rhin the mystery sausage rhin is obviously hot. she likes jazz. she smells like fruit. she has seen sorrow. she is passionate about her work. she has a positive attitude. i'd flirt with her more, but i get typer's cramp. 001130 ... Barrett Back off man! (is what I would say if flirting was allowed) 001130 ... the iron sausage let's not fight over her, it'll just give her the big head. 001130 ... ladyg she's my best friend 001130 ... Rhin I'm completely honored! *sniff* "You can be loved by me!" If I were allowed to respond to Barrett's comment, I would say... Fight for me, it turns me on!!! 001130 ... Barrett That was a joke sausage my man. anyways, Rhin: The scent of lilac on a summer breeze. That really cold beer on the top shelf of the fridge. A 30 min. hot shower on a cold winter's day. Rhin. (I hope that didn't come of as flirting) Rhin is good. 001130 ... Rhin Mystery Sausage, How do you know that I am passionate about my work? Pray tell... I can only think of one person who might think that. Hmmmmm... 001130 ... Rhin (the light dawns) remembering - fuck me sideways 001130 ... Rhin closes eyes...bites lower lip...exhales 001130 ... Barrett but, Barrett is not the sausage. I do believe that the sausage is God. 001130 ... Barrett check mail. 001130 ... Rhin I also believe the sausage is God. But, who is God? 001130 ... Barrett I don't know. Not Barrett, yet he seems just as groovy. 001130 ... Rhin Barrett, F.Y.I. - I was biting my lip, and exhaling for you! Mail checked. Check yours soon. 001130 ... Barrett received. 001130 ... the mystery potato damn. i guess barrett gets the girl. congratulations, man. p.s. anyone who would stare at a businesscard sized graphic for 5 hrs. had better be passionate about their work. 001130 ... silentbob rhin is beautiful, though i've never seen a picture. not of rhin, anyway. 001130 ... secret sausage me neither. she sure is something, though. 001130 ... ladyg I know, I know, I know how beautiful she is, and you all can't even imagine 001201 ... ladyg care of THE REPEATER Rhin, Rhin, where do i begin, cause i know you keep looking back here to see if i have personally handed you the best friend award. I've got to think about it for a few. Yes, it was you that i got drunker than hell, for the first time, on our 17 th birthday, telling each other to shut the fuck up so my dad wouldn't wake up, and i made you eat all those pretzels so you would be quiet, yes, it was you, that I got stoned with, for the first time, and I don't remember, to this day, who's house that was, but I do remember you making me eat toothpaste to get the odor off of my breath, which landed on the side of your car when i spit it out the window. Yes, it was you, that skipped almost all of our senior year, 2nd semister, just so we could do what? I don't even remember what we did. And It was also you, that I walked down the aile with to get that diploma, laughing all the way, wondering how we made it, (think the english teacher had a crush on us) Yes, it was you that I chose over that red headed boy on the bus, dammit, he had a motercycle too. But then again, it was you, who's shoulder I cried on when i caught that son of a bitch with another girl, and it was you, I was with when that son of a bitch'es girlfriend chases us 20 miles with her head out of the window like a dog. It was you that got me to smoking cigarettes, cause everyone thought we were funny-acting high. It was you, that i always counted on, no matter what, like when i was real sick after I had the baby, when that dumbass doctor almost killed me, I called you, not able to get off of the couch, and you came. I feel asleep, and you cleaned my lil o' trailor, and watched the baby for hours. I still remember seeing you sitting there when i woke up, which was like what, 6 hours later. So No dear, you do not deserve the best friend award, You deserve the best person award, youre more than a friend, your my sis, sidekick, buttbuddie (per my husband) and my best friend, and that is the award you deserve. love ya bunches sis 001201 ... Rhin G-Babe's accusation-filled account, of our early years, keeps popping up to haunt me. *smile* You gotta' know that I'm a good girl! I really am! Thanks babe, for the beautiful remark. Sausage, Do you always give up so easily? Silentbob is forever stirring my soul. ...and with Barrett, the courtship commences. "Here's a sigh to those who love me, and a smile to those who hate; and, whatever sky's above me, here's a heart for any fate." (Byron) 001201 ... sausage rhin- no, i don't always give up so easily. i haven't really given up. i'd fight with barrett, but i don't want to. 001202 ... Rhin Sausage, I was only teasing. I certainly don't want anyone to fight. Life is too short... 001202 ... iron sausage i've changed my mind. i'll go whip his ass for you. hey barret!!!! 001202 ... Rhin Sausage, your so domineering! I like it! 001202 ... sausage it's my most prominent attribute! (mumbling like popeye) "where's barrett!!!" (more mumbling) 001202 ... Rhin The big question... "Where is Barrett?!" Hmmmmm...You snooze, you lose! 001202 ... sausage hmmmm 001202 ... sausage i got a comfy bed right here. wanna lay across it? 001202 ... sausage ooo 001202 ... Rhin Rhin asked for everything she is getting. I guess there is a lesson to be learned by all of this. 001202 ... Barrett Dammit, I go to get candy canes and look what happens. 