lyrics_that_make_you_cry blown cherry I want to watch you sleep at night, to hear you breathe by my side 030903 ... mon by the way how is my heart 030903 ... Aimee We all want something beautiful I wish I were beautiful 030903 ... tom petty let's hear a cheer for all those bad girls, and the boys that play that rock and roll...they love it like you love jesus, it does the same thing to their souls. 030903 ... bob dylan you'll never know the hurt i suffered or all the pain i rose above and i'll never know the same about you, your holiness or kind of love...and it makes me feel so sorry. 030903 ... bob dylan they sat together in the park, as the evening sky grew dark, she looked at him and he felt a spark tingle to his bones- twas then he felt alone and wished that he'd gone straight, annd watched out for a simple twist of fate 030903 ... bob dylan She lit a burner on the stove and offered me a pipe "I thought you'd never say hello" she said "You look like the silent type" Then she opened up a book of poems And handed it to me Written by an Italian poet From the thirteenth century And every one of them words rang true And glowed like burning coal Pouring off of every page Like it was written in my soul from me to you Tangled up in blue 030903 ... werewolf just go get blood on the tracks...all of you...please....for me 030903 ... leonard cohen Suddenly the night has grown colder. The god of love preparing to depart. Alexandra hoisted on his shoulder, They slip between the sentries of the heart. Upheld by the simplicities of pleasure, They gain the light, they formlessly entwine; And radiant beyond your widest measure They fall among the voices and the wine. It’s not a trick, your senses all deceiving, A fitful dream, the morning will exhaust – Say goodbye to Alexandra leaving. Then say goodbye to Alexandra lost. Even though she sleeps upon your satin; Even though she wakes you with a kiss. Do not say the moment was imagined; Do not stoop to strategies like this. As someone long prepared for this to happen, Go firmly to the window. Drink it in. Exquisite music. Alexandra laughing. Your firm commitments tangible again. And you who had the honor of her evening, And by the honor had your own restored – Say goodbye to Alexandra leaving; Alexandra leaving with her lord. Even though she sleeps upon your satin; Even though she wakes you with a kiss. Do not say the moment was imagined; Do not stoop to strategies like this. As someone long prepared for the occasion; In full command of every plan you wrecked – Do not choose a coward’s explanation that hides behind the cause and the effect. And you who were bewildered by a meaning; Whose code was broken, crucifix uncrossed – Say goodbye to Alexandra leaving. Then say goodbye to Alexandra lost. Say goodbye to Alexandra leaving. Then say goodbye to Alexandra lost. 030903 ... lobsterman sometimes you'll be driving and you'll hear a song for the first time and you'll just be struck. it's like...yes...that's exactly it...that's exactly everything i already have and don't yet have. some songs just make you want to pick up and leave town and just drive untill you prove the world goes on forever. or just lie on your back and look up at the sky untill it feels like you're looking down on it 030903 ... unhinged you make me real you make me real as strong as i feel you make me real and lately i just can't seem to believe discard my friends to change the scenery it meant the world to hold a bruising faith but now it's just a matter of grace you make me real ..... i'll wait for you there like a stone i'll wait for you there all alone ..... a_rush_of_blood_to_the_head ..... oh my star is faded and i see no chance of release i know i'm dead on the surface but i am screaming underneath and time is on your side it's on your side now not pushing you down and all around it's no cause for concern ..... i hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that's real.... ..... so young such a shame you've given up hope so...to the fact that you can't cope everyone here knows you're burning with optimism's flame and low grade dope didn't you on your own? ..... you know you're down when you count the friends you have but you only use one hand honey it finally hit your face you're feeling mighty low just slightly out of place storm your dreams have drown again because you never learned to swim growing older but no better .... 030903 ... unhinged amen_omen and other variously beautiful ben_harper tunes and boy is he fucking hooooot. his voice is hot, his body is hot, his message is hot. fucking hooooot 030904 ... unhinged roses_from_my_friends please_bleed the_drugs_dont_work 030904 ... niska I, I... still don't even know you I, I... still wish that I could hold you I, I... sometimes wanna die 030927 ... celestias shadow right on, unhinged. coldplay is a fucking sobfest if you listen to them when you're depressed. how to disappear completely- radiohead if that song doesn't make you feel SOMETHING, i don't think you're alive. 031013 ... Dafremen Another embarrassing admission.... I'm a closet Willie Nelson fan. Always On My Mind and Angel Flying Too Close to the Ground can usually get the waterworks going. 