boyfriend
roxy he's not my friend and he's barely a boy at all. 000207
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Scorched GanderSnout I hear her say this word
of me
and I wonder how it is that I have gotten here.
Why do I naturally introduce her as
"friend"
but talk of her as
girlfriend?
Why am I surprised to hear her introduce me as
boyfriend?
000207
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Scorched GanderSnout As that Cornershop song says,
"Everybody needs a bosom for a pillow."
000207
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lotusflower boyfriend shmoyfriend...he's my GUY! 000213
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psyki i am angry cuz my boyfriend says so
i am happy cuz my boyfriend says so
i am submissive cuz my boyfriend says so
i am outrageous cuz my boyfriend says so
i am defective cuz my boyfriend says so
000213
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Grant She won't let me call her this. At first I was confused, but then I realised that I was more than this to her. 000214
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BoofPixie its when the phone calls start. every day, same time. and you're laughing, look out the window, a familiar car drives away. cause he wanted to know where you were. not acceptable. no, no, no. 000311
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Silent Bob this is my title now

i wanted it all my life

now i have it

its not an insignificant word, like so many emotional references that are thrown around nowadays.

it means something very special to me.
and it means something special to Alicia, too, i think.
000605
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samayyel something i have never been.

always relegated to the status of "just a friend"

or regarded secretly in some circles as "just a fuck"
000606
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way way too long in my honest opinion, this is the real issue. the whole samantha saga is just an EXCUSE, a drama to play out a fear of never being loved. people do it all over the world a hundred times over. so, do yourself a favor, and give yourself some lovin'... you can find desire again later! 000606
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snooch to the nooch how_soon_is_now 000614
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kim he's looking at me strangely b/c
i've started talking to him in blather.

what??
000712
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cc a boyfriend i may not have now but i have seen how much cahos the word can cause...so maybe now is not the time ...but when it does come up agian..i think it will be a word that means so much i wont be able to explain 000912
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j_blue suprised to say boyfriends suck, the more the worse. find myself loving and hating to have one, but wishing i could have two. thinking alot about how the other half lives alot l8ly. one of these days, i think it would be nice... bit boring, but is that too bad?

its funny how there really is no winning
000912
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moonshine venus as a boy 000913
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j_blue he doesnt beleive in beauty 000913
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klairchen I don't need one in the grandest sense of the word.

I need to grow up.
000914
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guitar_freak damn. How I wish I could call you that name. Do you have any idea?!? no, you don't. I wish you did... 001022
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Erin I love you and I wanna be your boyfriend love the selzers SELZERS 010118
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MoonLiz i'm lonely
where is my cute little emo boy
with cherry red lips
and chiseled cheekbones
i need a cigarette
maybe if i kill myself with nicotine
someone will take pity of me
everyone only wants sex
not to talk
no one ever talks anymore
the simplicity of a touch
is lost upon the world
it's all about getting off
and seeing who can fuck the most people
i choose to refrain from that
even though it's frustrating as hell
i'm holding out
till my sensitive emo poet rockstar red lipped high cheekboned baggy pants wearing boyfriend comes along
010125
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scott don't need one. I have Annie 010126
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j_blue we make love in the mornings, cant do it at night, since we usually smoke out, eat, and then fall asleep

our work scheds are loose, so we cuddle and fall in love and kiss and make love and laugh and act cute and hold each other and talk

he stayed home today, so he called me an hour after i left to say that he missed me and i missed him

its weird how its all delirious at times
010126
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raechel His name is Brad. The first nice guy I've ever who doesnt put on an act, who doesnt treat me like shit, who doesnt want something more. He kisses my hand. I give him my everything and I do not love him. We fuck all the time. 010211
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j_blue i would never trust a str8boy, and dont like trusting anybody at all, unless i have known them

i knew my bf for 10 months before digging my claws in, despite the phobia against dating (or seducing) friends

i think friends make the best boyfriends
010212
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sailorJupiter I have a boy friend, but he's not a BOYFRIEND. Well, not for now. I know he likes me and wants me, and I feel the same for him. It's just that we don't want to let anyone know that , not even us. But I just know we want to be together. I feel so helpless against this love thing. Yet I act as though it can't stop me from not loving it. I pray for myself to give in , but I don't want to. I am missing someone or something from my life, but I don't think I'll find out soon. I hope when I do, it'll be the right time. 010213
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unhinged "does nicole have a boyfriend yet?"

"no."

