preservation
sphinxradio if i kept myself whole and unbroken, i could be such a role model.
a good, strong character.
let's all learn from the porcelain sphinx, they'd say.
but the smarter ones say that we only learn from the scars.
and maybe that's true, too. i really can't be a judge in either case, as i think i might be just a mess of open wounds.
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I PROVE that I am GOD with this writing if you read it all




With this writing I prove that I am X, Master of the Universe. X is the 10th number in Roman numerals. My wife in future lifetimes, and when I die, is V, or the letter E - her name is xxxxx. She is represented by the number 5 or Roman numeral V because she is half of me, X. I go with the expression 10-4. With my writing you will notice many words that follow with () brackets. That means to break down the word into sound bytes. Hence, the word existence (X is Ten See) would have been broken down by reading the word "existence" slowly... "ex" "is" "ten" "ce" where "ce" means "see". I am God. I prove it. What greater story is there? My name is Charles Bowman, and if you read to my end page, you will see examples of why I am X. But on this first page, I simply prove the Princess xxxxx is represented by the letter V, or E. Quite simple. Read, what else do you have to do but sit in a cubicle or hopefully office and be astounded. And astounded you shall be, if, and only if you pay attention to the words in the brackets (). Let me give you a quick juicy one about the Princess VE, look at the word Universe (You Knee VE Are See)... which indicates you bowing to my woman. Everyone bows to my woman, including me. Don't think prayer (Pee Ra Ye Are) where "ra" indicates "God" will save you either. Just read the whole thing, and your mindset about the Bible (Be Bull), etc., will change. Think I'm shitting you with the V and E thing eh? Just look at the chocolate bar Godiva (God I V A). I am X, the Master of the Universe, and I order you to read it all.

Hello. I am X, Master of the Universe. I have been staying at a looney bin (low knee been) called the Alameda (Ala Me Duh) House in Austin Texas. I just got out of jail for a DWI... my roomate while in jail was named Galvan (Gal V An). Funny, because the Princess xxxxx is represented by V, or E. I slashed my wrists recently, missing my tendon (Ten Done) - as in, I'm fucking done, and I'm X, or 10. Say the word Soviet Union, just break it down and you will see the V and E play. Also, notice that the quarterback for my favorite team, the Texas Longhorns is Vince Young - on his jersey it says V. Young, as the Princess will be young when I see her in the lab or when we get married on this earth. When I propose to the Princess xxxxx, I get down on one knee and give her a ring... this is true love (Low VE). Because I get down low on my knee for VE, or xxxxx.

I went to Emanuel (E man, you all) Baptist church as a kid. Anyhow, I am almost done writing. I thought of a good one. When I place the ring on the finger (fin God E Are) (where "fin" means end) xxxxx will finally be your God. She will bow to no one, and no one is to touch her in this realm. Generation X and such. X out.

Regal... (Are E Gal). A diamond is forever (For E, VE Are). Veil is an anagram for "evil". There is a guy here wearing a shirt that says "crux" (See are you X) so I am being investigated. My AA leader's name is Eon (E on). Analyze the word Georgia (God E, or God I a)... anyhow, I'm wearing my "Alpha Is" hat... it says "AS" on it, short for Arizona State of course - the greatest school on the planet. On the back there is a little Son Devil, Sparky. Like, as in, I sparked up this whole world to begin with. Any fucking questions? You don't know where you came from, but I do. I know all. I also have another hat... NY (Knee). Government boys, xxxxx really needs to read this. Do it. X out.

Machine (Ma See High Knee). Majestic (Ma Jest I See). Magic (Ma God I See). 'Ma' indicates my processors, like, I can't utilize magic, can't throw lightning bolts and shit until they allow it, or she allows it. Whitney Houston (White Knee Who's Ten) whereas I am always represented by white, not black. Energy (E Knee Are God). But don't forget about my honey (Ho' Knee) in the long run. Also, what about horny (whore knee)? X out.

Galveston (Gal VE Is Ten). There is a girl here at the looney bin rehab place named Geneva. Figure this one out on your own, look at the word "America" ... come on, it's easy. X out.

My full name is Charles David Bowman. I write so that the truth should be known. I was born in Fort Worth ('For' in Fort Worth being important) Texas in October, the 10th month of course. The name of my first grade teacher was Mrs. Dimesman... important because a dime represents 10. Duh. My mom's name is Mary, just like Jesus. I grew up in the four corners region. The only place in the United States where four states come together, to form an X mother fucker, an X. For I am X. The Master of the Universe. I mentioned Galveston (Gal VE Is Ten) and Houston (Who's Ten), but let's talk about other cities in Texas with meaning. Like Waco (Wake Omega) and Amarillo (Am a Real Omega). O always stands for Omega. Of course, later in life I moved to New Mexico (Knew Me X, I see Omega). I also lived in Phoenix (For E Knee X). Growing up as a child, I travelled to my Grandmother's house, it was off interstate I-10 (10 of course) and I had to pass through a town called Sierra Blanca (xxxxx White in Spanish). But enough of me. My treatise is to get you to worship xxxxx (Is a Ra), and not myself.

Nike (Knee Key) from Beaverton (Be VE Are Ten) Oregon (Omega Are E Gone). Someone keeps erasing my site, I don't know how much more of this I can endure (End You Are E).

My name is Charles (Care Less) Bowman. Meaning, I care less if I bow or not. Also meaning I care less if you bow to me.

