marijuana MaryJane 2 a.m. last night, first time i’d been home all week. i sat at my computer in my usual tech geek fashion, still wearing the clothes i’d worn all week, red dye stains on my beater and skirt, my boots streaked with rain and still caked with mud from the wretched weather. amadeo climbed in my bedroom window, crying. he only calmed down enough to talk after smoking a bowl. he looked at me: monique's gone. (he loved her more than i think anyone could ever love anything.) i arched my eyebrow: gone? he lowered his eyes: yeah. they sent her to her aunt's house. he shook his head and cried again. i hugged him: i’m sorry. he sniffled: it’s not your fault. i shifted: you can stay here. he nodded: i will. so we fell asleep in a huddled mess on the floor. sunlight flooded the room and hit his face, waking him up and bringing him back to his usual smiling self for an hour or so before he remembered why he was sleeping on my floor. 001104 ... jojo fun 001209 ... chrs my mate puking on my floor after smoking a veeerry strong joint of bud - white willow - at a party. it was not a pretty sight. Also Reading festival, hash and weed all weekend. It was a very good weekend. 001212 ... Colleen good stuff 010121 ... unhinged was sure working against me last night....geez. i've never seen anyone that wigged out from weed and it scared the shit out of me. "dank?....why would i want to smoke something that rhymed with skank?" 010121 ... j_blue anybody heard of poodle_with_a_mohawk ? 010122 ... Morelen I dont know, why would you want to smoke anything named after a hairy animal? 010124 ... j_blue cuz its cutsee 010125 ... Stephen what were we talking about? 010126 ... unhinged WEED....we were talking about weed amatuers (please excuse anything i say right now because i know when i wake up tomorrow i'm going to be in A LOT of pain from the accident.) 010126 ... ... i dont smoke it anymore. 010127 ... jennifer elvis dank, schwag, spoofer, nug chronic (R.I.P.) pages from the book of chronicles respect the O hunka hunka burning love zong puff puff give reverand mother references! pass it to the left, yo iridescent phoenix 010127 ... little blond who thinks too much one hell of a lot less impressive than i thought it'd be.quite a letdown, actually, after all the wonderful things i'd heard. pass the vodka, please.I'd much rather drink myself into oblivion than smoke a doob and giggle like a smurf. 010318 ... mikey smoking a doob doesnt give you hangovers. ive gotten drunk many times it gets old and boring. 010318 ... monadh is simply wonderful 010319 ... cozmo the danimal... an unusual animal... he and cozmo on the go... its like the sink settings and your jaw muscles and your legs at a 90 degree angle... and the inch big monkies... ...but when you talk... its like eating dohnuts.. but we're all just a cheeze pancake in the woods.. it as skinny as a pencil! 010319 ... retartedkidnameddamian creativity? pleasure? 010325 ... MexPanther i've gotten people into it, solely because i love it 010325 ... retartedkidnameddamian the forbidden fruit 010326 ... retartedkidnameddamian i know this mexican kid who smoked marijuana once. crazy kid. 010327 ... dizzy it'd been said many moons ago (to paraphrase) that jazz "was born with alcohol, grew up on marijuana, and will die with heroin." anyone wanna jam? 010402 ... uhhh i didn't get high today b/c davids a fucking asshole!!! 010402 ... jennifer man made beer god made weed who do you trust? 010402 ... crazyenglishman ...me .. usually the chemist. 010403 ... as omg i need some.... my suplier can't get me ne for like another week (i've already been 2 weeks w/ out ne)... i feel like i'm goin to freak. AAAHHHHH 010405 ... volvap subject experiencing withdrawal, accompanied with periods of anxiety, although still possessing basic motor skills required to post blatherings... 010405 ... devotchka i could really go for some right now 010405 ... Tybay is fun until you stop then it works its magic on your mind ouch 010506 ... Lyle McMahon marajuana has lost all my friends for me. i dont even need to do any of the work because it does it for me. i sit here, clean and smart, and all the people are methodically exterminated around me. they drop dead and i will soon too. if i ever stop running. 010506 ... nemo marijuana is wonderful 010605 ... pitiful Marijuana helps me forget yesterday's mistakes, and the tomarrows i await to fuck up. my todays are always scorched with a coat of depression. Marijuana is another artificial happiness. that i am bound to forget 010605 ... *Ziima* If everyone would smoke a bowl, there would be no war or murder. Everything would be pink and happy with Puff the Magick Dragon as our king...Smoke some Mary Jane, rid yourself of pain. I cant believe such a wonderful thing is illegal everywhere. Thats government for you. Heaven forbid we be happy and free. 010612 ... black-dyed gel product In the park, having a few laughs... good times... 010612 ... kinkazoid i think marijuana is kinda stupid, i used to do it all the time and now i think its dumb, im not a hypocrit(sp?) cuz i dont care if people do it but im not gonna do it anymore, not worth it, everytime i get high i want to get out of it cuz i cant think straight and i forget what people say and stuff. 