031013 ... silentlybroken And if I dream I'll dream Knowing you don't care And if I sleep Just to dream of you I'll wake without you there [[[Evanescence, missing]]] I can't run anymore, I fall before you, Here I am, I have nothing left, Though I try to forget, You're all that I am Take me home, I'm through fighting it, Broken, Lifeless, I give up, You're my only strength, Without you, I can't go on Anymore Ever again [[[Evanescence, October]]] 040110 ... RoXXXie but the girl on the car in the parking lot said 'man u should try and take a shot' cant u see my walls are crumbling? then she looks up at the building, says she's thinking of jumping, she says she's tired of life, she must be tired of something...round here Now maybe, i could have made my own mistakes, but i live with what i've known Yes maybe, we might share in something great but won't you look at where we've grown, wont you look at where we've gone But then someday comes tommorrow holds, a sense of what i fear for you in my mind, as you trip the final line And that cold day when you lost control, shame you left my life so soon you should have told me, but you left me far behind just when everything was making sense you took away all my self-confidence now all that i've been hearing must be true i guess i'm not the only boy for you but that's what i get that's what i get that's what i get that's what i get how can you turn me into this? after you just taught me how to kiss you i told you i'd never say goodbye now i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry why's it come as a surprise to think that i was so naive maybe didn't mean that much but it meant everything to me 040111 ... her royal highness the quirk I dream of worlds where you'd understand And I dream a million sleepless nights I dream of fire when you're touching my hand But it twists into smoke when I turn on the light I'm speechless and faded It's too complicated Is this how the book ends? Nothing but good friends? This is the place in my heart This is the place where I'm falling apart Isn't this just where we met? And is this the last chance that I'll ever get? I wish I was lonely instead of just only Crystal and see-through and not enough to you 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would (from josie & the pussycats) 040111 ... unhinged walk_away --- ben_harper that man's got some soul; some soul that pours down my cheeks. 040111 ... endless desire she looks up at the building says shes thinking of jumping says shes tired of life, she must tired of something round_here, counting crows 040112 ... endless desire 'round_here (?) 040112 ... endless desire damn 040112 ... yesterday yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away now it looks as though they're here to stay oh i believe in yesterday 040113 ... u24 winter/tori amos crucify/tori amos almost. if I concentrate. 040113 ... secret4185 Turn away from the pain you don't want Turnin' down to avoid them when they call I can't believe this letter that says you died I think I'm gonna go back the the house in North Carolina And lay in the back yard Get drunk and let the leaves just bury me, bury me I can't smile I don't know what's happened to me I can't smile ~Everclear; Fire Maple Song 040118 ... silentlybroken Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever And all of this will make sense when I get better But I know the difference Between myself and my reflection I just can't help but to wonder Which of us do you love So I bleed, I bleed and I breathe I breathe no more 040119 ... OtherGuy used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my voice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you 040129 ... nisus Don't cry, There's always a way Here in November in this house of leaves We'll pray Please, I know it's hard to believe To see a perfect forest Through so many splintered trees You and me And these shadows keep on changing And I'm haunted By the lives that I have loved And actions I have hated I'm haunted By the promises I've made And others I have broken I'm haunted By the lives that wove the web Inside my haunted head -Poe, "Haunted" 040129 ... CHEAP TRICK THE FLAME Another night slowly closes in And I feel so lonely Touching heat freezing on my skin I pretend you still hold me I'm going crazy I'm losing sleep I'm in too far I'm in way too deep over you I can't believe you're gone You were the first you'll be the last Wherever you go I'll be with you Whatever you want I'll give it to you Whenever you need someone To lay your heart and head upon Remember after the fire After all the rain I will be the flame I will be the flame Watching shadows move across the wall Feels so frightening I wanna run to you I wanna call But I've been hit by lightning Just can't stand up for falling apart Can't see through this veil Across my heart over you You'll always be the one You were the first You'll be the last Wherever you go I'll be with you Whatever you want I'll give it to you Whenever you need someone To lay your heart and head upon Remember after the fire After all the rain I will be the flame