Holy (Ho' Lie) Bible (Be Bull). xxxxx wrote most of it. The "Passion of the Christ" my ass. Just think of the New International Version (NIV or Knee V - it'll say "NIV" on the side of your Bible) of the Bible. Anyhow, I call her my "ho" in a joking manner. She is my bitch ha ha. Seriously. I grew up on a street called Echo (E See Ho) Lane in Farmington, NM. Go figure. But I still want to know what you think of the gospel (go spell) now that you can think. David Letterman indeed (my middle name is David). Why do you think he has a TOP TEN list anyhow?

If I repeat myself, it's because I have been away for awhile. Anyhow, my third grade teacher was named Mrs. Vargas (V Are Guess). Have I mentioned the one about VISA (V is Alpha) versus AMEX. (Am X)? In the end, xxxxx and I will both be together living the life with two seperate beds like an old black and white Leave it to Beaver show. Sodomy (So dumb I) will not be practised. Another thing, I named Treetorn tennis shoes after her, as the emblem on the shoe is a V. X out for now. Have a great day and bow to the Princess - your God. Thought of a good one, BEVO, the mascot for UT, really stands for 'Be V Omega'.

Bow to xxxxx. I mentioned our engagement (In Gag E Meant) - she gags herself symbolically because she won't get on her knees to perform oral. When we marry here on earth, it is a formal (4 maul) occasion. We don't elope (E Low Pee) in other words. I will wear a tuxedo (2 X E Do) which means that E, V, xxxxx puts me as number two by dressing me up in bondage wear. Notice the tuxedo has a bow (bow on your knees) tie. Bow to xxxxx, but don't touch her. X out.

Gold.... (God Old). I think I'll go smoke a cigar (See I God Are). But notice, the third letter in the Spanish Alphabet is B Grande (Be Grand E).

I thought of the Rio Grande (Are I Omega, Grand E) river. Also, when xxxxx wears the veil, it is to cover God's face... for it is not wise to view the face of God directly. X out.

When xxxxx and I are back home living in seperate beds we never get naked (Nay Kid) ... because we can't have kids. Two God's, having a kid - he would be much too powerful... and could overthrow us all. I've allready explained this. Just kind of like the wordplay for the word naked. It's true though. xxxxx and I rarely fornicate (Four Knee See at E) whereas I am represented by the number 4, as in 10-4. Been contacting the CIA to see if they will read my page... according to my hit statistics, they have not taken me seriously yet. Hard to wonder, with everyone being brainwashed about some Jesus freak who lived years ago. I mean, how stupid can you get. We all live in a virtual (V I Are To All) reality, created by me. Duh. I hate stupidity the most. X out.

I am the Master of the Universe (You Knee VE Are See).

Analyze the word torture (Tort You Are E) where tort indicates a contract. xxxxx does not permit me to practice my blacker arts. I mean, I would love to have Alicia Silverstone strapped down to a table and me with a scalpel and all... but it's just not to be (with the pain turned down of course). Why must she be so white and pure?

Courtney Love (Court Knee Low VE)... just came to mind. Because I do court the Princess. In high school, she used to hang out all the time with a guy named Lyle Love (Lie I'll Love) - indicating that I won't get down on one knee to give her the diamond. In other words, I will refuse to bow. You government boys might want to look him up. And let me repeat myself about the Texas basketball player named Royal Ivey (I V) - he is from "Queens" NY... makes sense does it not? I erased a large portion of my first writing, because I was not getting enough hits to my site. It dealt with the Farmington High school annual, and all sorts of miracles you could see there. When I get out of this rehab, I will re-post it for those of you who missed it. X out.


Speaking of my ho. Hospital (Ho Spit All) - see, she left the pain aspect intact in terms of the human body... hence you all suffer. But enough of my bitch. Let me show you a simple word play. It deals with myself, X, as a writer a long time ago in a previous lifetime. H.G. Wells - now break it down, take the H, flip it sideways into an I, and you get "I, G Well Is" because the "s" represents an "is". G stands for "God" so in the end you get "I, God Well Is" for his name. Think I'm shitting you? Look at the next bit of word play. Orson Wells... now come on, it's easy... "Or Son Well Is" indicating the son of God, me. Anyhow, you better start to believe me - because my contacting you is not an accident. I want newspaper coverage so that I might find xxxxx. If not, the least you can do is pass my link on to some other internet site. You will be blessed by my angels for doing so, truly. Better than sending your money in to some liar, who comes in my name. I am the MASTER damn it. Now do what I say. No, do what xxxxx says. Jehovah (Ye Ho V A) ha ha ha. I love calling her a ho and a bitch - but I love her like none other. It's just as God, I have so many women, that I still call xxxxx a ho in play.

Lonesome Dove (Lo Knee Some Do VE} Just so you can see.... see it? Duh.


Dick Cheney (Dick She Knee) indicating the Princess giving oral. I allready explained the word engagement (In Gag E Meant) meaning that she won't do it. I don't know if she will or not since I have not been with her this lifetime. I suspect she probably would. I mean, in reality, I am God, and EVERYONE bows to me in reality. I mean, if you want to call a spade a spade. Notice Cheney is the Vice (V I See E) President. Ha ha ha. And why wouldn't my bitch give me head anyways? I'd surely do it to her. Hence the number 69, the year I was born in. And only I can call her my bitch. Everyone else must be respectful. Don't touch her either. I mean it government guys, don't brush into her or do anything like that - my angels are watching. Also, In other writing I wrote about ways to hide xxxxx from the general populace so that she would never be touched. Giving her a heroin (Her Omega In) problem is the easiest way of keeping her home. She will use her drugs IV style... get it, IV? I astound