crying Shar such a waste of time. but i can't stop. and it doesn't help. it never does. 000209 ... camille doing it now.. it's the thing to do why stop the waterfalls that cleanse the soul 000209 ... Christy The tears never wash away sadness like I was always told. They just clean up the creavices, scrub the surfaces to a shine, so I can fully see my pain. 000302 ... girl i began crying when i saw how my words hurt u. i never meant to hurt u. i love you so much. 000327 ... aeiuo even if i stop crying on the outside, i am still crying on the inside. 000523 ... apotheotatic_me If I didn't cry, I would probably kill someone instead. Crying is a safe way to express anger and fear. Lizzy Borden should have just cried on her father's sholder instead of hacking it off. 000529 ... MollyGoLightly The Roy Orbison song that I like. Eeee! 000529 ... marissa she sat alone and afraid in the darkness crying. tears pouring down her innocent face holding a shabby old bear who always is home who never has a busy signal on his phone who listens quietly letting her hold a little too tightly to him. crying again she feels alone the world is falling again when will the endless tears stop? when will they stop hurting her when will they take the time to see what they have done to someone who was true? crying she clutches the shabby old bear crying she waits for the end. 000715 ... Nine Volt Jesus try to want to for some reason can't 000715 ... klarchen I feel like crying. I have a statistics exam tommorrow, I feel like crying. My notes are horrible, I feel like crying. The textbook is no use, I feel like crying. I remember only the professor's jokes, I feel like crying. The sun is shining, I feel like crying. I am not outside, I feel like crying. I have to stay here and study, I feel like crying. Studying won't help anyway, I feel like crying. I can only think of you, I feel like crying. And you are not here, I feel like crying. Crying won't help anyway, i've tried, it's no use. 000716 ... Max i really cant my face is a damned shell it only carries my mouth and eyes there expression hasnt changed in 6 years the last time i cried my father was in a drunken stupor and put a hole trough a window with his fist. i though he was going to die so i prayed and cryed he didnt, he got worse he was a better man for it. 000726 ... stan It has been discovered that crying removes depressant chemicals from the brain and may be the reason why women outlive men. 000731 ... marissa i wrapped my arms around you tightly, never wanting to let go. you made me so happy. you said what i had always hoped you would. the tears came pouring down my face as you talked to me, as we danced, it was a release ... a relief. Something i had wanted for so long was finally mine. You. 001111 ... Dark Rifter X is all I have left. 010305 ... mikey you know that i am hurting you know the pain i feel you know that i am crying my heart why did you steal and never share yours how could you not feel you lied and said it was something wonderous and real now i live in sorrow i'll live to see the 'morrow but will i be the same living with this shame fool as though i was i had every cause to love without question give without a pause some will always take it never to give it back know this damn you because of you my heart is black 010306 ... mikey stan- very intersting observation. might be some logic behind the whole crying thing. im the emotional type im not affraid to cry maybe i'll live long. course...maybe i dont want to. 010306 ... unhinged blurred and hazy months have gone past the drugs pulled at my subconcious and you tried to apologize no no no you really aren't hurting me it just hurts to comprehend what you are trying to say at the moment my mind all jumbled beautiful past the statutory rape on my left and my confused sexuality on my right and i screamed from the traffic in my head my eyes squeezed shut hoping that the pressure my eyes closed mitigate my ache could sober i would have cried the images of a painful hour all brought back repeated and repeated and repeated how does it feel to be used? i have felt this way my entire life dear did you see me crying dear? no no no you didn't hurt me at all dear 010306 ... mikey :::hugs unhinged::: 010306 ... Natori Only weaklings cry Do you think I'm a weakling? 010307 ... unhinged weaklings hide from the truth. tears are truth. ......... aawww, thanks. i needed one of those good chiropractic hugs. 010307 ... Natori Perhaps...perhaps now, I can let these tears fall. 010308 ... Aimee Last night I was missing you so much, that I was crying in the shower for an hour. All I wanted was to curl up next to you and watch a movie, to feel your arms around me, and just be near you. I'm not used to feeling this way about you, and I don't know if I like it. All I know is that you make me want to be a better person, and you make me feel like I make a difference. But why do we have to be so far apart? but I need to end this now, because I'm crying again 010310 ... vampers crying tears of guilt, tears of disgust, tears of happiness, tears of love, tears of grief, i cry them all, i cry them all right now 010325 ... elisabeth I have sat there and cry, but it doesn't help I still feel all the pain every time i see you. Crying is a way for me to not hurt you for the moment. But i'll warn you Watch your back because i can'e go on for long 010325 ... Kristina I can't stop. What's wrong with me? I'm so incredibly pathetic it scares me. Am I sick? Will they look at me with disgust and weakness and hate, thinking I can help myself. All she wants is pity they say. I want to go away, far away and never come back. 010405 ... unhinged i told myself...not again...you aren't going to cry in your lesson again. i barely made it out the door. he knew i was upset. he said more than once 'don't hate me' and 'now go practice that stupid piece' i went down the back hallway to get to the practice rooms and my lip started trembling. i shut the door behind me and sat down at the piano and started playing so that no one could hear me crying. 