Fantasy (music too) slut Army of Darkness Resevoir Dogs tacos The Dump Boondock Saints Earth Science Stage Crew 80's movies Phantom Planet Like a Friend - Pulp Kevin Smith movies Vash The Stampede Hellsing inuendo Too Big - The Sweetest Thing Stuff - MU330 Spork 031222 ... shivers dog collars irises the smell of laundry foggy days pool my curling bruise the trampoline gum my heartbeat santana creamers size 13 shoes country music silver handprints on my shirt 031223 ... realistic optimist because you had such a small wiener. 031223 ... unhinged every little fucking goddamn thing reminds me of you 040306 ... ee beep peep every time i hear a band we like on the radio, i think of you every time i see your favorite color, i think of you every time i see or hear of your favorite cartoon character, i think of you every time i see or hear of video games, i think of you oh hell, i think about you all the time; i'm obsessed, and i miss you 040307 ... Splinty goths short people tatty teddy roses jokes quizilla black coats freckles art music 040813 ... Borealis rain...we never did waltz. pennies...until I lost the one in my shoe tea before bed chai in any form overly affectionate cats obnoxious drums stale beer taking the lrt watching someone walk with your particular gait. walking downtown alone it doesn't hurt anymore...but I'll always miss you. 040813 ... latchkey tea eternal sunshine pocky hope green kitties ani_difranco the couch my fleece blanket blue hair movie theaters november blushing dark blue cowboy bebop nightwish new year's eve bmw pink white castle survival horror video games virginity the word "brother" dragons lyrics maynard the beatles piano the word "nurturing" summer seattle psychology west nile purple grape flavored anything espanol the sun teddy bears 5, 7, 2 040813 ... daxle just about everything but you're drifting further and further away ongoing proof that nothing matters and certainly, i never mattered to you no longer do i feel jealously, but only pity towards the her that you will next abandon so it goes 040814 ... spiffy apple trees the color green the sky (ok so that's not little) 040814 ... spiffy and i had a friend who i always think of when i think of cows, penguins or cheese. 040814 ... witchesrequiem men with fake laughs ,no personality and perversion, M. Drunks, the uncontrolable sadness in some ones eyes and vanilla, T. Relatives! J. Aids patients, 2 year olds and whores, C! Otherworldly dreamer, J. oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 040815 ... metamantrg when I shower in the bath we remodeled . when I look out the windows out to the sunset . this house we are rebuilding you ideas . a full moon 040829 ... damn of you... dream theatre tenacious d the matches liquid tension experiment my guitar any guitar perfect hands kisses on the forehead the phrase 'you need to chill' or 'thanks mom' any song that talks about cheating, lying, secrets, pain, heartache, summer love, stars, moons, planets, galaxies, love... guitar picks laughing while kissing being called beautiful and of you... pain. 050217 ... unhinged time does heal most things; it's just a question of how long it will take. most things take longer to heal than the human pain tolerance can endure and we become impatient. you have mostly vacated my life. not much reminds me of you anymore. i haven't even dreamed about you in awhile. and when i do think of you, it's not you specifically i miss so much as the idea of what we had. (even though in_hindsight most of what i had was a selfish asshole but part of me still says 'don't be unfair') last night i listened to the mixed cd i made about you almost two years ago. i think i might have made it after i realized i couldn't even talk to you anymore. i listened to it and was reminded of you, sam , but mostly how lonely i am now. 051001 ... syrope well god damn 051001 ... blown cherry The Whitlams Natalie Imbruglia Jindabyne sculling beer flowers teddy bears fat pictures of me, heh :) shagging in the other room while everyone knows that's what's going on in there :) 17 missed calls Wearing guy's underpants Sharing a toothbrush for the first time but really, it all just serves to remind me of me at a time of life when I was a fair bit younger, and a fair bit more stupid. If I had to choose my favourite period to look back on this would probably be a top contender. Silly thing really, so many happier or more enjoyable times, and yet the period that sticks out most, the one I'm most fond of, is the one that bares my gullible and foolish youth in all its glory. hmm. somersault. 051001 ... ever dumbening china's national day 051001 ... dipperwell it was so long ago that it aches to think of all those plates I used to have before the whole cupboard was thrown unceremoniously out the front door and I barely remember because now I collect new china but on occasion when feasting merrily the ghostly patterns linger in traces and soft mouldy wallpaper unfolds the cupboard door creaks and clicks and inside me I hear the smashing allows herself to hurt 051001 ... a thimble in time and big things too 051002 ... cheryl brown weather 081104 ... In_Bloom Leaded gasoline Menthol cigarettes Fedora hats Wingtip shoes Olive Loaf Strawberry soda Smoked Oysters Plastic fishing bobbers Pocket knives Halston cologne Coffee Snow Pine sap Trains Any prairie highway All small things that remind of you, the very biggest One The very best One Gone on into the All 081105 ... TK and its a bitter sweet precious misery, the kind of pain that feels oh so good, the kind you savor for far to long to the point its no longer sweet and no longer precious. Then all I'm left with is bitter misery. and yet I do anyway . I don't want to miss you . and yet I do anyway 140407 ... unhinged spontaneously 140407 what's it to you? who go blather from