010612 ... inferiority_complex when i do it, i become happy, and the whispers go further away from me i know its a time hole, but it beats being bored 010613 ... burden 6/13/01 = my first time I didn't do a lot, only three little sucks from a bowl. I think I did it wrong, anyway. 6/17 was a different story. I had 7 or 8 big, crazy puffs from a homemade bowl. Me, with little tolerance. I was gone. I didn't like it. I don't want to do it again. But I do. 010618 ... yoink i don't plan on it again. but i do plan on it again. who knows? i'll just wait til i'm in rome. 010618 ... kinkazoid i know before i said i wasnt a hypocrite and i still cant spell it, but im going to start to be one...here's my story... ok, i have this boyfriend and i wouldnt have a boyfriend that smokes marijuana cuz i've had very bad experiences with it, and i just dont want one, well this boyfriend did smoke marijuana before but hasnt for a long time, i made sure he didnt before i started dating him, well he told me that he is going to his friends on friday and he is going to smoke some dope...i told him that if he does then im gonna hafta break up with him, and he said "so were breaking up on friday then?" so obviously he is going to smoke it no matter what... my question to you is... how do i get him to not smoke the dope? 010618 ... pat sajaks ghost fuck. seeds and stems. 010618 ... burden 6/21 = again 010622 ... DannyH I say let him smoke the dope, most people are fine with it and if its something he really wants to do he'll just resent you for stopping him. If you're serious that its an absolute relationship killer then you've got to be true to your word and split up with him. Otherwise you're just using emotional blackmail. 010622 ... burden 6/22 = and again. Sometimes I scare myself. 010624 ... burden Magnus. He's no good. 010624 ... black-dyed gel product shmokety shmoked up yesterday with the 911 bowl. had lots of skittles afterwards 010624 ... yoink mmm...graduation parties have taken on a new dimension 010707 ... yoink take that, bitch shit! 010707 ... ...lmnop... I am not a huge pot smoker (7-8 times in the last 3 weeks) ne way, i liked it a lot. It sure beats being bored, especially where i live. I dont see why it is illegal. it is non addictive, you arent as impared as alchohol (at least not 4 me after smoking 1 supreme fatty and 1/2 of a regular one, cuz i crossed a REALLY REALLY busy intersection on foot to get some lunchables) and it is just plain fun. I mean come on, i dont do drugs, or smoke cigarettes that is just bad, but smokin a doobie every once and a while to "Smash the Silence" Aka boredom, isnt bad is it? 010708 ... ...lmnop... OOPs. for got to say that the fatties i smoked were 1 hit and quit, quite potent. 010708 ... burden 7/8 = in my house. I have it. The canister reeks. But it's a good stench. 010709 ... izzi something my mom was heavily into. yeah, she was a hippie. 010714 ... yoink lots of smoking buddies were discovered this week. 010714 ... Photophobe Its all Alan's fault, with that big grin and final ginat spliff. ow he leant me the presence of mind to find the papaers I don't know. How I FOUND papers I don't know. Probably just knocked on people's doors till I found some. So the next morning (really only about 2 hours after I went to sleep) I'm standing there amidst all the smiling faces and the flashes as everyone says their teary farewell. I should be taking photos and getting contact details and answering the questions that people are asking me. But all I can do is stare at a paper cup and try to remember how to fill it up. the problem is, I know that I need either a tap, or a bottle, but I have neither. This boggles me for a while until Michelle Gubanyi rescues me, and gets me to tell her I want a drink. She guides me to the coke and holds the cup so I can pour... REALLY SLOWLY. Somehow I get on the bus and don't leave anything behind. A little while later I emerge somewhat and amnage to hold a normal conversation. 010714 ... burden 7/14-7/15 The odyssey continues. I couldn't find the right cupboard. I drove, but then he didn't let me. Try talking to your parents like this. 010715 ... yoink FUCKING WISDOM TEETH!!!!! GET THE HELL OUT OF ME! 010715 ... yoink i like Jimmy Carter. he is da man! 010722 ... Norm I like this. I don't even need to drink. I don't hurt my self with this. It's different. I like it. Cause its different. 010826 ... j_blue pleasance in spite of boredom... hm 010922 ... mmm yeah burden, its fun talking to parents when baked... i almost fell out of my chair about 12 times in 5 minutes.. i think they knew what was goin on and didn't say anything because it was funny to them. 010922 ... unhinged just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away 010923 ... thedunator I hate the shit 010923 ... burden I miss it, like a ball that's gone down the sewer, or a funny kid you knew in third grade. I gave it up for her. If I have to choose, I choose her, but why should I have to choose? It's not like she even asked me to stop (well, at least directly). I haven't been at all as creative recently. I think I know why. 010923 ... lost it's taken my mind off of things quite