001202 ... eric clapton says tearily to george harrison sausa i can't help it! i love her man! 001202 ... Barrett The Si-Rhin has already drawn me to the rocks. So for your own sake... Go away or I shall taunt you a third time-ah! 001202 ... mrs. sausage what's all this , then?! 001202 ... Barrett *Barrett whispers* "I'm trying to make him go away" sshhhhhhhhhhh... 001202 ... lost in the wood Oh my, girl sitting in the sun Go buy, candy and a currant bun I like, to see you run lay back...... Oooh, don't talk to me Please, just fuck with me Please, you know I'm feeling frail It's true, sun shining very bright It's you, I'm gonna love tonight Ice cream, tastes good in the afternoon Ice cream, tastes good if you eat it soon Oooh, don't touch me child Please you know you drive me wild Please you know I'm feeling frail Don't try another cat Don't go where other - you must know why I'm very very very frail Oh my, girl sitting in the sun Go buy, candy and a currant bun I like, to see you run Lay back...... 001202 ... repeater Sausage, Do you always give up so easily? 001202 ... Barrett thanks god. 001202 ... god no sweat. sorry, i couldn't resist. i swear i'll leave you two alone. 001202 ... Barrett check male. 001204 ... Barrett blather wouldn't let me say check mail again. anyways, check male again 001204 ... Sigh... Rhin Rhin, Rhin, Rhin, The sound of that one cool breeze on the hottest day of the year, as the leaves on the trees shiver from her presence. 001206 ... Tony I died, looking into her sweet face, still trying to convince her that I wasn't going anywhere... (looking back)........I was being ravaged by an ultimately terminal disease. I was the eternal optimistic, but deep down, I was scared as hell. I knew the Reaper was knocking at my door. My wife, remained by my side, day in and day out. Her presence was the only thing I wanted toward the end. She made me forget about my future, even if for a short time, with her cheerful smiles, her unwavering love for me, and most of all, for keeping things 'normal'. She just made everything beautiful. She would catch me looking at her in a state of wonderment...I wondered how I had found her, and that after all was said and done, I really had a wonderful life. The immense amount of love she had for me, only just came crashing down on me, toward the end... You see, she had somehow...almost convinced a surgeon to perform a surgical procedure, on her, that would possibly take her life, but would fulfill her goal of extending my life, by only mere months. I had screamed at her, demanding to know, why she was hell bent on this mission, and I told her, that if she went through with this, then I would take my own life! I took her face in my hands, and asked, "Rhin, nothing will save me.....Why?" She merely stated, "But you will have more time with your son!" I sat back speechless, with tears in my eyes... I looked at her, as she sat there crying, and said, "But Goddamn, I love you!" "Rhin, I am here, and I will always be here, as I am a part of you! I told you that I would never leave you baby!" 001207 ... Rhin (i copied the 'letter' above, from my husband's journal...all except for the first and last paragraph.) 001207 ... bArReTt chek mayl 001211 ... Rhin Rhin, I know you... I know the real you. Rhin, I know you... Won't you come out and play? Rhin, I know you... Please don't shut me out. Rhin, I know you... Standing at the water's edge. Rhin, I know you... You chase everyone away. Rhin, I know you... You're going to die alone. Rhin, I know you... You can't please everyone. Rhin, I know you... You want to fly like a bird. Rhin, I know you... Stay away from the hatbox. Rhin, I know you... You're self-inflicting this pain. Rhin, I know you... You can't give up again. Rhin, I know you... Gravitating toward the gauntlet. Rhin, I know you... Get up and fight, damnit! Rhin, I know you... There's something different. Rhin, I know you... The fear in your eyes is gone. Rhin, I know you... You're scaring the hell out of me. Rhin, I know you... The hatbox beckons to you. Rhin, I know you... Think of those who love you. Rhin, I know you... Remember me? What about me? Rhin, I know you... I'm worth it, aren't I? Rhin, I know you... Think of eternity in anguish. Rhin, I know you... The hatbox is not an option. Rhin, I know you... Fingering the pretty hatbox. Rhin, I know you... I know the real you. 001212 ... god rhin, chill out. forget the hatbox. rhin, there's so much you haven't done. 001212 ... Rhin God, I know you... I know the real you. God, I know you... Where were you? God, I know you... Where the fuck are you? God, I know you... I know the real you. (see: where_were_you ) 001212 ... Rhin me. 001212 ... silentbob Horny 001212 ... Barrett at work? 001213 ... Rhin I'm in the office, at work.......at my desk.......thinking of.......Mmmmmm! 001213 ... brrrrrrrett mayall check 001213 ... Barrett the estranged sorry, check mail 001216 ... Barrett This sucks! It keeps disconnecting, and when i do it won't let me message! FUCK! 001219 ... tourist Rhin? Are you still with us? Please don't hide. I appologize for my abruptness. Tact has never been my strong suit. Still freinds? 001224 ... tterraB nihR, yes you have, but please... don't stop. 001224 ... Barrett sorry, it's disconnecting again, and messenger won't come online. Fuck! 001226 ... tterraB liam kcehc 001227 ... bear are you out there? I've been `constant'ly thinking of you, are you there?