teddy
daydream believer
today
i
came
home
to
find
my
childhood
gone
.
she
had
washed
my
beloved
teddy
bear
,
washed
away
the
dirty
-comforting
smell
of
all
the
accumulated
memories
and
love
,
leaving
a
sickening
-sweet
detergent
smell
.
i
cried
.
010918
...
Solstice
see
teddybear
as
well
011104
...
CheapVodka
I
know
a
guy
named
Teddy.
Though
it's
not
his
real
name
it's
what
we
all
call
him
anyway
.
But
I
don't
know
why
that's
his
nick
name
for
none
of
his
other
legal
names
have
anything
to
do
with
it
.
He
sells
me
great
drugs
and
looks
exactly
like
Dave
Foley
(
from
Kids
in
the
Hall
and
NewsRadio
).
He's
nuts
but
funny
.
He
scares
us
but
is
the
coolest
fucker
.
He
sold
me
an
O
yesterday
,
and
I've
never
been
so
fucked
up
in
all
my
life
.
Not
off
of
this
stuff
anyway
. Here's
To
Teddy..
011104
...
whoknows
i
have
Bunny
.
had
her
since
i
was
a
baby
.
even
have
her
hear
at
school
with
me
so
i
can
cuddle
with
her
and
tell
her
my
secrets
.
sound
dumb
?
011104
...
CheapVodka
nope
...not
in
the
least
011105
...
whoknows
thank
you
again
,
cheap
vodka
.
its
nice
to
know
im
not
quite
as
odd
as
some
people
seem
to
think
.
011105
...
bzzmel
to
see
me
is
to
see
you
011207
...
minnesota_chris
I
knew
a
teddy
who
died
in
a
shootout
with
the
cops
.
030217
...
ter
my
namr
is
teddy.
full
name
theodore.
And
I'm
not
dead
030924
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
