addict unhinged it has taken us this long to say it? tsk_tsk the first step to recovery is denial 030121 ... Sarah I'll deny it all I like, go screw me. 030205 ... qazual im an addict go ahead and add it add it up and round all numbers to the hundreds of thousandths place. i tried to retrace my steps to see how i got here i remember making a left back there somewhere but now im where i dont want to be. foolish me for thinking you were a remedy, you are an addiction. and cold turkey would hurt me and leave my armpits exposed for some next drug to walk by and tickle me. a drug dressed in pink bows and five foot seven in stilettoes and let goes of life to enjoy the ride. a ride better thrilled with your eyes closed. so i tilted my nose closed my eyes and went in close. im naive with blind thoughts. i see says the blind man with the feeling of the sun walking by on my face. 030406 ... tough_love Icarus, son of Daedalus who dared to fly too near the sun on wings of feathers and wax. Daedalus cautioned his son that flying too near the sun would cause the wax to melt. But Icarus became ecstatic with the ability to fly and forgot his father's warning. The feathers came loose and Icarus plunged to his death in the sea. ? 030406 ... Qazual blurp from addict (revised): i tried to retrace my steps to see how i got here i remember making a left back there some where but now im where i dont want to be foolish me for thinking you are a remedy you are an addiction but cold turkey would hurt me and leave my armpits exposed for the next drug lurking i inhaled your hits lips secret poison to numb my limbs memorized dazed states from the sway of your hips we changed positions in shift shit she left! ...and i dont see you i only see dreams but my dreams are at my expense and the cost is to the extent that there is no gain only my loss so to end is my choice this is my choice but it would have to be one where we both agree agreed? 050104 what's it to you? who go blather from