"that's good."

yeah...really good. *sigh*
010213
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inferiority_complex got laid-off at the beginning of the month

became a house person

i spend every day searching for work, and cleaning up after my roommates, and feeling useless

we live together, but he has always been a perfect perfectionist

nobody can do it as good as he can, and if he does it well, than nobody does it better (well, this isnt entirely accurate; but one knows what one knows, and he knows that within his genres, he is better than most)

this was ok, because what i know doesnt often overlap with what he knows (at least according to me)

and here i am with nothing to do but clean the house of a perfect house keeper
010221
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13lueee i wish i had someone to blather to... 010324
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Bachelorette It's not that I don't believe in monogamy or that there is no need to be faithful to you; I don't have even that excuse, as flimsy as it may be. Sometimes it isn't even an issue of willpower because the idea of doing something wrong doesn't even cross my mind. When my teeth are against his shoulder I don't think about you, not in guilt, not even in nostalgia. 010327
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stupid bird i ignored my senses and my better judgement.

had i not been blinded i would have caught his scent on her and not been so willing to play the fool.

like an idiot, i thought she was talking about me when she used this word.

the inferences and references seemed to bear it out.

at least until that lovely afternoon.

three years ago today
010328
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no one i want one of these. i thought i could get one, too. but as i cant tell if he actually likes me or if i'll just be another name to add to the list of girls he has gone through. i just hung out with him for almost 6 hours with his friends, but they made alot of comments about how he gets laid alot. he hits on me alot and its obvious to everyone, i really really like him alot (everyone knows this too)... so is this just cuz i would be an easy target or is he boyfriend material? my friend said i should talk to him about it, i think i should, but instead i typed this thing. hope thats alright 010528
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j_blue hold out and demand that he demonstrate that he could be your boyfriend before taking him seriously

make sure that he doesnt get something for nothing

unless you are ok with being regarded the same way as his past lays...
010529
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ditto hey, wait 1 minute,
what is a boyfriend when they've got no time for you?
why bother girls,
all they want to do is use you for meat,
why can't you accept that?
scared of being alone?
or just despirate to be loved?
well
thats kinda hard when you don't respect yourself init.
010529
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tinKa j blue
it works for the lucky ones,
friends right!
cool stuff gurl.
respect.
010529
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Gillian he says he dont like titles like im his girlfriend im his boyfriend and i respect that n all but im begining to think that he just says that so he can get some from other girls and still have a relationship with me. 010608
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florescent light if that's your instinct
then it's probably true
James- he plays over 8 girls at a time.
And he _brags_ about it
that was the worst part
"ohh- Sheryl, it's soooo hard being a player..."
Get the fuck out of my house
if you're going to be the scum of the human race, at least keep it to yourself.
010608
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Gillian but as far as he says he doesnt get ne from other girls, and fer some reason i believe him cause he knows it wouldnt bother me all that much seems how we havent been "an item" or whatever the fuck we are for very long 010612
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kinkazoid mine is annoying the fuck out of me, sometimes i cant explane why he pisses me off but he always seems to. right now its because he makes plans with his friends before he makes them with me, im the sort of person that has to spend time with my boyfriend every single day, maybe not the whole day but atleast for awhile...and i know im not alone here most of the girls i ask feel the same. i make plans with him first so whenever he ditches me my other friends have already made different plans so im stuck with nothing to do. ass hole 010612
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NINNY Nu Nu booooorrrrrriiiinnnggggg. 010624
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MaraJade the guy i love, the one i never wished to part from. he's not my boyfriend anymore. hes my friend who is a boy. not really a boy at all, so much more. even after all thats happened, i just wish he could still be my boyfriend, the guy i love. 010625
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TaterHead ...should he be trusted...
...or was i better off alone...
010913
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Norm Her boyfreinds always a nancy boy sissy. He can talk about how they're gonna get married and he's gonna open a flower shop and sell pansies and she'll stay home with the kids. They're always sissies. 010913
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sphinxradio there's my boyfriend, and there's my boy friend. they're always out of sorts with each other, and it tears me up sometimes. 011221
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Annie111 I wear your sweaters to bed
You let me drive your car at 2am in the morning
Looking in your eyes doesn't scare me
Silence is comfortable

But I still haven't found that one I'd be willing to wait around for. I honestly think I never will.
020105
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Becky I have one of these. I love him but he says things sometimes that make me think that he doesn't love me as much as he says he does. He's changed so much since I met him.. I wonder where the quiet antisocial boy went. 020106
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ellen cherry charles at what point will i be comfortable using this word to describe him?
perhaps never.
it's too soon.
020106
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ClairE No. Please stop asking. You know I shout out more to the world than you'd ever want to hear.

Maybe you thought you missed it.
020107
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k1 I have a boyfriend.
He's a shining,