010405 ... alkalinepixie sometimes i cry out of boredom. and it feels really good. 010405 ... keeper at this moment, for an unknown reason' well maybe it isnt unknown, i just dont want to admit it i hate myself 010418 ... twiggie why is it that certain songs can just put me in the most depressing mood... the only people who can understand are the ones i don't talk to anymore and the ones i feel like i can't connect with at all. maybe they would still have the same feeling inside that i do... it was just so long ago. 010419 ... velvet spasm that's when el's 'shrooms really began to kick in. he spun his head around violently. his thick rubbery lips flailed like soggy tubesocks tied to the door handle of a '79 volare. a single drop of grease escaped from his mane like a little child thrown from a merry-go-round. his eyes narrowed, then focused on a cloaked apparition bearing what appeared to be an ancient scroll containing terrible mysteries. upon the scroll was a single slice of pizza, also shedding grease. elvis lunged greedily for the slice. the apparition dissolved, and el found himself plunging into an abyss. el's head swam as he backed away from the toilet. he pulled up his pants, and half-heartedly raised his zipper. his hands, and the entire bathroom, were covered with shit. he retched, then reeled out of the room. 010419 ... kinkazoid up untill i was about 12, i cried EVERY single night before bed. i would cry about my dad dying, or my mom being mean to me. i would just cry about anything every day. and now it seems that i cant cry, i havent since the day my mom remaried some guy on my real dads b-day. its weird though cuz my life now is allot harder then it was before. things are allot more fucked up. i think i either got stronger or i ran out of tears. 010508 ... tears of the sky i am crying becuase i hurt you. i am crying becuase you hurt. I can't stop crying. i am crying becuase i want everythign to be fine but i know it won't. I am crying. and i can't stop 010621 ... Mutant You are laughing becuase you healed me. You are laughing becuase I an well. You can start laughing. You are laughing becuase you want nothing to be bad but I think it will. You are laughing. and you can start. 010622 ... stupidpunkgirl i've been crying so much lately. anytime i'm alone and sometimes with people. i try not to let anyone see it. people don't like it...but i don't want their fake sympathy. so i try to keep it to myself 010623 ... Persona I get mad at myself when I cry. I don't usually cry over my own misfortunes, just those of others: I'd rather worry about someone else's problems than my own 010624 ... Casey Sometimes it is the only way to get to sleep. 010624 ... d I have not cried in... shit 12 years. maybe more. Not bad, eh? 010624 ... dB I have not cried in... shit 12 years. maybe more. Not bad, eh? 010624 ... Casey Well I'm a loser...a big 6 foot 4 inch baby. 010624 ... cali j crying is good 010624 ... dB Crying doesn't change anything. 010624 ... cali j i know but sometimes it feels really good after you do it 010624 ... dB Why? 010624 ... cali j Good question i guess its like fighting with yourself a battle that must be won or done either way 010624 ... dB I will never understand you humans. 010624 ... baby satan anyone for checkers? 010625 ... Bizzar is a temporary release from the reality of the pain that is causing you to tear. 010918 ... distorted tendencies Crying all of the time. No it's not a temporary relief, but a release of insanity. And it makes it hurt even more, i hate migraines. 010919 ... psychobabe *weeps* ...why..must i feel like this? ..why does it hurt so much..to just talk and not even that to hear me for one fucking second! *crys* why do i let you do this to me? all you...all you do is use me and i keep comeing back.. You dont love me?! You dont want me?! You have no need for me at all! *wipes away the tears* All i've been able to do is cry, crying out to myself to STOP for one minute...my eyes are so swollen from the salty tears i'm just so hurt i cant bare this much more... 011021 ... Sonya Something that I once could do freely, but I'm unable to now. The tears are in there, but they just won't fall. I am unable to release the anguish put there by your mistakes, and my mistakes. I shall carry these regrets and these still tears forever. 011021 ... Casey Staining my bed sheets with tears, all the water in my body has escaped through my eyes. I have no more tears to shead, but I have tons of sadness left in my gut.