I will be the flame I'm going crazy I'm losing sleep I'm in way too deep over you You'll always be the one You were the first You'll be the last Wherever you go I'll be with you Whatever you want I'll give it to you Whenever you need someone To lay your heart and head upon Remember after the fire After all the rain I will be the flame I will be the flame 040216 ... Bonnie Raitt I Can't Make You Love Me Turn down the lights, turn down the bed Turn down these voices inside my head Lay down with me, tell me no lies Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me CHORUS: Cause I can't make you love me if you don't You can't make your heart feel something it won't Here in the dark, in these lonely hours I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power But you won't, no you won't Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't I'll close my eyes, then I won't see The love you don't feel when you're holding me Morning will come and I'll do what's right Just give me till then to give up this fight And I will give up this fight CHORUS: Cause I can't make you love me if you don't You can't make your heart feel something it won't Here in the dark, in these lonely hours I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power But you won't, no you won't Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't 040216 ... :_) Daylight comes to those who live But those who die they never see The sun come shining throught their window pane They pass away. Silly girl to be a fool You didn?t play the golden rule 'Cos once you're through with one world Theres another waiting there Chorus: Help me such a lonely soul In dreams To leave behind the world. Mr. Kindom help me please To find the rainbows end Looking from this empty room The corridors of endless gloom Go crawling through the night To meet the dawn that's on its way. Oh to sleep, per-chance to dream. To live again those joyous scenes. The laughter and the follies That are locked inside my head. I can dream of flying high Above the city's cares and never be afraid of anyone 'Cos there ain't no one there "Mr Kingdom" by Electric_Light_Orchestra And it's dedicated to the memory of Sabryna Kelly. 040216 ... megan I cannot stay here, I cannot leave Just like all I loved, I'm make-believe Imagined heart, I disappear Seems...no one will appear here and make me real There are no flowers, no, not this time There will be no angels gracing the lines Just these stark words I find I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak I'd share with you could I only speak Just how much this hurts me Just how much this hurts me Just how much you AFI 040325 ... silentbob maybe i shouldn't think of you as mine -todd rundgren 040326 ... stork daddy heaven beside you, hell within -alice in chains 040326 ... unhinged mexico -- incubus you only think about yourself you only think about yourself you better bend before i go on the first rain to mexico 040327 ... reue And while she wishes she was a dancer And that she's never heard of cancer She wishes God would give her some answers And make her feel beautiful Our Lady Peace - innocent 040327 ... ethereal I can only imagine what it will be like when I walk by your side I can only imagine what my eyes will see when your face is before me I can only imagine Surrounded by your glory What will my heart feel? Will I dance for you Jesus? Will in awe of you be still? Will I stand in your presence? To my knees will I fall? Will i sing hallelujah? Will i be able to speak at all? I can only imagine 040327 ... ya know Remember sitting on your car That night? Clouds rolled out unveiling lights around the bay, And you told me all those things. Remember that? You told me you can't match your clothes. Remember that? I confess that when I laugh sometimes I'm crying, Then we sat and didn't talk for a half an hour. Remember that? Alone? 'Cause I won't Remember Anymore. --Ben Folds, "Wandering" Eyeless in the morning sun You were pale, mild, a modern girl Taken with thought Still prone to care Making tea in your underwear You went out in the yard to find something to eat And clear your mind And something bad inside me went away. --The Shins, "Those to Come" And it don't mean I don't love you When I put a gun to your face It just means I wanna get rough with you! Baby's gonna be alright. --Adam Green, "Baby's Gonna Die Tonight" 040328 ... trixie See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist in your side I wait for you Sleight of hand and twist of fate On a bed of nails she makes me wait And I wait without you With or without you With or without you Through the storm we reach the shore You give it all but I want more And I'm waiting for you With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away My hands are tied My body bruised, she's got me with Nothing to win and Nothing left to lose And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away [U2] 040328 ... ::dbk:: ... But I threw you the obvious Just to see if there's more behind the Eyes of a fallen angel Eyes of a tragedy Here I am expecting just a little bit Too much from the wounded But I see, see through it all And see through See you So I threw you the obvious To see what occurs behind the Eyes of a fallen angel Eyes of a tragedy Oh well Apparently nothing Apparently nothing at all ... Need more friends with wings All the angels I know Put concrete in my veins There’s nothing to lose When no one knows your name There’s nothing to gain And I just died today ... And I thought what I felt was simple, And I thought that I don't belong, And now that I am leaving, Now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I mised you And you say, "Stay." ... 050124 ... misstree is drunk again "baby, sometimes i worry abBaby - sometimes I worry about you Sometimes you're so far away, tell me what to do I say, Baby . . . sometimes I worry about you Sometimes I just can't believe everything you do I say, Baby . . . sometimes I worry about you Every day I feel the same, don't you feel it too I say, Baby . . . sometimes I worry about me Seems I'm falling down a lot, in between the scenes I say, Baby . . . sometimes I worry about me Getting harder all the time, harder now to see I say, Baby . . . sometimes I worry about me Light another cigarette, have another dream" -"change" boingo t is complete now - two ends of time Are neatly tied A one-way street, she’s walking to the End of the line And there she meets the faces she sees in Her heart and mind They say - goodbye - tomorrow wendy’s Going to die Underneath the chilly grey november sky We can make believe That kennedy is still alive We’re shooting for the moon and smiling Jackie’s driving by They say - good try - Tomorrow wendy’s going to die I told the priest - don’t count on Any second coming. God got his ass kicked the first time he Came down here slumming He had the balls to come, the gall to die And then forgive us - No, I don’t wonder why I wonder what he thought It would get us - hey hey, good try - Tomorrow wendy’s going to die -"tomorrow, wendy" -concrete_blonde "you worry me so, i hate this, i cannot stand to see you this way. sometimes it's just so much that everything (urm...)... oh, johnny, don't you ever stop playing for me... you always made me happy, oh, whenever you would play, oh, johnny, don't you ever stop playing for me..." -"everything's bad", the tossers Sometimes I feel like a motherless child A long long way from home Sometimes I feel like I'm almost gone And I know my time's not long I know that my time, it's not long Sometimes I feel like I'm heaven bound And I wear a golden crown I wear a golden crown Sometimes I feel like my soul is on fire And I'm about to die I'm about to die I ain't got nobody to love me I ain't got nobody to hold me I ain't got nobody to squeeze me I'm just a motherless child -"motherless child", tom_jones and portishead, repetitions omitted Ten years ago, on a cold dark night Someone was killed, 'neath the town hall light There were few at the scene, but they all agreed That the slayer who ran, looked a lot like me The judge said son, what is your alibi If you were somewhere else, then you won't have to die I spoke not a word, thou it meant my life For I'd been in the arms of my best friend's wife Chorus She walks these hills in a long black veil She visits my grave when the night winds wail Nobody knows, nobody sees Nobody knows but me Oh, the scaffold is high and eternity's near She stood in the crowd and shed not a tear But late at night, when the north wind blows In a long black veil, she cries ov're my bones -"long black veil", johnny_cash I ruse the day that I ever met you, And deeply regret you getting close to me. I cannot wait to deeply neglect you, Deeply forget you, jesus believe me You promised me poems. You might have been my reason for livin’ I gave up on givin’, gave up everything. We were a right pair of believers A couple of dreamers, So how come you hate me? You promised me poems You promised me poems You promised me poems Promised me poems -"promised me poems", tricky 050125 ... misstree Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise. Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these sunken eyes and learn to see All your life You were only waiting for this moment to be free. Blackbird fly blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird fly blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise You were only waiting for this moment to arise You were only waiting for this moment to arise. -beatles, blackbird 050125 ... misstree We were both cast forth from the same pale hand And we both moved freely in the shadowlands And we both were sculpted by the same cold wind And we both had armor that was made of tin And I tried to find you, but it's useless And I tried to speak, but it was useless And I felt so bad and I didn't know why And it didn't get better as time went by I was there for you, but you turned away And I tried to find you, but you turned away And I tried to find you, but it's useless And I tried to speak, but was useless And I tried to find you, but it's useless And you're so close, but I can't see you And you're right there, but I can't see you And I feel so dumb and I didn't know what to do You were right there but I can't see you And I realize that it's useless And I want to fight, but it's useless And I know you're there, but it's useless And you're everywhere, but it's useless And I tried to say it, but my tongue got tied And I tried to say it, but I was numb inside And I can't see you anymore And my peace of mind has gone through the door And I realize that it's useless And I thought I was right, but it was useless And I know you're there, but it's useless And you're everywhere, but it's useless And I can't see now in front of my nose And I know you're there, and I know you're close And you're fading away - now you disappear And I try to focus, but I can't see clear And I don't know why I feel this way And I can't control myself anyway And I don't know why I feel this way And I can't control myself anyway And I feel so bad, but it's useless And I feel so bad, but it's useless And I feel so bad, but it's useless And I can't see... now in front of my face. -boingo, "useless" many tears shed for these... please raise a glass of some sort for me and mine, and i will return the favor solemnly and heartfully... 050125 ... emmi ryan adams...la cienega just smiled...it's more the tune than the lyrics though, i guess Ah the night...here it comes again" It's on with the jeans, the jacket and the shirt How'd I end up feeling so bad For such a little girl And I hold you close in the back of my mind Feels so good but damn it makes me hurt And I'm too scared to know to how I feel about you now La Cienega just smiles..."see ya around" And I hold you close in the back of my mind And raise my glass 'cause either way I'm dead Neither of you really help me to sleep anymore One breaks my body and the other breaks my soul La Cienega just smiles as it waves goodbye "Ah the night...here it comes again" It's off with the jeans, the jacket and the shirt How'd I end up feeling so bad For such a little girl And I hold you close in the back of my mind Feels so good but damn it makes me hurt And I'm too scared to know how I feel about you now How I feel about you now La Cienega just smiles and says, "I'll see you around 050125 ... Rhia tell the jailor not to bother with his meal of bread and water today death has gagged his accusations we are free now we can kill now now we can end the world we're not guilty he was crazy And it's been going on for ten thousand years! 050417 ... concha and so she woke up, woke up from where she was lying still aaid I got to do something about where we're going step on a steam train, step out of the driving rain maybe run from the darkness in the night singing ha la la la de day ha la la la de day ha la la de day sweet the sin, bitter the taste in my mouth i see seven towers but i only see one way out you got to cry with out weeping, talk without speaking scream without raising your voice you know i took the poison from the poison stream then i floated out of here singing ha la la la de day ha la la la de day ha la la de day she runs through the streets with her eyes painted red under a black belly of cloud in the rain in through a doorway she brings me white gold and pearls stolen from the sea she is raging, she is raging and the storm blows up in her eyes she will suffer the needle chill she is running to stand still [U2] 050417 ... unhinged while this town is busy sleeping all the noise is died away i walk the streets to stop my weeping cause she'll never change her ways don't fool yourself she was heartache from the moment that you met her my heart feels so still as i try to find the will to forget her somehow i think i've forgotten her now her love is a rose painted dying dropping her petals ...and low all full of wine the world before her all sober with no place to go don't fool yourself she was heartache from the moment that you met her my heart is frozen still as i try to find the will to forget her somehow she's somewhere out there now my tears falling down as i try to forget her love was ajoke from the day that we met all of the words all of her men all of my pain when i think back to when remember her hair when it shone in the sun spatter on the bed when i knew what she'd done tell yourself over and over you won't ever need her again but don't fool yourself she was heartache from the moment that you met her my heart is frozen still as i try to find the will to forget her somehow she's out there somewhere now she was heartache from the day that i first met her my heart is frozen still as i try to find the will to forget you somehow cause i know you're somewhere out there right now forget_her - jeff_buckley 050417 ... delial I'm so afraid to push you from my mind like the fear of forgetting what light is like when you close your eyes ~ trespassers_william 050418 ... whitney while you are away my heart comes undone slowly unravels like a ball of yarn the devil collects it with a grin our love in a ball of yarn he'll never return it. so when you come back we'll have to make new love, never return it. so when you come back, we'll have to make new love. 060916 ... myspace 6000 friends! 060916 ... whitney by the way, thats bjork in case anyone wants to know. 060917 what's it to you? who go blather from